#mr darcy also is soooo autistic

[bird-divorce]

just taking a moment to once again say i think modern stede woulda crushed hard on colin firth's mr darcy when the miniseries came out

[wysteriadelights]

Hmm for Bingo; Jamil, Malleus, and for shits and giggles, Trein

THANK YOU... NOBODY EVERY SENDS ME ASKS ABT PROMPTS N STUFF

Ahem yes... Jamil first.

He permanently changed my brain chemistry. Chapter 4 had just released, and he was the one who LOCKED. ME. IN. I have SOOOO MANY THOUGHTS ABT HIM. I LOVE HIM. HE'S MY HABIBI.. IT HURTS. He's so smug and manipulative but also... that just makes me want to put him into even MORE situations (wrote him having a mental breakdown it was very fun do recommend) he needs a break he needs to be freed he needs to watch a sunrise knowing he can go wherever he wants- so that's why I abuse him. Lovingly.

And MALLEUS-

SIGH..... HE. TECHNICALLY. HAS ME IN A DEEPER DEATHGRIP THAN JAMIL. I DID TRY TO MAKE A FANGAME OFF OF HIM AND THE REST OF DIASOMNIA AFTER ALL. HE SO SO SO SO SO... SO FUCKING FUNNY. Someone give this man reddit gold, he'd probably make a volcano erupt cause you held his hand to show him something. He is so autistic coded and so in desperate of a real connection outside of his small circle that still kind of treats him a bit weirdly. I just EUGH... WHY DO HIM AND JAMIL HAVE SOOOO MUCH ANGST POTENTIAL AND IT PULLS ME IN SO BAD AND I JSUT WANT TO GIVE THEM THE MOON AND STARS BUT ALSO BEAT THEM UP EVEN MORE FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT-

And Trein!!

Tbh. I just want him to be my dad. The adoption papers are for me. Pls sign. Bats eyelashes. But also whatever crumbs of lore we can get from him... he's so loving and so sweet and cares but acts like he doesn't care... they say cats take after their owners and YEAH... HES JUST A GRUMPY OLD CAT WHO LAYS ON UR LAP ALL PRIM AND PROPER AND HE DOESNT REALLY PURR BUT AS U PET HIM HE DOES BREATHE A LITTLE IN THAT PURRING WAY... SIGHS.... though seeing young Trein edit makes me think abt an insane stubborn Mr Darcy situation so sue me