#mourning them wont change anything it is in the past and i cant remain stuck on what is lost!!!!!!!! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

navramanan · 2 years ago

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I need to remind myself the reason life's been so bleak lately is bc i havent had anything to keep me busy dont have anything to do no uni nothing it is not bc no one loves me and i'm cursed and also it's winter it's been grey and gloomy and getting dark early and i'll be okay if i just find an activity to do regularly that requires me to go outside and see people i'll be okay i'll be okay i'll be okay

#also ngl the rain forecast for the next two weeks isnt helping at all lmao #i came back to my dorm hopeful to turn my life around at least a bit and i come back to endless rain #it's taking everything from me not to mourn my first 1.5 years of uni that were lost due to lockdown #mourning them wont change anything it is in the past and i cant remain stuck on what is lost!!!!!!!!#i only have power over my present that is something i can control to an extent #nesi rants

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