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#my follower count is abysmal except for deviantart but that’s where I’ve gotten all of my commissions and sold all but 2 of my adopts
raeathnos · 2 years
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#I hurt so fucking much omgggggg#I’m so fucking mad at this whole situation#literally thinking about putting my two weeks in#the stress from my job is what’s causing all of these health issues#the depression the anxiety the migraines and now this#it’s not fucking worth it#it’s not worth what it’s doing to my body and it’s not worth what it’s doing to me mentally#I’m calling off tomorrow because I’m in way too much pain there’s no way I can run around and lift things and all that#gonna really try to think about it and make a decision if it’s time to leave#I wanted to have more in my savings and I wanted to buy my parents and husbands Christmas gifts first#but I’m not sure how I’m going to work like this#I really done#not how I wanted to leave but my health is just getting worse and worse#need time to rest and recover and wait and see if this new issue works itself out I think#I’m not in any shape to do commissions but I think I could design and sell adopts#so at least I’d have a little income#my student loans are paid off all I have is my car insurance and Photoshop and a medical bill#I could pay off the medical bill and just have the car insurance and Photoshop and it would only be like $75 a month#my first set of adopts I made like $120 on after tips and if I draw 8 hours a day I think maybe I could do it#my follower count is abysmal except for deviantart but that’s where I’ve gotten all of my commissions and sold all but 2 of my adopts#idk what to do#it’s a tough choice#my husband thinks I should quit my mom thinks I need to think more about it but that quitting might be a good option#I’m sure my dad will be like lol no u need a job#he doesn’t understand what it’s like to have health issues that impact your ability to function#uggghhhhhh
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