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elytrafemme · 2 years ago

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the thing abt relationships is i spend the first bit of time not wanting to be in the relationship, bored and disinterested and less into it than my partner is etc. then i have a switch where i’m like ok no this is the first time i’ve ever ACTUALLY loved someone (i have an extensive romantic history) and i can see my whole life w them . but now i’m lovesick and vulnerable AND not single so nobody wants to validate me anymore bc it comes off like flirting (even tho i’m loyal so flirting wouldn’t phase me i just wouldn’t put up w that shit)... like i love my gf but she’d rather die than call me pretty straight up where is the backup

#anyway diagnose me ❤️#no but like thank GOD for 2 of my friends though #my bestie aka ex still gets flustered by me #and my close friend (entirely platonic) talks abt how much she Wants Me #jokingly but like you know how gay people are #this sounds bad i’m only romantically into my partner #i just need external validation like #all my friends can go die idc i love my gf she’s the moon and stars to me #but she’s SOOO repressed and i’m a little princess you know #neo conservative guy is helping but he’s a freak (obv) and THINKS IM HET #I NEVERRR SHUT UP ABT MY GF LIKE HELLO...

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