#my dad supports me dropping out of school to paint with glue. ADA letter???? dyjshshd
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Yall ever been so sleep deprived that your anxiety just like. Left for a while bc it's just over it
That's me rn. And like honest 2 God. I need it to like. Stay this way bc I'm straight up not having a good time lmfao
#art prof hates me and is likely giving me a zero on that painting i spent 9 straight days on and ive been havin#a meltdown over that and emailing her#i have work due in class thats like. past due bur i literally cant care rn and she can suck it#bc shes literally sent me to the ER. im not even jokin that was....tuesday night? lmfao#cause said art project royally fucked up my back and then stress she caused me compounded#on my back bullshit from before and now i got spinal compression and a pinched nerve and#a script for muscler relaxers and a rec for PT lmfao#this also made me lose 10 more pounds 😬 which is v bad#oh and also my spleen isnt exploding. thats also my back. :)#i have a research paper for eng and an annotated bib ☠#i cant look at my painting without sobbing#adderall dose went up and im still a nervous wreck. i gotta find a new PCP/internist to help meeeee and a neurologist AGAIN#and an ophthalmologist. and endocrinologist -.- gotta go to the chiropractor. massage recommended.#my grandad had a stroke after having a heart attack earlier this year. granny got alzheimers diagnosis#cousins getting divorced and going off the deepend. sams. family. nuff said sigh#stepdad tried to reenact my most traumatic childhood memory a few days before my sis turned 18#my mom is like...almost sane now????? hshsjs#my dad supports me dropping out of school to paint with glue. ADA letter???? dyjshshd#dropping to half time enrollment because im going to give myself a stroke. my heart rate is awful#oh and ive started having cptsd nightmares again. bc of stress. so ive been getting 2 hours of sleep#and there was a man hunt in my front yard yesterday morning. right as i was falling asleep#i need to hibernate. i physically cannot care about anything anymore at all#oh and i started my period the day my prof did the thing
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