#my brain is deteriorating conatantly at a very fast pace but still as bad as i feel i dont consider it suffering.

[paruo]

i think the whole "suffering Must exist" argument is inherently invalid sometimes. like what kind of suffering? physical? as in socially? what do you mean by that? some suffering is downright destructive to not only an individual but also to us as a species, slowly and eagerly rotting us from our centers outward.

but if you mean some shit like "ah working out makes you tired" or "being bad at drawing is the first step" then ok. then maybe we should change the vernacular.