#my brain decided that they uh *checks notes* found me repulsive. source? i hardly know her!
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one of the things i sort of regret is telling ppl i know that dont have ed that i do have it.
#stop forcing me to eat stop threatening that you will force me to eat i fucking beg you it doesnt have the result you think itll have#'how do you eat so little' isnt the neutral comment you think it is.#even if ppl dont mean it what i hear a lot of the time is 'how do you eat so little and are still fat'#'i dont understand how you can eat so much and stay skinny' from me isnt a neutral comment either.#its actually an expression of jealousy that keeps eating away at my insides like the acid in my stomach hope this helps :3#'oh trust me you dont want to be this skinny' shut π#i know what i want#i have been fat for all 17 years of my life i can and i will fucking starve myself to death if its what it takes for me to look like i want#this post has been brought to you by i had a breakdown for no fucking reason#my brain decided that they uh *checks notes* found me repulsive. source? i hardly know her!#urge to go on a 72h liquids only. i think it'd fix me on a fundamental level.#tw ed#something something id prefer they found skinny me repulsive than fat me attractive#i could handle being broken up with over being too skinny methinks.#of course thats a very unlikely scenario i doubt i will ever get so lucky and get skinny to the point someone finds it repulsive#but let a boy dream :((#ive had a horrible day as you can see
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