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me last week: huh, I should buy a new set of keyboard and mouse because mine are having a lot of troubles now *sees that the expenseive headphones I want have a discount* on the other hand I could make a bad decision
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i am actually SO TOUCHED when you writed you check your inbox to hear my thoughts like??? mwah 💋 and yes I would devour every chapter from ever series you post... rough sex is literally one of my guilt pleasures and i'll shamelessly admit it fr..
I honestly was surprised by the new chapter of j'adore.. Y/N FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY FAV IDIOT AND SATORU'S BESTFRIEND SUGURU?? im going to eat a meal from j'adore's next chapters.. and possibly cry..
but fr suguru's such a gentleman even though I stan mean gojo.. let Y/N give suguru a smooch 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I was lunatically upset by the discontinuing of forever yours.... (who doesn't) but it's always your choice ! I don't really have any experience as a writer (excluding my high school homework in the past or smth) but we all have our desicions and reasons amirite, there's no way you stop supporting your fav writer just because they archived a developing series.. 😓 always sending u love mimi
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The queen has arrived 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻😭😭 OMGGG i need to experience that.. my sex life has been pretty vanillaish so as someone whos never experienced rough im praying that it does justice in my series. Literally been reading books with rough sex for my series because let me tell you, Gojo is not soft at all in that series no that man is definitely something else. Got my toes curling just thinking about the scenes I have in mind..
When I was writing J’adore i was like, I NEED suguru in this fic. That man is such a gentleman and who wouldn’t run to him if your husband is treating you bad, not to mention having two sexy men fighting for you and them being besties, literally have my heart already.
Im so sad you got upset about my FY series! Hopefully i can make it up with my other series although FY held a special place in all of out hearts 😭💔 Sending love back!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
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TW: csa mention. Also Becoming Elizabeth Episode 5 spoilers but everyone knows at this point
I didn't do a live commentary but I did saw BE's Cursed Episode aka Episode 5. Despite not having seen it myself yet, I shared everyone's shock and anger when it dropped three weeks ago. I didn't need to watch the scene to think that it was both unnecessary, and disrespectful to the real Elizabeth. Having seen the ep, my opinion stands: there was absolutely NO need for it to be shown on screen, period. Remove the entire scene from the episode and absolutely nothing changes. The episode works perfectly without it: Thomas Seymour asks Elizabeth to marry him, she agrees despite deep down feeling that this is wrong, he leaves to kidnap Edward, she awaits for him to comeback so they can marry but instead guards arrive to arrest her and Kat Ashley. Episodes 3 and 4 already almost explicitly stated that Seymour's abuse was sexual so what the actual fuck was the point of that scene??
While I don't think that Anya Reiss and co had bad intentions ultimately they failed (and very badly) at portraying what was a very delicate, very real thing that actually happened to someone. In their attempts to portray a very specific kind of abuse they erased the real story of Elizabeth, whom by the evidence we have, was afraid of Seymour, actively avoided him and asked him to not touch her.
Also while I do think that there was an attempt at showing a kind of abuse, I don't think they realized that they were portraying child abuse when making this storyline. Or worse, they didn't have the intention to do so. Alicia is a good actress and does her best to portray Elizabeth's youthfulness, but she is an adult and it shows. And the camera treats her as such. They would have never showed a scene like that, nor any of the super weird make out scenes from ep 2 and 3, had they casted Bella Ramsey as Elizabeth. The idea of scenes like that with her and Tom Cullen is extremely upsetting isn't? Well Bella is four years older than Elizabeth when Seymour groomed her. Elizabeth was a child. You would never show a child getting abused on screen. It doesn't matter the real actress' age, they should have treated the character like a 14 years old girl, SPECIALLY if the whole point of her plotline is that the older man in a position of power whom she has a crush on is sexually abusing her. Anya Reiss and the cast can release all the statements they want explaining what they were trying to do in the show, it won't change that I had to sit through gross scenes of Elizabeth and Seymour slowly kissing and touching while soft music played on the background.
Also as everyone else already pointed out this terrible desicion meant that now Elizabeth is going to lie in her interrogation (and everytime someone brings this up going forward) thanks I hate it here.
#sorry for bringing this topic back I still haven't catch up with BE#becoming elizabeth#becoming elizabeth spoilers#tw: csa#cw: csa
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Magolor backstory
Heads up I'm very much pulling stuff out of my hat, it's just how I've filled the gaps and put the pieces together. Also contains Taranzolor a little at the end.
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Halcandra starts off as a mostly volcanic area. The largest civilization are knowns as Halcandrans, a highly magical species. The biggest cities reside in Egg Engines, which isn't nearly as highly-mechanized as it is nowdays. A lot of the mechanics work off of Magic.
Magolor is born around 15 years before the events of RTDL. He's a feisty little kid, with a competitive attitude and a love for pranks. He's not a bad kid, though he is a bit of a compulsive liar in order to protect himself.
Some time after, Haltmann Works Company begin the Mechanizing Occupation Project. They work slow at first, due to the extreme heat of Halcandra, so they make false promises and keep on the good side of the Halcandrans. The project divides the people in two groups; those who welcome the mechanizing and those who do not. Magolor grows up to be very interested in science and mechanics, hence gaining knowledge of ancient mechanical artifacts and how to work them. One day he meets a traveler from afar. The jester introduces himself as Marx, and Magolor is very intriqued by his stories about Dreamland, and Kirby. He decides he wants to meet Kirby someday. Marx departs, hoping that they could meet again some day.
Eventually as HWC adapts their hardware to the climate, they ramp up the mechanization. Now threathening the dwindling amount of defiant Halcandrans to comply with their wishes or be mechanized themselves. Magolor, thrown into his studies learns to distrust the company and wants them to stop what they're doing to his planet. He is frustrated that their "so called Guardian" Landia isn't doing anything to stop the invaders, so he conjures up his own plan.
He steals the ancient warship Lor Starcutter he'd always admired, and readies it against Landia to obtain the Master Crown for himself. He hopes that with it's power, he can drive away HWC from his planet and return things to how they used to be. Things don't turn out how he'd like them to, and Landia swiftly shoots down the ship. Magolor makes his escape into Dreamland, and quickly spins Kirby a story about the "evil dragon". He had a plan to escape into Dreamland if things turned south, but hadn't prepared to recruit the help of Kirby and his friends. His words surprise even himself. He doesn't know it yet, but the Master Crown has imprinted it's call onto him. Driving him towards itself, and slowly corrupting his drive.
Meanwhile on Halcandra Landia, now awake and furious, drives not only the invading HWC from the planet but also the Halcandrans due to one of them daring to defy her authority. After her rampage, Halcandra is left in it's current state. Halfway between mechanized and natural and mostly deserted.
Once Magolor returns to Halcandra with Kirby and co. in tow, he is faced with a far more quiet planet than before. He stays back in in the Starcutter, not only for fear of Landia, but also to reflect. Coming so much closer to the Crown makes it wrap it's hold tighter onto him. He wants revenge. Landia has destroyed his home, and evicted his people. This wouldn't have happened if he had the Crown. He could have saved Halcandra. If he was in power nothing like this would have happened here. So he urges Kirby to continue on. Defeat Landia, get the Crown.
Landia is beat and Magolor obtains the crown, which further twists his intentions. Fueled by his loss of his people and his home, he claims ownership over everything. The Master Crown's explosive power transforms his body to resemble what an old, powerful and awakened Halcandran would look like.
After failing to take Kirby down with the Starcutter, he fights Kirby himself. After one final blow, he falls unconcious. The Master Crown finally takes full control. It digs it's claws further into his head and transforms him into it's own twisted image. Kirby fights once more, and the crown's power is neutralized, for now. Magolor is shifted back into his usual self, before the crown seemingly breaks.
He is teleported into the Lor Starcutter, who has taken control of herself, and is saved from the collapsing dimension. He remains unconsious for days, the Crown having drained all magic from his body. Once he wakes, he can do nothing more than speak. Even moving his hands uses magical energy, so he rests, shifting between unnerving sleep and wakefulness. Lor lectures him over his terrible desicions, but also offers sympathy. She knows about the Crown's terrible power and knows that while Magolor made the initial reach for it, allowing it to corrupt his mind, he was powerless to stop himself once the Crown's seed was implanted. Magolor realizes that it's his actions that drove his people off Halcandra, and expresses remorse. Lor explains that she's had sentience since the beginning, but hasn't spoken to him previously because she was watching his actions. She decided that while taking matters into his own hands was foolish and selfish, his original intentions were not evil. Thus, she decided to save him and see whether he'd learned his lesson.
Magolor took time to recover, both physically and mentally. He is left with distinct scars on his head from where the crown dug into him. He is also plagued by nightmares of the crown's vision of him and what he's caused. During this time, he also builds his bond with Lor Starcutter and gains her trust.
Once Lor Starcutter deems him ready, she pushes him to go and apologize to everyone his actions had affected. Starting with Landia herself. Magolor is anxious to do so, but Lor lets him know that Landia knows they're coming. Magolor makes it to her lair, and offers his apology. While she accepts it, she cannot yet forgive him and urges him to find a new place to call home. Magolor tells her this stopped being his home once he'd taken flight. He departs Halcandra, and makes his way to Dreamland.
Magolor feels too anxious to just walk up to Kirby and apologise, knowing his power, so he adapts a disguise and builds him a theme park. He hopes that this gift warms him up enough to accept his apology, or at least distract him enough for him to get his explanation in. Once construction is complete, he sends Kirby and his friends an invitation and waits. To his surprise, Kirby forgives him near instantly and is very happy about the park. The three other friends are more wary. They keep watch on the mage, and while he adapts a chipper attitude and plays a little dirty during races with Kirby he doesn't seem to cause real trouble. Eventually Bandee and King Dedede warm up to him too, and while Meta Knight seems to have put the events behind he still keeps a secret eye out on Magolor just to make sure he keeps in line.
Magolor adapts a semi-nomadic lifestyle for the following years. He travels dimensions to explore, see new things and hone his craft as he's decided building theme parks was quite fun actually. He returns to Dreamland pretty often though, since Kirby made him promise to come back and he cant help but to be drawn to the usually peaceful planet.
When Hyness and his priestesses arrive on Pop Star, he's once more called in by Kirby. Now given the title of Dream Friend, which is something he's extremely moved to recieve. He meets up with the rest of his "team", being Susie and Taranza. He is pretty shocked to find out Susie's connection with Haltmann, and though it first causes friction between them, they are able to work it out with some help from both Kirby and Taranza. Magolor learns truths about HWC, and how things went down when they invaded Dreamland. He wants to say they deserved it, but manages to keep his tongue to himself. He learns to appreciate Susie for what she is, and leave the past behind. While they aren't best friends, or good friends really, they can tolerate eachother.
After Void has been defeated, Magolor stays more and more in Dreamland. He still travels, but his travels grow shorter and more infrequent. In little time he stays back most of the time and learns to call Dreamland his new home.
Magolor and Taranza grow closer, as the peaceful years continue. They bond over the fact they don't feel welcome with their original home, and how they were both put in their place by Kirby. Eventually they both find themselves falling for one another. Taranza having finally gotten over the loss of Sectonia with the help of Kirby and his dream friends.
They end up dating, and as the years roll by go on to marry eachother and live happily. They adopt a stray Sphere Doomer at some point too.
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And if you read this far I honestly applaud you. Thank you very much and I hope you didn't find it terrible!
#Magolor#kirby#lore#headcanon#taranzolor#kirbyverse#I have a lot of Thoughts about my Boy: The essay
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This Is Me Trying- pt.2
Hey everyone! Hope you’re having a beautiful day! Sorry this took so long, I have exams going on currently. Here’s part 2 and here’s to hoping y’all won’t kill me for this.
If you haven’t read part 1, click here for the link!
Pairing:- Ethan Ramsey x Arielle Valentine
Characters:- Ethan Ramsey, Arielle Valentine, Harper Emery, Sienna Trinh, Elijah Greene, Naveen Banerji, Jackie Varma and Bryce Lahela
Warnings:- Angst, Swearing
Inspiration:- This Is Me Trying and the rest of the Folklore album by Taylor Swift
Harper’s PoV:-
Thirty minutes later, you stand in Naveen’s office, his face completely torn and yours betraying the slightest of sadness.
“Naveen?” He turns to look at you. You shoot him a look.
“I thought they would be fine, and now look how it’s turned out. They both have been arguing every single time and now Arielle’s…”
“She hasn’t transferred her residency yet, at least officially. I’m sure Ethan would have talked her out of it.” Naveen looks at you.
“Yes?”
“Nothing…” You raise an eyebrow. “Well, I mean you dated him…”, he trails off. You laugh.
“I wouldn’t call it dating, we would occasionally have dinner and sleep together, that’s it. Have you seen the way he looks at her?” You chuckle. “He’s like a completely different version of himself, a better version.”
Naveen smiles. “Well I’m happy to hear that, I was about to head out for a quick
coffee, join me?”
“Of course, I’d like to.” You both head out and have a coffee and a quick bite of pastry.
“That pastry was quite good.”
“You should try Dr. Trinh’s treats! Her and Sunshine stop by every now and then with a box of them, they’re quite delicious!”
“Oh, I’ve heard of them alright. Dr. Lahela raves about them during many surgeries.” Just then your pager beeps. “Speaking of surgeries…” You see it’s a page from Bryce. “Where are you?! You needed to be here five minutes ago!”
Naveen sees the page. “This sounds important, let’s go.” You nod and rush back to the hospital.
Bryce’s PoV:-
You’re just coming out from an OR when you spot him.
“Dr. Ramsey!” He looks around and winces as he spots you.
“Yes? Make it quick, I have urgent matters to attend to.”
“You mean Elle. She just sent me a text saying I’m transferring my residency back to New York. I was about to look for her but an emergency lobectomy came in and Dr. Emery was on break.”
“Well um yes, we sort of had a argument which got a bit out of hand.”
“ Go talk to her. Oh! And apologise! I’m sure everything’s alright, besides we all know she makes impulsive desicions sometimes.”, you say.
“...it wasn’t an impulsive desicion, Arielle’s signed all the damn paperwork.” Your eyes widen as you spot a head with the familiar balayage heading towards the atrium.
“There she is! Go, fast!” Ethan doesn’t give you a second glance as he runs after her. You shake your head with a slight smirk. “She’s got him wrapped around her finger.”
“Bryce! Did she tell you?!” You turn to see the whole gang in tow.
“By text. Turns out the old couple had an argument, the old man told me himself. He’s gone to make things right.”
“Oh he better apologise, he’s been treating her like some random person and if he doesn’t I will-“
“Woah, woah, woah. Cool your jets, Jackie.”
“I don’t know, Bryce. Jackie’s right. I’m worried that she’ll go back to New York, I saw her looking at the website a few days ago but I didn’t think it meant anything.”
“Did you see where they went?”, Elijah asks.
“Yeah, they were heading towards the atrium but”- Suddenly you hear a deafening crash sound.
“Oh my god, that sounded like”-
“It came from the atrium.”, Jackie finishes Sienna’s sentence. You all rush towards the atrium to find smoke pouring out of the central elevator, a huge crowd gathered by it.
You notice Raf and a few other paramedics assessing the damage and other staff ask questions. You quickly go and inquire Rafael about the situation.
“Dude, what happened?”
“Not sure, Bryce. It looks like a chain snapped, the elevator crashed down and a few nurses are saying that they saw Dr. Ramsey go inside but they’re not sure if he got off. They’re checking the security footage right now.”
Your eyes widen as you realise if Ethan was inside, then Arielle could be inside too. “What’s the matter?”
“If he was there, that means she was inside too! Oh god…”
“Bryce, calm down first. Who are you talking about?”
“...Arielle. They had a fight and he was going after her.”
“Oh my god! Guys, what do we do?”, you find Sienna and everyone else.
His eyes widen. “We’ll go check the security camera ourselves. Authorities are on their way already, it’s the only thing we can do.” You all rush to the security office.
Spotting Bobby combing though the footage, you head towards him.
“Bobby, any luck?”, Raf asks.
“Not yet, I’ve checked the footage but so far nothing.”
“Oh god, what if she was in there? You guys saw the elevator…”, Elijah rambles as
Sienna’s face pales.
“Guys, don’t panic. It won’t help us until we know what exactly happened.”, Jackie says but you can see the fear evident in her eyes.
A familiar face on the screen catches your eye. “Bobby stop! Scroll a bit back. There!” You point to Ethan’s face on the monitor entering the elevator, Elle’s half clearly visible.
“This was at 3:28. Check all the other elevator entrances around that time to see if they got out.”
“9th floor! She’s getting out!”, Sienna shrieks. But the relief doesn’t last long as she steps back inside.
“That was at 3:40. The time the elevator crashed.” Everyone is shocked, not knowing what to do as Bobby announces the victims on his walkie-talkie.
You pull out your pager and page Dr. Emery. You run your hand through your hair, trying and failing miserably to calm yourself.
Harper’s PoV:-
As you enter Edenbrook, you sense something is amiss. Naveen turns to look at you, understanding. You both enter to see a huge crowd gathered near the left side of the atrium, smoke billowing from the elevator. You spot Dr. Lahela amongst the crowd and call him. He and the other residents run towards you both.
“Thank god you guys are here!”
“Dr. Lahela, tell us exactly what happened.”, Naveen says.
“We’re not exactly sure ourselves, the authorities haven’t arrived yet. But the elevator crashed down from 9 floors above...and both Dr. Ramsey and Dr. Valentine were inside.”
“...they both were inside?”, Naveen asks as pain flits across his face. Bryce nods somberly.
“I have to go. Contacting the authorities is all we can do.” Naveen walks away sadly.
“Lahela, go with him.” Bryce nods and follows him.
“Dr. Emery, does Dr. Ramsey carry his phone with him? We could try calling them to see that they’re…”, Sienna stops not being able to finish the sentence. You nod and quickly pull out your phone. The ring continues as you place it on speaker, once...twice...thrice...you’re about to end the call when the familiar baritone tone greets you.
“Hello?” Relief washes over everyone’s features
“Oh thank god, Ethan! We were so worried. How many people are inside? Is anyone hurt?”, you ask.
“No, it’s just me and Ari-“ Suddenly, Ethan’s voice cuts off.
“Ethan? Ethan?! Ethan, can you hear me?!” You hear him shouting her name. Tears form in the corners of everyone’s eyes.
“Ethan, talk to me! What happened?”
Ethan’s PoV:-
You check Arielle’s pulse and other vitals. “Damnit!”
You hear Harper and the other residents shouting. “She’s unconscious. Her pulse is low, and she’s suffered major blood loss. Her injuries are...extensive. It’s impossible for me to determine how bad they are considering the conditions.”
“Naveen’s working on it. What about you? Are you alright?”
“I’m perfectly fine. Just work on getting us out of here, we need a CT and MRI and multiple drugs to stop further bleeding as soon as possible.”, you respond with the only thought on your mind being her, it always was and always will be.
“Got it. Does your phone have enough battery?” You check it and curse.
“Only around 20%.”
“Check if Arielle has her’s.” You carefully slide your hand into her back pocket, and pull out her phone covered in blood. “It has almost 90%.”
“Okay, I’ll call you when I have an update. Call me if anything happens.” Harper ends the call, leaving you alone.
You look at her as worry and fear takes over your mind.
“Hang on there, okay? You’re going to be just fine.”, you say, unsure if you’re promising her...or assuring yourself.
You spend the next 30 minutes checking her vitals again and again and try to assess her injuries to distract yourself, not wanting to think about what-if’s.
Harper’s PoV:-
“What the hell is going on here?! It’s been 30 minutes and there's still no action taken!”, you shout as you come back from Naveen’s office. You offered to take over as Chief, knowing that both of them mean a great deal.
“We’re trying, but the elevator is wedged sideways and stuck between the first and ground floor.” You sigh.
“Have you tried prying open the doors?”, you ask.
“That’s what we’re about to do. If this works, then get everything you need and assemble on the ground floor.” You nod.
“Dr. Emery! Any progress?” You turn to the young paramedic.
“Not yet, but we’re about to.” He nods. You quickly arrange for all specialists to be on stand-by and the other surgeons who can.
Naveen comes back from his office. You lead him to the site, filling him in.
“Everything’s prepped, Dr. Emery. Can we start?”
“I’ve got most doctors on stand-by and two ICU beds prepped. Let me call them first, it’ll be better with a communication source.” He nods.
Ethan’s PoV:-
A tune cuts through the eerie silence. You accept the call.
“Any progress, Harper?”
“It’s me, my boy.” Your eyes sweat as you hear your mentor’s cracking voice.
“Naveen?”
“Yes, don’t worry, we’ve almost gotten past the securit for the elevator. Now we’ll just need to pry open the doors. You both might be slightly jerked so be careful.”
“Alright. Do it fast. She’s going to need an oxygen mask any minute.” You hold Arielle’s body closer to yours as the elevator slightly jerks. The doors are finally starting to open, the heads of Naveen, Harper and Arielle’s friends clearly visible. They gasp as their eyes spot the blood.
“Thank god. Just a little bit more, we should be able to pull them out.” Just then, you feel a hand hit your chest. Your eyes widen as it dawns on you.
“She’s having a seizure… but why?...” You quickly check her for symptoms of an ruptured blood vessel, it matches.
“Damnit! She’s having a seizure! Get me an IV injection with Activase!” You pull her even closer, holding her body. A nurse climbs up on a ladder and hands you the syringe. You swiftly inject it into her arm, your own pulse finally normalises as her petite body stops jerking, The paramedics step up and help Arielle out of the lift. She’s placed on a bed, quickly wheeled away with Harper, Bryce and more specialists in tow. Rafael helps you slide out of the small space when you realise you’ve hurt your shoulder. He notices you wincing.
“Dr. Varma, do a full checkup on Dr. Ramsey.”
“I’m fine, which OR is Arielle in? I’m scrubbing in.”, you say not bothering to use her title. You quickly get up when Naveen stops you.
“That’s the last thing you’ll be doing. Dr. Varma and Dr. Trinh will be examining you, and then you will wait like everyone else.”
“But-“
“Nothing.”, Naveen cuts you off as you wince once again. You slump in defeat as the two doctors wheel you away.
They help you sit up on an examination bed, and remove your bloodied shirt. You can see them wincing as they see the amount of blood stained. The pair doesn’t say anything as they quietly check your vitals, examine you and dress your shoulder.
“I’m assuming both of you are quite angry.”, you say not knowing what to do.
“Quite angry?! Let me tell you we’re fucking furious”-
“Jackie!”
“What?! Because of him, she almost died, Sienna! Died, do you hear me?!” You wince. “She almost died because of you! Don’t you understand?!”, she shouts jabbing a finger in your chest. “Because of your damn ethics and morals, she ALMOST DIED.” Tears glisten in her eyes.
“Do you even know how hard it was for her? Every. Single. Time when you pushed her away? Do you know how much she cried, sobbed when you ran away like a damn coward?! She was heart-broken, barely ate or slept peacefully and turned into someone else. We would all find her crying in supply closets, on-call rooms, you name it! God, she loved you so much and you, YOU”-
“Jackie, stop! That’s enough!”, the petite resident shouts, pain etched on her face.
“Do you even love her? Because she’s irrevocably in love with you and she says that you might too someday. If not, then she'll be an idiot. But do one thing, tell her fucking EXACTLY what you feel. Don’t say some half-assed sentences then go back to your stone cold self again. Tell her what she means to you, even if it was just a fucking casual hookup.”
“She was never-“
“Save it for her.” Jackie storms off.
You both stand there in silence, knowing that every word the fiery resident said was undeniably true.
“...I really fucked up, didn’t I?” The look on her face says it all. “Lord...I never meant for this to happen-“
“We all know you didn’t, Jackie’s mad, that’s all. But even if what she said was harsh, it’s true. You know how badly she’s been suffering, and I can’t watch anymore. You need to make a decision.” You watch the resident fight back a tidal wave of emotions as she replies coldly, completely unlike herself.
“I’ve dressed the wound, get someone to change it after a few hours and don’t do it yourself.” She turns around to leave, not able to look at you.
“Sienna.” Her breath hitches as she turns around. Her wall collapses, the wave of bottled-up emotions finally being freed.
“She- She almost d-died. It’s- not fair. She doesn’t deserve this, she doesn’t deserve any of this! It’s not fair, nothing’s fair! She can’t just come into our lives and just completely leave us like that! It’s not fair, it’s just not fair!”
You put a hand on her shoulder in an attempt to comfort her, knowing it’s the least you can do. But what you don’t expect is for her to throw her arms around you. You return the favor, both of you stay there in utter silence, not daring to speak.
Harper’s PoV:-
“Go take a break, Bryce. You’ve been on-call from last night.” You enter to see Bryce with one eye open, multiple textbooks propped up.
“I will, once I-“
“Once I nothing. You’re taking a break or else I’ll have you excluded from surgeries the whole week. We’ll update you if there’s any change in Arielle’s condition.”
He sighs, running a hand over his face. You can sense the worry.
“Bryce, Arielle went through brain surgery. You very well know all the possibilities that can take place. No matter what you do, nothing can change the outcome.”
He’s even more dejected now. “What do you think?”, he asks you. You look at him.
“I mean do you think she’ll be alright?”
“Well as a doctor, I already told you, not to mention you already know. As someone who knows her personally….I think she’s going to be alright. She’s a strong woman and she’ll pull through.”, you respond. He looks up meeting your eyes, his own eyes betraying the slightest amount of hope. He nods in an act of thanks before leaving the room. You follow him in pursuit to find Ethan. After inquiring about them to a few staff members, you find him and Dr. Trinh in the residents’ lounge.
“Ethan.” They whip around hearing your voice. Ethan opens his mouth to speak but he’s too slow.
“Dr. Emery! Is everything alright?! Did something happen? Why did she have a seizure?! Dr. Ramsey said that-“ The young resident rushes forward bombarding you with question after question.
“Sienna, calm down. Let her speak.” She finally notices she’s been rambling and smiles sheepishly.
“Oh, um... sorry Dr. Emery.”
“It’s alright. But to answer your questions, Arielle had a blood vessel rupture in her brain like Ethan said, which was most likely caused by hitting her head. That caused her brain to be deprived of blood, and the seizure. That caused an acute subdural hematoma. Luckily, the blood vessel only burst just before we got her into surgery so there wasn’t any permanent brain damage. The blood vessel was also repaired perfectly, courtesy of Dr. Lahela. The seizure was caused due to the pressure in her brain.” They nod solemnly.
“She was in a lot of pain, barely able to speak.”, Ethan responds, wincing as he relieves the memory.
“Her body was exhausted from the trauma, also most of her ribs are bruised. We did more scans to rule out other diagnoses, so far she’s clear.”
“Thank you, Harper.”
You nod. “Now both of you take some rest and meet me later. I have Dr. Varma and Dr. Greene strictly monitoring her, not to mention Naveen hovering over her.”
“I’ll just check on her and then I’ll go rest.” You sigh, knowing that you’ll lose this battle.
“Fine, Ethan. Only five minutes, then you’re going back to bed. Or else I’ll have you on bed rest for the whole week. Dr. Trinh, make sure he actually goes back to bed will you?” She smiles lightly, nodding.
Sienna’s PoV:
You stand at the entrance of Arielle’s room, as Ethan hesitates to go in. You lead him inside, both of you softly gasping at the sight. Multiple IV’s hooked up to her, her body wrapped in several casts, not to mention her head. Her usually glowing skin now lightly pale.
“Ethan!” Naveen spots him and wraps him in a tight hug, carefully of his shoulder. Jackie and Elijah are nowhere to be found.
“Ah, Dr. Trinh. How are you doing?” He unexpectedly wraps you up in one too. ”I’m...okay I guess.” He nods understandably.
“I sent Dr. Greene and Dr. Varma on a break. They looked tired and then they told me that they both were on the night shift.”
“I’ll catch up with them later. How’s she doing?” Naveen looks back, looking at her now completely unrecognisable body.
“Considering what she’s gone through, she’s doing alright. Only time will tell.” Ethan only stands there, still as a statue, staring at her. Naveen follows your gaze.
“Ethan, do you want some privacy?” He doesn’t look at him, only shakes his head.
“Alright then.”
“Dr. Ramsey, let’s go back. You need to rest.” You lead him back to his room, worries about both of them filling your mind to the brim.
Ethan’s PoV:-
Sometime later, you’re lying in bed unable to fall asleep. You decide to pay a visit to Arielle, and slowly walk to her room making sure no one sees you.
Entering her room, you see that the bed’s empty. Your mind races for an explanation when you spot her in the corner of the room. You rush over to her, pulling her in for a hug.
“Oh, I’m so glad you’re alright…. Do you know how worried I was?” You pull back when you don’t hear a response. But you only see a sheepish smile on her face.
“Oh...well I didn’t know that doctors cared this much about the well-being of their patients. I must have gave you quite a scare if you’re this happy I’m okay”, she responds with a laugh.
“Don’t joke around, Arielle. You’re acting like you barely know me.”, you respond.
”Well that’s the case!”, she laughs. You look at her sternly.
“Oh, I’m extremely sorry but I really don’t remember meeting you. Was it at one of the medical conventions perhaps? My brain is foggy, and I don’t remember much of how I even got here.” Your eyes widen at her words.
“This can’t be true right? She’s obviously just deflecting about what happened before.”, your mind says. “Arielle, this isn’t the time to be joking around. Hours ago, you told me you love me and now you’re acting like you don’t know me.” With that she erupts into laughter.
“I’m sorry doctor, but I think you’ve hit your head. Besides, how can I even say that to someone I don’t even know.”, she says with a clueless smile.
“That can’t be true….this can’t be true. There’s no way...” But deep inside, you know that one of the factors is memory loss.
“No, no, no! Stop lying to me!”, you shout.
“Okay, now you’re freaking me out. Hello?! Is someone else here?”, she calls out.
“Arielle, stop. Don’t do this to me, I know I’ve hurt you innumerable times and I’m sorry but this isn’t fair.” She ignores you and keeps calling for someone else.
“Arielle, listen! You need to stop. Think! Try to remember!”, you shout.
“Let go of my hand! I’m sorry but I don’t know what to say. I’ve never met you in my entire life and you just can’t expect me to believe you!”, she shouts back. Her words are impossible to digest.
“What’s going on here?!”, Harper enters the room with a few more doctors in tow, shouting.
“Oh finally! This doctor here claims that he knows me when I haven’t even met him!” Her head whips around meeting your eyes.
“Ethan, we’ll talk later.” Just then, Arielle starts seizing again.
“Damnit! Nurse, administer another IV with tBa.”
The doctors crowd over her, attempting to stop her seizures as you stay there.
You stand there as your life crumbles before your eyes. The only person who’s out ever gave a damn about, the only person who truly understood you, got to know you, cared about you… now doesn’t even know your name.
And you know that it’s all your fault.
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Jan 16th, Saturday 00:03
„Have you been crying?“
„What are you doing here? Why aren’t you in Canada?“
„Wouldn’t you like to know?“ Lies grinned, while she got rid of the big coat and boots she had worn. Her suitcase was neatly pushed aside to stand next to the stairs. His sister had frowned at him for a split second as she had stepped in, but quickly changed to look rather pleased with her surprise.
Jens was left speechless. This was completely unexpected. Perhaps he was dreaming, had falles asleep on the sofa without noticing, or worse he began to hallucinate. Had he finally lost it?
„I took a plane for 10 hours to see your ass and I don’t even get a hug?“
„My bad!“ Jens couldn’t help but smirk back at her as he closed the door he still hold onto. He was bigger than her, had grown quite a bit since she had left for Canada three years ago. Her head fitted almost under his chin as he wrapped his arms around her in a tight hug.
„All good, but seriously, are you okay? You don’t look okay.“
If he had been asked on any other day, he would have laughed at the familar teasing tone. However today he felt drained and shook his head instead. He indulged in the warmth of his bigger sister. Grateful that she was here and that her arms were safely tugged around his middle. He didn’t wanted to let go. Jens only tightened his grip.
„Hey.“ Lies whispered troubled by the unusal behaviour of her little brother. They hadn’t seen each other in a while, yet it didn’T meant that they had turned into completely different people.
Her hands rubbed up and down his back while she pressed a gentle kiss against his cheek. His shoulders trembled as the pressure fell awa. Jens felt his eyes burn and sobbed quiet into the woolen blue sweater she wore.
They stood like this for a couple of minutes, before Jens felt that he ouldn move again. That he has strengths to take a step in his own.
„Let’s sit down? And then you can tell me what’s happening with you, maybe? I would like to think my sole arrival brought you to tears, but that isn’t the case, right?“
Lies smiled at Jens in her attempted encouragment to calm him down, while a sad sigh escaped her lips nonethelss. Jens suddenly felt like a child again. He hadn’t felt like this in months. If he was honest with himself, it was freeing to let the weight shatter on the floor to their feet.
They moved into the living room a little after. Jens went to grab them both a glass of water that Lies gladly accepted to drink half of it almost immediately, before they both sat down on the sofa that Jens had cried on for almost an hour after Lotte had fallen asleep. To text his mom hadn’t helped as much he had hoped.
„So I take it, that this is because of mom. Is it that bad?“
„Yes and no. It’s about mom, yes. And she isn’t doing too well, doesn’t eat a lot and is getting weak between every visit. She gets infusions instead since this week, but.“ Lies nodded while her hand reached over to take his, that he hold in his lap. „It doesn’t look good. I think it’s good that you made it here. You should see her before.“ Jens stoped himself to take a quivering breath. „Before she dies.“
„That was the idea. I didn’t wanted to tell you in case it wouldn’t work. But the company I’m working for needed someone to check up on the branch in brussels and with me being belgian it was an easy desicion. I had to quarantine for two weeks get a test done but then could come here, even get a few days early to visit you. But I have to be in Brussels on Monday morning. I’m sorry, I can’t stay longer.“
„It’s fine. I’m happy you are here.“
„Are you? You look like you’d rather change places with mom.“
Jens shrugged, unsure how to answer it.
Silence fell between them for the brief moment that he pondered how to best bring up Lucas.
„I think my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday.“
He looked over to find his sister’s shocked face. Stunned, perhaps expecting him to start laughing. She wasn’t believing him. Right, he reminded himself, she didn’t know.
„Well, yes. I have or, I guess, I had a boyfriend. I’m bi.“
Lies blinked at him, contemplating his words.
„Oh, for real? Okay. That’s fine. Great, really, just a lot to process. I never had thought. She paused. You know. I mean, you are Jens, always chasing a girl or another.“
Jens snorted, his lips curled up. He supposed she was right. And maybe he should do that again. No heartbreak with a girl had hurt as much as this one with Lucas.
„So did she, sorry, he say that it’s over?“
„No, not yet.“
„How long were you together?“
„For two month“
„That isn’t very long yet. I thought you were talking about a year or something. But than I definitely would have expected you to tell me about him sooner.“ She teased, nudging him with her elbow as she tried to lighten the mood at least a little, from the self-pity that Jens was wallowing in.
Lies was right, as much as she was wrong. It had been only two month, but it had felt like they had lived a life together. How could it only have been two month? It didn’t made much sense.
It shouldn’t hurt as much, if they only barely knew each other. Odd how fast they had moved and how easy it had felt to accept it. They had run at lightning speed, then crashed and burned, when there had been nothing to ground them to the earth beneath their feet.
This had been their mistake. This was what they hadn’t thought of.
Though maybe Lucas had. And Jens just hadn’t listened. The fault was his in the end after all.
„You don’t understand. It felt like more.“
„More? You know each other longer?“
„No, but we were close. He was always around. I don’t know how to explain it.“
His gaze fell onto the book on the table and then darted over to the opened box of cookies on the kitchen counter.
„He is still everywhere here. There are a couple of shirts drying on the rack with mine and Lotte’s.“ Jens said. He felt his heavy heart pound against his ribs. It just couldn’t be over.
„Sounds very intense.“
Jens nodded once more. He agreed. Now that he thought about what Lucas had said, perhaps Jens had used him a little too much like a lifeline to stay afloat, when he should have started swimming at one point.
„It was, but then, it wasn’t at all. It was really, really nice whenever he was here. I miss him. And I miss you. And I miss mom so much.“
„I miss all of you as well. I wish I could pack you up and take you to Canada with me. Theo would love you.“
He hummed. The idea to just escape and leave it all behind sounded rather enticing. And he had enjoyed the week that her fiance had spend with them on the visit two years ago.
„So how about we have some tea and much needed sibling bonding time? And then you talk me through everything. I am sure that this boy isn’t just going to leave you, when you really were that close.“
„Lucas.“ Jens suddenly noticed. Lies and Jens had bern on a short call on Christmas, but he hadn’t told her about his relationship. He barely had come out to his friends at that point of time.
„Huh? What?“
„My boyfriend’s name. Lucas.“
Lies smiled. The five year difference apparent in her kind eyes. As if she would have the answers he seeked.
„Okay. First some tea and then Lucas, and you better have some pictures.“
Jens huffed a laugh as he watched the excitement in his sister’s face. She looked and sounded just like she always had. As if time hadn’t passed and the last two years were null.
It would hurt to let her go again on sunday. Jens had forgotten how close they used to be. How much she always had taken care of him. But right now, here in this moment, he felt himself caught in blissful content.
“Alright.“ Jens got up, followed by Lies as they headed to the kitchen. „ And yes I do have photos.”
“Perfect. I can’t believe I get to talk about boys with my baby brother.”
„Shut up.“
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Could I have reader x Arthur. Reader's the only one who has a car, and luckily she gets off from work before Arthur does so she drops him off n picks him up each day Both are always exhausted but one day reader is supper exhausted. Reader pulls into a parking lot and Arthur asks them whats wrong. They tell Arthur they think they're abt to pass out right before they slump over, out cold. Arthur notices that reader's burning up and he drives them to the house. He cools them off n stuff. THANKSILY
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The lights of Gotham seemed to rush by like you were on some kid`s carousell, even though you drove as slow as it was possible on these dirty streets. This city never slept. It was late in th afternoon and this avenue would still look the same ,hours from now. Just a little more dangerous as soon as the sun set. You have moved here half a year ago to finally live with Arthur in his apartment. Gotham was still a stranger to you. Knowing that Arthur spent his whole life here, without ever seeing something different, something beautiful made your heart cry from pain. He deserved better than that. Better than concrete, dirt and the absence of kindness. There was danger on every corner. When you first moved here Arthur warned you about certain alleys and places. Places you shouldnt visit, even on a bright summers day in the noon. You still tried to get used to this. But he was all worth it. Some day you would get him out of here and move somewhere nice. You dreamed of owning a little house with a garden to plant your own food and flowers. But up to this point it was just dreams. Both of you were short of money. Sometimes it was a struggle to even pay rent and keep the car. But despite all the crazyness out o the streets, apartment 8J felt like home. More than that, it felt like it was your destination. As much as you wanted to get Arthur out of this place where he had to spent his whole life, to you it felt like it had to be. Like every desicion you have ever made lead you here. To finally be with him. And you would never let him go again. No matter where you will end up living. It will be the two of you. That was all that mattered. You stopped at the traffic light, taking a deep breath. Your headache got worse again. Work was getting more and more exhausting with every day. But you desperately needed the money. Arthur was working a lot of hours per week,too. He loved his job as a party clown but he also came home just as exhausted as you did. Mostly from people who hated on him. For being a cown, for being nice, for being different. Sometimes it brought tears to your eyes to see how many hate a loving and warm hearted person like he got. You asked yourself if it was just Gotham or people in gerneral. Maybe you should move into a cabin in the woods and start a new life in the nature. You felt like Arthur would appriciate being one with the nature. He always got really excited when he saw something simple like a beautiful flower. He was in love with the colors and the smell of the blossoms. His heart was pure. You looked at the necklace hanging from the rearview mirror. Arthur gave it to you when you had your third date together. He knew, he just knew that this is going to be a great love. It was a liitle heart that can be opened. He put a photo in it you took on your first date when you were at the donut shop. Arhur looked happy on that picture. Real happiness. The kind that he wasnt even able to feel before you met. The traffic light turned green .Somehow you didnt felt very well. Your sign started to get blurry. Just for a second but it somehow concerned you a lot. You suffered from burn out before and knew the signs. But there was no time to waste. You got to pick up Arthur from work. Luckily you came back from work a little bit earlier than he did. Otherwise he must have taken the subway, which was always filled with violent people who gave him dirty looks for being in his clown costume. It just didnt felt right to let him take the subway when there was any chance to pick him up by yourself. You coudlnt wait to get home, to the comfort of your bed and just relax. You felt drained, achy muscles and tired bones. A tired mind. But full of love when you thought about Arthur sitting in the passanger seat in a couple of minues. You missed him a lot when you were working. It was like missing a body part. He should be there all the time. Soon you arrived at HaHa`s. Arthur was already standing in front of the building. All alone, with his hands in his pockets, looking down, smoking a cig. His big hoodie was hiding his beautiful hair and half of his expressive face. All his clothes looked kinda big on him. Your heart broke for a second as you once again realized how lost and tiney he looked out there on the streets. Like he shouldnt be here. An angel of light caught in the cold. He deserved better. You noticed that Artie was still holding an baloon animal in his left hand. Always waiting to get the chance to make a kid smile. Right before you pulled over a mother with his three year old passed him by. Arhur immediately flipped away his cigarette and kneed down to the little girl. You couldnt hear what he said but he usually asked them if they like baloon animals. His face lighted up as the kid reached for the baloon cat, but just a heartbeat later her mother yelled at him and pulled her daughter away from him. The way she grabbed the little girls arm was alarming. Arthur seemed shocked but not surprised. Just another day as a party cown. You let down the window "Hey Artie, c´mon , get in the car!" the traffic was too loud for him to hear you. He still looked after the little girl. She cried from disappointment. Arthur pulled his hoodie deeper into his face. You knew him well enough to know that sadness took over him. Seeing that little girl crying her eyes out hurt his heart. "Artie?" now he heard you. Arthur looked up and nodded before he walked across the streets, the hand in his pockets again, sad eyed. He almost stumbled. "Hey sweetheart" he got in the pessenger sea and gave you a sloppy kiss on the cheek. "I missed you" he mumbled. "Missed you more, Artie. What was that?" His big puppy eyey were focused on you. "That little girl. I saw it. Such a rude lady." "Yeah....I dont know why people act like that. Do you think it was because I wasnt in my make up? Could be....but on the other hand. I got beaten down before because I was wearing make up, so I am not sure what people want." "Arthur. They dont even know what they want for themselfs. They should wnat someone who makes them laugh, right? And they still act like freaking bullies. " "I felt so sorry for that little girl...I just wanted.....just wanted to make her smile..." "I know..." you said as you re started the car. Arthur seemed just as exhausted as you. And you knew why. It was the kinda exhaustion that was caused by mental pain. His work mates kept calling him names and gave him a hard tme. Espacially this guy called Randall. "Did Randall bully you again?" Arthur watched out the window "Oh well...it wasn`t that bad today". He didnt wanted to concern you. "Everytime they make fun of me I just think of you and I feel better." he smiled. It was a sad but honest smile that hit you right in the heart. The dizzyness was coming back. You just hoped it wouldnt get any worse before you made it home. Arthur leaned back on the seat and closed his eyes. His forehead was glimmering with sweat "I`m so tired. I cant wait to fall right into bed as soon as we get home. You dont mind me closing my eyes for a second?" You rubbed your dimples with one free finger "Of course I dont. Go ahead. I know you`re working hard, darling." "Mmhh...yeah. You know, I still love my job. Especially when I`m at the hospital, helping to brighten up their day with a little dance." You smiled. Arthur was the most adorable dancer in the world. And his performance as Carnival was the cutest. "So you were at the hospital today?" "Yeah" his eyelids fluttered under the lights that fell through the window "Y/N?" "What Arthur?" "I still feel bad for not having my own car. Or a driver license even." You looked over on him "Oh, don`t feel bad abot this. We both know you are not allowed to drive because of your medication. " He agreed. You started to feel worse and decited to drive into a parking lot. Anderson ave wasn`t far but you just felt that you wouldnt manage to drive home. Arthur looked surprised, realzing you stopped the car. "Baby, whats wrong?" You grabbed the handlebar with both hands "I`m not sure....I....think I´m going to pass out..." your voice cracked right before you slumped over. Arthur reacted as fast as he could and supported you. He checked your forehead. "Oh my god! Y/N? Can you hear me? You`re burning up!" You heard his voice but your reaction was so minimal, he didnt noticed it. You felt his hand touching your face, brushing your hair out of your eyes. Arthur kept calling your name. It sounded like he was about to panic. "Artie?" you were finally able to talk "I dont feel so good". Arthur supported your head "Can you get in the passenger seat? I`ll drive you home. We have to cool you off. You`re burning up. I´m kinda worried about you. Arthur helped you to get in the pessenger seat and placed a kiss on your cheek. "You`re comfortable?" You nodded while your body felt weaker within every minute. "Arthur" you muttered "Are you sure you can drive?" "Yeah, I was driving a car before. I will make it come savely, I promise." You felt kida worried about knowing Arhur had to drive hom by himself. You didnt even knew he was familiar with how to drive. But your mind kept drifting away into a feverish state. You didnt even noticed you were already home. Arhur helped you to get out of the car. Thank god he managed to drive home. He lifted you up in his arms and carried you all the way into the elevator. You blinked at him "Artie?" "Yeah sweetheart, I am here. I am right here with you. It´s okay, we`re already home. Just a second and you will lie savely on the couch." Artie managed to unlock the door while still having you in his arms and carried you over the doorstep right on his couch. You were only half awake but to feel the familar fabric of his furniure awake you, at least for a bit. "We`re home" you whispered. Your bones felt even heavier than before. "We are. Juts relax, sweety. I think you are suffering from exhaustion. Arthur got into the kitchen and came back with a hot chocolate. "Here" he handed it to you in the most caring way possible. You couldtell from his face that he hated to see you like that. Even though he was exhausted,too, he still cared about your own health more. He touched your skin "You`re still burning up. I will get you some cool towels too cool your skin off a bit". Arthur went to the bathroom and held the towels under the cold water while you waited for him , drinking the cocoa. It was heartwarming to see him being worried about you. So heartwarming it alreadymade you feel better. You just knew that he would be there for you no matter what. He came back, sat down on the couch with you and slowly took your shirt off to let the cool towels slide down your arms. The wet fabric felt so good on your burning skin, you could feel the dizzyness fading like smoke. "This feels so good Arthur". "Yeah? I´m glad to hear that. You`ll feel better soon." The way his hands let the towels stroke up and down your arms was soothing. Just to watch him doing it calmed you down a lot. You stll felt weak but more in a way of wanting to crawl in his arms to fall in a peaceful sleep. You closed your eyes and focused on his touch. The way you could feel his fingers through the fabric of the towels. Each one of them. He let it wander over your collarbones and chest as you too a deep breath in. "Better, sweetheart?" "A lot" you smiled. "Thank you for taking care of me. For driving home. I know that you`re exhausted from work,too." "Thats what I´m here for" he whispered in his sweetest vouce "To take care of you, remember?" "And so am I, Arthur" "I know" he replied, not without placing the softest kiss upon the tip of yoir nose. He put his forehead on yours and pressed his smile on your lips. It was little gestures like that, which filled your heart with a warmth only Arthur was able to create. He lay down beside you "`Come here, sweetheart. Use me as a pillow" he giggled as you placed your head in his lap. Arthur started to stroke your hair. There was no music playing, no tv. The only sound that filled the apartment was the two of you breathing in and out. His breath becoming one with yours. Two hearts beating for one another. The only dizzyness left was the one caused by the undeniable certainty of being in love.
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One of the Pridelands greatest Kings, Mohatu. He was considered to be the first of the “New Kings”. A new generation of kings who put a higher value on equality and peace. The Pridelands prospered under his rule and many consider him to be the greatest king that ever lived. He is Simba’s great-grandfather.
Mohatu was oldest son of King Ade and a lioness named Fayola. In those days, the king didn’t have a single queen, rather he would have access to all of the eligible lionesses and have cubs with them all. Ade had many cubs with many different lionesses, but Mohatu was the oldest and the strongest - not to mention one of only two males - and so he became his heir.
Ade wasn’t a bad father, per se, but he was never a very attentive one. Granted, Mohatu got much more attention from his father than any of his half-siblings, but even then Mohatu did not have a strong connection with his father. He was very close with his mother however, who was a wise lioness in her own right. Fayola was a very kind and patient mother, she took special care in teaching Mohatu values that she believed would be important for the future king to have. So in truth, Mohatu can attribute most of his wisdom to his mother.
Another important relationship Mohatu had was with his half-brother, Choyo. Choyo was Ade’s only other son, he got even less attention from his father than Mohatu did. The two brothers were not particularly close but they did tend to stick together as the only two boys among their many sisters. At first, Choyo was not bothered by the fact that he would not be king, in fact he saw the title as a lot of hard work that he was simply too lazy for. However, the older he got the more selfish and self-centered he became. He developed a bloated ego and soon he could only think of all the perks he would get from being king. One day when they were still young, Choyo challenged Mohatu for his right to the throne. Of course Mohatu defeated Choyo and as a result, Ade banished his son from the Pride. Although Choyo was no longer a member of his pride, Mohatu continued to have encounters with his younger brother throughout their lives.
Shorty after the banishment of Choyo, Ade fell ill. He was an older lion and simply wasn’t as strong as he used to be. After some deliberation, Ade decided to step down from the throne. Mahatu agreed with his ailing father, and shortly thereafter, he assumed the throne.
Mohatu was still rather young when he became king. He never received “royal lessons” from his father like we see Mufasa give Simba, and so he felt inadequate to rule. All he had was the teachings of his mother to help guide him in making desicions. Despite this, ruling the Pridelands seemingly came natural for Mohatu. Even in his youth he was a wise lion who made a conscious effort to be fair to all aminals, even the herbivores.
Sometime into his rule, Mohatu began to develop feelings for a lioness in his pride named Johari. Because the leader of the pride had cubs with many different lionesses, Mohatu was never betrothed to anyone; it was always expected that he would mate with many lionesses. However, Mohatu was so in love with Johari that he decided to do something that had never been done before, he married Johari. For the first time in the pride’s history, the king had a single queen.
After the marriage, the king and queen began trying for a cub, as Mohatu now needed an heir, however, they had a hard time conceiving. Some other members of the pride tried to convince the king to try having cubs with a different lioness, but Mohatu refused. Eventually, after years and years of trying, Johari finally became pregnant. Both the parents-to-be were very excited for the arrival of their cubs and they were eventually blessed with a beautiful daughter that they named Uru. Certain other members of the pride were shocked when Mohatu named Uru, a lioness, his heir. There hadn’t been a female leader since the daughter of king Kwanza, and even then most animals considered her mate to be the true ruler. Of course, Mohatu would be having none of this, as he knew from his own mother that a lioness would be just as capable to rule as a lion. In fact, Mohatu put a lot of hard work into raising Uru to be the best ruler she could possible be. He began to take her on walks through their kingdom, teaching her his wisdoms; a tradition that Uru would continue with her own son, and one that would last for generations to come.
Mohatu ruled for many years, in fact, he had the longest reign of any king the Pridelands has ever known. He was a wise and beloved king for many years, living long enough to see his daughter Uru find a love of her own. Mohatu somewhat took Ahadi under his wing and became a father figure towards the young lion. He even lived long enough to see the birth of his first grandcub, Mufasa. Shortly after Mufasa’s birth, the great king Mohatu passed away, knowing that his kingdom and more importantly his daughter were in safe hands. The entire kingdom, even including animals other than lions, wept for their fallen king. Uru of course was devestated, and so was Johari who would outlive her husband but only a couple years. However, the inhabitants of the Pridelands took some comfor in knowing that their king would be watching over them as the brightest star in the night sky.
Wow that was a lot of writing. I’m slowly staring to work on my tlk universe headcanons, so this is just a general summary of the life of Mohatu. Obviously a lot more happened during his reign but I didn’t want to write a freaking novel.
Mohatu (c) Disney
#my art#the lion king#the lion king fanart#mohatu#mohatu tlk#mohatu the lion king#semi canon character#tlk
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Not Born, But Made - TCATF fanfic, Chapter Ten - It’s time to make a stand
Summary: Arriving at Thorngate’s doorstep, Kenna and her friends discover the middle of a battle. For the first time ever, their stand become more than just words, and they gain a powerful ally.
Author’s note: This chapter is rather short. The shortest one so far. But it has an important part in the story. It’s the first time they actually participate in the war. And it will have lasting consequences on the rest of the story.
It’s also a turning point in the story, because according to the original TCATF, Kenna only started recruiting the other kingdoms after she siezed Stormholt, not before.
“We’re suppose to arrive to Bellemere by downfall. We’ll make camp not too far off the city’s walls, but not too far in sight too, and work our plan tomorrow.” Kenna was the one making the call this time.
No one seemed to object. If anything, they were glad they’ll get a good night’s sleep before getting to work.
Only... That their plan didn’t work.
Getting closer to the city’s radius, it was clear something was up.
“Everyone, get out of the carriage. We need to be quiet and pass unnoticed.” Leon ordered.
After getting out of the carriage, and into the woods, they could edge closer and see what was all the fuss about.
A fight unfolded before their eyes.
Rowan Thron, queen of bellmere on one side, her soldiers by her side, and Nevrakis soldiers on another.
The Nevrakis soldiers are seem to be led by Vassilios Nevrakis, although he finds shelter among them, unlike Rowan who’s leading her army.
“It’s obvious who’s side we choose, isn’t it?” Kenna redies her sword.
“Wait,” Gabriel places a hand before her, blocking her way. “It might not be wise to jump in right now. Most of our soldiers are back in camp. We might lose, but even if we win, and recruit Throngate in result, we make ourselves known to Luther. It’s not a desicion you should make light-heartedly.” Gabriel tried to talk her out of it. And it was understandable. He was just trying to protect her.
Everyone seemed to wait for her response, and while they seemed to agree with Gabriel, their eyes were focused on Kenna.
“Maybe it’s best not to interfere, just yet.” Leon gives her his thoughts.
“What if we don’t interfere, and there’s not Throngate left to recruit? What does everything we stand for mean, if we don’t act when it’s crucial, important? I want to see Luther fall as much as any of you, but if we stand by injustice being done without interefearing, we’re just as bad as the ones doing it, aren’t we?” Kenna’s words seems to strike a newfound fire in her allies.
Everyone took out their weapons. “You heard your leader.” Leon told everyone.
“I- I’ll -” Withlock stuttered, taking a step back, only to bump into Annelyse, who placed a hand over his shoulder. “We’ll wait back in the carriage. Ready to ride, in case things didn’t go as planned.”
Whitlock looked at her, sighing in relief. Kenna nodded and they made their way back.
She tunred to the rest of her people. “For Stormholt!” She called.
“For Stormholt!” They chanted, as they ran into the battlefield.
With Kenna’s help, Throngate was able to turn the tide of the battle.
They were almost beaten, but with Kenna and her group they were able to get the upper hand.
“I don’t know who the hell are you, but I’m not going to complain.” Quenn Rowan addressed her.
“My name is Kenna. When this is over, I’ll tell you everything. And I hope you agree to help us in return for our help.” Kenna said as she slayed another soldier throwing himself at her.
She turned around and found herself back to back with Rowan.
“Hah! If we make it out alive, you have my word.”
As the battle continued, the more Vassilious retreated. He seemed out of options now.
As one last act of cowardiness, he ordered the Nevrakis soldiers to cover him while he ran away.
Kenna immdiately pushed through those soldiers, taking three down with one blow. Her training was going well, it seemed. When the way was finally clear, she took after Vassilious.
“Kenna!” Rowan called at her.
Kenna turned around, only for Rowan to throw a Throngate special bow at her, along with an arrow.
Kenna caught it in her hands.
“Make good use of it!”
“I will.” She promised and aimed at Vassilious.
“Your tyranny ends now!” She took a deep breathe before letting the arrow out of her grip.
And it hit Vassilious right in his chest. He fell down.
With their leader down, and many injured or fallen soldiers, the rest of the Nevrakis army threw their weapons and admitted defeat.
“Great shot.” Rowan made her way to Kenna, and shook her hand.
Kenna had a feeling this was the start of a promising alliance.
#playchoices#tcatf#the Crown and the flame#rowan thron#vassilious nevrakis#fanfic#my writing#nbbm#not born but made
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High-Functioning Depression 1
Yesterday
Yest, I had a depression episode, you could say…. as depression is a constant state of despair.
Yesterday the accumulation of stress and detonating events throgh the past weeks made me crumble friday 06/06/2020. This is the expllanaiton on how it works for me:
I work at a very demanding job as a project leader (sales) at an important packaging company on Guadalajara,, Mex. (Greetings from Mexico) so stress is part of my daily life and I´m a common overachiever so I know how to handle stress quite well. So, as for the clients I manage, June is a very charged month.
Two weeks ago, a friend of the office started flirting with me and I really appreciated the attention, because I considered him a good person and a man that could be a good stable relationship in the long run or simply a good guy I could date. So I gave in to the flirt.
Finaly a week ago, it was a mate´s birthday and various fellows from the office were invited, myself included and him.
Long story short, I got a little drunk (which I never do because I´m an athlete and because I tend to do bad desicions as was this time) and we slept together.
Couple of days later I found out he has a girlfriend and I feel destroyed, used (I shouldn´t but well.... it is what it is) and worthless. That nigh felt so good to me and I thought of starting dating and then .....like a bomb exploding.....My love world fades into darkness once again.
I even wrote him after to go on a date which he didn´t refuse but didn´t accepted either. I see him less at work but when we see each other we interact casually and I begin to get confused.
And this Fruday after a very heavy week of work stress and in general a week where I felt down of energy, couldn´t train as eager as I do and completly destroyed my nutrition plan.......I asked him for a place to eat nerby and he offers to eat together. I accept with hope.
We arrived to the location, meal on the table I begin the smalltalk about the weekend that turned to the issue at stake.
He, once again completely destroyed me. He explains how he has a girlfriend and how he´s happy with her.
He apologises a hundread times, he explains how he´s the one to blame and I explain how I don´t feel bad beacuse I´m single and I particularly don´t ming people seeing me kissing someone. But at the same time I felt used and how bad it is not being able to tell anybody out of fear of being judged. He explains how is his fault and how horrible he feels for being “that guy”.
And then everything comes down to me at once when he friendzoned me. I explain that it´s ok to be wrong and do mistakes.We´re all human but I tell him that ultimately I don´t know if I can (or want) to be his friend. How I feel worst because I wouldn´t want anyone to do to me the thing he did to his girlfriend. But inside I´m dead.
How is that once again something that could be amazing and fun ended up in something so wrong and sad? How is it that another men managed to treat me this way and I let him. I would have loved to have all the information at hand and refuse him. How is that I can be the game for even the goodest men. I hate you hormones (they played a very important role on my desicion making process that night).
I feel now like an old rug which is receiver of male fluids and tossed to the trash. I guess some girls are just designed to be fucked and tossed.
He tells me how strong and wonderful I am but by that moement I can only think to myself: “Yeah, I´m great and everything. Then how come I´m always the second table plate?”
He tells me how I´m a sparkle and how I shine. How happy I make people feel. If he only knew that I´m that way because I´ve walked through the darkest and saddest roads of the human mind, if he knew how bad it can get on our heart´s black holes. If he knew I am that way so I avoid people around me feel the same.
After that, leaving the place and saying goodbye with an everlasting but very sad hug, I start to cry uncontrolably and driving like a mad person. I fake a smile for the people at work but when I get home I start crying and eating uncontrollably. Listening to music to calm down. But I couldn´t calm down for hours and I cut off all communication. Is what I do so people can´t see my darkest side. I didn´t call nor answered any message. I pray to god just so I could die.
My mom enters the room worried and just strokes my hair, she knows there´s nothing she can do and leaves offering her support the best she can, desperate and impotent I cry myself to sleep. I didn´t train (which is a big deal for me as a competitive athlete) didn´t eat (another serious red flag) and in overall didn´t have the strenght to do a thing.
So I fell asleep and try to brace myself. Then, an old lover calls me and I proceed to meet him and ...well have sex with him. It does made me feel better, calmer and the endorphines help.
Today 06/07/20
I changed my nutritionist, so I go to the new appointment and he gives me confidence for my objectives as an athlete and it gives me the confidence I needed.
Immideatly I proceed to train intensely and destroy myself physically so I don´t do it emotionally and mentally. While I train people gazes me like a crazy woman but I don´t care. I love to feel powerful and capable again.
Some friends messaged me and offered me their support and I feel blessed that I can count on them and to know I´m not alone and now I know that I can call them whenever I´m feeling like yesterday without the fear of them loosing their shit over my state. (OMG AMAZING!!!!)
But by far the best thing was when a couple of girls stared at me in absolute delight and admiration. I have longed for that all my life and I am so greatful for this new opprtunity to inpire, everyone and specially little girls.
I thank life for this sign that saved my life; beacuse for me thhere´s no more important issue right now than the girls of tomorrow to be confident of themselves and it´s important to me that they know that they shouldn´t be afraid to be powerful and strong, to be whatever they want to be!
Yesterday may made me want to kill myself but today made me want to reborn from the ashes and continue to work for what I want and deserve.
I would love to know anyone with stories like this, to hear your thoughts so if anyone needs help or just want to talk. You can count on me! <3
#depression#friends#high functioning anxiety#highfunctioningdepression#overachiever#problems#shittydays#bliss#workout#exercise#sad#happy#blessed#strong#girls#power#upanddown#patco#patcoandco#mentalhealth#emotions#emotionalhealth#health
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I don't have a title but yeah
So this is my first fan fiction so I hope you guys like it. Inspired by a post by @supewhorecorp so go check it out.
Disclaimer I do not own any of these characters.
It had been two months. Two months since Lena stopped talking to her. Two months since Lena's assistant told her that Lena didn't want to be with kara anymore. Kara remembered that day, the day she went home crying not knowing what she did wrong. But no matter how much it hurt she loved Lena too much to force her to see Kara. No matter how much she wanted to she didn't show up at Lena's apartment or fly up to her balcony and confront her. Instead she buried herself into her work as Super girl. She was out patrolling when Alex and the DEO came over her comms telling her that Parasite had taken over a new host and had to be stopped. She had to forget her pain for a while and go stop Parasite. The plan was for Kara to go distract Parasite until Alex arrived with what they used to defeat him last time. Unfortunately this plan didn't last long before Kara accidentally touched him putting her off balance and giving him a chance to start to drain her.
She woke up under a yellow sun lamp feeling a hand grasping hers. Her thoughts jumped immediately to Alex so she just squeezed it to reassure her that she was alright, or as alright as she could be. But when she open her eyes she was met by piercing green ones filled with tears threatening to fall.
"You're still with me...us." Was all she said but that was all she needed to say because her face said what she couldn't.
"Yeah......I am." Kara said with tears in her eyes too. There was a pause, neither of them knew what to say. Lena was the one to break the silence.
"Kara........I was so worried.....I'm so sorry about what happened......I wish I had a logical explanation to why I did it but.....I don't.....it was a stressful day at work that day and I was drinking and I didn't want to see your reaction and so for the last two months I pretended I didn't care and locked myself in my office barely eating working to distract myself from the horrible desicion I made. I know it doesn't excuse anything and I fe----"
Kara cuts her off with a kiss. It starts as a peck to get her to shut up but grows passionate as Lena tilts her head to deepen it. They soon tear apart for air. Too soon for Lena's liking.
"There now that you have shut that incredibly cute mouth of yours listen I won't pretend that it didn't hurt when we broke up or that it still doesn't hurt but I need you to promise me that next time your stressed or hurt you will come to me because I love you Lena Luthor so much and I hope you feel the same." Kara says in one breath.
Lena kisses her again and simple breathes "I promise" as Kara begins to sit up deepening the kiss once more.
"Wannagotomyappartmentlena?" She wispers and simply gets a nod in response.
Sorry for the bad spelling but I hoped you liked it and thank you for inspiring me @supewhorecorp @legalizesupercorp and @avaswhore
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Quitting and returning | Ethan Ramsey x MC( Taylor Smith) chapter 1
Warning: drinking problems and bad writing( i know, I try my best), some made up lines with original ones.
Inspiration: Ava Max- sweet but psycho
Mr.Probz- waves (Robin Shultz remix)
Lana Del Rey- Summertime sadness
Author's note: hey all. So I've decided to write "slow, but sweet romance" series if you guys wanna be tagged, just PM me . After my 1st debut as a writer and getting positive reviews, I can't believe you guys, you all are amazing and I love all fanfic writers in this community. Thank you all again for giving me a chance to show my writer's side. So further ado, lets dive in into the series chapter 1
It has been 1 hell of the week for Taylor since Ethan Ramsey quitted the hospital.
I am done
I am not the doctor you thought I was. It's time we both accepted that
Those words... those painful words echoed in Taylor's head. When there are life threatening illnesses on daily basis and she have to diagnose them, she wanted to run to Ethan and ask for help or advise, but instead she ran to supply closet and cried. She missed him so much, she wanted to have him by her side when it comes to these situations. Every time passing his office door, she gets reminded of times with him. Remembering his kisses is what it gets Taylor keep going with this cursed competition, dealing with jealousy and lawsuit. She was heartbroken that he left her, it's like a light in her life is gone, part of her is gone. Bryce and Rafael try to cheer her up, but not enough. She was hopeless, but one moment and desicion made her full of hope again.
One night, she decided to check on him. She remembered that he gave her spare keys to his apartment when they were at Miami.
Rookie, I trust you with these keys. You've proved yourself as trustworthy with Naveen's secret case so I've decided to give those. Its token to our trust and bond we share and I am beginning to realise that some risks are worth a risk.
She smiled at those type of words and took the uber and went to her next destination- Ethan's apartment. Arriving to her destination, she paid the uber driver and went to his apartment. She tried to knock the door, but he didn't opened the door, so she fished his apartment keys from her pocket and opened the door.
" Sorry, Ethan that I opened the door, but..." she gasped at what she is seeing now. The sight of his living room was a chaotic one, on the sofa there were so much blankets on it, on the table- 2 empty bottles of whiskey. She was horrified of the sight of living room so she went to check the couch if Ethan was lying there but he didn't lied there so she went to check bedroom. The sight of bedroom was even more chaotic than living room, many bed sheets and on the nightstand- 1 bottle of scotch. Ethan was lying on the bed, sobbing. She came close to his bed and putted her hand on his hair and gently brushed his hair. Ethan felt that someone was brushing his hair and he lifted his head to see who was doing that. Apparently it was Taylor, his rookie.
" Rookie? what are you doing here?" curiosity in his voice.
" Ethan, I came to check on you if you are okay. You are my mentor and part of me after all." She smiled and Ethan ,hearing those words, blushed.
" Rookie... thank you for caring about me. Everyone I cared in this world left me... Dolores, Naveen and now you... I have failed you, Taylor." tears in his eyes formed again. Taylor brushed tears away gently.
" No, Ethan. You didn't failed me. It's not your fault that Naveen is dying. What we can only blame is illness, not ourselves. We do everything in our power to stop those illnesses. Please, stop shattering yourself, Ethan." Taylor pulled him close and kissed his lips tenderly. He kissed her back gently and later on- hard. Later he pulled away and looked in her eyes.
" I am sorry, rookie for leaving you in the hospital. Please, forgive me. You are only person alive I give a damn about in this world." His eyes were pleading for forgiveness. She pulled him for a kiss again.
"Hope this answers your question" Taylor smiled at him. Ethan is relieved that he is forgiven for his idiotic actions and leaving his love on the ice.
" So will you come back to Edenbrook, Ethan? Wish I could tell you what was happening at the hospital, but not now." She gave a curious look. Ethan looked at her for couple of moments. He was thinking about returning to the hospital to fix his mistake then said.
" I think so. I can't leave you alone there. " Taylor was statisfied with this answer. It felt like part of her was coming back and no more sadness or loneliness in the hospital. She had to go home so she dropped one last kiss and left his apartment.
Couple of days later, Ines called all interns around. Everyone was shocked at the person they were meeting in front of them.
" Hello, lovely interns. As you can see Ethan Ramsey came back to the hospital. Dr. Ramsey, please have a word with everyone." Ines gave a hearthwarming smile to interns and took a step back. Ethan took a step and gave serious look to everyone.
" Okay, let's get this hell over it." he sighed and continued " As you can see I came back here after a break." everyone gapped at him. Ethan glared at everyone " Silence, you noobs." Waves of interns went quiet. " Okay... I am back to monitor your process and there will be no passes with me. I will be checking those hell of the notes daily! do you all newbies understand?" crowd were dead silent " I said, do you understand me !?" Ethan glared at everyone and crowd nodded. " Good. If you want to challenge your rank, again come swing by my office and you will be kicked out of internship program." Ethan left and went to his office.
" Well, everything back to normal, fellas. Round 1 finished, now round 2. Be prepared, fellas." Jackie had a wide grin on her face and pointed daggers at Taylor " I am coming for you, Taylor". Taylor smiled at her and left crowd to do her daily rounds.
At the nurses station after some rounds
P.A system- paging Dr. Smith to Dr. Emery's office
Well... I feel like it ain't gonna end well Taylor went to Dr.Emery's office. Softly knocked the door and came in. Apparently Dr. Emery wasn't alone, there were quests together with Harper and Ethan.
" Take a seat, Dr. Smith" Harper fake smiled at young intern, but eyes glared at her.
" Yes... Dr. Emery" Taylor hestitantly took a step.
Who are they?
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if you want: mediocre idol anime with a lot of missed potential
It had a promising start and a letdown of an execution.
The first episode is actually quite interesting. We’ve an idol group called “Ongaku Shoujo” aka Music Girls who’re quite unpopular. At one of their busking events in the airport, our main character Hanako runs into them. She is the daughter of two musicians who’re there for their Japan tour. After the girls do their performance they find out that Hanako has an extraordinary ability of learning dances just by seeing them once. However, when she gets on stage it turns out that she is absolutely shit at singing.
So you’re probably thinking: aaahhh, so she will join the group and work hard to improve her singing and then they get popular in the process? Well, no. Hanako is immediately shafted into a staff position and...that’s it. So what IS it about then?
The group getting popular. Obsviously, this is an often used schtick in idol anime but the way they went about it was horrible, you know why? Cause WE DON’T SEE IT!
Ongaku Shoujo has 11 members and this anime has 12 episodes. Each episode advances the “plot” a tiny, tiny bit while it also puts one or two of the members in the spotlight. This formula is fine. I can at the very least list one personality trait of each girl even if I don’t remember their name.
Back to the plot, we’re barely shown them getting popular. It’s obvious from the fact that they’re invited to shows ans given CF opportunities but besides a few moments it really doesn’t come off as them being a “popular”.
Even worse is the second main character of the anime, Ouri who is the leader and the center for the group. She has an incredibly annoying personality. Has a really short fuse, likes to shout at people and act on impulse and doesn’t discuss her problems with her members.
Aaaand the finale episode. Without spoilers: the biggest bullshit of a deux ex machina I’ve ever seen.
Technical side isn’t even worth talking about. Average to laughable art and animation and mediocre music, of which there’s few anyway.
So, yeah. The majority of the cast is kinda lovable but it’s really just. Lame. Not worth watching if you have any standards whatsoever. [4/10] (x)
BONUS: Ongaku Shoujo’s “origin” is worth a few words. A 25 minute long OVA by the same name aired at the Anime Mirai in 2015. And it’s pretty good! The animation is fluid and the artstyle is soft and nice to look at. They manage to fit all the highs and lows of the story, which IS a quite typical idol anime themed but it’s not too jarring. I honestly thought that the TV version was going to rework the story we saw here but unfortunately besides 2 of the characters resembling and having the same names as the 2 protagonists of the OVA, there is no further connection between the two. But if you want something short and sweet idol stuff, I’d recommend. [7/10] (x)
Recommend: HELL Yeah! | Yes | Eh??? | Nope | This anime killed my parents
if you want: family movie / interesting take on the flow of time
Mirai no Mirai is a movie with an interesting basis.
Our main characters are a family, the Ootas. At the start of the movie we find out that the mother has given birth to their second child, Mirai. We mostly follow around their first child, Kun.
The movie presents an idea: what if time was not linear but fluid where characters from other times could visit you and you could visit them? We’re shown this idea through Kun. He is goes through the many problems a boy his age would go through. Jealousy because of his new sister, the frustration of not being pampered 24/7, trying to learn new skills for the first time etc. Each time he dashes out into the yard out of impulse where the tree would light up and throw us into the fantasy side of the story. The first few times he meets the personified version of the family dog and her sister from the future but as the movie goes on these time jumps become more extreme. Kun meets multiple of his relatives in numerous points of their lives where he learns something related to the problems he is facing...or he is supposed to.
The idea of the movie is fascinating and was the reason I decided to watch it, but multiple problems plague Mirai no Mirai which can drastically take away from the enjoyment of the movie.
The most drastic one is Kun’s personality. Making an impulsive, loud, rebellious and rude 5 year old boy the main character of the movie was a questionable desicion. However, this wouldn’t have been as annoying if he showed improvement. Each time he comes back from the other world the tree took him to, he seems like he learnt a lesson. But when we cut into the next scene that’s all gone and he is acting as annoying as ever. It doesn’t really show that his meetings with his other relatives left any long-lasting impression on him.
The others are more technical. Many of the voice actors are rookies and it shows, especially on Kun which is another questionable decision, considering that we have to listen to him throughout the whole movie.
The animation and the art direction are both quite well done, with the background being expecially gorgeous. However, they used CGI with certain scenes and it’s quite obvious due to the different movements of those scenes. When used sparingly, they were fine, but there was a scene near the end with a HEAVY use of quite ugly CGI that didn’t really fit the tone or the look of the movie and it was...weird.
I’m pretty sure that I’m simply not the target demographic for this movie. People who could relate to the struggles of the parents trying to balance work and kids while also being able to find Kun and Mirai’s constant whining adoring would most likely enjoy this more. [6/10] (x)
Recommend: HELL Yeah! | Yes | Eh??? | Nope | This anime killed my parents
if you want:an amazing magical girl anime / one (1) actual healthy romance / nice cast of main characters
Haying reached another milestone, I yet again decided to rewatch one of my childhood favourites and this time I settled on Tokyo Mew Mew.
TMM, Mew Mew Power in English and Vadmacska Kommandó (Wildcat Commando) as I personally knew it, still holds up surprisingly well.
Having aired in 2003, Tokyo Mew Mew sticks to the magical girl themes mostly present at the time which is the story putting just as much emphasis on the romance as the magical girl aspects. The latter of which uses formulas that are still in use today: monster-of-the-week, colour coded characters, the Big Bad etc.
While we have 5 Mew Mews in the team but Ichigo, our leader and pink magical girl, gets the most airtime our of all of them. The other girls get a few episodes mostly focused on them here and there but it’ll be kinda a letdown for those who’re HUGE fans of one of the other Mew Mews.
Which is why it’d be quite a big problem if Ichigo was insufferable but she isn’t! She does have the usual tropes: ditzy, noisy and all-over-the-place. However, she is also loyal, kind, hardworking and strong.
Now I’d like to say a few things about the romance. It’s incredibly rare to get that right in magical girl anime. Almost every relationship I’ve seen was unhealthy or annoying. But not here, oh no! In the very first episode we find out that Ichigo has landed a date with the school’s most popular guy, Aoyama. This makes it so that we don’t have to suffer through the “will they, won’t they” and we arrive when their relationship begins to take root. They go through highs and lows but they support each other all the way and I just love them.
But as good as the Aoyama romance is, the others are....not so much. As usual the romances center around our main character, aka Ichigo. The 2 culprits are Ryou and Quiche. Ryou is the brain behind the Mew Mew Project so he’s sort of like Ichigo’s boss. He doesn’t outright pursue her nor seems too interested in her however he has a bad tendency of kissing Ichigo a few times and NO. I very much didn’t like that. However, while he kinda exists the picture toward the end we have the rapey romance aka Quiche. He is an alien aka the enemy. He become infatuated with Ichigo for seemingly no particular reason and is just generally uhhhh...rapey. Unfortunately, his character doesn’t really go through much of a development which is a shame.
Anyway, before I finish, let me bring up the transformations. U G H. Yes they are much more simple than the ones today but I’m still in love with them. My favourite was Minto’s. The fluidity of her movements, the angles used, the material of her clothes and the pure creativity....they’re just gorgeous.
So, my true score of this is a 9/10 but my nostalgia would kill me if I gave this anything other than a perfect score so there’s that, If you’re a magical girl fan, Tokyo Mew Mew is a MUST! [10/10] (x)
Recommend: HELL Yeah! | Yes | Eh??? | Nope | This anime killed my parents
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Forbidden Chapter 1
Summary: Y/n meets Jensen at a con where one thing leads to another. After sharing some news with her when they go out things happen. When he leaves they flirt and talk on the phone though Jensen keeps coming up with reasons for them to not officially be together. They meet up and spend the weekend together in her apartment where an interesting conversation takes place.
Pairing: Jensen x reader
Warning:
AN: This is in no way hate towards Danneel Jensen or their family all it is pure fiction I absolutely love the two together and this is all for the sake of the story.
Waiting in the line for an autograph from you favorite actor was the once of the longest and most nerve racking things you've gone though. You stood behind two women who looked old enough to be your mom and listened to the discuss their opinions on the very actor you were waiting to see.
Rolling your eyes as most of their remarks were appearance based you shifted from foot to foot, ‘there was so much more to Jensen Ackles then his freakishly good appearance’ you thought to yourself. By the time you we at the point in line where you could see him you were more than ready to be far away from the woman in front of you wanting nothing more than the say something. Instead you bite your lip and move up in line, the number of people between you and him even less than before giving you a perfect view of the man who holds a spot in your heart -even if this is the first time you've met.
Another person leaves the line inching you closer when his beautiful green eyes meet yours, a ghost of a smile on his face as he turns to speak with the person in front of him though you don’t notice it. By the time you reach Jensen and slip him your little journal for him to sign your hands are shaking from nerves, you weren’t as prepared for this as you thought you would be. Jensen glances up at you smiling as he begins to write on the page you marked for him and he speaks, “Hey, how are you enjoying the convention so far?”
“It good, I really enjoyed the panels you guys were hilarious,” you say smiling even though he isn’t looking up. He hands you back the book after you finish speaking and says goodbye going onto the next person. You wish that you had a little longer to talk to him but you don’t so instead you take you open your book to the page expecting to see just a basic signature instead it read, You took my breath away the moment I seen you in line you are absolutely beautiful. You finish reading as a blush rises on your cheeks, beside his name was a phone number.
You put the book away as you finish the rest of the convention, the whole time you can’t stop thinking about the fact that you have Jensen’s freaking Ackles phone number sitting in your purse. A few minutes before it ends you take out the book and enter the number into your phone deciding to shoot him a text.
Hi jensen, it’s y/n from the autograph line.
After a few minutes your phone went off with a reply from the adonis himself shocking you, Hello beautiful, care to join me for a drink and some dinner?
It’d be my pleasure, you reply though a part of you knows that it isn’t the best desicion to go to dinner with a married man.
Great, meet me at my hotel i’m on the third floor room 342 in a half hour?
See you there, you staying at the hotel in downtown?
Yes beautiful, see you in 30 minutes ;)
You smile at his response ignoring the feeling in your stomach telling you this is a bad idea. Fixing your hair and your clothes as best as you could after spending all day at the convention you pop some gum in your mouth and start towards downtown. When you arrive at the hotel you have two minutes to spare, so you take your time in the elevator and as you make your way to his room trying to calm yourself with each step.
Stopping in front of a door with the bold numbers across it you take a long breath before knocking a few times. The door swings open and you are greeted by Jensen smiling down at you.
“Hey, please come in,” he says stepping aside so you can enter his hotel room before he speaks again, “So I figured we could order some room service and eat here-”
“What are your intentions with this Jensen? Last time I checked you were married,” you say cutting him off.
He sighs motioning for you to join him on the small couch that was in front of the Tv, “me and Danneel are in the process of getting a divorce actually, Which is why I asked you to join me for dinner.”
“If you are getting a divorce why is dinner in your room almost like you're hiding?” you ask skeptically.
“Because our divorce is a secret until it is final,” Jensen replies grasping my hand, “but at the same time I couldn’t pass up getting to know a beautiful girl like you waiting for the finalization. We both agreed from the beginning to see other people.”
After a few minutes to process the news you were given you look at Jensen and ask, “So what are we having for dinner?”
He looks at you with a smile as he grabs the phone to order us food after he passed you the remote to put in a movie or whatever you want. You pick a movie and settle into the couch when Jensen appears beside you with two glasses of amber liquid and passes you one. You except it with a thank you and settle in beside Jensen until the food comes. Once you both finished eating you had another drink before you decided to head home after assuring Jensen you’d text him, instead you woke up the next morning with a text from him
Hey beautiful, I can’t stop thinking about you.
I can’t stop thinking about you either, last night was nice
Indeed it was, maybe I could see you again sometime?
Maybe you could, you reply with a smile.
Within a month of knowing Jensen you both grew closer though you hadn’t been able to see eachother again yet. You both admitted to the other that you both enjoy talking to the the other, though it never escalated more past flirting. You were cleaning up a few stray things when he texted you, your phone going off with a ding.
What’s your adress beautiful lady?
192 Carson st. Why?
I have a surprise on it’s way for you
You read his message as there was a knock at the door, causing you to ignore your phone for the moment. Swinging the door open you’re met with a pair of striking green eyes you'd know anywhere. After it registers in your brain that he is standing on your doorstep you squeal slightly launching yourself into his arms. He stumbled slightly before strongly wrapping his arms around you holding you to his chest for a minute or so. When you finally pull away from each other you grab his hand and pull him into your apartment, “What are you doing here?” you questioned
“I wanted to see your beautiful face,” he says kissing your forehead quickly causing a pink to wash over your face, “And I wanted to talk to you about something in person.”
“Okay, get comfortable and we can talk if you want to tonight or we can wait until tomorrow,” you say leading him to your room to put his stuff down, you don’t know how he feels about sharing a room with you or even if he wants to spend the weekend at your house or a hotel.
“How about I shower and we can talk?” he asks setting his bag beside the bed getting out some clothes.
“Yeah sounds good, I can make some dinner while I wait for you.”
Jensen nods in response wrapping you in another hug before you show him to the bathroom and then head to the kitchen. After ruffling through your cupboards you find the perfect dish to make and start cooking. While putting in the last few touches on the food you feel a pair of arms slip around your waist, Jensen’s head resting in the crook of your neck, “Something smells good,” he mumbles before adding, “the food does too.”
“Thank you, it’ll be done in a minute.” you say ushering Jensen to the living room while you plate the food and follow him.
After eating and watching a movie Jensen presses mute on the Tv turning towards you, “So there was something I wanted to tell you and I’ve been thinking about this for a while now,” he says sheepishly as he scratches the back of his neck.
“So tell me then Jensen.”
He takes a deep breath before he begins to speak, “I realize that I'm going through a divorce and have to hide even the smallest public thing with you right now because of it, but I want to be with you. You make my days better every time I get a message or a phone call from you, when i'm with you y/n I feel like a teen again,” he doesn’t look at you when he’s dones talking instead his eye settle on his hands in his lap.
Reaching out you pull his face up to look into your eyes, “It doesn’t matter what we do together in public Jensen, nobody need to be involved in anything that goes on between us. You make me really happy Jen,” you confess linking your hands together as you both begin to smile before Jensen leans in and captures your lips in a kiss.
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Hi Charlie,
This is going to be quite long, im sorry.
I had a GF a fiance, she was the meaning of my life, im 25 she is 25 too, we had been together 6 years, i proposed at 4 years, we had a figths but everytime we showed how much we wanted each other, how much we loved, at least that was i think at that time, we already had plans for the rest of our lives, how we were going to call our childrens and everything, i believed this was so far special than anyone, we had a figth this april 17, we broke up, before i start i have to mention that a she tellme that she got a new coworker that studied at our same university, im not a jealous person so i was okay with she telling me stories, she once give him a ride and asked me if it was okay, im were like it was just a ride rigt? she say yes so no problemes there, after one friday (april 17/2018) i got a call from her sister, my gf get off of work at 6pm and at 8pm she wasnt arrived to her house (we didnt live together) so everyone were freaking out cuz were we live is not a peacefull city (tijuana/MX), i lost my mind she wasnt taking our calls or mssgs, i didnt know if she were in a car accident or something worst, i send a mssg to 3 of her coworkes to know if something happen there or if they got extra hours, they told me that she leave at her time 6pm, exactly at 8:59pm she attend my call and she was mad because i send a message to they coworkes i was like “rlly?” so i got mad too, i was so worried about her to just afford her to yell at me, we broke up, nex day she send me a message that we had to take a time, she told me that we had to solve our own problemes to be together and be the great couple we were, that she will never forget me and the next time we meet she will be best than before, a friend that is studybg his mastery in my university told me that her final ceremony (qualification) is going to be the april 27, i tougth that se were going to invite me i mean we work so hard together to get that archivement, inhelped her so hard along his career, i take a bad choice and go without her telling me and i see the guy that se talked me before, she invited him, i was mad and on a rage mode but injust calm down and just leave, we talk by whatss esporadically, then this may 12 a friend of me send a screenshot from fb, “She is ina relationship with his coworker” god sakes i lost my mind cry alone but i had to be strong rigth? i didnt tell her that i just know what shes doing, her birthday was this may 15 she send me a text to take a dinner this may 14 i tougth that she was going to tell me everything i was mentally prepared to hear it from her, but she told nothing but lies that she was working on her feelings and everythin in her mind to be better, she even make me promise that inwont be with another person, last minute before we leave on our own ways, she told me that if this was i wanted i was in my head like YOU KIDDING ME? you already got a boyfriend, i told her i was okay with that, i take the courage on myself and didnt tell her anything until this may 26 like hey wanna se somethin (we still talks at that time just esporadically) and send her the screenshot, she just say oh sorry, i had to go on after we broke up you know, it was hard form me too.
I didnt had the guts to rage on her, i just told her to take care of her, to be okay and be happy, that i had no bad feelings for her.
God, i know that im lost without her, she was the only one good thing in my life, she means everything, she was all i wanted in my entire life, got nothing more to keep living, i feel so bad, i lost almost all my friend because she didnt like them, i got no one to talk about, im alone and im sacred to make bad desicions, im not okay, i just want to and this hopeless life i have.
Thanks for the one who take his time to read this.
Sincerly, Ivan.
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Starting to be Dedicated
Naturally - as we’re precious individuals of our precious planet, we can be in need of something or someone. Some of us moderately don’t want more than their needs. In contrast, some can never ever get enough of having more and more. Whatever our need is or our comprehension of need is, as we’ve known for years, the action called TRYING TO GET has been in our genes since the beginning of humankind. And it’s nothing but the rule of survive.
Whatever your philosophy about getting is, all people have one precious feature in common. That is described the best with word “dedication” and/or “ambition”.
Think about first guests arrived in this world. What did they do to survive? I imagine they ask each other - don’t have the simpliest idea about how they talked through the words we use, anyway - “what we’re gonna discover next?”. Eventually, this kind of ambition of “try to get” was emerged. We got that sensation in our genes, believe me.
Let’s get into it.
That’s how people start to change their lives like for ever. They want something and go after it ambitiously. Nothing can distract them from their ideal targets and desicions they’ve made for life. No matter what they have on their hands right now. The road they’re gonna hit or hitting at the moment is what they have, what gives them the best feeling and everything. If you ask my opinion, I admire them. I admire every single person - whoever they are, wherever they came from, whatever they got through - who is determined on their precious goals, working for it with all their lives and never give up until get it.
But wait, we’re talking about the process to reach the SUCCESS. Success is precisely something relative. What can success refer to then? Get abundant of money? Get high grades in school? Find the eternal happiness? Stand on your feet without anyone to hold on? Give up bad habits such as smoking? To have “dream” body?
Whatever it stands for, there’s always one golden rule to get what you wanted or more:
DETERMINE YOURSELF AND READY TO GRIND ON YOUR GOAL.
Life is not something to waste in fact consume lazily.
As a person who is awared of that fact, I compiled several things about common specific facts about people I mentioned ı before.
1. BE PASSIONATE
Those people seek enjoy every single situation. Optimism is everything for them.
Passionate people can be happy about simpliest detail about life. There’s no disappointment to break me down. I came to life as strong as a wall.
2. WORKING HARD ISN’T THE SOLUTION
The word “hard” feels like something puts us under pressure, sort of tighten us, right? The harder you are trying to reach success, the earlier you tend to get tired.
Working in a planned way and regularly would be more efficient.
3.SUCCESS ISN’T A PEAK, IT’S A PROCESS
For instance, your aim is to lose weight, you’re done with it and fortunately reached your goal. Whatever do you do next? Okay you’re fine right now, now you can eat whatever you want!
Don’t ever think or act like that. Every end has its beginning. You reach the success doesn’t mean you maintain it forever. First you reach, continue to hold it tight in your hand.
4. GIVING UP IS FOR WEAK PEOPLE
Best things always take time, whatever comes in your mind. And you never know what you’re gonna encounter. Just be patient and focus on result, not every obstacle you get.
4. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES
It’s okay to have sooo many failure in your life or in your every attempt. All you have to do is accept them. Everthing happens for a reason and they are the reasons for you to take aim and never do it again or benefit from them.
5. REAL FRIENDS SUPPORT REAL FRIENDS
Okay you may have so much to learn from your frenemies but keeping your real friends closer is everthing. From their ideas to their help for you to carry you though success, try not to ignore them while you’re determined on your goal.
6. DON’T BE MATERIAL
First off, never underestimate the quote “money can’t buy happiness”. Happiness is something priceless and if you’re happy, you get the most amazing things beyond money or something material. Everything starts the give off spark in mind and ends up catching fire in heart. Not material, right?
7. EVERTHING STARTS WITH BELIEVING
As we said that before, one spark can cause big fire. If people couldn’t have even attempt to believe, atom was never ever crashed. Just put a little faith into your mind, the rest is easy.
And never forget that; success doesn’t bring about happiness, happiness brings about success :)
Ece, xo
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