#mothdemon!adam

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✨️Moth!Adam Headcanons✨️

• Adam loves being taller. He rubs it in all of the Hotel members' faces. Especially Lucifer.

• While he likes having two sets of arms, he finds it annoying to buy shirts.

• He may have gotten some fashion inspiration from Val, but he makes it his own. He adds more leather, more chains and spikes.

• Finds himself wearing Angel's clothes more than his own. Especially his heels.

• when he's lying down on his stomach, he'll puff up the fluff around his neck and squishes his head into it. He falls asleep instantly.

• He knows Lucifer takes photos of him sleeping, he secretly loves it.

• His vision is really bad. He's smacked into so many things around the hotel that Charlie has gone out of her way to make sure the floor is clean at all times.

• Alastor randomly moves furniture so Adam walks into it.

• He split his head open three weeks after arriving at the hotel, he walked into a doorframe. He was running from Nifty.

• He was ranting to Lucifer about Nifty when he squeaked for the first time.

• Everyone tries to get Adam mad to hear him squeak.

• Being on edge around the Hotel members at the start of his stay made Adam depressed and anxious.

• Adam has glasses but refuses to wear them.

• Adam squeaks when he expresses any intense emotion. Whether he's frustrated, angry, happy or sad.

• He hated it at first but starts to tolerate it when Lucifer coos at him.

• Adam is the only one tall enough to get into Val's face. He's also the only one to beat the shit out of him.

• He perfers his moth wings over his angel wings.

• His eyes can get sore if he spends hours in direct light. When this happens, he gets migraines. He doesn't tell anyone.

• At first, his long tongue made him uncomfortable. Now, he really enjoys flustering people with it.

• He has two tongue piercings, one at the base and one closer to the tip.

• He can get so worked up that he can do nothing but squeak.

✨️Adamsapple✨️

• Lucifer loves Adam's fluff and often shoves his hands in it to fluff it up.

• Adam loves to wear tops that show his pecks off. Lucifer loves it too.

• He also wears a chain that connects his nipple piercings.

• He stops wearing them around Lucifer because he pull on it. Hard.

• Charlie has him follow her around so he can reach all the high places. Lucifer loves watching how Adam and Charlie interact with each other. Adam goes into dad mode with her.

• Adam loves to annoy Lucifer. He smacks him with his large wings before drapping them over him.

• Lucifer is now head height to Adam's dick.

• He reaches hi mid-thigh when Adams wearing his heels.

• Adam often carries Lucifer in his lower set of arms.

✨️Adam and Angel Dust✨️

• Adam loves going to clubs with Angel, they get hit on all the time.

• They've done a few terf wars together.

• They steal eachothers clothes.

• Adam's tried some of Angels drugs. He had a great time but when he saw how disappointed Charlie was, he stopped.

• Adam has kicked Val's ass ob more than one occasion.

• Val tried to get him to film a fee videos with Angel. Adam's response was to burn the studio down. He managed to get Angel three weeks off work.

• He met Vox when he went to pick up Angel, once. He's been the only person he could see clearly because of his screen, he found himself unable to look away. Angel had to start dragging him.

✨️Adam and Hell✨️

• Adam doesn't hate Hell as much as he thought he would.

• Because he's a moth demon, no one recognizes him.

• He loves going for night flights. Sometimes Lucifer or Husk joins him.

• Adam often goes to Rosie to help make him clothes. He's still not really cool with her because of the last extermination, but he finds her sweet.

• Adam has gone on a few walks with Alastor. Fuckers still creepy but he doesn't hate talking with him. He especially loves it when people run from them

• He's saved a couple of sinners from random attacks.

• He loves the attention he gets because of his looks.

• He accidentally squeaked when a goat demon slapped his ass.

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@fanofstuff01 @things-arent-what-they-seem66

[beef-brisket]

After a few hours, Adam eventually managed to unravel himself from Lucifers arms.

Lucifer: mmwer you goin?

Adam: got therapy, baby. About to go pour my heart out to your kid and her dog of a girlfriend

Lucifer: Adam... be nice

Adam: I will when she gets off my back.

Lucifer: you want me to go with you?

Adam: nah, it's alright. Everything will be fine, if a certain someone keeps her mouth shut.

Lucifer: I'm sure it'll go fine, Ad. Just try not to let her get to you

Adam: mhmm

Adam lent over and kissed Lucifers forehead.

Lucifer smiled as Adam got dressed. He was surprised at how covered up Adam was. He wore a hoodie and trackpants.

Adam: bye, Luci!

Lucifer: bye Addie! Good luck!

Adam smiled as he closed his door. Starting off down the hall, Adam felt like he was being watched. He swore if Lucifer was following him, he was going to get a piece of his mind.

As he was about to turn back, he glanced at his phone. He was nearly late. He'll have to leave Lucifer alone. Nevermind.

Knocking on Charlie's door, he shifted awkwardly.

Charlie: come in~!

Sighing, Adam prepared himself for this. Opening the door, he walked in. He didn't notice the shadow that followed him.

Adam: hey Charlie

Charlie: Adam! You're on time! Well done!

Adam: yeah yeah- hey, where's Vagina- Vaggie?

Charlie: I told her to sit this one out, I think it should just be us today

Adam didn't like how serious she got. He was relieved that it was just and Charlie today.

Adam: oh- alright. That's actually good. I wasn't really comfortable with her being here

Adam looked at the seat infront of Charlie.

Charlie: oh- have a seat, Adam! I know you were uncomfortable, and I really don't want you to be uncomfortable. Not here, with me. Who's is ansafe place, Adam. No judgement from me!

Adam sat down and smiled. He didn't mind Charlie, but he really didn't know her, that well. And what if she blabbed to Vaggie? He watched as she walked over to a large cabinet and pulled out a file with his name on it. Fuck, it was thick. He doesn't know if that's a good thing.

Charlie: now, we finished in Eden last week, didn't we? I know we tackled a few issues you had in Heaven. So, we could start anywhere you feel comfortable! How about your life on Earth?

Adam: uh, sure. What did you want to know?

Charlie: hm... how many kids did you have?

Adam: 18.

Charlie: wow! Who was your oldest?

Adam: uh... Cain was...

Charlie: right, we don't have to talk about him, if you don't want to

Adam: no, no, it's okay...

Charlie: what was he like?

Adam: he was a good kid... he was new to eveything. But he struggled. Said he heard voices. That they told him to hurt us... he tried... really, he did. Eve thought it was the angels talking to him... I thought it was demons... Cain was just scared

Charlie: that's horrible, Adam. What happened to him?

Adam: after-... after Able, he got cursed to wonder Earth... he wasn't allowed near us, and we weren't allowed to speak to him. He died before I could... I was too scared of the angels... I wanted to disobey them... I just- I'd give anything to hug him... tell him how sorry I am

Charlie: I'm so sorry, Adam. That must have been so hard. You lost two sons that day

Adam nodded, looking down. He doesn't remember much of his sons. He can't remember their faces or their voice. Fuck he misses them.

Charlie: What about surviving. How hard was it?

Adam: we went from paradise to Earth. We had no idea what to do. Animals would attack for no reason. I had to learn how to grow food, which was a lot of trial and error. It only got harder when Eve got pregnant... I... I love my kids- but... I didn't want them

Adam covered his mouth and turned away.

Adam: fuck... i-i shouldn't have said that! I- ... fuck-

Charlie: it's okay Adam. It's okay, this is a safe place. You can say whatever is on your mind. May I ask why you didn't want them?

Adam: i-i had no idea how to raise them! No one raised me! I was never a kid- I don't know what having a parent was like- so how was I meant to raise a family! But they told me- I had to, if I wanted my sins forgiven, I had to be fruitful... I just wanted Eden...

Charlie: what would you have picked, if you could go back? Eve and your future kids, or Eden?

Adam: ...Eden.

Charlie wrote some notes.

Charlie: is it okay if I ask about something more recent?

Adam wiped a few tears from his face and nodded.

Adam: y-yeah, go ahead.

Charlie: what was your first week like at the hotel?

Adam looked down. Great. He really didn't want to talk about that. But he was trying to be honest. Trying to be better.

Adam: Hell. Ironically...

Charlie smiled. But quickly asked her next question.

Charlie: what was the worst thing?

Adam: ...really seeing how alone I was... how much no one wanted me... they'd rather me be dead. They told me as much, so don't say maybe I missed understood...

Charlie had no idea anyone told Adam those things. She won't lie, she was disappointed in them.

Charlie: I'm so sorry, Adam. Really, I am. Can I ask you what was the best thing?

Adam: I... don't know if I should say... it's a tad dark...

Charlie: it's alright Adam, no judgment here.

Adam: ...I found Nifty's knife... the one she used to kill me

Charlie: ...how did you feel when you found it?

Adam: relieved. Excited. I could finally end it. Hopefully properly. No coming back as something. I wanted it to end... I've wanted it to end for a while before that extermination

Charlie: how long?

Adam: 3,000 years.

Charlie: I'm so sorry, Adam. Do you think that last extermination was a possible escape for you?

Adam: Maybe... no one's ever fought back before, I was going to fight, but there was a part of me that was hoping something would happen

Charlie: but then you didn't die. How do you feel about that?

Adam: cheated. I did everything they wanted... and they still couldn't let me die... I had to keep going, keep fighting... I don't want to fight anymore... I'm so tired of fighting...

Charlie: you don't have to fight anymore, Adam. Not here.

Adam: thanks Charlie... but I think there's a few people that might still want a piece of me

Charlie: well, they'll have a lot of people to go through, to get to you Adam. And you can include me on that list

Charlie smiled sweetly at Adam, who smiled back. He didn't deserve her kindness. He didn't deserve anyone's kindness. He deserved to be punished.

But maybe for now, he could rest for a little bit.

Moth!Adam having a nightmare! This takes place a few days after arriving in Hell.

@fanofstuff01 MOTH ADAM

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Charlie: Hey, dad? Could you go get Adam up? He's going to miss out on the group activity!

Lucifer: Honey, if he isn't even going to put I the effort, he shouldn't be here!

Charlie: dad- please, he's only just got here. This is a big change for him. Can you just go wake him?

Lucifer reluctantly agreed and made his way to Adams bedroom. Charlie put him on a floor that had no other members, thinking it would help him get use to things.

Arriving at Adam's door, Lucifer smiled. He decided to take the opportunity to scare Adam. It was almost Halloween, after all.

Lucifer walked softly to the top of Adam's bed. He could see his antennas flicking about. Ljcifer stood by his head for a few minutes, waiting for the perfect opportunity to scare him.

Adam: mm- no, stop... don't leave... please don't leave...

Lucifer chuckled. It must have been some popr winner in Heaven Adam was talking about.

Adam: L-Lu... please stay- pick me, please... don't leave... p-please choose me-

Lucifer stopped laughing and stared at the man. Oh... it was Eden he was having a nightmare about. Shit. He backed away as Adam started to thrash, his wings unfurling.

Lucifer had no idea no idea what to do. The poor guy even started crying. He decided to wake him up. Lucifer couldn't watch Adam cry and grip his blankets. It hurt too much.

Lucifer: Adam... ADAM-!

Lucifer reached over to shake his shoulder but jumped and teleported out of reach of Adam and his wings when Adam suddenly shot up, breathing hard.

Lucifer wasn't too familiar with Moth demons, he only knew of Valentino, and even then, he hadn't had many interactions with him, so he wasn't too sure how good Adams' eye slight was.

Adam: Luci...?

Lucifers eyes widened at the nickname- and the way Adam said it. It reminded him of Eden. Adam sounded so desperate and hopeful. Hopeful that Lucifer was there with him, that his nightmare wasn't true.

Lucifer wasn't sure if he wanted to say anything, he hadn't noticed him yet. That was until he noticed Adam looking around the room, eyes landing on Lucifer.

He felt like he should say something. So he waves and smiles, but just as he's about to say something, he heard Adam choke out a sob and bury his head in his hands, his lower arms wrapped around his thin torso.

Adam: t-thats right... you hate me... why would you be here...?

Lucifers heart broke. He didn't hate Adam. He was an asshole sometimes and a bastard for attacking his daughter, but he didn't hate him. He felt like he should, but he couldn't.

After a few minutes of crying, Adam tried to find his phone. Lucifer could see it on the side table, so he made the phone float in front of his hand. Adam didn't notice the magic, but found his phone. He squinted until his eyes were met with the bright light.

Adam grounded when he saw the time. He was really late now.

Adam: ...fuck it... they don't want me there, anyway... s-should have j-just stayed d-dead

Lucifer stood in the corner of Adam's room for 20 minutes. All he did was hug his pillow and cry. He could tell Adam was tired, but he couldn't fall back asleep.

He never knew how depressed Adam was. But then again, he'd never a good conversation with Adam since he got here. Lucifer really took the opportunity to get as much payback as possible now that he had a contract with him.

He wonders if all of this started when he called him an unlovable piece of shit, that not even the scumiest angels wanted. He knew he overstepped, judging by the look on his face and the lack of response.

For the next week, Lucifer stood in Adams room before he went to sleep and before he woke up. It was always the same: Adam would cry himself to sleep, and he'd have a nightmare about being abandoned and wake up shaking, covered in tears in the morning.

As Lucifer was in his room this night, he was hoping it would be different. Adam was with Angel for most of the day and seemed to be happier. But as soon as Adam sat on the edge of his bed, he knew it wasn't going to be a good night. It was actually about to get a lot worse.

Adam started crying as soon as he closed and locked his door. Fiddling with something in his pocket. Lucifer could see him playing with something as he sat on the edge of the bed.

It wasn't until Adam sat up straight that Lucifer saw it was the angelic needle Nifty originally used to kill him. Where the fuck did he find that!?

Lucifer really didn't plan to get involved when it came to his night watching, but Adam pressed the blade against his scar from the original attack, and start to push in far enough for his dark red blood to start welling up and running down his chest.

Lucifer: NO-!

Lucifer jumped into action. Snapping the blade out of his hands and placing it in Lucifer's hands.

Adam instantly jumped and looked around. Lucifer could see the pain in his big, golden eyes.

Adam: L-Luci-fer... Luci... ?

Lucifer couldn't bring himself to say anything as Adam looked around. He covered his mouth as he felt a tear fall. Adams eyes locked him his. Shit.

Adam: ...please...? Luci?

Lucifer squeezed his eyes shut.

Adam: Not even allowed to finish the job, huh...? I'm just g-giving them what they w-want...

He opened them slowly, and he heard the rustling of Adam's blankets.

That night was worse.

So much worse.

Lucifer has never seen Adam look so small even at his towering height of 11". Adam curled up, hugging a pillow as tightly as he can.

Adam cried to himself all night. He didn't fall asleep at all. Just cried and begged for Lucifer. For it all to end.

Lucifer finally learned how good Adams eye site was. Hed often looked directly at him but saw nothing.

All night, Lucifer just gripped the angelic blade and stood still all night, hoping Adam wouldn't hear his sobbing.

Dude my fucking heart 😭

Adam knew Lucifer was there, he had to be. Blades just don't evaporate out of your fucking hand.

Why couldn't he just let Adam die for good? Lucifer didn't even want him here, nobody did. Sure he started getting along well with Angel but big deal.

Other than height being a moth demon was fucking stupid. He could barely see! He even had to have the largest print enabled on his phone so he could see to use it.

Adam ran out of tears quickly, he was dehydrated from it and he wasn't exactly drinking water to put anything back.

Lucifer never wanted him, so why not just let Adam go? To torture him probably.

Oh look, Adam did still have some tears to cry.