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canisonicscrewyou · 2 years ago

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God I can’t believe I have an influx of new followers (something that rarely happens) while I’m going through a major life change and am thus sentimental, nostalgic, and overall soft. Everyone has to look away. Even my mutuals. No wait never mind everyone has to give me attention now at 3 AM.

#I took up smoking cigarettes again the past week under the acknowledgment that like. after this I’m done again. bc I’m pretty confident in #my ability to quit cold turkey again. maybe use the rest of the pack for drunk/social situations #which is also Big Growth of me bc I’m like. very much not worried about picking up the habit / straight nicotine addiction again #(clearly not entirely or else I wouldn’t be here w a pack of yellow spirits. but I digress.)#but a smoking habit’s too fucking expensive to keep up with anyways. this is a fucking luxury purchase. how did I buy these every week.#anyways. everyone look away jk no look back #I’ve accepted that im awake and you’ll all need to deal with it

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