#my exam is tmrw and I can't focus

[tatiam-x]

shinobu x female reader teaser

i've had this prompt idea from @mxxstiq in my drafts for awhile so I finally started working on it; let's see if im able to finish it though 😍

“Have you been paying attention in class?” she says suddenly, a smirk on her lips and she looks up at you with devilishly innocent eyes. You stop moving her, your grip on her waist relaxing, completely thrown off by her question. 

“Y - yeah,” you respond, although it isn’t completely honest since today all you did was read smut in class. You didn’t even get to finish your assignment.

“Really? Then perhaps I should test you…” she grins, meeting your lips in a painfully slow kiss. Her fingers dance down to the collar of your shirt, tickling along your collarbone and teasingly pulling on your shirt. You push your hips up into her, craving friction between your thighs 

 Your breathing gets labored at her implicitly vulgar words, desire clouding your eyes as you look at her. “Ms. Kochou…”

[sparklingchim]

babes u will NOT fail good luck ahfkenek (i most deffo will tbh ☠️☠️😭 I DIDNT STUDY IM COCOKEKDKDDD IM DKNE)

currently trying to stuff all the material into my brain n it's not working !!! wishing u good look as well :')

[lightjoh]

Tw ed sh

I'm trying to study for my exam,, which is tmrw! But I can't fking focus. Busy trying not to freak out n purge n sh

[just-another-bored-killjoy]

heyyy buddy !!! Tw: anxiety and big rant ig..

I'm that one 71% jee anon if you remember T_T but anygays tmrw will be my next jee attempt and oh lord i remember you telling me that I'll do better but the way I'm so over with all these exams and shits like i just didn't even opened my books for once after my boards and the way I'm so painfully unfazed for tmrw is tbh very scary like ik i haven't prepared shit but hell do i care anymore??? Prolly nah!! Like I'm not at all concerned about it and still haven't read single shit at all (and the fact i dont want to give papers anymore I'm just so ready to waste one more year in preparations but no exams pls and the fact i have applied for like 5-6 more of the entrance exams and ik I'm not gonna prepare anything for it and somewhere I'm feeling this guilt of it all but somehow i also couldn't care less abt it... Maybe my pills are working too much on me cuz there's no single ounce of anxiety for tmrw but the way it still has worsen my mental health cuz now my hallucinations and mdd is out of control and i just can't focus for even 5 secs anymore so yeah i might need to work on it again but i can't with all those exams still left and really it's all just such a big mess ughhhhh

Chile anygays so what abt you ??? Are you giving this second attempt??? Well all the best just in case don't fuck it up like me and thanks for all the support and cheering you gave me earlier and sorry I'm gonna disappoint you too,,, have a great day,,, also love your blog

hello anon! yes i remember you :)

my second attempt is on 10th and unfortunately i am very underprepared for it :/

a person who got 71% in first attempt will surely get into a good college. you will get into the stream of your choice in the other exams, private colleges are mostly very easy to get into and their tests are easier compared to jee. and most private colleges also account jee scores and even if you mess up tomorrow your lowest percentile would atleast be 71! and that is a fucking lot!!

and india has enough engineering colleges other than the iits or the nits. bitsat will happen in late may(with a second attempt in june) so you still have time for that. i understand it's hard to concentrate, i am facing the same issue but there a SOO MANY COLLEGES. you'll definitely get into somewhere! but if you are really aiming for the iits and don't mind a drop year then go for it. whichever makes you comfortable. but know that once btech is completed we'll all just be engineers and as days pass by no one will remember whether you passed from iit or amity.

you will not be disappointing anyone. the fact that you are trying is more than enough to me. my dms are always open if you ever want to talk about anything. sleep properly tonight, have a nice breakfast tomorrow and fight the battle tomorrow knowing you're not in this mess alone<3

[svnflowermoon]

hehe i love you <3

oh I know what you meannnn it feels like we're just waiting around for christmas now

ahhh ik how you feel with the sleep thing i was stupid and went to bed at 2am last night and i was woken up by my puppy barking at 5AM SO I AM RUNNING ON 3 HOURS OF SLEEP and i have my chemistry exam tmrw and I'm so unprepared but it's ok cause I'm not doing chemistry next year AND ITS MY LAST EXAM so i can finally relax when it's over

oh ew i hate p.e too I'm so glad last year was my last compulsory year of doing it ugh

i am exhausted bc there's so much drama in my friend group and I'm sick of it bc I'm one of the main people in the drama bc it's my ex best friend and ugh i hate her she's using the whole friendgroup and my friends are blind 😭😭

BUT after tmrw I'm hopefully gonna get some work so I'll have money to save for my traveling (and also to spend on thrifting ofc ofc) and i can't wait for my exams to be over bc I can finally focus on myself hehe i can't wait to go on my cute little daily nature walks and have fruit salads every day ahhhh

hello loveee i'm gonna try to send you an ask at least once a week to see how you're doing bc you're one of my faves <3

so how are you todayyy??

hi bby!!! and that's SO sweet of you asdfghjkl I LOVE YOU <33 you're one of my faves too oh my god (you're honestly so special to me 🥹🫶)

i'm doing okayy ig!! i pulled an all-night last night just reading and studying, i swear i was fighting the urge to fall asleep!! today so far has been pretty BLEAK and i'm just waiting for the christmas holidays to arrive so i can FINALLY get some well-deserved rest <33 i'm also probably going to fake sick just because i don't want to go to school tomorrow (i despise p.e)

what about you, love?? HOW ARE U DOING???

[moonlightflower21]

You're sweet to ask but just talking to you makes my day so it's all good! Today hasn't been the best but also wasn't the worst, really. 50/50. Tomorrow's gonna be a little worse. Here in Germany we're forced to go to theory class (14x times) before we can take the theoretical exam for the drivers license. I've decided on going again tmrw night but I hate it. I can't deal with group settings and you never know which teacher will be teaching either. Some of them aren't great. (1/2)

They just remind me of my time in school, which was awful, so y'know. The anticipation of not knowing and then the anxiety when the teacher isn't great is just ugh. I'm halfway through at least. Only 7x more. Can't keep putting it off either so I've just got to push through if I ever want my drivers license but I'm sorry for complaining so much! I'm glad you got that extension! That's a really nice teacher. Let's hope the movie's don't distract you again (2/2) -strange american vibes anon

you're not complaining, everyone has something to get off their chest :) you focus on your drivers license girly, forget the rest and when you pass, we're celebrating!! 🤪�� people suck and there's nothing you can do except push forwards, i hope tomorrow goes well and its not much stress for you 💓and movies have distracted my attention, once again 😔 i am very disappointed in myself. but tbh i'm more worried about my closest friend to do any work right now. you should mentally prepare yourself for tomorrow, just relax and be calm :)

[sexual-abuse-survivor-support]

I can't focus on studying for the life of me. I know nothing for my exam tmrw and I'm bound to fail this class. I just wanna cry in my bed for days and never go to classes again in my life