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i am probably forgetting/overlooking heinous amounts of obscure lore with this but hear me out...
[Spoilers Ahead]
theoretically it should be possible for at least half the Veilguard to be some flavor of immortal by the end of the game. behold, my list:
Emmrich - Fairly obvious example if you choose the Lich route. We are not talking about the choice itself here, this post ain't about that, this is a "if, then" bullet point.
Harding - There's actual dialogue/party banter that speculates on whether or not Harding is immortal after merging with the Titan Shade. Can't really say if it's true or not, but it could be! Call it a non-zero chance.
Lucanis - This is my first real Hear Me Out example, but listen. Listen. As far as we know spirits/demons don't die natural deaths. So what's the deal with abominations? We don't have a lot of examples and Lucanis and Spite are particularly unique what with the whole Lucanis not being a mage thing, but... I'm going to call this another non-zero chance. We just don't know what the biological effects of Spite are on Lucanis. We do know that spirits can inhabit corpses, so there's some more morbid speculation to be done there but I won't be doing it here. Anyway I think it would be really funny if Mr. "Why Would You Want To Be Immortal?"/"Everything Dies" was little a immortal, as a treat. (For me, the treat is for me, Lucanis would hate it.)
Rook - Specifically for elf Rooks, sorry other Rooks. Listen, it's a major lore fact/plot point that elves in DA used to be immortal. The Veil cutting off their connection to the Fade also cut them off from their immortality, this is one of the reasons Solas feels he owes it to them to tear it down. And then Mr. Dread Wolf Immortal Elven God himself does a tiny bit of blood magic specifically to link himself to Rook so he can do dream projections in their head. After which Rook proceeds to spend months living in the Fade itself, plus running around the Crossroads shedding blood everywhere doing a bunch of fighting. What I'm saying is there are multiple reasons to assume that an elf Rook could be considered as re-connected to the Fade, so theoretically it's possible they have elven immortality and just don't know it. Maybe Solas didn't realize that'd be a potential side-effect, maybe he didn't consider it relevant to mention with everything else going on, maybe he thinks it's funnier to let them find out on their own, or maybe he just straight up forgot to tell them, who knows! All I know is that this sounds like a perfectly plausible consequence of Solas' questionable choices to me.
Based on that last point i do think there are (admittedly much weaker) cases to be made for Bellara and Davrin to also possibly have re-linked to the Fade and unlocked elven immortality, but I think an elf Rook being confirmed to have been linked via blood magic to an immortal elven "god" is more compelling evidence.
do i think all of this is canon? no, probably not. do i think there's enough wiggle room to come up with fun scenarios, headcanons, and AUs? yes, that's what i'm here for.
#datv#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#lace harding#dragon age rook#spite dellamorte#i am thinking of the inherent comedy of lich emmrich pre-emptively mourning his lover and friends#and then after a few decades having a “wait a damn minute” jarring realization that several of these fuckers have Not Aged#don't get him wrong he's thrilled to share eternity with them#but also he already planned out their funerals and commissioned rook's mausoleum#just a bit of a letdown to realize all the dread and melancholy and tragic brooding were unnecessary#and it's a Really Nice mausoleum
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emmrich’s personal choice quest holds a weight to it that i really feel like the others didn’t or tried and couldn’t
#datv spoilers#like not to compare it beegeethree but i liked how you could nudge the characters towards the Ledge or away from it in certain ways.#like their paths could take negative or positive paths based on the Love you gave them. anddddd i saw that w em. and harding a bit#but i was missing it from everyone else.#like there was a choice yes but…. idk… we got to see the consequences w emmrich.#you can let him avoid his devastating fear or face it head on. and you can Feel the consequences of that thru manfred. how joyous emmrich i#when we revive manfred vs. how melancholy he is when he becomes a lich.#even more so in his romance. when he grapples with the idea that he WILL lose rook and he WILL mourn them. FOREVER.#you can help him embrace that fear. and he’s all the better for it.#not telling anyone what to pick tho. Just that there are consequences.#im not trying to incur ascended astarion discourse.#i just like that there are consequences and u can help him past a burden.#like with harding letting her embrace her anger instead of telling her to push it aside… and she blossoms for it!
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𝖆𝖒𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖙 𝖆𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖘𝖚𝖒𝖊 -`. 𝔟𝔤𝔦𝔦𝔦. 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫.
MOON HALF ELF. FIGHTER. ELDRITCH KNIGHT. WIZARD. NECROMANCER. NOBLE. ❦ 𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱.
#oc: amavet aerasume#leg.ocs#*myedits#*ocedit#leg.edit#bg3 oc#baldurs gate 3 oc#ch: tav#tav oc#putting him in my pocket and cherishing him coveting him like a dragons treasure mound etc etc#r*haegar core he was always mournful and melancholic 🥀🥹 an air of tragedy surrounded him my poor BOY#his brother rules in his stead in ye olde canon while he’s absent <3#this has been sitting in my drafts for EONS but i am so in love with these *screams*#mourning lord bc of his tragic past OF WHICH I WILL GET INTO 🥀🤧✨#in short his air of melancholy the tragic loss of his dearest his betrothed and other things :’) !!#yana had nothing to do with anything she’s tootally not in his lore either :)#alsoo thinking what if the tragedy was a plot made by s*har?? maybe?#like it would be a PERFECT tie in to sh*adowhearts arc yk????#i did a thought thing in the wee hours of the night but yea!! it would be inch resting i think !!!!!#something something red string *screams*#i love symbolism !!!!!!!#leg? posting at a reasonable hour ?? it’s more likely than you think !!!!!! 🥀🥴✨💀 <3#do not ask him about what happened to his youngest brother he didnt perform a necromantic ritual not realizing his brother was still alive#and mistook thinking he was dead and panicked as it was recently after he lost his beloved so his brother was made reborn bc of it :')#DO NOOT ASK HIM ABOUT IT (i do not have a name for his brother yet but he was the 12th sibling so the youngest of the tall ones!!)
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been thinking about this song alot recently
#the mournful nostalgic trumpets are such a good touch#its really the double underline on how brits express grief as melancholy#red rock riviera by sea power is like that too#fine day too but it doesnt have the brass#went too alot of funerals in 2024#too many even#and it kinda really all clicks into place#once your there#its the kind of sound that makes you want to move to a shitty sea side down facing the atlantic and live quietly#Youtube
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people who act like Pearl Jam's music is sad and depressing (just bc of the grunge association imo) confuse me bc are you actually paying attention to the words? like, what are we doing here bestie
#everyone that wants to say 'but I can't understand him' will be bonked with a cardboard tube. skill issue. I understand him just fine#a lot of Ed's lyrics are melancholy without being doom and gloom#he writes of hope and love while still be pragmatic#he writes so often of overcoming and 'rising above' bad situations whether external or internal#he said it about being a fan of the cubs his whole life but I think he meant it for life in general when he called hope a muscle#if you pay even an ounce of attention to their lyrics you'd see how positive it is overall#like just look at loveboat captain#that song best encapsulates all the themes Ed often writes of in one (1) song#there's mourning and anxiety about life and events but also clinging to hope and love bc what else is there?
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god, imagine putting out the first season of your podcast and it's pretty rough but shows a lot of promise and a lot of fun moments and then the second season is fucking COUNTER/WEIGHT
#like that season does everything an actual play should do#it even makes me cry because it's morose melancholy vibes and mournful soundtrack#even in friends at the table itself i don't think a season matches up until Palisade for me
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imagine ur girl dumps you in 1955 and chet baker drops this
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the problem with omaha is that i would have to drive two hours there, have concert, then drive two hours home. the problem with minneapolis is that id have to drive five hours to not minneapolis, then drive one hour to minneapolis, concert, then one hour to Home That Is Not My Home Anymore.
#could i handle the melancholy. is the question.#also id have to wait to buy tickets#and also. im a lot worse at solo anything rn. might die.#WILL CONSIDER#im still mourning hozier excel stadium tbh i KNOW he's too big for the smaller venues i KNOW but why excel 😭
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The morning breaks, The day returns, but nevermore Returns the traveller to the shore
#ffxiv#albi re'oh#danann#xivfuneral#for an art bash on twt! theme of “memento mori”#i wanted to play with albi's relationship with death as a death worker but it ended up about mourning her home isle and it's iconography#ten layers of lore and melancholie please enjoy
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Currently reading through the Batman: Knightfall event. It's really fun because Chuck Dixon and Doug Moench have different philosophies when it comes to the character, but the story's consistent enough that it still works even when the character feels different.
Anyways I like Doug just a bit better.
#like Doug writes him as human#a little melancholy#definitely tired#and mourning Jason#Chuck writes a gritty determined action man#who's doing this because it's the right thing and he can't be stopped#not quite on the level to be annoying#but definitely could lead there#dc comics#Batman#Knightfall#doug moench#chuck dixon
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do you ever hear the phrase "I was so scared of wasting a day that I nearly wasted my life" and have it haunt you for a month
there are so many times I've felt like I simply lost years, and you'll finally do something and realize you spent six months saying "I should do that soon" without doing anything or "I should get back to that" each day for months on end
#this post is primarily about a mix of gender and writing stuff#but there's also a lot recently where I've felt like I came to thinking when did it become too late to do anything#I spent the last 8 months unsure what was happening with hrt treatment and it took 10 minutes to get the next process to start happening#instead of waiting unsure#(to be fair my doctor was just On Leave for 4 of those months but still)#and likewise it has been six months since I properly worked on my novel and it kills me inside not doing so#but it's also about like#idk missing people that just kind of drift away and u never really noticed when it just kind of happened and suddenly its been forever#it is a Rough Melancholy Evening#and while this is also celebrating the fact I did get the hrt ball rolling again#and trying to really pump myself up to return to The Shape of a Lie to finish a shareable draft with my friends#I think I spent a lot of July just kind of mourning many months of these things being on standby because I was afraid of wasting a day#and wasted half a year again#anyway love u guys I had a little bit to drink at a work party tonight and it made me sad and reflective lmao <3
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// thinking about the duality of Sweetgrove and, by extension, the Maluses. I cannot string words together to explain but I’m thinking about it.
#*❀ ooc; mun posts#( like it’s a place of life it’s a place of deep mourning )#( they’re a house where greenery and growth thrives but they also have such a deep vein of melancholy running through them )#( they’re spring but they’re origins are in the north and they’ll always carry a bit of winter within themselves )
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Heard someone in my apt parking lot playing Leith Ross’s We’ll Never Have Sex in their car and good god I wasn’t ready for that 💔💔💔
#very feelsy song for me so it hit me like a truck#but it also filled me w joy cuz like WOW other fan of this song??? in the wild?? Amazing!!!#and then I was also like#… is this a sweet or a sad song for u stranger? lol#are you enjoying the beauty of the song#have you found a love so sweet?#or are you mourning not finding such a person?? 🫣#is this a happy appreciation or a melancholy longing#now it’s been stuck in my head all day and I feel like bawling#chatterbun#amazing so tho btw!! give it a listen if u haven’t!!!#*song#an absolutely gorgeous#asexual#anthem lol
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espira post everybody fucking duck
If theres one thing i love its taking classic masculine tropes and taking them to their logical conclusions with female characters.... like shes the classic stoic hero trope. the one tear and tough demeanor covering a sensitive heart. And shes also whats left unreported in those movies about said characters.... she has severe depression. Days at a time of lost time and staring at the ceiling. A constant sense of disconnection from reality and her own humanity. (made worse by the realization that she has a dragon soul. like what does that even mean. is that part of why she feels theres a glass wall between herself and everyone else at all times, even her loved ones, a space that she cant reach across? a border shes unable to pass? maybe, she doesnt fuckin know either). The stoicness comes with being constantly misread and thought of as cold and unfeeling. She cant control her facial expressions and they almost always do not match up with how shes actually feeling. She could be in the best mood of her life and the people around her are like. why is she making that face what a bitch. The single manly tear isnt always the single manly tear, sometimes its just impossible to cry. shes wanted to cry a lot, she just cant make herself do it. Her life is a constant battle of trying to break through that glass wall between herself and all other living things. A constant battle of trying to convey how she feels and what shes thinking, but finding it impossible, so after years and years she just chooses to speak about it less, because why bother or give herself hope.
#Being a lesbian is probably the easiest thing about herself. like its not even smthn she thinks abt. shes too busy thinking abt the constant#pillar of glass that stands between herself and all other beings that she cant break and the constant sense of isolation. that and having#the dragon soul#espira#she can be in a room full of people who love her and need her and still feel so hopelessly alone#espira vs the constant feeling of melancholy and mourning of the unlived life: death match#espira: i dont know. i dont even feel like a person. i feel like the vague idea of a person if it was forced into a shape. my body doesnt#feel like my own. in my dreams im flying and everyone is dead and im fine with it. whats wrong with me#her brother riley after just being bitten by a rat: i think i hauve rockjoint
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