#my dash feels like a zombie dash to me atm

[amyriadfthings]

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[rahullkohli]

Hi, Annika. I just saw your last post and I wanted to check in and see if you're doing okay. I am sending you my best.

jesus christ this is two months old, i am so sorry. thank you so much for checking in on me, it's honestly so nice to log in to see. i appreciate it so much. i'll just put explanation under a cut because it's all just a lot. you don't have to read, but at least i can use it to dump my brain for what's been going on, because i don't have anyone to talk to about it.

but ily for caring about me, i truly was scared to log in and find that no one had noticed i was gone and that people just forgot i existed.

so basically, my dad was in the hospital with a blood clot in his eye at the beginning of december, which fucked up his sight a lot. and everything was just so heavy with christmas being the worst time of the year for me, and then on top of that last year was absolute hell for me so i just fell heavy into the depression.

then on january 4th or sth my dad had another blood clot in the brain, which brings us to the ninth blood clot in his brain in about two years. this time around was the worst hit so far, and he now needs so much help. so i'm basically his primary caregiver again. he has a nurse that comes a couple times a week, and social health workers coming every day to make sure he eats, do some cleaning, help with stuff like laundry and such, which is a huge relief. but there's still so many other things he can't help with, and that all falls on me. like going to his hospital appointments with him because his memory and eyes are basically worthless at this point.

on top of that my depression is just getting worse and worse. except for when i go to help my dad, i don't see anyone socially. my dad never asks me about how i'm doing, how my life is, or anything like that, neither does the rest of my family. i only hear from them when they ask about our dad. so i am more or less just a tool for them.

and tumblr just started feeling like such a negative place. most of what i saw was people telling others what they were allowed to like and not like, and if you didn't adhere to those rules you were told you were a monster. and most stuff i saw on my dash seemed to be new things i didn't have the energy to engage with (i still haven't watched wednesday even though i was so excited for it). and it was a lot of all the bad crap happening in the world, and tumblr didn't feel like an escape any longer, it just felt like it was amplifying my depression, and speaking into the catastrophe thinking side of my OCD and anxiety, and it made my intrusive thoughts hit a level i honestly haven't experienced before, and i was genuinely afraid of myself.

and i'm just exhausted. the past three months i have been in bed when i haven't been doing stuff for my dad. the only thing i have for myself to keep me sane atm is running twice a week, yoga once a week, and song lessons once a week. the support person i got switched to after my old one quit is on sick leave now, so i have a temp, but i can't really talk to her because all of my shit is just such a heavy baggage and i don't know where to start, especially since i'm hopefully only seeing her for another month.

i'm just tired. if i didn't have cas to take care of, i think i would have asked my doctors about options for psychiatric hospitals for a while. i feel like a zombie most of the time, and i only keep going because there's not really any other alternative. so i guess that's that.

at least i was able to work things out with my vet bill, and i'll be paying the last installment next month, and cas is strong and healthy as if nothing happened.

also, i'm using pedro pascal to cope.so that too.

[purplemagic]

I was tagged by @ama-ssiempre @00gangfriend00 @jade-marie thank you 💞

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

name/nickname: Jelena (nickname Jeja), all those j's are read as "y"

gender: F

star sign: Gemini ♊

height: 165cm/5'5"

time: 7:18 PM

birthday: June 18

favorite bands: Florence +The Machine, Arctic Monkeys, Cigarettes After Sex, Joy Division, Morphine, Pearl Jam, a bunch of others...

favorite solo artists: Amanda Palmer, Perfume Genius, Patti Smith, Caro Emerald...

song stuck in my head:  none atm, which is rare

last movie: caught Bridget Jones's Diary on tv last night, and had to rewatch

last show: Sons of Anarchy

when did I create this blog: way back in 2011, though I haven't used it in years until this August(?).

what I post: mainly good girls related stuff at the moment, but I'll also reblog whatever interesting random thing crosses my dash

last thing googled: molten chocolate cakes recipe

other blogs: nope

do I get asks: sometimes, yeah

why I chose my url: boring story really. I was a big HP fan way back when so when Pottermore was launched I signed up, answered a bunch of questions to be placed in a house (Gryffindor, yo!) and you'd also get a username based on your answers. I got 'purplemagic' and since I was too lazy to think of sth good when creating my tumblr blog I used that randomly generated name and never bothered to change it in these 9 years.

following: 53

followers: 31

I used to follow a bunch of people from various past fandoms until a few months back I deleted my whole account in a fit of technological challengedness, so I started over from scratch with zero following/followers. I guess I did a favor to 90% of people who followed me over the years and weren't into the stuff I post about lately lol.

average hours of sleep: 5

lucky number: 11

instruments: never stuck with anything long enough to learn how to play. I tried the guitar and drums and can't play either.

what am I wearing: a gray T-shirt with a skeleton astronaut and black leggings. No, I'm not 12 sadly

dream job: umm whatever I can do while living on some remote island, please

dream trip: uhhh, so many places I want to visit. Indonesia is the first one that comes to mind rn

favorite food: my grandma's gnocchi in tomato sauce

nationality: Serbian

favorite song: It changes all the time because I listen to a song until I'm sick of it..'Where is my mind' by Pixies is one that managed to survive over the years, so I guess it counts as favorite?

last book read: it's been a while since I read things that aren't fic or assigned reading. I think the last one was "Dark Places" by Gillian Flynn

top three fictional universes I’d like to live in:

Harry Potter universe. Give me dinners at the Great Hall and butterbeer at The Three Broomsticks;

Any zombie apocalypse universe. I never understood why people in movies don't find the biggest coolest house with an indoor pool and good security in place. I wanna see how long I'd survive looting supermarkets, killing zombies with an asortment of weapons I'd compile, and then going home to play PS5 in my new digs. We would still have electricity, shut up.

Guardians of the Galaxy universe. Intergalactic travel!

Tagging: I have a feeling everyone's done this one by the time I got around to it, so I'm tagging anyone who hasn't and would like to.

[panickypeachboy]

THE POSITIVE & NEGATIVE; MUN & MUSE - MEME.

FILL OUT & REPOST ♥ this meme definitely favors canons more, but i hope oc’s still can make it somehow work with their own lore, and lil’ fandom of friends & mutuals. multi-muses pick the muse you are the most invested in atm.

TAGGED BY:  @sternenteile, #1 Geno fan. TAGGING:  Do it.

MY MUSE IS:  canon / oc / au / canon-divergent / fandomless / complicated

is your character popular in the fandom? YES / NO. [ Nope. Most people just call ZPiW the game with anime girls wielding guns. Outside of me, not much fanart is produced of the peach boy, as it’s well, mostly the girls. Miiverse revealed that the ratio is a bit more even but still, peeps really like them girl designs (designed by a female artist) ]

is your character considered hot™ in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. [ i mean ?? i’ve met and seen many people who have/had crushes on geno so ??????? but i don’t think it’s like. that. ghfskjhgsg??? ]

is your character considered strong in the fandom?  YES / NO / IDK. [ Personally, I have to say yes. Momotaro is strong as frick because in game, you’re supposed to level towns to “clean them up”. And this is in addition to the traditional Momotaro folktale that, a Momotaro is a strong child who can lift. However, most just look to Snow White as the strongest cuz she dented metal bare handed...and well is the “face” of the game.]

are they underrated?  YES / NO / IDK. [ This game is better known for having girls...with guns. But I wouldn’t say he’s really *that* underrated, considering the basic character is just that...basic. ]

were they relevant for the main story?  YES / NO. [ Well, my theory is that he just stumbled upon the fight between survivors and zombies so...kind of yes? Momotaro was one to actually gather folks to storm the castle as they say, because it seems before hand the other heroes were just minding their own business. So, being the one who talks the most (ironically) and the one that the game follows...yeah he’s relevant.]

were they relevant for the main character? YES / NO / THEY’RE THE PROTAG. [ Sadly so, in the sense that I wished the devs would’ve allowed for branching plots depending on which character you choose. This is including the fact that the game is purposely trying to emulate how old-school games were bare bones in characterizations and plot.]

are they widely known in their world? YES / NO. [ Just another folklore hero in the world of Wonderland...a place chock FULL of fairy tales and folktales. Though he might’ve garnered a reputation of being destructive after ZPiW... ]

how’s their reputation?  GOOD / BAD / neutral. [ ]

HOW STRICTLY DO YOU FOLLOW CANON?  —  Ehhhh...I think I make do with what I got from the teeny breadcrumbs of canon I got...however, many folks commented that Momotaro looks WAAAAAAY tougher than what I make him out to be so...I guess that’s a fail for following canon strictly on my part. .w.;; If I truly went 1:1, things may be bland...or not...I mean there’s as many subversions to the traditional heroes as there are well, the typical shounen stuff.

SELL YOUR MUSE! AKA TRY TO LIST EVERYTHING, WHICH MAKES YOUR MUSE INTERESTING IN YOUR OPINION TO MAKE THEM SPICY FOR YOUR MUTUALS.  —  Is Momotaro an OC at this point? Probably. But hey, if you guys want a lad who’s adorable but tough...you could look elsewhere...or you can find that in Momo! I wanted to try to represent some stuff of special needs, but I’m still working out the kinks...but the kid’s loyal, and a very good cook at that! He definitely needs a confidence booster, but could that be part of his charm? Maybe. But hey, I think y’all might really like the idea I got for him, and mainly Smash! Like, have you ever wondered what goes on in that mansion? ...well yes, but what about those who aren’t fighters? Or even assist trophies! That’s where the smash verse comes in! Take a peek into the (tough) lives of Waddle Dees and the peach boy, along with other creatures not suitable for Smash! They’re just as handy for making sure the place is well run and fed! If someone isn’t cleaning and cooking to maintain 70+ fighters, and 20+ assist trophies...who is?

NOW THE OPPOSITE, LIST EVERYTHING WHY YOUR MUSE COULD NOT BE SO INTERESTING (EVEN IF YOU MAY NOT AGREE, WHAT DOES THE FANDOM PERHAPS THINK?).  —  This is a character from a game whose designers may appreciate the female figure a bit too much. I always have a tough time recommending this game to others, and hell, I’m terrible at playing it myself. Hell, the fact that most of the characters are minors is just a...”why do you design them like this Bo.mi” thing. Most do seem to think highly of those designs though, as that’s the main aspect of the game I keep hearing in my searches. Now, I’ve received a good amount of concerns over the years that Momotaro not speaking proper English is either racist or babyish...or both. Is my take too depressing? There are often times I think yes, and feel unbelievable shame over it despite others going hard on the angst train.

WHAT INSPIRED YOU TO RP YOUR MUSE?  —  Well uh, I believe I was charmed by his rugged but baby appearance in the game..and it just so happen at the time that I was part of a budding rp group. Despite the theme being mostly “OUENDAN”, that was the start of me shoving Momotaro into every fuckin’ thing because he’s cute as shit and obscure muses can be fun too! It was also probably relaxing for me because gosh dang back then I was scared of getting something wrong about someone canon with more lore...and I am still scared about that to this day.

WHAT KEEPS YOUR INSPIRATION GOING?  —  Studying about Japanese culture, learning the language...the fact that I’ve been rping him for almost 10 years (read like 8-9 at this point)...I do wonder if I should stop rping him...and then I keep hearing that people only want characters only in as fighters, fighters are the only important thing about smash and that grows my weird spite and just continue this “backstage” plot of Smash. Yes, getting a franchise in as a fighter is a VERY high commemoration but, I think it’s just as equally amazing when a franchise gets in as an assist trophy or even a spirit/trophy! So yeah it’s petty and I better find some other motivation soon because it’s exhausting.

SOME MORE PERSONAL QUESTIONS FOR THE MUN.

give your mutuals some insight about the way you are in some matters, which could lead them to get more comfortable with you or perhaps not.

do you think you give your character justice?  yes / NO / I SINCERELY HOPE I DO? [ Ahaha....I’m starting to give up on that idea at this point, as several noted that Momotaro isn’t as timid in canon as I write him. But I do try to keep those boneheaded traits of the peach boy in my portrayal. ]

do you frequently write headcanons?  YES / NO / SORT OF? [ It’s a must for Momotaro, whose game is a tribute to how the old timey arcade games didn’t have much to their plots. Otherwise, I would think that playing him would end up pretty dry..whether I play him closer to canon or not. ]

do you sometimes write drabbles?  YES / NO [ ...I should write more. ]

do you think a lot about your muse during the day? YES / NO [ Stupidly yes. Been playing him for 8 years so it’s a hard habit to break. ]

are you confident in your portrayal? YES / NO / SORT OF? [ I mean, if I wasn’t confident enough I would’ve dropped him...though I have thought about that several times. There be times where I run into some sort of writer’s block due to his meek (and traumatized) nature, and because of how he speaks, it’s scary. Am I pushing his issues too much...? Or just HIM in general...? ]

are you confident in your writing?  YES / NO. [ Again, writer block happens when some muses don’t click, or personally I don’t want to interact with someone. And then when I do want to write with someone, I fear that my simpler (children’s book) ways of writing would be a turn off. I don’t want to end up babbling too long that there’s too much detail but I shudder at seeing single lines in response to long prose. ]

are you a sensitive person?  YES / NO. / sorta. [ Yeaaaah i get stressed and cry at lot at confrontation and just...anxiety in general. Been trying to keep that off the dash though, as I’m sure peeps got their own troubles already. DMs are good to have y’all. ]

DO YOU ACCEPT CRITICISM WELL ABOUT YOUR PORTRAYAL?  —  I do my best to take crits when I get them but sometimes it just haunts me because I have mixed feelings on being told that the way he speaks is racist or childish.  But hey, if you got more advice on how to write trauma and special needs, I’m all ears! Particularly because I’m writing from my own experience in my life and research. ...Dad isn’t that superb at speaking English and that's where I got the Momo speak.

DO YOU LIKE QUESTIONS, WHICH HELP YOU EXPLORE YOUR CHARACTER?  —  Yes please...but at this point I kinda have sadly accepted that’s just gonna be rare because he’s obscure.

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES TO A HEADCANON OF YOURS, DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?  —  as my take on Momotaro is very meek, I’d like to see how one would take  on a more confident/more canon true take on him. But that’s a pipe dream. Coruse the only headcanon I will never take (that I fear the fandom will have due to perverted nature) is that he’s just a fuckin harem protag wanting to get into pants. To that I say: NO. In canon he doesn’t give a fuck about the fact his teammates are girls...or even acknowledges that they're girls. It’s the time to survive, not boogie on beds...or at a tree.

IF SOMEONE DISAGREES WITH YOUR PORTRAYAL, HOW WOULD YOU TAKE IT?  — I anticipate that wholly because again, I have gotten comments that my take on Momotaro has not properly prepared them to witness the sheer destruction and toughness that is canontaro. Honestly I’d be hyped to see more takes...except for the harem route ones. Am I gonna jinx myself for saying it that much?

IF SOMEONE REALLY HATES YOUR CHARACTER, HOW DO YOU TAKE IT?  —  I probably would be sad but understanding...I mean it’s not the first time that someone has taken deep offense at Momo and me, mainly in the rp sense. I would hope they would at least go find something that makes them happy.

ARE YOU OKAY WITH PEOPLE POINTING OUT YOUR GRAMMATICAL ERRORS?  —  Yep yep. Or well stealth editing too, that helps.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE EASY GOING AS A MUN?   —  Ehhhh....maybe...? I mean most think I’m chill but, I’m a ball of anxiety at times. But, I am also one who reaches out because, gosh dang...a lot of peeps are nervous beans and that’s okay. So...it’s a sort of, yeah.

[lucasseliott]

tag 9 people you would like to get to know better...

thanks to @eliottdemaurys for tagging me!!

favourite color? various shades of blue and also bright yellow (cause of twenty one pilots, and a little show called skam, dunno if anyone watches it??)

top three ships? okay i cant do all time cause i have so many more than three but atm i would say lucas x eliott obvi (also isak x even / martino x niccolo by extension, basically any parallel universe version of them im invested), robert x aaron (emmerdale), and jem x tessa (shadowhunter chronicles, also magnus x alec but more so the book version...) this was more than three im sorry

last song? i just watched the latest episode of derry girls and they used ‘zombie’ by the cranberries at the end and i LOVE THAT SONG OMG

last movie? 'us’ which was fucking amazing, and tomorrow night im going to a staff screening at my work of ‘shazam!’ so thats gonna be epic af

okay, imma tag @saphy-supernova, @alecsmiled, @isakvaltrsen, @chelou-pissflap, @eliotted, @livvyblxckthxrn, @jebentnietalleen, @lajlaxx, @idonthaveanydamnidea (ive seen a lot of these posts on my dash, so if youve already been tagged, sorry!, and feel free to ignore)

[fyrapartnersearch]

[insert catchy title here]

hey, i'm tea (like the beverage). i'm in my early 20’s, and i live in midwestern USA so my timezone is central. i roleplay exclusively through email. i’ve tried other mediums and they just don’t stick for me. there will be an ooc thread for plotting/planning/talking and an rp thread for the actual roleplay. my ads never fully format properly after i submit them so i’m sorry if some stuff bleeds together or if there are huge blocks of text.

for the rp itself, well. i’m looking for a small array of things, so i figured i’d make an ad as a catch-all instead of doing something like one ad per request. i will only do oc/oc romance, and i only do m// and/or f//.

i’m currently looking to roleplay ocs in the following universes: fallout, percy jackson, harvest moon, and atla/lok. and for a purely original setting, apocalypse/post-apocalypse (zombies are good in my book! i like ‘em with a creative twist, though) or horror romcoms.

style; ☆third person. ☆past tense. ☆novel or multi-paragraph; i can snap out four paragraphs or 20, usually novel but like i can work w/ anything. ☆good handle on grammar, maybe some spelling errors if i’m responding from my phone. i’m very relaxed with typing OOC as u can tell but i go all out with actual writing, don’t worry.

characters; ☆varied in personality and backstory, i usually make new ones for rps but sometimes a character sticks with me. ☆i can handle various roles at once; side characters or recurring roles aside from mains are welcome. ☆doubling or tripling is alright. ☆i don’t use FC’s and prefer written descriptions, but i’m a hoe for pinterest and moodboards and use that for character references. i’m super into aesthetics. ☆i get attached to our characters so i’m into talking about them and making content. expect me making pinboards or drawing things or sending u vines/songs and being like ��this is them.”

smut; ☆required. i don’t fade to black. ☆switch characters by default. i will die if you come to me with the intention of only playing bottom characters. ☆no incest, pedo, bestiality, toilet stuff, noncon, mpreg. please don’t contact me if u support any of that stuff in any way. i’ve had people contact me who have links online and i’ve found out they’ve written incest or pedo fanfics, so like… in general, stay away plz.

i prefer my partners to be 18+ minimum, 20+ is best case scenario. none of the characters will be underage and would be in their twenties or older.

AND NOW… ONTO THE UNIVERSE RELEVANCE… i’d looove to play any of these, but asterisks are for particular cravings.

FALLOUT; i’ve only played F3 and a little bit of F4 i know i’m a newbie. 😞 everyone tells me to play NV and i will! i’m working on it. i have no plot in mind other than it could be fun to make our own setting/area of the US they haven’t explored in canon, like mountains or something. but otherwise staying in canon areas is good! ☆ghoul/non-radiated person ☆fresh-outta-the-vault/wasteland veteran ☆sole-survivor/oc ☆lone wanderer/oc ☆regular oc/oc!

PERCY JACKSON;*** i never read heroes of olympus or any other riordan book beside the original PJO books. BUT i love the original series so that will be my focus. for the plot, i don’t have anything, but i’ve seen a couple ads floating around with some interesting plot bunnies? so anything is good! there is one proposal i’ve seen around that i think would be really fun, which is ocs in pjo in another time period. what can i say, the combination demigod/mythology + aesthetics from the 18th or 19th century just gets to me, i’m rlly into it atm! dashing adventures on cobblestone streets and deadly weapons hidden in skirts and tucked into the lining of carriages. PLUS U CANNOT DENY HOW PERIOD PINING KILLS U… brushing pinkies… longing gazes… i’m so down. but any time period to be honest, from ancient greece BCE to modern day. i’ve got a couple plot ideas + character ideas i’d like to try out so i’m ready when u are. some pairings ideas: ☆big three demigod/extremely minor demigod kid ☆demigod/satyr or spirit ☆demigod/someone who can see through the mist ☆demigods with a parental rivalry ☆BEST FRIENDS bro CHB is like. peak best friends to lovers scenario

STORY OF SEASONS/HARVEST MOON; alright, this one is pretty different. this would be very video game-like: heart events, character gift preferences, festival events, the whole nine yards. i have a couple of ideas for a town setting, but mostly i’d like to make one with my partner:

☆fantasy-based, like rune factory. along with humans, there could be dwarves, elves, mermaids/mermen, selkies, magic-users… maybe a shape-shifting dragon ☆supernatural-based, maybe a halloweentown vibe? or something more sinister. along with humans, there could be vampires, werewolves, demons, witches, ghosts, et cetera. ☆pokemon-based. instead of regular farm animals, they’re pokemon! miltank, combee, mareep, sudowoodo, et cetera. this could be suuuuper cute and fun. ☆LOZ-based, in hyrule. there could be hylians, rito, zora, et cetera.

A:TLA/LOK;** i’d prefer something set either before a:tla or after lok with our own avatar and group. could be fun and interesting to explore and make our own story. i have an idea for an avatar just because i’ve been thinking of avatar in general but i really don’t have a preference for the role so lmk if you’d rather play it. i also have a few little plot ideas, depending on what the timeline we shoot for is. ☆avatar/bender helping them master an element ☆avatar/non-bender ☆airbender/firebender ☆any/any!

APOCALYPSE/POST-APOCALYPSE;*** what can i say? every once in a while, i get bitten by the apocalypse bug. i’m used to doing post-apocalypse, where people are living on in the world after it’s ravaged, with it being the only world they’ve ever known. which is fun! but i’m also down for a current apocalypse, where people live their daily lives and are forced to adjust to the world following a catastrophic event. i’ll be honest, i prefer this genre with some sort of monster. usually zombie and I KNOW they’re overrated and everywhere ok but it’s a classic. i’m into zombies mostly in the vein of tlou or have a more creative twist but i’m cool with any. and that said, doesn’t have to be zombies! i’d love to do an apocalyptic rp with a different monster, from the supernatural to the paranormal to the extraterrestrial. a character being immune to whatever’s going down would be fun too.

HORROR/SUPERNATURAL ROMCOM; i prefer horror-comedy like the addams family with quirky horror stuff, so i’m not looking too much for anything genuinely frightening (but that could be super fun too! lmk how u feel). accidentally summoning a demon, someone accidentally selling their soul, vampires who have only been vampires for like a year, horribly unlucky witches, people investigating mysterious supernatural happenings in their town, roadtrips to hell, stuff like that. any and everything is good, my options are beyond open. also in general i prefer human/non-human pairings, so anything along those lines in a setting like this will work. werewolves, demons, vampires, witches, send them all my way.

 email; ☆teamiscellaneous@gmail.com  

[feuerliebhaber]

so i unfollowed most of the people i followed (around 500+) and now i am at 32. Will eventually follow people i remember and want to see on my dash again. I might have unfollowed some close people as well, but it’s due to me feeling like shit and hating to have people around atm. Dun worry, i love you and will most likely follow you again in the near future ♥

Ever since i got banned through i have not been doing well... in fact, my mental health has escalated into a new dimension, where i just turn into a zombie and sit and stare, eventually start crying and have panic attacks. This is making me want to kill myself, and I ain’t even joking. I don’t want to die cuz of a game, but my brain is making me go crazy... especially since i spent so much time and money on my main acc... *sighs and goes to cry on the floor*

[the-memoirs-of-a]

Random shit about me you never knew you needed to know and probably still don't

snort @ title. good one Zed

Soooooooo I must be getting popular cause I got tagged in two yes that’s 2 memes (queue juila andrews singing getting to know you). I think I just dated myself. Well @zedsdead1001′s first cause it’s easier.

Name: it’s irish (thx dad)

Nickname: B or Aunt B when I play nanny, Hooker in my high school bball days (the hook shot people, get your mind out of the gutters) and Big Banger/Jägermeister in my college rugby days

Star sign: Scorpio and everything that comes with it. Defensive, don’t trust someone as far as you can throw them, rather people watch and analyze, don’t like talking about feelings or really just my feelings lol, actions speak louder than words, loyal to a fault, etc etc etc but I’m fun, I swear ;)

Height: 5′9″, that’s short in my fam :/

Sexuality: Pan

Hogwarts house: Slytherin

Favorite colour: Shades of turquoise/blue, greys

Favorite animal: Siberian Huskie, Wolves

Time right now: 15:25

Cat or dog person: Dog but a cat is better suited with my lifestyle atm.

Favorite fictional character(s): ugh so many...... this is going way back to my youth of comics Rachael Summers, Cable, Deadpool, Rogue/Gambit, Captain America, Bruce Wayne although there are many variants

Aslan (yes I know he’s a freaking a lion), Indiana Jones, Sailor Pluto/Venus, Uta (my one and only cosplay), Rikku, Zack Fair (lecry), Isa/Saix & Lea/Axel, and Commander Handsome

Number of blankets: Down comforter between my legs if it’s not one of my 5 bamboo foam pillows......or a person ha!

Favorite singer/band: alternative-Deftones, trance if that is still around-AVB/Tiesto pre-2010, “epic trailer music”-Audiomachine/TSFH, recent composer-Nobuo Uematsu

Dream trip: A circuit of race tracks around the globe with cars of my choice

Dream job: Professional genealogist. It has traveling perks. Brush up on my history and foreign language skills which is the the polar opposite of my biomed engineering degree.

When blog was created: Feb 2016 but I creeped under another blog a year+ prior

Current number of followers: 200+, but prob half are porn. lol.

Why did you make this Tumblr: I honestly don’t know, I’m too old for this place.

Why did you pick your url: I thought about making a Instagram account with this name that would just be aesthetics pics of my fav mangas/comics. Looks like eruri smut tumblr won.

Last thing I googled: How to beat round 13 of the Xemnas B event w/o Jack and Sally on khux 

Fictional character I’d like as a sibling: Kankuro/Deadpool (reminds me of my bro in that sarcastic asshole kinda way) or Moblit Berner (i could just picture us doing fireball shots and I know he has the patience to deal with my shit compared to Hange). that’s just off the top of my head

How many blogs do I follow: 100+

What do I post about: Eruri (what did I get myself into) with a dash of FF, Shiziya, Akusai, SM, GoT, and Shikatema/Sand Siblings

Do I get asks on a regular basis: No and that’s just cool. I’ll just stay in the corner observing everyone while I stuff my face with reese’s pieces popcorn.

Aesthetics: Craft Beer (Zombie Dust, Buffalo Sweat, Dawn Patrol to name a few), worn covers of Call of the Wild/Chronicles of Narnia/the Hobbit or Medical Journals, ocean waves, wayfinder, 3000GT VR4 w/ race helmet, my wildfox GoT shirt, huskie/wolf staring into your soul motherf*cker, vintage music sheets on a piano (can’t live w/o music and one of the few things that can move me to tears alone)

Last song I listened to: Light of the Seven

So here’s a bunch of random info that will probably only help if I become rich and famous and you end up on a game show with me

Tag anyone who has the balls wants to do this