#my first fandom😔☝️☝️☝️

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go to sleep aaa lookin guy

[cassoliravioli]

INTRO!!

Hello! I am Cassoli and I am crazy obsessed with TF2 and POSTAL

I have 2 other blogs, so when I follow you, don't be scared on 2 more additionally following you lmfao ☹️

DNI:

Just don't be weird and people who have some sort of prejudice against alt people and minorities, please, be a kind person, not everyone is the same and people have their way of expressing themselves 👍

Child likers, proshippers etc etc

Basic info :3

I go by Cassoli, Ravioli or Runner (my pfp is me irl fr), btw funfact cassoli is my very cool surname

I am cis girl but idgaf to pronouns honestly

I am 15, but I wanna warn you that i am not innocent, nor I am afected (generally) to +18 stuff (NORMAL STUFF BTW), so DONT get a jumpscare if I post something a bit horny 😭🙏 since COME ON sex is a normal thing yall

I am 🇧🇷, my first language is portuguese so my english sucks

I study in a military school and try my best to go very well at it (trust me I am very smart! -> 🤓☝️) and I am a track athlete so I don't post very often of how occupied I am... and sometimes im just lazy 🤑

But I want to be clear: something i've seen that is very common for teenagers my age to do is to interact and chat with people older than them, HOWEVER I am an exception, that means that I'm on tumblr strictly for posting my stuff, I have absolutely 0 interest in chatting with anyone besides my irl friends, so do not dm me, thank you 👍

FANDOM INFO YEHAW

Team Fortress 2: main fandom, I am highly hyperfixated on it so I generally only post this iamverysorry 😔

POSTAL: how the fuck did rws make postal dude so hot and for what 😭💯 also I am getting absolutely obsessed w it (I even finished playing postal 2 already) so expect more of postal to come

Murder Drones: cool asf show, highly recommend if u like horror 🥸

FNAF: hurhurhurhur (my favorite character is bonnie)

OFF: batter is charismatic. AND THE LORE OHMYGODDD 🗣🗣

Chainsaw man: the only anime I like 😔

Sonic: first fandom, I still love it dearly

Happy Tree Friends: I love it SOMUCH goddamit I cannot even put into words 😔 I know its gorey and stuff but ITS THE CHARACTERS FOR ME SORRY ☹️

TF2 INFO HELL YEAH 💥

I am

Unhealthly obsessed

with scoutcest. Its my favorite OTP from all time

btw when I draw them I often feature my BLU scout oc (they are presented as different people then), but any interpretation of scoutcest is VERY welcome (MINUS THE INCEST ONE.)

Medic main, I SUCK at TF2 so the only class I can play really well is medic 🤑 and my mvm main is Heavy!

My favorite character is the scout, idk if I want to be him or be with him ☹️ (I am his n1 fan btw!!!)

I LOVE THE BLU TEAM!! (I have an army of BLU team ocs)

TAGS

My reblogs don't contain these tags below, so you can find my original content in them:

#cassoli comments -> text posting

#cassoli arts -> art posting

#oc art -> oc posting

#blu scout lore??!?1? -> blu scout lore posting

My sideblog is @holyraviolis

BLU Scout's askblog is @matt-blu

[bill-y]

Completely unrelated fandom post but I've been getting back into Dragon Age again for Veilguard and I had to make a lil doodle of my HoF 😔☝️

His name's Godfrey Drogo Cousland, but most people call him Fred. (Drogo, if you're a freak) (Keeping up with the weird ass Cousland name cause what the fuck is a Fergus?!)

Just his eyes, it's a lil wonky but boo!! (Don't ask about the lashes)

Headmorph and some info about him under cut! 😫

His headmorph: (very silly) ((yes it's from the fem headmorph. I wanted to be a pretty boy who looks like a girl who looks like a boy who looks like a girl who looks like a boy)

Godfrey (Fred lmao) is very much about duty first before anything, since Bryce probably raised outstanding citizens. He did, however, throw a tantrum spanning multiple days when he was conscripted by Duncan. (Understandably so) He was the most bitter, conniving cunt in Ostagar but quickly straightened himself when he realized the threat of the blight. Also has a bit of a soft spot for Alistair (they do gay shit like care for each other) due to the whole grieving thing.

Unlike Alistair, he is the model Gray Warden, morally dubious and always thinking of the greater good. Alistair is sort of his moral compass, urging him to do better than just the status quo.

He's found home in the Gray Wardens. He's skrunky 😔

Will probably post a fic Abt him bye HAHAH.

[the-s1lly-corner]

if its possible to do mutiple fandoms in one request i would love a ben drowned and pomni x mute!reader :3

Ben drowned x mute!reader (platonic!)

Admin isn't comfy writing romance for ben sorry anon <\3

Usually I answer stuff chronologically/in order of the requests being sent but imma cheat so I can answer your question!!

Technically you can request multiple fandoms since I cant stop people; but admin would rather two separate requests being sent in (one for each fandom yk :0?) Just as a personal preference of the admin !! Nothing against you however I highly recommend that you resend in pomnis half of the request so I do not forget :0!

Written on mobile!!

Aaaaand quick warning that this is leaning very heavy on admins take on ben for their au!! Same general character but he is bound to electronics like 3/4 of the time.. silly tech ghost holds (also I just realized this is my first ben request)

Honestly I think at first he might get a little confused or even irritated; not exactly at you but more so because in the beginning you guys are still trying to find a proper way to communicate in an efficient way, you know?

Be it writing, or sign language, its gonna take him a while.. probably taking a little longer to understand sign language

Though, he does have internet access so while he might act like it's not that big of a deal that it's hard, hes doing some personal studying on the time (awww he cares!)

Snatching what I mentioned what I said in the note about ben being mostly confined to an electronic device in my silly brain soup, he might let you use whatever device hes currently hosting

Funny haha thing to push the idea his default in order to be carried around is a phone.. bonus bonus imagine he starts getting annoying or you guys get into an arguement and you just. Turn the phone off. Triple bonus if it's a flip phone and you just shut it while hes mid insult

If that's not funny pretend I didnt say anything ☝️😔

Oh he definitely would surprise you by showing off his ASL (or the corresponding sign language wherever you are since ik american SL and british SL are different... shrugs) and gets all smug when you give him praise

If you guys are ever in a group setting hes going to make sure you dont get ignored; oftentimes being purposefully obnoxious in order to get a hold of everyones attention

Sometimes he teases you (for things aside from you being mute, hes a little shit but not a piece of shit) but will absolutely lose his mind if anyone messes with you, like you're his bro, his bestie, his friend you know

Honestly you guys probably exchange notes back and forth playfully roasting each other I can just see it

Very silly

[bycaprinae]

Last year when s4 dropped, the fandom was confused whether Viren passed out bc he had a nightmare or bc the resurrection spell was failing and I even made a post about it saying why I believe it was a nightmare. After that I wrote a draft of how I thought it would play out, bc my plan was to make a comic of it.

It would have been funny if I'd have managed to do it bc I cut really close, but the final version was more light on the tone of what I wanted it to be! I always saw Viren as a character that was desperately searching for validation, ever since that scene where he looks into the mirror and shouts at it calling it useless and meaningless and being left to stare at his own reflection, and also in the books, when he's about to give his life for Harrow's, so In my drafts Viren would be back at the day Lissa left him, not what I thought was his first time dealing with rejection, as I always believed it was a trauma passed down by his parents but we didn't get to see his past too deep, but certainly the first one in the timeline series (unless we count kappar, which I tend to do but we don't know any details yet?). Then we'd see harrow and the scene that he rejects Viren and then Soren, when he decides to leave him in s3 when he does not accept the spell on him (Viren does not know that Soren killed his clones).

It's interesting that in a way the actual nightmare does go through the rejection theme, but more in the subtext, when in the scene with Harrow he actually accepts him, and says he's sorry. Also when baby Soren runs away. But overall I interpret his nightmares as him confronting his guilty and responsibilities, not exactly the root of what led him down his dark past. Which I don't know how to feel? Because there's no healing without recognizing, but it does makes sense that he's not going that deep and worrying more about the aftermath of his actions, the man is about to die, he doesn't have time to process his traumas 🤣

Anyways, the point of my drafts was that I thought Aaravos would feed him more clearly through his weakness, and I wanted to play with that scenario. It was always a thought in my mind that Aaravos somewhat had access to those nightmares, I think that is hinted on Callum's, right? He is able to detect which person in a room is tinted by dark magic, and control it like a puppet, so him being able to influence the nightmares is not Farfetched. But yeah, Aaravos was the only one in the narrative, aside from Claudia, that validated Viren's pursue of power and protection of his morals. I truly do not think Viren wanted to rule Xadia for the sake of ruling Xadia, or that he wanted to be king for the sake of being king. That man is one paranoic neurodivergent bitch that can only feel safe when doing things with his own hands and I relate so much ☝️😔

[amiharana]

7, 22, 27, and 38 for the writing ask game, if you don't mind! :D

(ask game from here)

7. What is your deepest joy about writing?

best part about writing is i can just write the most self-indulgent shit ever and then i read it back later and i'm like hell yeah this is exactly what i'm looking for! i'm not kidding i frequently go back through all my documents rereading all the concepting i wrote like it's a little bedtime story. no one can scratch my brainworms better than me fr! ☝️😀

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

mm i'm fairly okay about the organization of my writing stuff. after i got my first laptop, all of my writing has been on computers and kept in my google drive. i'm actually considering making another account to transfer all my stuff over so my personal google acc has more space kasjdfkjsdj

i love making so many folders and color coding in there though. i'm planning on retitling all my fic document stuff in a certain way to make it easier to find them, but i don't know what way works for me yet. there a quite a few documents that are out of place because it's either there's not enough of the same-fandom documents to make a folder or i just don't know how i wanna organize it yet. reorganizing is a process i have not had a time for recently hehe

if you're talking about actual writing, i have a couple fics where i make a separate document for the outline i wrote and switch between the outline and the draft, e.g. my docs "[revalink] crystal snow draft" vs "[revalink] crystal snow outline". usually i do this because the way i wrote it in the outline conveys the exact emotion or image i want and use that as a reference while i write the draft. also it's just fun to see my own brain on display! otherwise i keep one huge document for each ship where i braindump my ideas onto, e.g. my doc "_revalink concept reservoir" and then just add headers/outline in the document. the revalink concept document is currently 80 pages long LMFAOKDJFDJK but it's a bit messy at the moment bc i've been copy pasting a lot of stuff in there

27. Who is the most stressful character you’ve ever written? Why?

hmm of the fics i've properly finished and uploaded, i don't think i've ever actually been stressed writing a character KDFHKDJFD i've mostly written soft cute self-indulgent stuff so it's not too difficult to write them being soft.

i guess what i'll say instead is i actually had a difficult time in general writing the 'like crazy' fic. most of the premise and style of the fic was something i had a hard time conveying, particularly writing link's character in that first half. i try to get in the heads of my characters when i write and figure out what they would do and why they would do it based on what i know about their character. and it was just. really hard to write link in the self-indulgence of what the vibes/lyrical meaning of the song 'like crazy' was while also keeping him within the boundaries of the character i perceive him as.

if anyone else reading this has some time to spare, you can read 'like crazy' here or the link pinned on my blog! it was my revalink week d7 fic hehe 🤍

38. What is something about your writing process YOU think is Really Weird? If you are comfortable, please share. If you’re not comfortable, what do you think cats say about us?

i wish i could tell you something outright insane or outlandish but i can't 😔 my writing process just consists of me laying in bed with my laptop and youtube on my switch hooked to the tv playing videos while i stare at a google doc for a couple minutes until the words come to me, rinse and repeat for as many days as needed until the fic is edited and finalized.

maybe the weirdest thing i've done while writing was either laying down on my side in bed like. semi-fetal position but arranging myself in a way where i could still type on my laptop, or when i got up to lay down and cuddle on the floor of my room with my dog for a little bit to take a break from writing. sorry for the boring answer 🙏

[hekateinhell]

OH THANK GOD. Honestly it’s not an easy choice either lmao but I’m confident I’ll be able to pick one ☝️ before the night is over (I have now narrowed my choices down to 3 yay). Thank you once again for your service to the community ♥️ some further thots 💭 about the previous poll (it’s the trauma starting to unravel I fear). Back in my days as a VC newbie, it was pretty much accepted that Marius was the love of Armand’s life, like no one really ever put that into question or tried to dispute the claims and there was no discourse whatsoever about the relationship being side eye worthy like there is now. Slowly but surely things started changing and Daniel became the people’s princess, fair and square, and that’s a narrative that has for the most part prevailed even if now there is more room for (brilliant, life altering) discourse re: his relationship with Lestat, after it was disregarded by a lot of fans for years as nothing more than a rivalry with a good dose of UST, even though their love for each other has been explicit in the books since the very beginning. But I guess it’s one of those plot points people just preferred to ignore (to favor Loustat maybe? Idk idk). And then Armand himself told Lestat he was the one he’d loved the most. But then again Louis is the person Armand’s been with for the longest and is (arguably) his most functional relationship. What I’m trying to say here is that this truly the impossible choice and it’s making me anxious lmaooo why is Armand like this???? Truly the Helen of Troy of VC 😔 still love ya tho xoxo DA

Let me know what you end up choosing for the kink poll omg PLEASE ♥️

LMAO LISTEN... we all have trauma, it's why we're on Armandblr.

(Never forget that your therapist most likely also has a therapist)

Yeah, my first experience in VC fandom was like that too! 2007ish? REMEMBER BURNTRICE ON LIVEJOURNAL 🫣

I was a baby though lol a very young 12, and I read TVA and TVL first which made me decide that Marius and Lestat were the ones for Armand. I didn't truly appreciate Devil's Minion until I was around 16-17 and the subtler themes really stood out to me, but then it was like Daniel wasn't a viable option for Armand anymore?? At least in the fandom sphere. And Louis and Armand as a couple had ended on such a tragic and seemingly final note, so baby me didn't pick up on all the juicy little tidbits Anne sneaked in there throughout VC for them.

I went cold on Marius as I got older, but I was an L/A girlie FROM DAY ONE EVEN IF I WAS THE ONLY ONE I DIDN'T CARE 😭 there's definitely massive Loustat blinders on a lot of the fandom, but I've got Armand blinders so I can't really blame them, can I? And then PL happened and Trinity Gate is a thing!! Daniel's back!!! Blood Communion validated the heck out of my L/A feelings!!!!

Anne gave me crumbs but oh, what delicious crumbs they are! Bless her. 💖

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Thanks mother angie, @edenesth, for tagging me🤭

3 ships you like: I'm not quite a shipper gon be honest🧍‍♀️ but I love the friendship between all the skz and atz members🥰

First ship ever: Mileven (Stranger things mike x eleven)😔☝️

Last song you heard: Salaam Namaste, it often reminds me of my childhood🤧

Favorite childhood book: no clue how its called but it's just a random childrens book about a sheep traveling🐑

Currently reading: as of fanfics, ofc our all time favorite the way to his heart series😼☝️ otherwise im also reading "champion" from the triology "Legend" by Marie Lu and ofc books from my classes🚶‍♀️

Currently watching: shiii no clue when the last time was when i sat down and watched something (I mean i have rewatched Bachna Ae Haseeno couple of weeks ago) 😭

Currently consuming: (binge watching ateez edits) Tea😃

Currently craving: some good ass pasta or pizza

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Hello there! @hils79 tagged me. Thanks so much by the way!

3 ships you like: Hmmm! This is tough. WooSan (Wooyoung and San from Ateez), Chan and Felix from StrayKids. Me and Jackson Wang!! LOL jk. I don’t really have a third, so I’ll just say Keeho and whoever they want to pair him with. He’s so gorgeous and sassy!

First ship ever: Synclaire and Overton from Living Single

Last song you heard: 从今以后 (From Now On) by Gen Neo

Favorite childhood book: I liked reading the Goosebump series as a kid. However, the only book that comes to mind isn’t a children’s book, and that’s Misery by Stephen King. I remember reading this with my mom. I’m not sure how old I was, but apparently my mom was okay with me reading it. Haha!

Currently reading: Brazil: A Biography by Lilia M. Schwarcz and Heloisa M. Starling. As the title suggests, it’s a biography of Brazil, and I’m learning so much.

Currently watching: I don’t watch a lot of TV, but I am between Celebrity Bromance on Kocowa, The Big Swindle on HBO Max, and the HBO Comedy Half-Hour show.

Currently consuming: Water. 😒

Currently craving: Jam Jar Shiraz, brown sugar cookie dough ice cream, and a nap. I also really want to travel the world and make Brazil my first stop. Then South Korea.

I’m going to tag some people that I really enjoy seeing on my feed. If you want to do this, GREAT! If not, I understand.

@edenesth, @igbylicious, @maxsix, @lucidlymelanated, @bro-atz, @yeoberryx, @k-hotchoisan, @yuumei-art, & @ja3hwa.

[odi-et-amo85]

Goodbye 2020

It’s just past 9.30 PM, so I’m less than 2.5 hours away from a new year, 2021... I have no idea what that year will bring me. (As @veerledejaegers mentioned, it can be basically only get better from here, right? 😬) But for me personally, 2020 has been a year full of suprises. A year full of lows (obviously), but also some signficant highs. One of those happened on Tuesday, 15 September 2020. That’s the idea I joined Tumblr. ☺️

Since then, I’ve been welcomed warmly my most of you. I have learned so much from you. Whether it was about Spanish culture, Islam (or the perspective of a Muslim young woman in particular), the experience of people of colour, about Germany, the 🌈 that is called the sexual spectrum (as well as the various genders people may identify as 💖), or about Belgian schools... But through Tumblr, I also learned a lot more about myself. About who I am as a person, that’s okay to struggle with things. And that other people struggle too. That brings me to my final point of disovery. I thought I already knew a lot about mental health. But you guys have taught many new things about and varities of mental illness, experiences of what than can be like, and –most importantly– methods to improve your mental health.

So, first of all: thank you so much for all of that!!

I’d like to put a few very special people in the spotlight now:

@bekahtheskamfan : Dear Rebekah, you hold a special place in my heart. You were actually my very first follower. (I still don’t exactly to what I owed the honour.. 😳) But thank you so much for believing in the disorganised mess that was my blog. I wish you all kinds of joy and happiness for 2021. Along with some lovely followers like yourself! 😗

@jackredfieldwasmyjacob : Hi Victor! 🙋‍♀️ You welcomed me in the early days of my Tumblr experience. 😌 Thanks so much for that, that meant a lot. (Considering that I was completely clueless in the beginning. 🥲 You made familiar with the concept of the fandom and how that worked.) An equal amount of thanks for your work with @skamesptranslations. That was a livesaver for everyone like me (who don’t speak Spanish 🙃). And I love your posts about Spanish culture. Keep up the good work! 💪

@ayellowcurtain : Dear T. I know the last couple of months have been tough for you. And I hate that so much. So for 2021, I wish you 🌈🌈🌈 & 😀😀😀!! You are so amazing, I hope you can see that. 🙋‍♀️ Only positive vibes for my little 🐨! 💕💕 I hope you can somehow manage to like Druck a little bit again. (Even if it’s not on the tags.. 🤷‍♀️) I will definitely keep up with your posts. 🤗🤗 and 💋💋 from your biggest fan!

@nothesc : Noelia! 😄 We don’t speak as much as we used to. But I want to take this opportunity to thank you for your Damira fic, “the one”. (Note to all: go check it out on ao3!! ☝️) I hope 2021 brings you luck, happiness and creative energy (perhaps for another fanfic I can fangirl over 🙈). 🍀✨

@ghosttotheparty : Dearest Robin! 🇬🇧💗 What a year it’s been, for both of us! (Although your year was probably way worse. 😔) We kind of became each other’s therapist. 😆 But I’m really glad you’re getting the help that you need and deserve. 🙂 I hope to see more from you in the new year. (I’m talking about your drawings now, they’re soo beautiful!! 😮) I wish you an amazing 2021 (f*ck Brexit, you’ll just get all the happiness you can manage. I’m vetoing!! 😤)!! 🔥🔥🔥

@masumikitty : Masumi, you cutie! 🥺 I love all the positive energy you bring to my tag. You’re cute as a button and you always make me smile. Keep on being you, and I hope 2021 will bring you joy, new adventures and hopefully a half-decent president. (One can hope... 🙄) Happy New Year, my dear! 🎆

@hugoscenteno : Elisa, ma chérie! ❣️ First of all, I still like your updates about your crush. (I know you’re kind of sick of them by now, but I cannot help but hit the 🖤 button..sorry! 😚) But seriously: I wish you a wonderful 2021, in the beautiful Ireland (I’m still a bit jealous 😒) with an awesome man! (I’m talking Josh proportions, crush or no crush, this guy better be decent! 💁‍♀️) Happy New Year! 🎊

@pduwd : Marta! Happy new year for you! 🎇 You’re a sweetheart, a rolemodel and a simply awesome person that deserves the 🌍! You helped me a lot (even without realising). 😙 Thank you for being you! 🤩 May lots of amazing things happen to you in 2021! 🌟

@chibibanane : Jasmin, where do I begin with you? I don’t know what happened. Or how this happened. 🙀 But I guess it’s official: you’re my friend, and a very good one at that! 😸 It all started because of a song, you remember. (Just in case you manage to read this far: good for you, it’s “Nacht” by Bazart 👌) Initially, I was just a fan of @chappedandfadedvds , but we bonded over much more than that. (I even became a co-writer, like how did that even happen?? 😹) By now, I’m able to call you my friend. 😺 (The Dutch don’t seem to care about a ban on fireworks, so I’m trying to take shelter. 😿) Anyways, you’re amazing, ily and I wish you so much good for 2021! 😻 I hope we’ll rock it through 2021! 😼 And hopefully, we can meet up one day! 😽

Also a special thanks to: @nolabballgirl @inmyarmswrappedin @dagcutie @veerledejaegers @hopetofantasy @peaceoutofthepieces (I ❤️ PotP! 🥰) @lucidpantone @jenschilt @franboos @hopelessromanticvirgo (your fic is ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️) @skamamoroma @noramachwitz

A second special thanks to my 23 followers! I feel very honoured that you find me interesting enough to follow me. 😊 I love you all, and I promise better content will come next year! 😘

Love,

— Thel. 💚

P.S. I’m only half an hour removed from NYE. Just in time! 😅 To everyone else who reads this (particularly from the #druck and #wtfock tag). Thanks for checking in and I look forward to meeting you soon! 😉

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Thanks for tagging: @mademoiselle-red <33

Three ships I like: James/Mungo (Young Mungo) - Ralph/genuinely anyone you can think of (The Charioteer) - UsUk (Hetalia 😔🫶 my love my enemy)

First ship ever: Eyeless Jack / Ben Drowned (Creepy Pasta) (the courage and effort it took to type this girls im)

Last song you heard: LEASE - Takeshi abo (and technically Boyfriend - Dove Cameron. Don’t ask why technically, just technically)

Favourite childhood book: Skullduggery Pleasant (still goes hard☝️☝️☝️)

Currently Reading: the last book I read was Ends and Means by Evelyn Waugh which makes me look clever in public (but is actually so interesting so maybe I AMMMM clever😤😤😤) and the book I’m currently in the middle of is Fellow Travelers - Thomas Mallon

Currently watching: The Responder (2022) (SO GOOD not a Martin Freeman girl at all but the man can ACT)

Currently consuming: had 5 cups of tea this morning girls and not ONE wee I’m superhuman (also customers bollocks <3 constantly)

Currently craving: ok so im shivering its so cold but omg a choc ice would HIT rn

Tagging:(sorry can’t remember exactly who’s already tagged so go for it gals <3)