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Had my first shot of alcohol tonight and immediately started talking about how I don’t want flesh and to be human anymore. Ayoooooo the mental illness is really mental illness-ing lately
#the horrors#my fav thing is last time I drank heavy and was upset posting so much text posts on here#but I remembered to tag everything with my talk tag no matter what#LIKE??? LMAOOOOO at least I can remember that under the influence#Omg I forgot what I was gonna say next#time to drink more#I want to die#bro I hope my body gives out soon#off my meds and all my hormones#and smoking like a chimney#drinking every week till I black out#cutting new barcodes into myself worse than ever#needing steri strips and stitches#I’m not actually okay#I’m doing some of the worst I have in a long time but I���ve learned how to pretend I’m functioning#to show everyone that I’m still going and can do the shit I’m supposed to be doing#work and all the stuff life demands#I can do it and suffer at the same time#I’ve bee n like this since I was#since I was fukign sentient#since forever.#killllllllllll meeeee
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