#musiciansquarantine

[eleonorabettimusic]

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[musiciansquarantine]

I don't understad why I do half of the things I do. Like today, without really comprehending what I ws doing, I bought her a fucking flower. I mean cute and sweet yes. Also going to make this friendship awkward, and that's only if I'm lucky. I'm scared she'll be pissed of at me. I shouldn't have bought the flower. It was dumb, and I regret it completely. If she wasn't taken.... MAYBE at that point it would be okay. Now? I'm fucking stupid for it. "I owe you one. 'tap tap tap' Love you sis, Mike." WTF?! I don't even consider her a sister. I find her unbelieveably irresistable, and that DOESNT happen. Her body, her laugh, her personality, her interests, her jokes, her quirkiness, her eyes... I could go on for soooooo much longer. I'm tired of falling for people that I simply can not be with. It's a fucking ridiculous cycle that I'm ready to break.

[queerjock]

I'll be the boyfriend if you bring the hard liquor ;)

ill bring you orange juice

[justbeinmeghan]

I wasn't the anon, but you are pretty amazing :)

awww well thank you loads!!!!!!!

[misjudging]

When's your birthday? :)

february 5 :)

6/10

ask me questions for a blog rate!

[princessgismine-blog]

christmas lights. or as we call them here, 'pisca-pisca' :)

[musiciansquarantine]

Can just take one full week where I don't have to worry about what people think about me, or abut controlling my mouth because I don't want to fuck my whole world up, or why she likess him and him,but feels nothing for me? Or can I take a break from all the worthless and shitty feelings I have about myself? Can I please take one goddamn day to just be legitimately happy the whole day, even if things are even worse than they were before, that's what I want.... :/ I'm tired of loving, but not being loved. :'(