#my life teachjng high schoolers but its straightforward isnt it? i mean its easier to get a high school position than a university position | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

chapuyes · 4 years

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I don’t want to go above and beyond I want to scrape by with the minimum, I don’t think this field is really for me so why try super hard? What’s the point? I know I’m not that good so why strive and stress and fight tooth and nail for something that’s going to stay beyond my reach

#saturday blues got me abd during rosh hashana no less #i hate not knowing what to do i think fbays whats fucking me up so much #honestly thinking that i should have done tbat online masters program in secondary ed from my undergrad institutjkn like id fucking hate #my life teachjng high schoolers but its straightforward isnt it? i mean its easier to get a high school position than a university position #or trying to adjunct w just a masters like thats possible but less likely to work out long term #also not sure im smart enough for academia even tho ive made it this far ://////////////

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