#my inner monologue voice sounds like whoever i've been listening to

[clumsyclifford]

BELLAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! bella. that's all i can say right now cause i'm still trying to recover from rilex fic and it has been TWO DAYS and i'm still. thinking.

but let me tell me you the full story okay it was a first sunny morning since i don't know when. since ever. since last life. i opened my eyes and all i could see through the window was a little piece of azure sky and then. and then. i opened tumblr dot com and saw your fic. and i felt like that sky crushed on me because of your fic bella and it was SO. good.

did i cry? yes. did i laugh? absolutely. did i try to rip my pillows on the line 'What Alex does is: kiss back'? i dont have pillows anymore.

i really don't know where to start and maybe it would be better if i write a proper comment on ao3 and maybe i'll do it right next i send this ask but i HAVE to say right now not about alex (everytime he acts like a little sophisticated shit and i'm just sdfjsdhfksjdfhs) or rian (the real man of honor everytime he sees an opportunity to fall into alex MORE and he takes it because he can. just because he can.) or the one and only and the best LISA ('lemme introduce you my husband alex and his boyfriend rian' I SAW IT!!!! i felt it) but BUT just for the official confirmation of the name you gave me in that tag — the TATTOO KISS THING. YES. YES. it was just right the way i imagined it. i cried.

thank you bella you're the best you and that piece of a blue sky and crushing rian and everything. i love you.

hello!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!! omg what a story i feel like i’m THERE. intrigued by the notion that being crushed by the sky would be a positive experience but like, i’m happy for you? 

GSGFDGLMDNFJHLDSGMKFJ rest in peace to your pillows i’m sorry for your loss </3

well you know i always appreciate an ao3 comment but i also accept feedback in any medium including askbox ravings such as this one AND i am thrilled, truly delighted, that you liked the fic so much and!!! yes!!! i’m not kidding when i say i literally wrote the entire last scene just so i could put the tattoo kiss in after you suggested it. like. idk how this fic would have ended otherwise but def not like that so you can rest easy knowing you’ve had a true impact on at least this rilex fic. thank YOU anon bless you