#my first and favorite FE ship and the reason why I got into fire emblem lol

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Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

Name: Cyan

Pronouns: she/they/he

Birthday (no year): 28/05 (I share my birth with Siegbert and am between Mercie and chrom!)

Where are you from? What is your time zone? From France, live in England so like 5 hours ahead of the toa clock so I miss a lot

How long is your roleplay experience? Like 15 years now??? What the fuck

How were you introduced to roleplaying as a whole? So I had a friend in school who was a weeb and asked if I RP. And I thought he meant. You know. Nsfw. So I was like Ew no :( I am a teen that is gross. Then he explained he meant like fandom RP and how it works and then I joined him on GaiaOnline YES I'M THAT OLD THANKS AND YES I STILL USE GAIA. I started with hetalia. Yes I'd still like to die

How were you introduced to TOA? Lailah hinted at me for like 2 weeks with lines like "I joined this group and you know Gerome misses Cynthia" and I kept going "sounds fun :)" and did not realise they were hinting until they straight up asked. wow I have been here 6 months

Do you have any pets? No :( I don't have the time for them

What is your favorite time of year and why?(Season, holiday, general period) Summer despite you know. The bugs. But I can actually function in summer

What is your IRL occupation? Data entry; it's why I'm on the discord server most of my day now

Some interests and things you like/enjoy? I like cooking, baking, oh and I'm a cosplayer! I've been at it for 3 years and yes it's mostly fire emblem bar ONE (soon to be two)

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? Tales of (WHERE ARE MY TALES FRIENDS AT), Persona, critically acclaimed mmorpg FFXIV, octopath, ?? I'm not sure what else? I tried playing dragon age but it crashes constantly even with the fixes

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: I don't think I have a fave type but I really really love Dragonair 🥺

Tell us some funfacts and trivia about yourself! I once wrote about the ships I hate for an English exam. Got an A. But at what cost. One was a hetalia ship (I was a child.) and another was Bart and Milhouse. 😑 Yes that Bart and Milhouse.

How did you get into Fire Emblem? I was told to play Awakening because I'll love it and I'll totally love all these characters. Um. I never finished it. Then Fates came out, twitter didn't shut up about that and I refused to play it. Then 3H came out. I saw Edelgard and it was joever for me. So I bought it and I've been here ever since.

What Fire Emblem games have you played? Engage, 3H, Fates (all three routes baby), Awakening, Echoes, Warriors, Sacred Stones, a little FEH until I was put off cause I summoned Easter Xander, a little FE7 and I WILL. FINISH. PATH OF RADIANCE. I SWEAR TO YOU ALL RIGHT NOW.

First & Favorite Fire Emblem games: first was technically Awakening but I didn't like it so I dropped it until 2022 I wanna say? So really my first FE was 3H. My favourite? Depends on the day.

List your 5 favorite Fire Emblem characters across the series!

Who was the first character ever to make you go “ooh I like this one in particular” and why? Can be any context and reason!

Any Fire Emblem crushes? 😳

If you’ve played (or are familiar with) the following games, who was your first S support? Who would you S support nowadays?- Awakening:- Fates:- Three Houses:- Engage:

Favorite Fire Emblem class?

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class and stats? Would you be playable?

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? (Black Eagles, Blue Lions, Golden Deer, Church of Seiros, Those Who Slither in the Dark, unaffiliated civilian, other - for example Almyran)

If you were an Officers Academy student, what would be your boons, banes and potential budding talent?

If you were an Engage character, which nation would you originate from? (Firene, the Kingdom of Abundance; Brodia, the Kingdom of Might; Elusia, the Kingdom of Knowledge; Solm, the Queendom of Freedom; Lythos, the holy land of the Divine Dragon; Gradlon, the desolate land of the Fell Dragon)

How do you pronounce TOA? 🤔(separate letters, to-ah, other?)

Current TOA muses: Cynthia and Ryoma!

Past TOA muses? Alas :(

Who was your first TOA muse? If you no longer have them, can you see yourself picking them up again? Cynthia! My beloved. I didn't think she could be such a strong muse I picked her up cause I was bullied into it. Now she bullies me daily

Do you believe you have a type of character you gravitate towards writing? (If you filled this out last year, has this changed in any way?) I don't know actually? I love posh assholes. I love sweet girls. I love chaos characters. I dunno you should see my muse list on my indie it's a wild mix

Do you have characters or types of characters you don’t think you can handle writing, but wish you could? I wanna write unrepentant assholes but I can't :( I struggle with that. I'm trying tho

What kind of scenes, situations etc do you believe you enjoy writing the most? (If you filled this out last year, has this changed in any way?) um. Well. I like intimate stuff if you're picking up what I'm putting down. But then I run away about 2 replies in so I write fanfic usually. I like kissing too. Um. I love high emotional scenes too. If I could describe my writing style, it's "My Dinner With Andre - the novel" (I've never seen the film but I get the gist)

Do you have any scenario in mind for your muse(s) that gets you thinking “man I hope I get to write this one day”? I want Ryoma to be happy. Like genuinely I want him to be in a place where he can forgive himself, maybe even forgive the nohrians. I want him to move on and have a peaceful life as a teacher. But I also want him to fall in love which is. So silly. But. My brain is a shipper lol. As for Cynthia? Hm. I have thoughts for her but that's a whole arc

Favorite TOA-related memories? I dunno! I've had a lotta fun here but I can't think of any specific stuff offhand? Maybe how welcoming everyone was when I joined that was nice 🥺

Present or past tense? Present! I live in the moment! I tend to tense match but present. I like third person and second person POV too but I can't RP in second person BC it feels weird? I mostly write in second person if I'm writing a vent fic. Why? I dunno

Normal size text, small text, no preference? I like tiny text but again I size match. I snoop to see what my partner does and copy them :D

Got any potential muse delusions to share? 😉  I am working towards the worst fucking creature. 0/10. I hate him (Innes. Yes he's my discord icon rn why do you ask). If someone else grabs him, hm. Tana? L'Arachel? I had more but I'm gunning for my moron mullet man ngl I have THOUGHTS

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20, 22, and 32 for the Engage Ask!!

20) Are there any ships that you like, whether popular or rarepair?

Alear/Yunaka is the one I actively ship and it's sadly less popular than it should, but another one I really like is Chloè/Merrin because not only they're this close to making out in their C support, there's this one artist that just constantly makes gorgeous art about them.

Timerra/Ivy is another neat one even though I don't actively ship them and- oh, right!

In the last Engage manga chapter Rosado calls Alcryst cute and, you know. I can see those two making a pretty good pair <3

22) What is your favorite song on the OST?

Oh, it's got to be Determined Journey. Such a good song and it fits the mood of the maps it plays in so well.

32) Was there anything you disliked in the game, whether it came to gameplay or story, from a major dislike to a minor nitpick?

Compared to, uh, another Switch Fire Emblem game, I don't have any major dislikes in Engage, but that said I do have a bunch of minor grievances.

Like Alear's first encounter with the Corrupted being accidentally goofy through awkward dialogue (luckily the manga and later scenes make it clear their fear of the Corrupted isn't just "ooo scary undead!", it's straight up PTSD), the whole thing about Veyle's draconic instinct being a load of garbage in my opinion because they don't apply to any other dragon in Elyos so why is she the exception (that's the reason why I go with an alternative explanation for her evil self's origin being a personality crafted from her intrusive thoughts exacerbated by Zephia's magic).

Alear still being an Avatar thus unable to be called by name is quite frustrating given their whole character arc has a major component in wanting to be approachable despite being the Divine Dragon and, you know. I just hate the way Switch FE Avatars are handled.

And Zephia may be probably the most interesting example of the archetype, but at the end of the day she's yet another evil sorceress in skimpy clothing whose majority of the character relies on being beautiful and/or motherly. And I say this while still liking her and thinking she's underrated.

(Personally I appreciate that her wanting to have a child with Sombron and only Sombron is not out of any romantic interest but out of a coldhearted desire to have the most powerful servant possible all to herself. (Note that Zephia begins being interested in the idea of a child only after Sombron expresses his whole, um, philosophy on family) Also she is absolutely not interested in Alear in any way which not gonna lie, it is so refreshing to see.)

Also I hate Veyle's ankle chains and think they're stupid.

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I got tagged by @kimium in a fic ask meme! Thanks a bunch!

How many works do you have on AO3?

181

What’s your total AO3 word count?

As of August 2021, it’s 1,104,185. Wowzers!

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

On ao3, I’ve written for about 12 fandoms, but some of those were blended universe type fics, so that may not count. 

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. perhaps you noticed something strange yesterday

2. Moody

3. Lavender’s Blue (Dilly Dilly)

4. Teamwork Makes the Dream Work

5. Show Me

Fun fact: four of those are FFXV fics! One is for BNHA. None of them are FE, which I’ve written more fics for than any other fandom, hahaha

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I didn’t used to because it made me feel very weird, but I’ve been trying hard to respond to (most) comments the last few years now that I’ve heard readers really like that 

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

I don’t personally feel like I write a lot of 100% angst endings with nothing uplifting, so this is a little hard, but maybe last night i dreamed of you because the timeloop isn’t broken? Or maybe both fics in my back to the sun, back to the shore, back to what i was before series? It’s hard to say!

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve ever written?

I do not! I blend realities sometimes, but I’ve never had a full “characters from Reality A meet characters from Reality B” crossover.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

I’ve received rude comments before, but 90% of the time I just delete them. I occasionally reply if I think the person is probably genuinely asking a question and is just coming off obtusely rude though. 

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

I have posted smut to ao3 in the past (with a lot of working up to it, lol). I’ve written way more smut than what I’ve posted, but I don’t think I’ll ever post the rest of it, ever (and if I did, certainly not ever under my typical name). I would be too embarrassed to elaborate any more than that, I think, lol

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I’m aware of!

Have you ever had a fic translated?

One or two, I think

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yes! With @kimium! Our Mafia AU and Love Finds a Way

What’s your all time favorite ship?

I cannot say! For FE, I guess it’s Leo Trio OT3? But if it’s “favorite ship for all time, forever and always” my brain doesn’t work that way, lol. My loves come and go like the ebbing of the tides; I will always have many favorites

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I want all my forever unfinished WIPs to be finished! But if I had to choose, I guess??? That fic where Leo Trio OT3 moves into a haunted house together? Only because it would be like a 30K minimum fic I don’t think I’ll ever finish/I love spooky things the most.

(Also that fic where Severa & Owain have embarrassing first time virgin sex because it would be so funny and I can’t make myself write any more, despite my efforts, lol)

What are your writing strengths?

Hard to say! I feel like other people have to tell me where my strengths are. I think I’ve cut down on unnecessarily long descriptors now compared to when I first started writing many years ago, though. 

What are you writing weaknesses?

Multichaptered fic! Writing consistently! All my long fics are complete when posted because I find myself unreliable otherwise. I don’t want to publish chapter 1 of a fic that may not be finished in 3 years/won’t be updated ever again. I try to keep fics in a series relatively standalone for this reason too.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I try not to do it! If I’m not fluent in the language, I’m obviously going to be making big grammar mistakes, which I try to avoid. However, love to see it + translations in other fic where the authors are fluent in more than one language

What was the first fandom you ever wrote for?

Kingdom Hearts! That was many, many years ago back when I was like 12 though, lol. Shoutout to KH for getting me into writing!

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

I think maybe Dark Things Grew!  I wasn’t sure if anyone would even like it or not when I posted it; it was the longest piece of horror fiction I’d ever written at the time, the length of which I’d wanted to do for a long time, and I’m happy with how it came out, even now. (I wrote a 20K spoopy fic in another fandom before this, but DTG somehow felt darker and is double the length, so it ended up loving it just a bit more, lol). Plus, I think I’m always going to have a soft spot for Fire Emblem

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Most of you follow me for my HxH content. I was going to spend a lot of time writing today as I have free time but I wanted to get some feeling out about a subject.

In case you didn’t know, I love Fire Emblem. It’s my favorite gaming series out of anything else. The voice actor for Dimitri was the reason I got into HxH in the first place. (It’s Illumi’s VA).

I, however, have been in the FE community much, much longer. Just not on Tumblr. Mainly on YouTube, Reddit, and Twitter.

Recently, there’s been a lot of drama happening around a specific FE creator. I’m not going to say his name but he’s the largest creator on the platform. This is all hitting me extremely hard because of things that happened in my past that I don’t like discussing.

This is really just a rant to express why I may not have content up for a little bit. It’s hard to write fluffy happiness when you’re just a little numb and sad. I might get to some of my angsts content but I can’t promise anything.

Secondly, I’ll be going on vacation soon. Really shouldn’t but I’m being told to go. So I’ll be on tumblr and maybe can do one shots but I was going to try and backlog some chapters so that ppl will be excited for new content. I don’t know if that will happen now.

I’m sorry for this rant. I wanted to do an 100 follow special with head cannons or shipping but I’m not sure of my mental state will allow me to continue. I’ll let you know if this changes.

I seriously care for all the likes, comments, reposts that everyone does. I am a small creator but I every single like brings a smile to my face. I want to give you all a special happiness in this desolate year. Thank you all!

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