#my heart is so full of lovey-doveyness im just not great at knowing what to do with it all. or showing it. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

leadendeath · 6 months ago

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sometimes i think about the bisexual label. and the one definition that goes like “being attracted to genders like and unlike one’s own” and that really fits. but it doesn’t feel quite right for me. but then i feel not quite right calling myself gay as i like not just men and am without gender myself. ...BUT then i remember: oh yeah, anyway, i got worse things to worry about.

thats my sexuality: “nahh. got other things on me mind.”

#it's whatever. literally this classic shrug emote: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#same goes for the ace-spectrumness #im pretty sure i can definitely say i am definitely not aro tho- i was just bitter and had severe depression.#my heart is so full of lovey-doveyness im just not great at knowing what to do with it all. or showing it.#i can’t hold all these feels. (...haha what it is 2014?!? why did i say that. it's tru though.)#having fictional others has not only helped with that as a coping mech but also like microdosed what being in a relationship is like.#it’s as if it's like practice before i get into a nonfictional relationship. i know it’s very different but the feelings are there #at least i know im capable of feeling love like a normal person would #god what a weird ramble #WHAT IS THIS POST

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