#my friends are all working 🙄 on a tuesday if you can believe it

[martinimom]

sooooo… does any fall out boy fan in my area want to develop a solid friendship before tuesday? 😁 (this friendship invitation includes a free pit ticket with your new bestie) (terms and conditions: be nice to me)

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Tuesday, March 5th, 2024!

1:07am: Just going to keep journaling so I don't go insane. My ex keeps jerking me around and I can't continue to care. He's so wrapped up in his own emotion, he will never be capable of actually being a good friend. He never asks if I'm ok or tries to make casual conversation, it's just all about him and his constant state of drama. I just can't relate to him anymore and I can't continue on the way I've been trying to. There's literally not much I can control or change about this situation, I can only be responsible for how I react to it I guess.

On another note, I finished my laundry! Tomorrow I will get up, take a shower, shaving is not necessary I just need to clean myself so literally no pressure. Drink some water, take my vitamin, hang out with my cats. Probably take a tums bc my farts are DEADLY rn and I don't know why RIP. If I do shave it would probably just be my coochie tbh. Some light weed whacking lmao. If I keep farting like rotten eggs I'm definitely not making any man plans tomorrow 🤣 I cantttttt haha

I think tomorrow I might clean out my closet now that it's clean?? There's so many items I never wear tbh. Maybe shave up to my knees and get a pedicure?? Maybe go on FB marketplace or thrift for some nightstand things or some dollar tree cubbies for this stuff I've had on the floor forever. I just randomly remembered my coats are in my trunk and I feel like I'm gonna forget where they are. Maybe return those things to the library omg and go to bath n body works and get real deodorant and laundry detergent

So many thoughts going through my mind omg I just had diarrhea while writing this 😭 please go away tummy problems. I wonder if it was me pounding tajin with my margarita I literally don't know.

I need to figure out where I wanna take myself out to before the show tomorrow! Aaaaa so many possibilities!! This week has already been so perfect and it's not over yet! I love my life! It's so crazy to love my life after going through so much trauma but here I am, stronger than ever!! :) I'm so proud of myself ❤️

8:57am: Nah tell me why I got on tinder this morning (early bird 🤣) and damn these guys are just ehh. Idk how tf I'm ever gonna take any of them seriously again. I'm just pretty hardened after everything, not really in a bad way, but in a needed way if you ask me. I feel like I don't know what I'm looking for lol I feel like if you know what you're looking for, you go out and pursue it?? But idk so it's more challenging. Tbh I just want to have fun like I'm in my fboi era fr. Curving dudes when they get serious n shit 💀

9:40am: ok time to get up lmao. I'll find a guy eventually so actually no rush 🤣 I got my two little furry boys and that's what really matters. I want to get all gussied up today just bc I can. Lil man bawling his eyes out not being able to speak to me anymore bc he knows he fucked up is a crazy way to live. Having to live with the guilt of cheating on someone.... Couldn't be me 🙄😂

I get to continue my life knowing that I'm a bomb af gf and anyone would be damn lucky to have me (once they get to know me!) if I don't meet people then they'll never know! I got ppl who don't even speak English wanting another date fr.

11:02pm: I'm just gonna keep shooting my shot until something sticks I think. I really do believe it's a numbers game anymore, if you talk to 0 ppl or put all your eggs into 1 basket likeeee you're not going to get far and it's gonna take 500 years, 100 years to even get a date at that rate. I wanna be like that girl who went on what 50 dates in a year?? Like go off queen 💅 at least you'll have 50 stories to tell if nothing else haha, plus I need the practice ong.

I like the journaling instead of trying to text him, it's so much better. N+T were right, he just needs to learn his lesson, that's so sad your friend literally had to say that about his best man like if my MOH turned out to be a flaming bag of shit like how embarrassing (for the POS) and seriously sad and fucked up :( .

[msjr0119]

Hey Nonny,

Thank you for referring me as nice. I am nice. Even when I’ve got a lot to deal with at the moment. My PM is always open for people to contact me and talk to me. The other day I had someone PM me who I’ve been mutuals with for over a year- they explained that they was embarrassed after all of this time to ask what my name was. I didn’t understand why they was embarrassed- I just keep my personal life to those who are closest to me or personally ask me questions.

@j-a-82 messaged me after becoming new to the fandom - and it was me who persuaded them to read things or ask to be tagged, or even do their own thing. I know how daunting it can be as newbie. We’ve all been there. I asked this person to tag me in these Nonny posts as I knew I’d get brought in to things after talking to Kacie before she and Ravenpuff deactivated their accounts all those months ago.

Eric Winter. I’ve used him in the past as my Leo faceclaim before recently changing him. I won’t be the first and I won’t be the last. I’ve seen him flying around- not sure for which character? There is only a small handful of people who have a faceclaim for their characters that I haven’t seen anybody else use. Most of the time; most actors/models etc are a commonly used Faceclaim for The Royal Romance characters.

Most of us come on here with the connection of us all enjoying reading Choices and creating our spin on our writing. Or creating moodboards (not me, I’m useless at them 🤣). Making Instagram/Twitter posts using Pixelberry characters. Characters that we all love and possibly sometimes hate. At times there have been a lot of plagiarism accusations flying around- I know, I was accused over a year ago.

What was I accused of, you may ask?

For writing a similar scene with the same character. The moment I found out, I contacted the author- it was a coincidence. I hadn’t read her things prior to myself posting that scene. Luckily she understood (it was written differently, it was just a similar situation) and since we have become friends not only on here but on Facebook also. I honestly believe that if anybody has an issue with someone’s work- personally speak to that person. Majority of the time it is going to be coincidental as we are basing our stories on the same characters that were created by Pixelberry. If you don’t trust an author or have issues with them- do a me! Don’t hide behind Nonny and sort it out properly. We are all adults 😊.

If someone has proof of copying and pasting someone’s work, fair enough they need to be called out. A few of us did it with someone ageeeesss ago. She copied and pasted an authors one shot (which I read the previous day to her posting it and claiming it as hers). However this idiot forgot that she had left the original authors characters names in half the sentences 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️. If there’s no proof but you still feel the need to bring it to peoples attentions, inform the person that you accusing, as well as the person who you believe posted the story first. Maybe the two of them could talk and sort things out between themselves. I hate all this horrible attitude to each other. We are supposed to come on here for fun- but I can sense that most people aren’t seeing it as fun anymore 😔

Anyway, enough of the drama I have enough of that at home. Bringing two young kids up. Being 35weeks pregnant. Working from home doing a stressful and tiring job 4-11pm- when I feel like passing out at 7pm. Having a covid test myself and feeling run down. I had an emergency scan on Tuesday as my midwife is concerned about the size of my baby. I do not need anymore stress of top of that and neither does anybody else.

We all have our own lives outside of tumblr as well as a bloody pandemic going off around the world 🌍

IN A WORLD WHERE YOU CAN BE ANYTHING, BE KIND!

Please stop embarrassing yourself. You keep contradicting yourself with each ask you answer, and adding things in, further proving that it’s you. And you’re tagging people who are very nice (the same ones you talked to from your old blog and outside of it), trying to drag them into your lie.

Nonny, I would love to play back and forth with you but I’m tired of these assumptions. I’m not dragging them in @msjr0119 asked me to tag her in these responses to you. That’s the thing, you don’t know me, and you are assuming everything about me based off of post I share. Well the post I share are just a fraction of me, and you know that multiple people can have similar interest and styles isn’t that how Fandoms are created? So maybe, you Nonny, need to stop assuming things about people and get to actually know someone first.

Have a Great Day.