#mouse gerwitz oneshot

[saragarnier]

Away from you

Pairing: jay halstead x reader

Summary: y/n doesn’t know where Jay truly is and she got worried

Warning: angst, slightly smut, cheating,

A/N: i will probably write a part 2, stay tuned!

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You and Jay had been together for three years and everything looked good, at least it was ‘till the end of the march. You didn’t know or understand why he changed his behavior when he was with you, especially since it all happened so quickly and unexpectedly that you just couldn’t understand what happened between you two. From one day, he just started to behave differently, coming home later and telling you that he was just too busy at work, doing some paperwork and getting his things ready for the next shift. He made it looked like he was just trying to impress Voight and for a moment you actually believed him.

You knew how much he wanted to become, one day, sergeant and to be on the lead of his own unit and you just wanted to support him in any ways you could; if he wanted to make a good impression in case of a new sergeant, you wouldn’t have stop him. Actually, it looked like Voight was having some issues lately, from how Jay talked about him after work anyway, and you really trusted him and believed him about his story.

Then, one evening, you decided to go talk with Kim, having some times together and trying to explain to her what you had in mind: Jay’s birthday was closer than you thought and you had to find a good gift for him.

“I need you to help me.” You said to Kim, smiling softly. “Jay’s birthday is in two weeks and i want to surprise him with a two-days holiday. I know that he spends a lot of time at the district doing his paperwork and trying to make a good impression in case of a promotion, but i really need your help. Can you please find a good reason to get him home earlier on Friday’s night?”

Kim was surprised by your statement, not because of the surprise you were preparing for him, but for what you said about him staying at the district till late.

“What do you mean that he spends a lot of time at the district to make a good impression? He always leaves before me, actually he arrives earlier to complete the paperwork he usually leaves at the end of the shift.”

You were confused, you were really confused. What did that mean? If he usually left the district early in the evening, why he came home every night after 11 pm, when you were already sleeping?

“Uhm… he usually doesn’t come home before 11 pm.” You whispered, looking at Kim while your mind raced through all the nights you waited for him to come back home, before falling asleep because of the tiredness of the day at work.

“Y/n, i swear to God that he usually leaves at 7 pm, 8 pm if we’re up to something ‘till late.” Kim said, looking sadly at you, while something you didn’t want to admit passed through her mind.

“But… it doesn’t make sense.” You replied, shaking your head slightly. “What does he do between 7 pm and 11 pm then?”

The girl just shook his head, looking ad you sadly and placing her hand on yours, trying to reassure you in some ways. “Maybe it’s not something you have to worry about, maybe it’s just some stuff he had to do or, maybe, it’s just a bad moment for him. I remember he was like this when he suffered from PTSD.”

You nodded, but it didn’t make sense anyway. You remembered when Jay suffered from PTSD because you were always by his side, you were always there for him and you followed him step after step, trying to help him find his way out of it. It couldn’t be PTSD that time, you would have noticed immediately.

He wasn’t distressed like he was when he suffered from it, he was actually really happy and he was usually calm when he came back home.

It could be PTSD, but what was it then?”

“Sorry Kim, i have to go.” You whispered, looking at your phone and finding out it was just 9:30 pm; you had still plenty of time before he could have been home and you wanted to find out what was happening with your boyfriend, actually with your future husband.

“Don’t worry darling, it’s okay.” Kim whispered, smiling at you. “We’ll see each other soon, okay? Maybe you can come at the district one day and we can talk a little? Also Adam and Kevin missed you, you know. With all the preparations of the wedding, we didn’t see you around in a while.”

“Yeah, when i’m not at work at the hospital, i’m around the city trying some white dresses.” You sighed, wearing your jacket and placing some money on the table, paying for your own drink.

“I can imagine that. Don’t worry, really. I hope to see you again soon.” She smiled softly at you.

“I hope that too. Bye Kim, goodnight.”

You left the bar just ten minutes after and you immediately called the one and only that could have tracked Jay’s phone without a word: Mouse.

When he came back from the army, for the second time, you knew that it would have been difficult for him to start a new life again, especially after the first time. Jay helped him and, after some weeks in which he tried to convince him every single day, Mouse accepted to come back at the intelligence as a tech. It wasn’t an easy decision for him and it was strange at first, but he knew he had no better option and working with his friend was something he missed a lot.

He picked up the phone after the second ring.

“Hi! Look who showed up!” He smiled and laughed. “I was actually asking myself when you would have called me to give me the official invite to your wedding, you know? I would have asked Jay, but he i’m pretty sure is not as much involved in the preparations as you are, so…”

“Mouse, i need your favor.” You told him straight away. “I can’t find Jay and I’m worried. Can you please track his phone and tell where he is? And, can you do that without anyone knowing it?”

It was a strange request, especially since it went from you, but Mouse got it immediately and he started to track Jay’s phone straight away. He was actually scared for his friend, he was scared that Jay got into real trouble, maybe with the ptsd or something liked that, but there was no time for questions. He tracked his phone and he gave her the address after only three minutes.

“Thank you, Mouse. Sorry if i interrupted your evening. I have to go now and, don’t worry, I’ll handle the invite in person, okay?” You said, getting inside the car while looking at the address Mouse gave to you. It could be true, why was he there?

“Don’t worry, no problem at all. I’ll leave you now, i guess you’re busy… just, tell me if anything happened to him, okay?” He replied, making sure that everything was okay, making sure that you would have called him in case of trouble.

“I will, thanks Mouse.”

When he hung up, you started the car and you drove to the location he sent you; why the hell was Jay at his old apartment? Didn’t he sell it?

When you arrived at the location, you parked the car and you got out as soon as you could, going up the stairs and reaching his door just few minutes after. Fortunately, you still knew where he used to hide the key and you went for it, opening the door as silently as you could. The first thing you noticed when you entered was the emptiness of the room: there was nothing there other than some furnishings and still you didn’t understand why Jay was there.

Then, you noticed it.

Then, you noticed them: heels and they weren’t yours.

Your mouth became dry and you stopped breathing properly, trying to find an explanation for what you were seeing. You took some steps forward and your eyes fell on the jeans and t-shirts that were on the floor, all the way up to what it was Jay’s bedroom before he moved out. You took the hallway, starting to hear voices, moans you didn’t want to hear, moans you just wanted to be from your neighbors, even if you knew that they were elderly and it couldn’t have been them. Just at the front of the door, you saw them: panties and Jay’s boxer.

Your brain stopped working, you stopped breathing and your heart almost stopped beating; you just couldn’t understand what was happing, you couldn’t believed it.

You zoned out, like you couldn’t have been there, like you were just in a dream, a bad dream, a really bad one, then you came back to reality when you actually saw and hear them.

“Oh, Jay.” She moaned, begging him. “Please, faster.”

Hailey.

Jay’s partner.

“God, Hails…” Your boyfriend moaned, lowering himself on her to kiss her breast while fucking her. “I… shit… you feel so good around me.”

“Oh, J-Jay!” She moaned louder, unaware of your presence on the frame of the door, where you were watching them, without breathing.

Jay took Hailey’s legs and he put it on his own shoulder, increasing the pace.

“Yes, cum around me, baby. Cum for me, i love you.”

Surprisingly. It wasn’t watching him fucking her that destroyed you: it was his last three words, the same three words he said to you every morning before going to work, the same three words he said to you on the phone when he was to busy at work to come home, even if he was actually heading to his old apartment, when he was able to fuck his partner whenever he wanted to.

You stepped back silently, to broken to face the truth, to heart broken to face him.

You stepped back and you left without saying a word, without make noise; you went back inside your car and only then, when Hailey’s and Jay’s moans were far away from you, you started breathing again.

Tears were streaming down your cheeks from minutes probably, but you couldn’t notice it before and you were to shocked to dry off your tears: you just wanted to add as many distance as you could between you and the man you thought was the love of your life.

You didn’t even went back to your apartment, you couldn’t have handle being again in the house that would have been yours,the house in which you hoped you would have started a family with Jay. You didn’t go back to your apartment to collect all your belongings, you just left.

You left a message to your boss’ office regarding your resignation and you drove away.

Away from Jay.

Away from your apartment.

Away from the life you dreamed of with him.

Away from the love.

Away from the pain.

Away from Chicago.

[dandelionfairyyy]

Writing my first Mouse-Oneshot…

I wrote nearly 4K words by now and I think the story didn’t even really started yet… 😂

So be ready for a very long but very beautiful Oneshot 😌

PS: my head is a mess now… 😂

PPS: the research for this was really fun tho 🤭😂

[fluffyximagines]

A Silly Plan

(Chicago P.D.) Mouse/ Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Summary: You and Mouse both have feelings for each other, but he is too scared to go out with you because of his friendship with your brother, Jay. Erin comes up with a plan to make Mouse finally ask you out.

Word Count: 1123 Words

Request: Could you do a Mouse Gerwitz imagine of the reader being the youngest Halstead sister who's a lawyer and Erin realizes that you and Mouse like each other but will never make a move because of his friendship with Jay so she makes a lie that your dating Severide (because y'all are always flirting, even if it means nothing) to make him jealous so he makes a move??

A/N: Sorry this wasn't up sooner. Thanks for requesting and I hope you enjoy :)

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“He still hasn’t asked you out” Erin asked, surprised.

“No and he won’t” You shrugged. 

Erin was one of your close friends, she had been ever since she started working with your brother Jay. You were a lawyer and you worked at the state attorney’s office. You had met Erin when you went to visit Jay at work, just after they started working together, and the two of you quickly became friends. The two of you would often meet up for coffee or drinks at Molly’s. You were currently talking about Mouse, Erin’s favorite topic. She loved to tease you about your relationship, or lack of one. 

You had first met Mouse when him and Jay would hang out, after they came back from the Army. You have had feelings for Mouse since you first met him, and as far as you knew, he had feelings for you too. The problem was your brother. Mouse would never ask you out because of Jay. He was worried that it would ruin their friendship. You knew this was crazy, Jay would be happy for you, but Mouse didn’t think so. 

“It’s the 21st century Y/N, why don’t you just ask him out yourself” Erin suggested. 

“Because he would say no. For the same reason, he would never ask me out in the first place” You explained. You looked up as you heard the door to Molly’s open, seeing a familiar face. “Hey” You smiled, standing to give Severide a hug.

“Hey cutie” Severide hugged you back. 

You and Severide had known each other for years, and were very close friends. The two of you had a very flirty relationship and people often thought the two of you were dating. People would always tease the two of you about getting together, thinking that you liked each other, but both of you knew that the feelings were only platonic.

“You sure there is nothing going on between you two” Erin asked, once Severide had walked away.

“I’ve told you so many times, we are just friends” You laughed, “Plus, you know that I have feelings for Mouse”.

“About that, I have an idea” Erin smirked, a cheeky smile forming on her face.

“Uh oh” You joked.

The two of you sat there, as Erin explained her plan to get Mouse to finally ask you out. You though the plan was ridiculous, and you told her so. You sat there the whole time shaking your head and laughing, telling her that the plan would never work. Erin kept insisting that it would work, and eventually you gave up, knowing that she was too stubborn and would go through with the plan whether you agreed or not. 

When Erin was at work the next day, she went to talk to Mouse, and put her plan into action. 

“Hi” Mouse smiled, turning slightly in his chair as Erin entered the room, “What’s up?”

“Nothing, just wanted to say hi” Erin replied, “So, I had drinks with Y/N last night.”

“Oh, so you want to talk about that” Mouse replied, emphasizing the last word.

“No, I was just going to tell you that she said hello” Erin smiled.

“Oh, how is she” Mouse asked curiously.

“She’s good, did you know that she was dating Severide” Erin answered, starting to implement her plan.

“No, I didn’t know that, I thought they were just friends” Mouse’s face dropped, this news obviously bothering him.

“Apparently not anymore” Erin shrugged, “Anyway, I have to get back to work.”

The first part of Erin’s plan was complete. The plan was to tell Mouse that you and Severide were dating, even though you weren’t actually. Mouse was supposed to get jealous of you and Severide and finally admit his feelings for you. You had pointed out that if Mouse thought you had feelings for someone else then he probably wouldn’t want to tell you his feelings for you, but Erin had insisted that it would work. You had decided to trust Erin and her plan, she usually knew more about these kinds of things anyway. 

Over the next few days, you were busy with work, so you didn’t get a chance to see if Erin’s plan was working or not. You talked to Erin a couples of times, she insisted that the plan was working, and Mouse would soon be asking you out. Apparently, Mouse had asked Erin about you and Severide a few times, wondering how long you had been together and how serious you were. Erin was sure he would make his move any day now, but you weren’t so sure. Even if Mouse was jealous, and even if he wasn’t worried about how Jay would react, he was still quite a nervous person. You can’t imagine Mouse asking you out, he would most likely get too nervous and end up not doing it.

Finally, the day came, you were sitting in Molly’s having a drink with Mouse.

“So you and Severide” Mouse suddenly asked, looking down at the table.

“Yeah I guess” You shrugged nervously, not sure what you were supposed to say. You didn’t like lying to Mouse, it just felt wrong, and it felt weird to say you and Severide were a couple.

“Oh- that’s uh- that’s cool” Mouse nervously mumbled. 

“Are you okay” You asked, trying to get Mouse to look at you.

“Yeah I’m fine” Mouse answered, trying to force a smile, “actually no, I’m not.”

“Why, what’s wrong” You asked, hoping this was only about you and Severide and hoping nothing more was wrong. 

“You and Severide” Mouse whispered. “I thought you and I were, like, I don’t know, a thing. You know that I like you and I guess, I thought you liked me too.”

“I do” You started, getting more and more nervous, “I’m not with Severide. It was a silly plan that Erin came up with because she knew that I liked you and that I wanted you to ask me out, and she said that even though you liked me too, you might need a little push.”

“Wait, so this was just a plan to get me to ask you out” Mouse asked, a small smile starting to form on his face.

“Yeah” You shrugged, “I know it was a silly plan and I’m sorry but Erin thought it would work.”

“It did” Mouse smiled, grabbing your hand. You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his as he held your hand in his. “Would you maybe go out with me sometime” Mouse asked, starting to get nervous again. 

“I would love to” You smiled. The two of you sat there, hand in hand, looking into each other’s eyes, with huge smiles on your faces. 

[elenarodriiguez]

day thirteen: candle | g.g. & j.h. & h.u.

pairing: greg “mouse” gerwitz x hailey upton x jay halstead

word count: 321

Birthdays weren’t any of their things, not really. Between Jay’s strained familial ties that had only just started to mend themselves, Mouse’s years spent living on the streets bouncing from place to place, and the instability brought with Hailey growing up in and out of the foster care system, none of them had celebrated their birthday in a while.

But when Mouse and Jay overhear Kim harassing Hailey about what “her boys” had planned for her birthday - a teasing throwaway line that sent both men into la la land - they silently agree that maybe it should become a thing, but rather than dive into the celebrations at the deep end, do something terribly extravagant that sends all of them spiralling, they decide to take it easy to begin with.

Starting with taking the day off for her big day, a mountain of paperwork that’s made a million times easier with Mouse looking terribly pathetic in front of Sergeant Platt, her partners buy her three presents each, no more than $100 per item so that she doesn’t feel too guilty about them spending money on her. From there, her boys take turns cooking for her and treating her like royalty, pampering her so much she ends up gently whacking them both on the chest and telling them to knock it off, her cool demeanour markedly flustered.

In Hailey’s opinion, how they end the day is by far the best part, the three of them laying in bed, all of them sweaty and tired out, when Mouse pulls a frosted cupcake seemingly out of nowhere and places a single candle dead centre. He holds it out for Jay to light it, serenading their girlfriend with a surprisingly in key rendition of Happy Birthday, and even though she calls them idiots for their singing and doing almost too much for her (never enough in their eyes), she’s never been so happy on her birthday.

[happyimagines]

Chicago PD: Greg “Mouse” Gerwitz/ Reader

Okay, so I’ve been watching a lot of Chicago Fire and PD recently. And I love the characters, so if anyone wants to request something, I can write it for you guys!

Hope you like it!

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Letting the cool, spring air hit me, I took a deep breath smelling the night air as it filled my lungs. In front of me at the bottom of the precinct steps stood Mouse and Jay. There were plans being discussed about going to Molly’s for drinks whenever Kim and Kevin showed up.

“Hey,” Kim said coming out of the precinct behind me.

“Hey,” I smiled at her.

“You coming?” She asked.

I looked up at the night sky as clouds hid the moon.

“Not today, there’s a storm tonight.” I adjusted my jacket and stuck my hands in the pockets.

“You can tell if there’s going to be a storm?” Jay asked with a laugh.

“Call it a gift.” I looked down at him, but my eyes landed on his friend. Mouse was staring ahead as if his thoughts were anywhere but here.

“Right. I’ll see you later man,” Jay turned and put his hand on Mouse’s shoulder. He looked up as if Jay brought him back to Earth before nodding and making his way home.

“Jay,” I rushed down the stairs and grabbed Jay’s arm before he could make his way to his car. “Is-is everything okay?” Jay sighed and looked over my shoulder at Mouse who was walking further and further away.

“I’ve been keeping an eye on him. But I think he’s spiralling.”

“I’ve got my phone. And I live closer to him.” I told him. Jay nodded before saying he’ll see me tomorrow.

By the time that I had closed my front door, the rain began falling heavily. Thunder filled my ears as I filled a kettle with water in the kitchen.

On my phone was a text to Mouse. The message he sent was about some password he cracked earlier in the day. The last text I had sent was minutes ago asking if he had gotten home okay. As I waited for his response, I sent a message to Jay hoping that he had heard something instead. Both of us were in radio silence.

A few hours had passed, and I had changed into more comfortable clothing. Had tonight been a night without worry, I’d have  my phone to my ear waiting to Mouse to tell me whatever he was eating, and we’d sit and talk about anything and everything. There were some nights where I’d go over to his for dinner just so the two of us would have some company.

I sat down on the sofa with another mug of tea that was sitting on the coffee table. My phone began ringing, the display screen showing a photo of Mouse.

“Greg, hey.” I held the phone to my ear.

“(Y/N), I-it’s too much.” He told me with a shaky voice.

My stomach dropped and I scrambled to my feet, my knee banging against the table. The mug shook but remained upright.

“I’m on my way,” I told him keeping the phone to my ear as I ran out of my house.

My lungs burned as I ran through the rain. There wasn’t enough parking space by Mouse’s for a car to fit. Running ended up with me there faster.

“Greg, I’m outside.” I told him as I ran to his front door. Hanging with my keys was a spare to Mouse’s. Jay had a spare made for himself and then later me when he realised I was able to help Mouse whenever he began to spiral.

Putting my phone away, I unlocked the front door and stepped inside. There were a few lights on, and I saw Mouse sitting on the floor.

“Hey Greg,” I closed the door behind me and took a step towards him.

“It’s like I can feel everything and- and it’s too hot.” He scratched the back of neck, the same way he always did whenever he was anxious.

“Okay, I’m here,” I kneeled in front of him and saw beads of sweat on his forehead. “How about we take off your sweater?”  I suggested. Slowly, I reached towards him and let my hands fall on his arms. Mouse tensed for a moment but relaxed and I carefully pulled his sweater over his head leaving him in his shirt. He blinked as his hair fell over his eyes.

“I’m going to open the window.” I told him getting to my feet. Mouse nodded and watched as I unlocked the window and lifted it open.

The rain wasn’t falling as heavy as it was when I was running, but it was still falling. Only lightly enough that I didn’t need to worry about it getting inside. The chilly April air sent a shiver down my spine.

“How’s that?” I looked over at Mouse who was leaning against the wall, some colour returning to his face.

“Here,” I sat down next to him and held out my hand. He took it and I gently squeezed it. “This, this is real.” I assured him. “You’re safe, and you’re at home.”

Greg’s breathing slowed and became even. He squeezed my hand tightly and the booming of the thunder began again. Along with the heavy rain.

Quickly, I let go of Mouse’s hand and got to my feet to close the window.

“Your hand,” Mouse began. “It’s cold.”

There was no hiding that I was shivering and that my wet clothes clung to my skin.

“I’m fine,” I assured him pushing my wet hair out of my face. “Are you okay?” I asked.

“Yeah, I’m better.” He pushed himself to his feet. “I’ve got some sweatpants and a shirt.” He gestured me to follow him towards his bedroom.

As he opened up drawers, I leaned against the doorframe and watched. His mind was still slightly elsewhere as he went through his drawers.

“Here,” he turned around and held out the clothes. I smiled and took them from him.

“Thanks,” I turned and walked into the bathroom and peeled off my wet clothes and changed into the dry ones. The t-shirt that Mouse gave me still smelled like his cologne.

“Hey,” I opened the bathroom door and saw more lights were on. “Have you eaten?”

“No, not yet. Have you?”

“No.” I shook my head. “Do you want to order pizza? I can head out and I’ll wash the clothes and bring them to work.”

Mouse nodded and looked over at me, a ghost of a smile on his lips.

“Maybe you can stay? Only if you want to!” He added quickly. “I swear only for pizza.”

“Yeah, that sounds good.” I went over and held out a hand. Mouse looked at it and smiled back at me before taking it again.

[bullet-prooflove]

Anything But Casual: Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x Reader

          Love...

            That was the only word that you could think of to describe how you felt about Mouse as you sat across from one another in the quiet coffee shop around the corner from his apartment. Before him you had never believed that word. You had thought it was a romantic notion, something that teenagers chased. You had never expected to feel it yourself, to become immersed in it.

            There had been men in your life before but none of them had come close to the way you felt with Mouse. Making love to him had been an almost spiritual experience. You had never connected with someone on such a deep level before.

Your knee bumped against his accidentally under the table, causing Mouse to glance up and cast a small smile in your direction. He placed his hand on your knee, his thumb skating lightly over the indentation through your black jeans.

            “My shirt looks good on you.” he said, drinking in the sight of you in his grey Ramones t-shirt. “I like seeing you in it.”

            “I’ll have to wear it more often.” You told him as the two of you shared a knowing smile.

            Mouse knew what you were implying and you could tell from the way he looked at you that he welcomed it.

            “This isn’t just a casual thing for me.” he  said quietly as he reached out for your hand, threading his fingers with yours.

Your hand covered his as you met his stunning, blue eyes.

“Greg, the way I feel for you is anything but casual.”

[vgilantee]

i currently have two series' and a oneshot definitely on the books for being on my upload schedule (which will be posted later this month)

this is the only time i am going to tag people because taglists don't always work and i always feel like i forget to tag people

THEREFORE; if you wish to be tagged in the schedule and therefore know when a fic/chapter is going to be posted, send me an ask before the schedule is posted! i will be making a post giving a 24hr warning for the cut-off

and you may be wondering "but char, how will i know if i want to be tagged if i don't know what you're currently writing and going to post?" and i'm glad you're wondering! because i have a list!

Benedict Bridgerton x Reader (from Bridgerton)

Adrian Chase x Reader (from Peacemaker)

Bradly "Rooster" Bradshaw x Reader (from Top Gun Maverick)

and maybe depending on how i feel, Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz (from Chicago PD)

this is also a perfect time to say hey! i'm also taking requests for the following fandoms!

Top Gun (namely Rooster, Bob (for Mars <3 lmao) and Phoenix, but i'm happy to write for any of the pilots)

Bridgerton (but only the adult Bridgertons! meaning the youngest would be Eloise)

Stranger Things (any season, but only Steve, Eddie, Robin, Nancy and Jonathan. ya know what, and also Argyle)

[bullet-prooflove]

Stolen Moments - Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz x Reader

Mouse reflects on the gift you’ve given him...    

It was four o clock in the morning and Mouse was standing over the crib, watching his daughter of five months settle seamlessly back into the world of sleep after popping her pacifier back into mouth. Even now he could see the strong resemblance between Evie and you, your daughter had your skin and that shock of gorgeous hair. The eyes though, the eyes were all him, they were that familiar shade of azure blue and Mouse knew without a doubt your daughter was going to break some hearts in the future.

    He reached into the crib and placed his palm lightly on Evie’s chest feeling the rapid flutter of her hummingbird heart underneath his fingertips. His lips twitched into a smile as his eyes lingered on the rise and fall of her chest. He enjoyed moments like these, where the world was peaceful, and he could just take a second to enjoy the simple things in his life. He could spend hours watching Evie, the time he spent with her seemed to disappear so quickly and in a way that frightened him. He could remember, not long ago when the midwife had placed his squalling pink daughter into his arms bundled up in a pink hat and a white blanket. She had been so small then, so new and he hadn’t been able to hold back that well of emotion in his chest as he stared down at her with tears brimming in his eyes. He had never seen anything as perfect as her and the tide of love that seemed to overwhelm him could never be explained with words.

    “Is the baby ok?” you asked quietly, your voice a whisper as you crept into the room and came to stand beside him, your hand lightly resting on the base of his spine.

    “Yea.” Mouse answered, his rough cheek coming to rest on the top of your head as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders and drawing you against his loving form. “She dropped her pacifier, she quietened down after I popped it back in.”

    You snuggled into his side, your eyes coming to rest on your child. Despite the doubts that you had had in the beginning you were an excellent mother, you exhibited a patience with Evie that Mouse revered. He knew from his own experiences with Evie’s colic just how trying and frustrating it could be when you couldn’t get your own child to stop crying. You however seemed to handle everything in your stride, there was nothing you wouldn’t do for your daughter and that fierce, protectiveness you exhibited awoke something inside of him.

    Before Evie he had barely been able to keep his hands off you, which had incidentally led to Evie’s conception. Things had gotten a little too wild one night, you had been wearing THAT dress, the one that had him wanting to take you in the bathroom of the theatre you were in...

And then once after when you had gotten back and he’d gotten to take his time, stripping the dress from that beautiful body of yours.

    After your daughter, Christ that fire was back in spades. Knowing that the two of you had created something so amazing and seeing that side of you brought out something Mouse had never imagined possible. The need to have you was savage and deep, stemming from the life the two of you were creating together. He had thought the baby would dampen things in that department instead it had enhanced it on a level he barely understood himself. In the beginning you were conscious of your post pregnancy form, he understood your body had changed and it was a shock to your system but he made sure that you knew that he still desired you, he took the time to explain how stunning you truly were and after two months when you were ready, he had shown you that.

    In a way all of those stolen moments, between Evie's naps or when she spent time with her grandparents, made your sex life even more exciting. Sometimes it was a race against the clock but others it was long and drawn out and Mouse prided himself on making sure that you received his entire attention.

    “It’s hard to believe that a couple of months ago she was waking us up at all hours of the night.” you said in a hushed tone.

    “Antonio’s advice seems to be working.” Mouse murmured, his thumb smoothing over the curve of your shoulder lovingly. “I’m glad we aren’t the first to have kids otherwise I think she would be driving the two of us crazy.”

    “I think she almost did when she had colic.” You said seriously, drawing away from Mouse and instead taking his hand in order to guide him out of the room. “I’m just glad the worst is over on that front.”

    “Me too.” Mouse agreed as you led him back towards your bedroom.

    He estimated you had two hours before your daughter woke up in time for her morning feed. Mouse could do a lot with two hours.

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Greg ‘Mouse’ Gerwitz - Night Terrors

        His heart was pounding, Mouse could hear his owen ragged breathes tearing through the dim room as his eyes snapped open. He found himself staring at the dimly lit ceiling, the warm glow from the child’s nightlight plugged in beside his bed bathing the room. He hated the darkness, he hated waking up disorientated, not knowing where he was. Just the thought of it made the muscles in his thorax constrict as he struggled to draw in breath. His lifted his right hand, placing his palm on the left side of his chest so that he could feel his heart pounding rhythmically underneath the fabric of his shirt.

                    His mind was racing, he could feel it tripping over itself as it flooded him with sights and sounds from a life he had left behind over two years ago. Even now he could still hear the blood rushing in his ears from the explosion that had led to his medical discharge, the stench of burned flesh clung to his nostrils making each and every breath nauseating. His stomach twisted as he swallowed back bile trying to shake the images that haunted his dreams. He closed his eyes, focusing on the constant thrum of his heart as he drew in a deep breath through his mouth, focusing on the sensation of his lungs filling up as he counted backwards from ten before he released it.

                    He practiced this method over and over again until he began to feel the tension in his muscles unfurling. He shifted his legs, kicking out in an attempt to dislodge the sheets that were restricting his movements. The glaze of sweat was already beginning to stick to his flesh as the cool Chicago air washed over his skin from the open window. He flinched as the sound of traffic resounded in his ears, flooding his senses until it was almost deafening.

                    Hypersensitivity was a symptom of his PTSD, Mouse was aware of that. After a panic attack or a nightmare it was always triggered, sometimes it made him feel like his skin was going to crawl right off his bones. That’s how it felt tonight, like the noise in his head was too loud and his body was starting to vibrate with the force of it.

                    In the past he would reached for the Oxy. The narcotic had been the only thing that had been able to dull his senses when the pain got so bad he could barely think straight. Now he was almost a year sober and still working the program as hard as he could to make sure he stayed that way. At this point his sobriety meant the world to him, he’d been drifting for a while before Jay had got him into Narcotics Anonymous. He’d felt more like himself in the past six months than he had in a long time and he was committed to that.

                    His head was still hurting like a bastard when he swung his legs out of bed coming to perch on the edge of it. He rubbed his hands over his weary features before casting a glance at digital alarm clock on the nightstand.

                    4.47am

                    He wasn’t going back to sleep anytime soon, so he may as well head into work early and make a start on a few of those upgrades he’d been planning.

                    Busy hands, he thought, busy mind.

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Rafael Barba:

Tell Me What You Want

Losing the Battle

Goodnight Sweetheart

Carry On Counselor

Lingerie

Rafael Loves…

Sunday Morning With Rafael

Living With Rafael

Pillow Talk

Shelter

Goodnight Sweetheart Series:  - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Goodnight Sweetheart

Part Two: Gone

Part Three: Mi Vida

Mike Dodds:

Mental Health Check

His Brother’s Keeper

Mike Loves…

Sunday Morning With Mike Dodds

Living With Mike Dodds

Casual

Sleeping with the Boss Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Sleeping with the Boss

Part Two: The Morning After

Ex!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: See You Again

Part Two: Expectations

Part Three: Coffee Break

Part Four: Liar

UC!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Left Behind

Part Two: Reflection

Part Three: Blue

Sonny Carisi:

Sonny Loves…

Living With Sonny

Sundays With Sonny

Carisi At Comic Con

Miss You!

Strong

Comfort!Sonny - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Truth

Part Two: Always

Part Three: Slow

Nick Amaro:

Face The Music

Misfire Series -  Can be read as stand alone or part of a series.

Part One: Misfire

Part Two: Aftermath

Part Three: Control

Interested!Amaro - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Sweet Dreams

Part Two: Moment

Part Three: Dinner Date

Peter Stone:

Soulmates

One Year

Loss

Peter Stone x Anita Hall GIF Inspiration:

Alone - Peter has been getting himself into trouble while Anita’s away.

Take Out - Peter discusses the pros and cons of Anita being away.

What I’m Trying To Say… - Peter tells admits his feelings to Anita for the first time.

Welcome Home - Peter welcomes Anita home in his own special way.

Plans - Peter reminds Anita of the plans they had made.

Distance - Peter reveals his true feelings about the distance.

Miss You - Peter confides in Sonny.

Crazy - Anita tells Peter about what happened in London.

Peter Stone x Anita Hall Oneshots

Keys - Peter and Anita swap keys - NSFW

Olivia Benson x Amanda Rollins:

Lullaby

Mike Dodds x Sonny Carisi:

Show Me

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi:

Unwrapped

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi x Mike Dodds:

Three In The Bed

Rafael Barba x Trevor Langan

Relationship Questions

First Kiss

Reckless

Coming Clean

Divorce Papers

Translucent

Asks:

Unknown Love HC - Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi

Mental Health HC - Rafael Barba

Squad Finding Out You’re Dating Mike Dodds - Mike Dodds

Dating Chief Dodds - William Dodds

Finding Out You’re Parents Were Serial Killers - Mike Dodds, Nick Amaro, William Dodds

Dealing With A Seizure - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Strung Out Friend - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds Dating a Grad Student - Mike Dodds

Sonny Notices Bruises - Sonny Carisi

Playlists:

Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds

Fics:

All In - Rafael Barba x OC

Chicago PD

Chats

Discussing Mouse’s previous OD - Erin Lindsey x Greg Gerwitz - Friendship

Discussing the kiss - Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Olinsky catching up with your Dad - Al Olinsky x Reader - Friendship

Discussing Mouse Dating - Jay Halstead x Greg Gerwitz

HCs & Imagines

Sunday Mornings With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse & His Sobriety - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse On Reading - Greg Gerwitz

Living With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Married To Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Nightly Routine With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Small Gifts - Greg Gerwitz

Waking Up With Antonio Dawson - Antonio Dawson

Ringside - Al Olinsky

PTSD!Mouse - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series (Completed)

Part One: Night Terrors - Greg Gerwitz

Part Two: Making Plans - Greg Gerwitz

Part Three: Reflection - Jay Halstead

Part Four: Coming Clean - Greg Gerwitz

Part Five: No Pressure - Greg Gerwitz

Part Six: Self Care - Greg Gerwitz

Part Seven: Lucky - Greg Gerwitz

Part Eight: Home - Greg Gerwitz

Part Nine: Baby… - Greg Gerwitz

Part Ten: His - Greg Gerwitz

Asks:

Honeymoon With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Friday Nights With Mouse -  Greg Gerwitz

Working in Tech With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Dating Mouse and Being Jay’s Sister - Greg Gerwitz

Aggressive Guy In A Bar - Greg Gerwitz

Fics:

Million Reasons - Antonio Dawson x OC

CSI: Miami

Asks:

Horatio Caine’s Daughter - Horatio Caine

Criminal Minds

HCs

Living With Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Dating Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Living With Luke Alvez - Luke Alvez

Luke Alvez Proposes - Luke Alvez

NCIS: New Orleans

Imagines:

One Night - Tammy Gregorio x Reader

Grey’s Anatomy

HCs

Owen Loves… - Owen Hunt

CSI: NY

Fics:

Complicated - Don Flack x OC

MCU

Shy - Pre Infinity War - Bucky Barnes

AU!Bucky - Can be read as stand alone or as a series

Part One: Touch - Bucky Barnes

Part Two: Lucky - Bucky Barnes

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Rafael Barba:

Tell Me What You Want

Losing the Battle

Goodnight Sweetheart

Carry On Counselor

Lingerie

Rafael Loves…

Sunday Morning With Rafael

Living With Rafael

Pillow Talk

Shelter

Goodnight Sweetheart Series:  - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Goodnight Sweetheart

Part Two: Gone

Part Three: Mi Vida

Mike Dodds:

Mental Health Check

His Brother’s Keeper

Mike Loves…

Sunday Morning With Mike Dodds

Living With Mike Dodds

Casual

Sleeping with the Boss Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Sleeping with the Boss

Part Two: The Morning After

Ex!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: See You Again

Part Two: Expectations

Part Three: Coffee Break

Part Four: Liar

UC!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Left Behind

Part Two: Reflection

Part Three: Blue

Sonny Carisi:

Sonny Loves…

Living With Sonny

Sundays With Sonny

Carisi At Comic Con

Miss You!

Strong

Comfort!Sonny - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Truth

Part Two: Always

Part Three: Slow

Nick Amaro:

Face The Music

Misfire Series -  Can be read as stand alone or part of a series.

Part One: Misfire

Part Two: Aftermath

Part Three: Control

Interested!Amaro - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Sweet Dreams

Part Two: Moment

Part Three: Dinner Date

Peter Stone:

Soulmates

One Year

Loss

Peter Stone x Anita Hall GIF Inspiration:

Alone - Peter has been getting himself into trouble while Anita’s away.

Take Out - Peter discusses the pros and cons of Anita being away.

What I’m Trying To Say… - Peter tells admits his feelings to Anita for the first time.

Welcome Home - Peter welcomes Anita home in his own special way.

Plans - Peter reminds Anita of the plans they had made.

Distance - Peter reveals his true feelings about the distance.

Miss You - Peter confides in Sonny.

Crazy - Anita tells Peter about what happened in London.

Peter Stone x Anita Hall Oneshots

Keys - Peter and Anita swap keys - NSFW

Olivia Benson x Amanda Rollins:

Lullaby

Mike Dodds x Sonny Carisi:

Show Me

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi:

Unwrapped

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi x Mike Dodds:

Three In The Bed

Rafael Barba x Trevor Langan

Relationship Questions

First Kiss

Reckless

Coming Clean

Divorce Papers

Translucent

Asks:

Unknown Love HC - Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi

Mental Health HC - Rafael Barba

Squad Finding Out You’re Dating Mike Dodds - Mike Dodds

Dating Chief Dodds - William Dodds

Finding Out You’re Parents Were Serial Killers - Mike Dodds, Nick Amaro, William Dodds

Dealing With A Seizure - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Strung Out Friend - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds Dating a Grad Student - Mike Dodds

Sonny Notices Bruises - Sonny Carisi

Playlists:

Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds

Fics:

All In - Rafael Barba x OC

Chicago PD

Chats

Discussing Mouse’s previous OD - Erin Lindsey x Greg Gerwitz - Friendship

Discussing the kiss - Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Olinsky catching up with your Dad - Al Olinsky x Reader - Friendship

Discussing Mouse Dating - Jay Halstead x Greg Gerwitz

HCs & Imagines

Sunday Mornings With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse & His Sobriety - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse On Reading - Greg Gerwitz

Living With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Married To Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Nightly Routine With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Small Gifts - Greg Gerwitz

Waking Up With Antonio Dawson - Antonio Dawson

Ringside - Al Olinsky

PTSD!Mouse - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series (Completed)

Part One: Night Terrors - Greg Gerwitz

Part Two: Making Plans - Greg Gerwitz

Part Three: Reflection - Jay Halstead

Part Four: Coming Clean - Greg Gerwitz

Part Five: No Pressure - Greg Gerwitz

Part Six: Self Care - Greg Gerwitz

Part Seven: Lucky - Greg Gerwitz

Part Eight: Home - Greg Gerwitz

Part Nine: Baby… - Greg Gerwitz

Part Ten: His - Greg Gerwitz

Asks:

Honeymoon With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Friday Nights With Mouse -  Greg Gerwitz

Working in Tech With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Dating Mouse and Being Jay’s Sister - Greg Gerwitz

Aggressive Guy In A Bar - Greg Gerwitz

Fics:

Million Reasons - Antonio Dawson x OC

CSI: Miami

Asks:

Horatio Caine’s Daughter - Horatio Caine

Criminal Minds

HCs

Living With Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Dating Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Living With Luke Alvez - Luke Alvez

Luke Alvez Proposes - Luke Alvez

NCIS: New Orleans

Imagines:

One Night - Tammy Gregorio x Reader

Grey’s Anatomy

HCs

Owen Loves… - Owen Hunt

CSI: NY

Fics:

Complicated - Don Flack x OC

MCU

Shy - Pre Infinity War - Bucky Barnes

AU!Bucky - Can be read as stand alone or as a series

Part One: Touch - Bucky Barnes

Part Two: Lucky - Bucky Barnes

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Master List: 25/08/18

Rafael Barba:

Tell Me What You Want

Losing the Battle

Goodnight Sweetheart

Carry On Counselor

Lingerie

Rafael Loves…

Sunday Morning With Rafael

Living With Rafael

Pillow Talk

Shelter

Goodnight Sweetheart Series:  - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Goodnight Sweetheart

Part Two: Gone

Part Three: Mi Vida

Mike Dodds:

Mental Health Check

His Brother’s Keeper

Mike Loves…

Sunday Morning With Mike Dodds

Living With Mike Dodds

Casual

Sleeping with the Boss Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Sleeping with the Boss

Part Two: The Morning After

Ex!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: See You Again

Part Two: Expectations

Part Three: Coffee Break

Part Four: Liar

UC!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Left Behind

Part Two: Reflection

Part Three: Blue

Sonny Carisi:

Sonny Loves…

Living With Sonny

Sundays With Sonny

Carisi At Comic Con

Miss You!

Strong

Comfort!Sonny - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Truth

Part Two: Always

Part Three: Slow

Nick Amaro:

Face The Music

Misfire Series -  Can be read as stand alone or part of a series.

Part One: Misfire

Part Two: Aftermath

Part Three: Control

Interested!Amaro - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Sweet Dreams

Part Two: Moment

Part Three: Dinner Date

Peter Stone:

Soulmates

One Year

Loss

Peter Stone x Anita Hall GIF Inspiration:

Alone - Peter has been getting himself into trouble while Anita’s away.

Take Out - Peter discusses the pros and cons of Anita being away.

What I’m Trying To Say… - Peter tells admits his feelings to Anita for the first time.

Welcome Home - Peter welcomes Anita home in his own special way.

Plans - Peter reminds Anita of the plans they had made.

Distance - Peter reveals his true feelings about the distance.

Miss You - Peter confides in Sonny.

Crazy - Anita tells Peter about what happened in London.

Peter Stone x Anita Hall Oneshots

Keys - Peter and Anita swap keys - NSFW

Olivia Benson x Amanda Rollins:

Lullaby

Mike Dodds x Sonny Carisi:

Show Me

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi:

Unwrapped

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi x Mike Dodds:

Three In The Bed

Rafael Barba x Trevor Langan

Relationship Questions

First Kiss

Reckless

Coming Clean

Divorce Papers

Translucent

Asks:

Squad Finding Out You’re Dating Mike Dodds - Mike Dodds

Mike Dodds Dating a Grad Student - Mike Dodds

Mental Health HC - Rafael Barba

Sonny Notices Bruises - Sonny Carisi

Dating Chief Dodds - William Dodds

A bicycle built for two - Bane

“I will never compare to him!”  - Bangan

What happens when Raf and Trevor play monopoly? - Bangan

Anniversary - Bangan

Epiphany - Bangan

Philosophy - Bangan

“The God’s May roll a die” - Bangan

Washing the dishes? - Bangan

Grow old with you - Bangan

Forget me not  - Bangan

Endless - Bangan

Forever - Bangan

Amazing Grace - Bangan

My last choice - Bangan

Jewel tones - Bangan

Without love - Bangan

Simplicity -  Barhoun

Just one night - Barisi

"In The End"  - Barisi

The Light - Barisi

Pregnancy Trope and Erotic Dreams - Barisi

A summer of Joy - Barisi

Unknown Love HC - Barisi 

“Will you stay?” - Dorisi

“Let Go” - Dorisi

Finding Out You’re Parents Were Serial Killers - Mike Dodds, Nick Amaro, William Dodds

Soulmate AU - Peter Stone x Anita Hall

Will They, Wont’ They? - Peter Stone x Anita Hall

Blissful Ignorance - Peter Stone x Anita Hall

Pitter Patter -  Peter Stone x Anita Hall

Dealing With A Seizure - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Strung Out Friend - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Opal - Starisi

What happens when Sonny and Peter play Monopoly? - Starisi

A Cinderella Story - Stodds

The moon cracks open - Stodds

The might you shone - Stodds

What happens when the SVU squad plays clue? - Squad

Playlists:

Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds

Fics:

All In - Rafael Barba x OC

Chicago PD

Chats

Discussing Mouse’s previous OD - Erin Lindsey x Greg Gerwitz - Friendship

Discussing the kiss - Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Olinsky catching up with your Dad - Al Olinsky x Reader - Friendship

Discussing Mouse Dating - Jay Halstead x Greg Gerwitz

HCs & Imagines

Sunday Mornings With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse & His Sobriety - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse On Reading - Greg Gerwitz

Living With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Married To Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Nightly Routine With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Small Gifts - Greg Gerwitz

Waking Up With Antonio Dawson - Antonio Dawson

Ringside - Al Olinsky

PTSD!Mouse - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series (Completed)

Part One: Night Terrors - Greg Gerwitz

Part Two: Making Plans - Greg Gerwitz

Part Three: Reflection - Jay Halstead

Part Four: Coming Clean - Greg Gerwitz

Part Five: No Pressure - Greg Gerwitz

Part Six: Self Care - Greg Gerwitz

Part Seven: Lucky - Greg Gerwitz

Part Eight: Home - Greg Gerwitz

Part Nine: Baby… - Greg Gerwitz

Part Ten: His - Greg Gerwitz

Asks:

Honeymoon With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Friday Nights With Mouse -  Greg Gerwitz

Working in Tech With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Dating Mouse and Being Jay’s Sister - Greg Gerwitz

Aggressive Guy In A Bar - Greg Gerwitz

Fics:

Million Reasons - Antonio Dawson x OC

CSI: Miami

Asks:

Horatio Caine’s Daughter - Horatio Caine

Criminal Minds

HCs

Living With Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Dating Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Living With Luke Alvez - Luke Alvez

Luke Alvez Proposes - Luke Alvez

NCIS: New Orleans

Imagines:

One Night - Tammy Gregorio x Reader

Grey’s Anatomy

HCs

Owen Loves… - Owen Hunt

CSI: NY

Fics:

Complicated - Don Flack x OC

MCU

Shy - Pre Infinity War - Bucky Barnes

AU!Bucky - Can be read as stand alone or as a series

Part One: Touch - Bucky Barnes

Part Two: Lucky - Bucky Barnes

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Masterlist - Updated: 9/7/18

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Rafael Barba:

Tell Me What You Want

Losing the Battle

Goodnight Sweetheart

Carry On Counselor

Lingerie

Rafael Loves…

Sunday Morning With Rafael

Living With Rafael

Pillow Talk

Shelter

Goodnight Sweetheart Series:  - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Goodnight Sweetheart

Part Two: Gone

Part Three: Mi Vida

Mike Dodds:

Mental Health Check

His Brother’s Keeper

Mike Loves…

Sunday Morning With Mike Dodds

Living With Mike Dodds

Casual

Sleeping with the Boss Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Sleeping with the Boss

Part Two: The Morning After

Ex!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: See You Again

Part Two: Expectations

Part Three: Coffee Break

Part Four: Liar

UC!Mike Series - Can be read as stand alone or as part of a series

Part One: Left Behind

Part Two: Reflection

Part Three: Blue

Sonny Carisi:

Sonny Loves…

Living With Sonny

Sundays With Sonny

Carisi At Comic Con

Miss You!

Strong

Comfort!Sonny - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Truth

Part Two: Always

Part Three: Slow

Nick Amaro:

Face The Music

Misfire Series -  Can be read as stand alone or part of a series.

Part One: Misfire

Part Two: Aftermath

Part Three: Control

Interested!Amaro - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series

Part One: Sweet Dreams

Part Two: Moment

Part Three: Dinner Date

Peter Stone:

Soulmates

One Year

Loss

Peter Stone x Anita Hall GIF Inspiration:

Alone - Peter has been getting himself into trouble while Anita’s away.

Take Out - Peter discusses the pros and cons of Anita being away.

What I’m Trying To Say… - Peter tells admits his feelings to Anita for the first time.

Welcome Home - Peter welcomes Anita home in his own special way.

Plans - Peter reminds Anita of the plans they had made.

Distance - Peter reveals his true feelings about the distance.

Miss You - Peter confides in Sonny.

Crazy - Anita tells Peter about what happened in London.

Peter Stone x Anita Hall Oneshots

Keys - Peter and Anita swap keys - NSFW

Olivia Benson x Amanda Rollins:

Lullaby

Mike Dodds x Sonny Carisi:

Show Me

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi:

Unwrapped

Relationship Questions

Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi x Mike Dodds:

Three In The Bed

Rafael Barba x Trevor Langan

Relationship Questions

First Kiss

Reckless

Coming Clean

Divorce Papers

Asks:

Unknown Love HC - Rafael Barba x Sonny Carisi

Mental Health HC - Rafael Barba

Squad Finding Out You’re Dating Mike Dodds - Mike Dodds

Dating Chief Dodds - William Dodds

Finding Out You’re Parents Were Serial Killers - Mike Dodds, Nick Amaro, William Dodds

Dealing With A Seizure - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Strung Out Friend - Rafael Barba, Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds Dating a Grad Student - Mike Dodds

Sonny Notices Bruises - Sonny Carisi

Playlists:

Sonny Carisi

Mike Dodds

Fics:

All In - Rafael Barba x OC:

Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Five, Chapter Six, Chapter Seven, Chapter Eight, Chapter Nine, Chapter Ten, Chapter Eleven, Chapter Twelve, Chapter Thirteen, Chapter Fourteen, Chapter Fifteen, Chapter Sixteen, Chapter Seventeen, Chapter Eighteen, Chapter Nineteen, Chapter Twenty,Chapter Twenty One, Chapter Twenty Two, Chapter Twenty Three, Chapter Twenty Four, Chapter Twenty Five, Chapter Twenty Six, Chapter Twenty Seven, Chapter Twenty Eight, Chapter Twenty Nine, 

Chicago PD

Chats

Discussing Mouse’s previous OD - Erin Lindsey x Greg Gerwitz - Friendship

Discussing the kiss - Greg Gerwitz x Reader

Olinsky catching up with your Dad - Al Olinsky x Reader - Friendship

Discussing Mouse Dating - Jay Halstead x Greg Gerwitz

HCs & Imagines

Sunday Mornings With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse & His Sobriety - Greg Gerwitz

Mouse On Reading - Greg Gerwitz

Living With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Married To Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Nightly Routine With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Small Gifts - Greg Gerwitz

Waking Up With Antonio Dawson - Antonio Dawson

Ringside - Al Olinsky

PTSD!Mouse - Can be read as stand alone or part of a series (Completed)

Part One: Night Terrors - Greg Gerwitz

Part Two: Making Plans - Greg Gerwitz

Part Three: Reflection - Jay Halstead

Part Four: Coming Clean - Greg Gerwitz

Part Five: No Pressure - Greg Gerwitz

Part Six: Self Care - Greg Gerwitz

Part Seven: Lucky - Greg Gerwitz

Part Eight: Home - Greg Gerwitz

Part Nine: Baby… - Greg Gerwitz

Part Ten: His - Greg Gerwitz

Asks:

Honeymoon With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Friday Nights With Mouse -  Greg Gerwitz

Working in Tech With Mouse - Greg Gerwitz

Dating Mouse and Being Jay’s Sister - Greg Gerwitz

Aggressive Guy In A Bar - Greg Gerwitz

Fics:

Million Reasons - Antonio Dawson x OC

Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Five, Chapter Six, Chapter Seven, Chapter Eight, Chapter Nine, Chapter Ten, Chapter Eleven, Chapter Twelve, Chapter Thirteen,Chapter Fourteen, Chapter Fifteen, Chapter Sixteen,Chapter Seventeen, Chapter Eighteen, Chapter Nineteen,Chapter Twenty, Chapter Twenty One, Chapter Twenty Two, Chapter Twenty Three, Chapter Twenty Four, 

CSI: Miami

Asks:

Horatio Caine’s Daughter - Horatio Caine

Criminal Minds

HCs

Living With Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Dating Spencer Reid - Spencer Reid

Living With Luke Alvez - Luke Alvez

Luke Alvez Proposes - Luke Alvez

NCIS: New Orleans

Imagines:

One Night - Tammy Gregorio x Reader

Grey’s Anatomy

HCs

Owen Loves… - Owen Hunt

CSI: NY

Fics:

Complicated - Don Flack x OC

Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Five, Chapter Six, Chapter Seven, Chapter Eight, Chapter Nine,Chapter Ten, Chapter Eleven, Chapter Twelve, Chapter Thirteen, Chapter Fourteen, Chapter Fifteen, Chapter Sixteen, 

MCU

Shy - Pre Infinity War - Bucky Barnes

AU!Bucky - Can be read as stand alone or as a series

Part One: Touch - Bucky Barnes

Part Two: Lucky - Bucky Barnes

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Coming up this week:

Rolivia - Lullaby (Oneshot)

Don Flack x OC - Complicated: Chapter Six

Greg Gerwitz x Reader: No Pressure (PTSD!Mouse series)