#my anxiety is no joke when it comes to Alberu

[miruruchuday]

ALBERU DISTRESS ANXIETY RANT POST

This was supposed to be included in "My Takes on the Plot Board" post but this got so long it is in its own post. For background I am an overthinker when it comes to Alberu and Im currently having an anxiety crisis. You're about to see how true is that with this post.

(Spoilers part 2 ch100+ be warned)

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Im very worried about Alberu. He's being mentioned several times on current chapter summaries but he's not on screen everytime, its so damn weird is it just only me?

Then now on the latest chapter (ch116) we get no updates. just. right. after. Cale recalls he hasnt contacted him yet.

Between the time gap something may already have been happening on the other side while Cale and co. is taking their time on Central Plains. It might be paranoia attacking me, still. Still. You might want to see this:

chapter 338 WS's debut.

Sounds familiar? Is it just me or is the last part is getting more real? Okay, my paranoia might be attacking again.

But look at the plot board I made, have you noticed something?

There's almost nothing in between compared to others! It must be a big deal. Alberu is in DIRECT HIT with the Hunters! Imagine the Hunter's position. They also caused a fierce onslaught on Roan Kingdom for his mom's death to be a simple accident!

Do you also see how there's a lot of involvement centering Zed? I can think of 4 possibilities for him to get that much attention from the Hunters.

Zed's relation with the Thames

Ancient White Star ancestry which is possibly the White Blood

His former-wife

Unknown possibility

While one seems okay, it definitely looks like most of them will impact Alberu more than we hope for.

There is just no way Alberu would leave unscathe from all of this. There are much more-than-should-be arrows and red flags pointing at Alberu FOR ME TO BE CALM. AaaaAAAAA-

If... if he turns out fine, I will be perfectly okay. I just need to put all my anxiety in one place and to be done with it. Heck I wish all this turns out not to be validated

I just...dont have the confidence that absolutely nothing will happen to him.

Oh another thing. Cale hasnt fainted on their side yet.