#my jaw dropped so many fcking times in the span of 3 minutes

[teampapaya]

venting/ fangirling over kpop (please feel free to ignore) 🥴

ive stayed out of the kpop circle for a while but i was bored and decided to watch exo’s newest mv and IM FUCKING CRYING BITCHES FASKNDFAL:SKJFAS:LDFJWE IM MENTALLY UNWELL KYUNGSOO ITS FKCING BACK????? BITCH I HAD NO I DEA I HAD TO STOP PAUSE AND HYPERVENTILATE AND DRINK WATER FOR A GOOD MOMENT ADFLKJAS I WAS NOT PREPARED TO SEE MY FCKING FAVE I HAVENT SEEN HIM SO LONG AND I REMEMBERED WHEN HE ENLISTED I WAS SO SAD AND WHEN HIS SONG THATS OKAY CAME OUT I LEGIT LISTENED TO THAT SONG SM AND IT GOT ME THROUGH SOME TOUGH SHIT GOD I LOVE THAT MAN SO MCUH AND SEEING HIS FACE AGAIN IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL HOLY SHIT 

AND THEN XIUMIN LIKE BITCH WHAT??????????????????????????????????

AND THEN LAY JUST CAUSALLY POPPED LOCKKED AND DROPPED INTO THE MV TOO LIKE HONEY THE FUCK IM SO FCKING UNWELL  BUT IN A GOOD WAY BUT ALSO MY HEAD HURTS FROM ALL THIS SHOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!