#my knowledge of brocedes is somewhat limited but i MAY have cooked here?? question mark?

[ch3rubd0lls]

shoot me if this doesn't make sense but post-retirement brocedes ugh

the contrast of nico getting married and settling for the quiet life, trying to be content with the fact that it's really all over and he's just going to have to be okay with that because it was for the better. To lewis, who was written all over tabloids on boats w/ models and skydiving and who knows what. How far can a man run until he runs out of ground? How long until he's going to have to face what he did, and what that says about him as a teammate, as a person?

At the end of the day, things settle, lewis grows and nico leaves the past behind, but god i wonder if they will ever truly be done mourning what they had. Do they still see it when they see each other in those stupid post-race interviews? I wonder if they ever think of frosties and greece and the days as teammates and the days as best friends. How do you live with that loss without ripping yourself open i could never.