#mummy mujhe darr lag raha hai

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Author: admin November 23, 2018 3 Comments

Short StoriesFirst love story in childhood, heart touching love story, True love story in hindi

Abhi is waqt main apne room me hu and mujhe tanha akela rehne me accha lagta hai bachpan se nahi magar kuch dino se main akele reh raha hu baat me bachpan ki hai hamare ghar me rent pr ek family rehti thi unhi ki beti thi aisha. Ham dono ache dost ban gaye the aur hamesa ek dusre ke saath rehte the. Dekhte dekhte hum bade ho gaye aur hum abhi bhi ache dost the and ek dusre ki care krte the. Hum dono ko ek dusre ki aadat lag chuki thi aur hame pta hi nhi tha ki hum dono ek dusre ko pyar krte hai.

Ek din mai school se ghar aaya aur aate hi aisha ke paas gya maine dekha ki wo ro rhi thi. maine poocha kya hua to wo kehne lagi ki mere papa ka transfer ho gya hai aur ab hume jana hoga ye sun kr meri bhi aankho me aansu aa gaye. Fir maine puhca ki kab jana hai usne kaha ki kal hi jana hai ye soch ke mai aur darr gaya aur mujhe kuch samajh nhi aaya main bhagkr sidha apne room me aaya aur rone laga.

Fir next say wo jaane ki taiyari kr rahe the mai aisha ke room me gaya wo bhi ready hokr baithi thi aur bahot udas thi mai uske paas gya aur pocha ki tum mujhe bhool to nhi jaaogi na wo boli kabhi nhi aur rone lagi fir maine use gale lagaya aur I love you bola usne meri taraf dekha aur usne I love you too kaha. Usne kaha main to tumhe bachpan se hi oyar krti hu. Itne me uske papa ne awaz di ki time ho gya hai gaadi aa gayi chalo chalte hai aur wo chali gayi.

uske baad aaj se 3 month pehle main tution se ghar aa raha tha apne dosto ke sath un sab ko chodh kar ghar aa gaya meri mummy boli beta dekho kon aaya hai main bola kya kon hai mummy boli jao dekho didi ke room me main gaya jab room me toh main nahi samjha kon hai jab main papa ke room me gaya to dekha uncle aur aunty aae hue hai jo pehle neeche ke kamre me rent me rehte the.

Fir main samjha ki jo didi ke room me thi wo aisha hai fir main bhagta hua aisha ke paas gaya aur bola pehchani main kon hu woh bolti hai tum mujhe pehchan pao ya na magar main tumhe kabhi bhi nahi bhula sakti main bola aaj kaise aana hua boli main tumhare liye aai hu mummy papa ko lekar main bola kis liye woh boli mazak kar rahi hu darashal yaha hum log nani ghar aae hue the ab hum log ja rahe the to main boli chalo samir ki mummy se mil lete hai

Tab mere mummy papa aae main bola naam bhi nahi bhuli mera bas hum log baat hi kar rahe the ki aunty ka aawaz aata hai aur aisha by by kehte hue bhag ke jati hai main bhi jaldi se chat upar jata hu aur use dekh kar chillata hu aisha by aisha by by us din ke baad mera kamra yahi jaha me rehte hu matlab jis room me pehle aisha log rehti thi woh ab mera room hai aur main room me din bhar akele rehta hu.

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Bro!

I've ..

Mujhe pure gaane k liye rukna chahiye tha but solutions aane lag gye dimag me so I thought to pause it in mid and come to you babe...

I've figured out my ultimate problem. Although it is something usually people don't consider a problem..... ruk yaar.

It's my satisfaction. Bloody happiness being satisfied. Exactly. M khush hu. Isliye m kuch karne ki koshish nahi karti.  And obviously ab main kisiko blame nahi kar sakti. Kyuki meri life hai. Mere decisions hain. Main jab apni life me koi improvement hi nahi chahti to kiske liye kaam karu?

Chalne do jaisa chal rha hai. Pehle to dimag kehta tha, padhle warna shadi ho jaegi. Ab to usse bhi darr nahi lagta. In fact naya adventure dikhta hai after destruction life me.

Meri practical side to ab bhi yhi keh rhi hai shadi k baad life destroyed hai. But being my emotional bitch, saari planning ki amma sister ek kardi. Can't even say I hate my father for being to persuasive, coz I love him, period.

Yaar isse badi dikkat ye hai ki main koi solution dhundh hi nahi rhi. To milega kaise? I mean like duh. Bina dhundhe to mujhe medical nahi mili. Solution to dur ki baat. As a matter of fact, ye maritime university ki entry ne or zyada confuse kar diya. Yaar do saal se maths touch nahi ki maine. Ab iska paper dena hai. Ek saal mental ability k naam pe sudoku barthe ja rhi hu. But come on yaar. Paper me koi waisa question thodi puchega.

Moreover, physics achi lagne lag gyi. Chemistry se ghin aani shuru ho gyi. Biology.... well I've never been more confused about bio. Or kasam khayi hai, ki agar 30. 08. 2020 tak maths se pyaar ho gaya, to biology chhod dungi. Matlab konsa sasta nasha kiya tha behn tune nind me.!? Hain!?

Din me do coffee, ek dedh ghante dance, pura din youtube. Or majjali life.

Reason being for this whole figuring out session was a quote.

Yaad nahi hai kiska hai but hai. Ki apni life me kuch unusual chahiye to kuch unusual karo.

Tab realise hua ki behnchod main to apni life se more than enough satisfied hu. Itna satisfied ki aaj mardo to khush hu. To fir padhu kyu?

Exactly babe. Padhna kyu hai. Tauji ko prove thodi karna hai ki unse better parents mere mummy papa hain. Saare cousins ko dikhana thodi hai ki I'm the best sista in the family.

Knock knock. Realization just kicked in my butt.

Mujhe bura nahi lag raha kisi bhi baat ka. Main khush hu.

Itni hadd ho gayi ki mujhe is lockdown  wali life se ishq ho gaya hai. To kyu karu main bahr nikalne ki koshish!?

Kisi bhi bande ko 90 secs se zyada taadti hu to yaad aaya hai ki saala wo to apni aukat se bahr hai. Or fir main sakht hu. Sakhti my foot. Har deep eyes wale bande ki eye-fucking ho jati hai meri aankho se. Apni shakal se pyaar ho nahi paya hai mujhe. Karna kya hai beta.

Life is not all about crushes, sex, ex, padhai, career, love, marriage, fight, struggle, and all that fucked up shit. It has a deeper meaning to it. Kuch aisa, jiska existence mujhe pata hai, but wo hai kya, ye nahi pata.

Boht chhoti thi jab mummy se pucha tha ki exactly bhagwan hain kon? Exactly ye dharti bani kaise? Sabse pehle kon tha? Wo sab dekha kisne? Main kon hu? Ye shareer mera hai, ye aatma meri hai, ye dil mera hai, ye dimag mera hai, to main kon hu!?

Tabse kuch koshish ki hoti to shayad aaj tak saare answers mil chuke hote.

But ab kuch samajh nahi aa rha yaar. What is the meaning of my life? Kyu?

Itni cheeze seekhne ki koshish ki but adhura hi chhod diya. Jo bhi kuch try karti hu bich me hi reh jata hai. Isliye second drop pe bhi chup thi. Is baar koi faisla nikalta to harami lockdown, corona, crap. To 12th pass shadi hogi kya!? Ha ab darr lag rha hai. Achanak se shadi k naam pe. Kyuki AT LEAST graduate to hona hi hai na. Neelakuranji, bamboo, rafting, trips, adventures, kisi bhi cheez me interest nahi aa raha yaar. I feel like dead inside. Kyuki kuch hai hi nahi. I mean I do love my parents. Much more than you can ever realise. Or even i can ever realise. Saari life inki hi hai meri. Isliye. Ye bolenge to main shadi bhi karungi.

BUT I NEED TO KNOW MY PURPOSE. Hu kon main? Karna kya hai mujhe? Kyu hu?

Jab attempt kiya tha tab bhi nahi Mari!

I'm not depressed yaar. But I have no purpose. Like literally no purpose.

Kya karu kuch samajh nahi aa raha!!!!!!

Idk.

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Inspector Rathod kuch pareshaan lag raha tha aur yahan se wahan chal phir raha tha police station mein kabhi issko to kabhi kissi ko phone karte huwe aur baar baar baahar dekh raha tha…. beshak Reshmi ka intezaar karte huwe. Aur ek baar khud badbdaya,“Oh no! Kahin yeh ladki Khan ke mawjoodgi mein na aa tapak pade! Oh God ussko Khan ke ane se pehle bhej dena please….” Rathod kabhi police station ke andar to kabhi baahar angne mein ate jaate dikhaayi de raha tha raaste par dekhte huwe aur saaf dikhaayi de raha tha ke woh kissi ka intezaar kar raha hai…..

Koyi aadhe ghante ke baad Khan ki gaadi ate huwe dikhaayi diye Rathod ko, aur usska chehra pasina pasina ho gaya usska dil zoron se dhadak raha tha magar thik ussi waqt ek dusra car ruka jiss mein se Reshmi nikli aur apne saamne Inspector Rathod ko dekh kar muskurate huwe boli, “Are Rathod saab aap bhi issi station mein ho tab to Khan sahab ka kaam asaan ho jaega……” Rathod ne mudhkar pehle Khan ko dekha jo apni gaadi ko parking slot par park kar raha tha, phir Reshmi ko ghabraaye huwe dekh kar Rathod ne apne ungli ko honthon se dabate huwe, “shhhh” kaha Reshmi ko aur jaldi se ussko ek taraf lejaate huwe phuss phuss uss se kuch kaha kaafi der talk. Reshmi bahot heyraan nazron se Rathod ko sun rahi thi, aur usske sabhi baton ko sunne ke baad muskuraayi aur kaha, “Achah main samajh gayi, aap fikar mat karo main eisa behave karungi ke aap ko pehli baar mil rahi hoon aap andar jaayiye….”

Inspector Khan apne car park karne ke baad ek dusre darwaze se police station mein daakhil huwa tab tak saamne se Rathod bhi andar gaya. Aur uss ke baad Reshmi ne Khan ke office ka darwaza khatkhatate andar daakhil hone ki ijazat mangi. Turant Khan khada ho gaya apne seat se aur darwaze ke taraf badhte huwe Reshmi ka istekbal kiya.

Reshmi baith gayi to Khan ne Rathod ko bulwaya aur introduce kiya ek dusre se donon ko. Rathod aur Reshmi eise mile jeise ek dusre ko nahin pehchaante ho. Aur Khan ne Rathod se kaha Reshmi ka bayaan record kiya jaye aur kissi ko andar nahin ane diya jaye kissi bhi haal mein.

Reshmi, Sanjana ki gehri dost thi jo ek hi college ki students the. Aur Sanjana Joshi, Vikram Joshi ki behen thi. Iss liye ke Sanjana aur Reshmi bahot kareebi dost the, to zaahir hai ke Reshmi ko uss ke bare mein bahot kuch pata hai; aur apni Behen ko jab kabhi Vikram Reshmi ke yahan lene ko jata tha to woh bhi Reshmi ke parivaaar se ghul mil gaya tha. Aksar college ke baad Sanjana Reshmi ke ghar chali jaati thi aur donon milkar college ke kaam kiya karte the aur kayi baar to Sanjana Reshmi ke ghar hi so jaati thi aur subha subha apne bhai ko phone karke ussko wapas ghar lejane ke liye bulati thi. Vicky ko iss baat se inkaar nahin tha ke ussski behen Reshmi ke yahan rahe kyun ke woh khud ghar bahot late wapas aya karta thaa jinn dinon kaam ziada hote the. Magar jab Vicky free hote the tab Sanjanaa ek pal bhi Vicky se door nahin rehti thi……

Reshmi koyi der ghante tak Inspector Khan aur Rathod ke saamne apna bayaan record karwaayi. Khan Reshmi ko ghurr raha tha uss ke baat cheet ke dawraan aur kuch na kuch apne taraf se conclude karne ki koshish mein laga huwa tha. Reh reh kar beech mein Khan ne kuch sawaal bhi kiye Reshni se jisska jawaab bhi record kiya gaya. Khan ke poochne par ke kia woh Vicky ki girlfriend thi to Reshmi ne hansste huwe jawaab diya ke nahin Vicky ussko bhi behen manta hai.

Reshmi ko jane diya gaya aur Khan ne Rathod se poocha, “Kia tumhare khayaal se ussne sab sach kaha?” To Rathod ne kaha, “Mujhe to sab 100% sach laga raha hai. Kitni seedhi saadhi ladki hai yaar, sab saaf saaf bata gayi jo maloom tha ussko.” Khan ne sar hillate huwe recorded tape ko apne saath liya aur ghar wapas chala gaya. Ghar jaakar woh Reshmi ki awaaz ko baar baar phir se sun raha tha, jeise who kuch jaanne ki koshish kar raha tha ya kuch talaash kar raha tha Reshmi ke bayaanaat mein.

Jiss jagah par Vicky Mathur saaab ka intezaar kar raha tha, wahan se sirf woh car ko ate huwe dekh sakta tha. Mathur saab ko kuch pata nahin tha ke Vicky kidhar hai. Vicky kuch nervous tha aur chehre ko ek rumaal se chupaaye jeise usske dant mein dard ho chal phir raha tha idhar se udhar… ussko intezaar karna hamesha se napassand tha, magar abhi usski majboori thi wait karna. Bahot intezaar ke bad ussko Mathur saab ki Mercedes nazar aayi, aur Vicky ka dil zoron se dhak dhak karne laga aur ek kone mein chhup kar car ke driver wale darwaze par focus karna shuru kiya….. Vicky prathna kar raha tha ke Mathur saab apne chasme ko rumaal se nahin ponche…… tez dil ki dhadkanon ke saath Vicky car ke darwaze par nazrein jamaaye rakha aur usski dil ki dhadkanein aur tez huwi jab car ka darwaza khula aur ek peyr baahar zameen par parte dekha aur dhire dhire Mathur saab bahaar nikle aur charon taraf dekhne lage….. Vicky kuch der aur Mathur saab par nazrein gaadhe rakhe iss intezaar mein ke woh chasma na utaare….. aur koyi 5 minutes ke wait ke baad Vicky dhire dhire car ke taraf chalne laga…… Badh to raha tha Mathur saab ke taraf phir bhi usske dil mein ek darr sa tha ke kahin kuch lafda na ho jaaye….. Magar jeise hi Maathur sahab ne ussko dekha to apne baahon ko pheyla diya Vicky ko bahon mein lene ke liye aur Vicky ne apne kadmon ki raftaar ko tez karte huwe Maathur saab ke bahon mein gaya aur ek dusre ke gale mile donon…eisa lag raha tha ke ek baap apne bête ko seene se laga raha tha…. Maathur saab koyi saath (60) ke umar ka tha aur Vicky usske seene lagte hi ro pada…….

Maathur saab Vicky ka peeth thapthapaate huwe bola, “Ro mat, mat ro ab tumko bahot himmat se kaam lena hai…tumne faraar ho kar jo faisla kiya hai aur jiss maqsad se faraar huwa uss maqsad ko pura kar… main tere saath hoon aur rahunga…main to kia pura staff tere saath hai…….”

Donon car ke andar baithe aur Mathur saab ne Mercedes ko ek parking mein legaya aur donon ne kuch der tak baatein kiye. Jo do mobile phones unregistered sim ke saath Vicky ne magwaya tha, uss mein se ek uss ne apne paas rakha aur ek Mathur saab ko apne saath rakhne ko kaha taake woh uss se communicate kar sake zaroorat padne par. Ussne kaha ke Ofiice ke phones tap hone lageinge iss liye uss mobile par hi batein kar sakte hein…… Mathur saab ne ek bag diya jiss mein 5 lakh rupay the aur poocha ke kahan thehrega raat ko? To Vicky ne kaha, “Ek bada 250 cc ka motorcycle hire karega aur wapas jungle mein jaega kuch dinon ke liye aur wahin plan banaega apne kaam ko pura karne ke liye.”

Maathur sahab Vicky ka manager tha. Vicky ke papa ka bahot bada aur pheyla huwa business tha International level ki. Vicky uss company ka CEO/Owner tha kyun ke usske papa aur mummy ki mawt ek plane crash mein ho gaya tha jab ek business tours se weh wapas arahe the. Tab Vicky sirf 18 saal ka tha. Mathur saab usske papa ka bahot wafadaar manager the, aur Rajeev Joshi ke mawt ke baad Mathur saab ne hi Vicky ko business ke bare mein sab kuch samjhaya aur pura business man banaya usske papa ki tarah.

Pichle 7 saalon mein Vicky itna popular aur successful raha ke sheher ke har ladki usske diwani ban gayi kyun ke woh kunwara tha aur kaarorpati bhi to kayi ladkiyan ussko trap karne ke koshish mein lage huwe the. Jab kabhi bhi parties, discos ya night life ke liye Vicky baahar jata to bahot sare ladkiyan ussko ghere rehte the hamesha. Media wale bhi hamesha usska picha karte rehte jab kabhi bhi Vicky public mein nazar ata tha. Ek hero ki tarah mashoor tha woh apne sheher mein. Magar Vicky ki koyi buri aadat nahin thi cigarette aur drinks ke ilawa. Ladkiyon mein dilchaspi nahin tha ussko, han kabhi kabhaar Casino jaya karta tha raaton ko. Magar sirf kabhi kabhaar. Aur Sanjana Joshi Vicky ki choti behen thi, wohi jo Reshmi ki dost thi…….

To be continued…………

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