#my friends are all working 🙄 on a tuesday if you can believe it

[martinimom]

sooooo… does any fall out boy fan in my area want to develop a solid friendship before tuesday? 😁 (this friendship invitation includes a free pit ticket with your new bestie) (terms and conditions: be nice to me)

[thefallennightmare]

Okay I’m late but I’m finally sending in my Tuesday Head-cannon request. When you first opened these up I instantly knew I wanted to request a Jesse piece from you because you write him SO well but I was trying to cook up something real good cause I KNEW you’d kill it. Then… I attended an ERRA concert and the second the show ended I was like yeah, I know what I’m requesting for Head-canon Tuesdays.😂 Also, no rush at all with this. I know you have a ton of requests and for you, I can wait for years if I gotta. Heaven knows Tina’s writing is always worth it.🙌🏻🤌🏻

Okay, sooo say perhaps a girl attends an Erra show with her friends. She gets VIP and is extremely anxious and having really bad social anxiety. To the point that when the rest of the band finally comes out after the guitar session with Jesse & Clint to answer questions, she’s too socially anxious to lift her hand to ask a question & immediately looks away anytime she makes eye contact with any of the guys… then when the time comes for the guys to come down and talk with everyone and take some photos, she finally gets the courage to talk to Jesse and ask him for any advice or tips for how he deals with anxiety because she resonates and knows that he also struggles and relates and could provide some really helpful words. They talk, Jesse is very obviously nervous, has a hard time keeping eye contact, but is very sweet and sincere and gives a heartfelt meaningful response. (I’m sure you know where I’m going with this 😂🙄🫣) Fast forward a bit and towards the end of the set the guys finish with Skyline and Jesse sees the same girl from earlier crying in the crowd, belting out all the words right in front of him at barricade, while holding her friends hand and feeling the music with every ounce of her soul. Jesse sees it and jumps down off the stage as soon as the song ends and runs up to her and gives her the biggest, sweetest hug, and tells her everything is going to be okay. Then… as the crowd is clearing out and the venue is starting to clear out. She starts to walk towards the exit to leave for the night, when Jesse suddenly chases after her for potentially a “one night” situation.😉😏

Do with this as your heart desires because it will feed my delusions even more and I’m already down bad and just need to finally put the last nail in the coffin at this point.😂😂 and as always THANK YOU for your services ANGEL!🙏🏻Love you so so much!🪽🏹❤️

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I got you my love! 😏😏😏

You couldn't believe it.

There was no way this was happening.

You had to have your friend pinch you to make sure you weren't dreaming.

Nope.

It was actually happening.

Your anxiety had been so overwhelming during ERRA's VIP chat that you kept your head down the entire time, not even realizing a pair of brown eyes watching you intently.

But before the guys of ERRA left the stage, you worked up to catch Jesse's attention, desperately wanting to know how he overcomes his anxiety.

As he talked with you, you noticed how his own eyes avoided for staring at yours for more than a few moments.

Something you completely understood because you were the same way.

Before Jesse left the VIP experience, he turned on his heels to ask you a simple question.

"What's your name?"

You felt your heart leap into your throat. "Y/N."

He gave you a warm smile. "I hope you enjoy the show, Y/N."

But that moment wasn't what had you in a state of shock.

Not even the moment of you crying your eyes out while your friend held you tightly as Jesse's soft voice sang Skyline directly to you as you sang them right back to him.

It was when you were walking out of the venue, trying to wrap your mind around the experience your body and mind went through when your name was called after you.

Jesse, still sweating and breathing heavily from his set, closed the distance pretty quickly.

Almost immediately, his arms wrapped around you, knowing how desperately you needed this.

Your hands clawed at his back, needing to feel the warmth radiate off of him.

"It's alright," he cooed while rubbing your back.

You knew you should pull away but Jesse only held on tighter while brushing a strand of hair from your face.

He admitted to himself earlier in the night he was captivated by your beauty when he caught sight of you waiting in line outside the venue with your friends.

He couldn't stop watching your every movement during the VIP, your chat afterward as he watched your lips move while you spoke, and when he sang to you tonight. His heart hammered so hard in his chest that he knew you could feel it.

"If you're up for it. I'd love for you to stay with me a bit longer. Just for the night."

This is what you needed your friend to pinch you for because there was no way Jesse Cash was asking you, out of everyone in this room tonight, to stay with him.

"You sure you want me?" You asked, your anxiety causing your mind to doubt.

"I'd never been more sure about anything," he admitted, those chocolate eyes drinking you in.

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Tuesday, March 5th, 2024!

1:07am: Just going to keep journaling so I don't go insane. My ex keeps jerking me around and I can't continue to care. He's so wrapped up in his own emotion, he will never be capable of actually being a good friend. He never asks if I'm ok or tries to make casual conversation, it's just all about him and his constant state of drama. I just can't relate to him anymore and I can't continue on the way I've been trying to. There's literally not much I can control or change about this situation, I can only be responsible for how I react to it I guess.

On another note, I finished my laundry! Tomorrow I will get up, take a shower, shaving is not necessary I just need to clean myself so literally no pressure. Drink some water, take my vitamin, hang out with my cats. Probably take a tums bc my farts are DEADLY rn and I don't know why RIP. If I do shave it would probably just be my coochie tbh. Some light weed whacking lmao. If I keep farting like rotten eggs I'm definitely not making any man plans tomorrow 🤣 I cantttttt haha

I think tomorrow I might clean out my closet now that it's clean?? There's so many items I never wear tbh. Maybe shave up to my knees and get a pedicure?? Maybe go on FB marketplace or thrift for some nightstand things or some dollar tree cubbies for this stuff I've had on the floor forever. I just randomly remembered my coats are in my trunk and I feel like I'm gonna forget where they are. Maybe return those things to the library omg and go to bath n body works and get real deodorant and laundry detergent

So many thoughts going through my mind omg I just had diarrhea while writing this 😭 please go away tummy problems. I wonder if it was me pounding tajin with my margarita I literally don't know.

I need to figure out where I wanna take myself out to before the show tomorrow! Aaaaa so many possibilities!! This week has already been so perfect and it's not over yet! I love my life! It's so crazy to love my life after going through so much trauma but here I am, stronger than ever!! :) I'm so proud of myself ❤️

8:57am: Nah tell me why I got on tinder this morning (early bird 🤣) and damn these guys are just ehh. Idk how tf I'm ever gonna take any of them seriously again. I'm just pretty hardened after everything, not really in a bad way, but in a needed way if you ask me. I feel like I don't know what I'm looking for lol I feel like if you know what you're looking for, you go out and pursue it?? But idk so it's more challenging. Tbh I just want to have fun like I'm in my fboi era fr. Curving dudes when they get serious n shit 💀

9:40am: ok time to get up lmao. I'll find a guy eventually so actually no rush 🤣 I got my two little furry boys and that's what really matters. I want to get all gussied up today just bc I can. Lil man bawling his eyes out not being able to speak to me anymore bc he knows he fucked up is a crazy way to live. Having to live with the guilt of cheating on someone.... Couldn't be me 🙄😂

I get to continue my life knowing that I'm a bomb af gf and anyone would be damn lucky to have me (once they get to know me!) if I don't meet people then they'll never know! I got ppl who don't even speak English wanting another date fr.

11:02pm: I'm just gonna keep shooting my shot until something sticks I think. I really do believe it's a numbers game anymore, if you talk to 0 ppl or put all your eggs into 1 basket likeeee you're not going to get far and it's gonna take 500 years, 100 years to even get a date at that rate. I wanna be like that girl who went on what 50 dates in a year?? Like go off queen 💅 at least you'll have 50 stories to tell if nothing else haha, plus I need the practice ong.

I like the journaling instead of trying to text him, it's so much better. N+T were right, he just needs to learn his lesson, that's so sad your friend literally had to say that about his best man like if my MOH turned out to be a flaming bag of shit like how embarrassing (for the POS) and seriously sad and fucked up :( .

[msjr0119]

Hey Nonny,

Thank you for referring me as nice. I am nice. Even when I’ve got a lot to deal with at the moment. My PM is always open for people to contact me and talk to me. The other day I had someone PM me who I’ve been mutuals with for over a year- they explained that they was embarrassed after all of this time to ask what my name was. I didn’t understand why they was embarrassed- I just keep my personal life to those who are closest to me or personally ask me questions.

@j-a-82 messaged me after becoming new to the fandom - and it was me who persuaded them to read things or ask to be tagged, or even do their own thing. I know how daunting it can be as newbie. We’ve all been there. I asked this person to tag me in these Nonny posts as I knew I’d get brought in to things after talking to Kacie before she and Ravenpuff deactivated their accounts all those months ago.

Eric Winter. I’ve used him in the past as my Leo faceclaim before recently changing him. I won’t be the first and I won’t be the last. I’ve seen him flying around- not sure for which character? There is only a small handful of people who have a faceclaim for their characters that I haven’t seen anybody else use. Most of the time; most actors/models etc are a commonly used Faceclaim for The Royal Romance characters.

Most of us come on here with the connection of us all enjoying reading Choices and creating our spin on our writing. Or creating moodboards (not me, I’m useless at them 🤣). Making Instagram/Twitter posts using Pixelberry characters. Characters that we all love and possibly sometimes hate. At times there have been a lot of plagiarism accusations flying around- I know, I was accused over a year ago.

What was I accused of, you may ask?

For writing a similar scene with the same character. The moment I found out, I contacted the author- it was a coincidence. I hadn’t read her things prior to myself posting that scene. Luckily she understood (it was written differently, it was just a similar situation) and since we have become friends not only on here but on Facebook also. I honestly believe that if anybody has an issue with someone’s work- personally speak to that person. Majority of the time it is going to be coincidental as we are basing our stories on the same characters that were created by Pixelberry. If you don’t trust an author or have issues with them- do a me! Don’t hide behind Nonny and sort it out properly. We are all adults 😊.

If someone has proof of copying and pasting someone’s work, fair enough they need to be called out. A few of us did it with someone ageeeesss ago. She copied and pasted an authors one shot (which I read the previous day to her posting it and claiming it as hers). However this idiot forgot that she had left the original authors characters names in half the sentences 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️. If there’s no proof but you still feel the need to bring it to peoples attentions, inform the person that you accusing, as well as the person who you believe posted the story first. Maybe the two of them could talk and sort things out between themselves. I hate all this horrible attitude to each other. We are supposed to come on here for fun- but I can sense that most people aren’t seeing it as fun anymore 😔

Anyway, enough of the drama I have enough of that at home. Bringing two young kids up. Being 35weeks pregnant. Working from home doing a stressful and tiring job 4-11pm- when I feel like passing out at 7pm. Having a covid test myself and feeling run down. I had an emergency scan on Tuesday as my midwife is concerned about the size of my baby. I do not need anymore stress of top of that and neither does anybody else.

We all have our own lives outside of tumblr as well as a bloody pandemic going off around the world 🌍

IN A WORLD WHERE YOU CAN BE ANYTHING, BE KIND!

Please stop embarrassing yourself. You keep contradicting yourself with each ask you answer, and adding things in, further proving that it’s you. And you’re tagging people who are very nice (the same ones you talked to from your old blog and outside of it), trying to drag them into your lie.

Nonny, I would love to play back and forth with you but I’m tired of these assumptions. I’m not dragging them in @msjr0119 asked me to tag her in these responses to you. That’s the thing, you don’t know me, and you are assuming everything about me based off of post I share. Well the post I share are just a fraction of me, and you know that multiple people can have similar interest and styles isn’t that how Fandoms are created? So maybe, you Nonny, need to stop assuming things about people and get to actually know someone first.

Have a Great Day.