#moth's hazbin poetry

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a collection of angsty quotes that reminded me of vaggie. inspired by @ lookinginsidemymind on tiktok.

“i think i was born to sting,”

but i don't mean to.”

“im not a violent dog. i dont know why i bite”

“how the absence of someone can feel like the absence of myself.”

“wish you were here. you could tell me what to do.”

“i am angry, i am unlovable. i am mostly afraid those things are true.”

“please stop yelling at me please scratch my back please stick up for me in a conversation i am listening to from the top of the stairs. you are my girlfriend, act like it”

“i wear the army's anger like a hand-me-down. the hotel says it does not look good on me”

“i do not know how to love something without sinking my teeth into it”

“i am the girl screaming. i am also the girl begging to not be screamed at.”

“what if i become angry like my past self. what if i already have?”

“i would do anything to become someone worth keeping around”

“why are you running away?”

“i must search every corner of the world to search for the girl i once was. to get rid of her, once and for all”

“i am so adam's top girl it hurts. can you tell?”

“i love you.”

“sometimes, i think love and violence are the same”

“if my past was a tooth, id tie a string around it and slam the door on those memories.”

“but it is not. i cannot.”

“i am flying way too close to the sun and id like to say the heat burning my skin makes me feel alive but i really just want the blisters to prove ive been hurt”

“i am messy. everything i let go of has claw marks. i am stubborn. i have never met a hill i wouldn't die on”

“i've been holding onto this grief so long it feels as familiar as the turns into my neighborhood when i've fallen asleep in the car.”

“i want to wake up now. i want to let it go”

“how could i forget? does the tree forget the axe?”

“i stuffed myself into this cocoon. now i beg for transformation”

“thank you for putting flowers in my messy room im sorry for making you mad at me i didn't mean to but unfortunately there's something wrong with me”

“im trying my best im trying my best that's all i can do”

“sometimes this girl's best is judging everyone else to distract herself from the fact that she hates herself more than she could ever hate anything else”

“i love like a dog. not in the cute, fluffy way; in the discarded, disgusting mutt way. i whine for any scraps of affection i am given”

“sometimes, you are so accustomed to hate you cannot fathom love. you reject it.”

“i don't think my creator knows my favorite color. or my birthday.”

“i wish i could look at myself in the mirror without crying”

“i love you with what in me is unfinished; i love you with what in me is still changing”

“someday i will sail away from the shame i carry. for now, i am merely a passenger”

“you're holding onto something that doesn't exist anymore”

“unclench your fists.”

“this grief isnt tangible but oh god how i can feel it”

“this is an automated message, please don't reply. we are calling in regard to your father”

“we mean your creator. we mean the man that raised you. we mean the man that said he raised you.”

“sorry, we dont know what we mean, because you don't know what we mean”

“we apologize for any miswording. we apologize the way they will never apologize. when will you accept that?”

“sometimes i dont want to get better just to show you how bad it was”

“i am afraid that if i open myself i will not be able to stop pouring. why do i fear becoming a river? what mountain gave me such shame?”

“you keep asking if i would die for you. i keep asking why you want me dead”

“good enough to grab. they always put me back, though. 🐟”

“im sorry for saying sorry”

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Call Me By Your Name Aesthetics - Valentino

Bold all that apply.

lounging by the pool, poetry readings,  plucking fresh fruit from trees,  fitful sleep,  deep discussions,  nighttime swim,  fruit juices running down your chin,  long moments of silence,  long bike rides,  lazy summer mornings,  lunch with friends,  shame,  erotic fantasies,  red swim trunks,  a blanket on the grass,  wheat coloured skin,  poetry readings,  wistful gazes,  well-loved books,  morning jogs,  creating music,  bathing under the sun,  sticky summer heat, regret, unreadable looks,  double meanings,  wasted time,  shared faith,  sleeping naked,  late night poker games,  ice cream,  walking your bicycle down cobble roads,  overthinking,  childish love confessions,  warm embraces,  bare feet,  the dull slap of espadrilles at night,  shyness,  restraint,  kisses in the grass,  endless pools of their eyes, the moon sparkling on the calm sea,  the threat of autumn in a raindrop,  beads of sweat pooling on your skin,  lighting a lover’s cigarette,  a little too much wine,  strumming a guitar,  the scent of freshly brewed coffee wafting through the house, notes slipped under the door,  leisurely swims,   calling ‘later’ as you leave,  washing your face in a fountain,  fevered kisses,  the comfort of nostalgia,  tall cypresses,  glaring mid-afternoon sea,  rehearse the pain to dull it,  a billowy shirt,  warm benches,  longing phonecalls,  framed antique postcards,  citronella candles in the garden,  memories of lovers like ghosts in the window,  held gazes,  hesitating on the other side of the bedroom door,  playing music to say what you cannot              

TAGGING: @voxiiferous, @infernal-feminae (Beelza!), @overangeled, @big-daddy-moth, @infernalight (Anthony), @rocxyoulikeahurricane, @raven-hellish-imp, @a-hazbin-spider, @onehelluvacircus (Kiss), @hellsmayflower, @alteredassistant, @strangeandun-muse-ual (Daddy!), and anyone else that wants to!

[voxiiferous]

Munday Wednesday About Me

Name: Bug

Age: 21

Pronouns: She/they

Sexuality: Asexual, and probably somewhere on the aromantic one??? I've put less thought into that I admit.

Single Or Taken: Single

Hobbies: Writing (fiction and poetry), graphic art, when I am less tired and have more time I occasionally play around in making podfic.

Favorite Color: Black! And then a handful of others colours, I have a fondness for red, and dark green,

Fandoms: Right now, Hazbin, but I tend to rotate with decent enough regularity. Before this was... Welcome to Night Vale and the Silmarillion. Genshin Impact pops in occasionally, as do a whole host of others.

Other Blogs: My OC sideblog is @singthesongsofsin, and my rarely used anymore panfandom multimuse is @manynarrators

Favorite TV Show: A truly endless number! Are You Being Served? is one I come back to, Star Trek: DS9

Do You Cosplay: Not outside things like Halloween, but I would like to!

Favorite Media: That hasn't been/won't be covered? I guess I'll go video game, and the only one I really play is Genshin.

Favorite Book: Probably The Agony of Bun O'Keefe by Heather Smith

Favorite Band: it's impossible to choose just one! The ones I always come back to though, and often end up on my playlists are Fall Out Boy, and The Jane Austen Argument.

Favorite Movie: Inception

Do You Have Pets: Nope!

Favorite Animal: Seals! And have been so since I was like... 4, but bats, snakes, butterflies/moths are a shared second place.

Do You Play Any Instruments: I tried learning the violin briefly, it didn't stick.

Favorite Hellaverse Character(s): Vox! Alastor, and Stolas are two close answers.

Tagged by: @sanguineradio

[shokami]

ਏਓ ｡ JIN. twenty five centuries old. she/her. 8.14.24 ♡ INTP; 5w4 ; sp/sx ; taurus ☼ leo ☽ scorpio ↑ . . . lover of winter and fall, with a maroon obsession. the raging antagonist who commits mass arson for a good cause. aspiring author. moth connoisseur. loving spouse of the Duke of the Fortress of Meropede. . . ♡

jin’s anthem : achilles come down by gang of youths

LEARN ABOUT THE JUDGE ਏਓ

# 001. — creative writing college graduate. currently, suffering somewhere in some random city … european.

# 002. — baking at four a.m, dancing to let’s grove by earth wind & fire. caught sitting on the counter eating peanut butter like a local gremlin. coffee obsessed, prefers caramel iced coffees.

# 003. — owns two cats, and a shiba inu who does drugs in her free time. also gets caught sitting on the counter eating peanut butter that i left open at four a.m.

# 004. — book collector that never get read at a timely fashion. lover of all literature from fiction, nonfiction, poetry, and classic. tattoos, piercings. local mother of plants and growing ecosystems.

# 005. — thinks i’m edgy, but is an anti-social moth with the lacking ability of replying to dms. just wants a kiss from my s/o tbh

# 005. — an unfortunate kenma kozume, and layla kinnie.

# 006. — in an active relationship with the love of my life, cove. the reason i breathe, and function like a normal human in society.

# 007. — local eclectic witch, demonolatrist, and astrologist.

# 008. — occasionally post genshin impact and other gaming content over on tiktok. follow and support at: laveuve_

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FAVORITE(S) AND DISLIKES ਏਓ

favorite forms of media consist of — genshin impact, haikyuu!!, arcane, hazbin hotel, helluva boss, supernatural, the walking dead, chainsaw man, kamisama kiss, noragami, inuyasha, spy x family, every studio ghibli movie ever, demon slayer, rascal does not dream of bunny girl senpai, yuri!! on ice, sailor moon + more

characters consist of — wriothesley, zhongli, neuvillette, ayato, kaveh, furina, lucifer morningstar, alastor, stolas, hange zoe, shinazugawa sanemi, kyoujurou rengoku, kenma kozume, kuroo tetsurou, yato, tomoe, dazai osamu, sesshomaru, raiden shogun, il dottore. + more

. . . dislikes the heat. any form of wriothesley slanderers. people who slander others comfort characters, animes, food etc. mahito. when my house is above 50°. people who chew with their mouths open. nuts… why do they taste like that?

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[rainbowmothed]

a collection of angsty quotes that reminded me of charlie.

“i won't ever stop needing my mom.”

“worst part is, i don't think that's good news for her.”

“why are you so nice to people who are rude to you?”

“because i, too, have been rude to nice people. and i know that rudeness comes from roaring pain that only kindness soothes.”

“don't mistake salt for sugar.”

“sometimes late at night,”

“the true me sneaks out of my eyes and streams down my cheeks”

“if the lights are low, they'll never see me frown”

“i am the daughter of lilith,”

“the daughter of the embodiment of beauty.”

“so why do i hate what i see when i look in the mirror?”

“i know beauty isn't my lack,”

“but sometimes the bar is too high simply because of my mother. because of my blood.”

“sometimes, i want to rip off my horns.”

“but your horns are what make you a demon. they're what make you, you.”

“i want them to see i am soft”

“people love me when im happy, but not when im sad.”

“they want me for the outside, and not for my head”

“the bearer of light must be defective if their mind is dark, right?”

“are you okay?” they ask.

i respond as quickly as i can so they will not notice the earthquakes in my voice or the tsunamis in my eyes or the drought in my heart

“just because i carry it well does not mean it isn't heavy”

“you were my blue crayon. the one i never had enough of.”

“all of the other crayons would roll onto my paper, wishing to be used,”

“but green cannot color the sky, and red cannot color the sea.”

“i may never again draw a piece showing the beauty of your hue, but i will spend the rest of my days”

“trying to color an ocean as beautiful as you”

“i believe there is something wrong with our generation; there are so many sad eyes on happy faces”

“i think there is pressure on me to turn every negative into a postive, but i should be allowed to say 'i went through something really bad and it altered me forever.'”

“i'm the daughter who ran away but never left home.”

“i'm the girl who quickly realized the world can't always be fixed with happy words. but i say them anyway.”

“why are you so unkind to me” my body cries

“because you don't look like them” i tell her

“my mother didn't deserve what she went through, but neither did i”

“i remember hoping for her happiness, because if she was happy, it'd all be fine”

“she was anger and sadness and terror. she let the darkness overtake her”

“i don't want to be like my mother. i want to be happy before i disappear”

“my mother didn't deserve what she went through, but neither did i”

“i have my father's eyes and my mother's mouth; on my face, they are still together”

“i wish time was kind to you. there is so much i wanted to tell you, so much i wish i said”

“now i tell it to the stars, hoping you're there instead”

“birds still sing on bad days. sometimes, my mother would call me her songbird before she left.”

“maybe that's why.”

“a daughter should not have to beg her father for a relationship”

“i think the hardest part of losing someone isn't saying goodbye— not that i ever got the chance.”

“but rather learning how to live without them. always trying to fill the void, the emptiness that's left inside your heart when they go.”