#mostly via meeting butches who are lovey dovey silly goofy drunks instead of. the kind of drunks im used to. being trapped in a house with
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related to the posts on your butch gently assisting with your personal grooming at the end of the day................there's a criminal minds episode (yes i know etc.) about a skilled seamstress and carer whose abuse and trauma somehow lead her to abduct and drug beautiful women so she can carefully dress them up and have tea parties. i have watched it a totally normal number of times hahaha
My mom was Obsessed w criminal minds for like a few years so im pretty sure ive seen every episode in my peripheral vision twice over. i know the exact one youre talking about . Drugging and abduction are very much not. what i was shooting for. i was kind of very focused on a realistic romantic fantasy full stop. your mind is great and i promise youre fine but intox kink, especially forced intox kink, dollification, and just. generally "forced to be [disabled, basically]" vibes are things i want nothing to do with so i dont really. know how to respond to this other than saying that.
in any case keep it up soldier i wish you fun sexy fantasies 👍
#i dont mean to be a buzz kill :\ i really am sorry for that#sometimes. you need to recontextualize the 'being taken care of' fantasy into something you imagine being forced into. and that is somethin#i can understand completely though#she speaks#anon#asks#i dont drink and i dont smoke. and im still pretty uneasy around people who are under the influence though im getting better about it#mostly via meeting butches who are lovey dovey silly goofy drunks instead of. the kind of drunks im used to. being trapped in a house with#and the idea of even harder drugs being anywhere near me or being. put in my body. makes my heart rate spike?#and im already disabled enough as is. i want to respected and taken care of and adored. not. taken advantage of for being too weak to#do anything but take it. you understand? its. a really big thing for me.#again. youre fine. its not your fault. you have a wonderful ask and a lovely concept you just sent it to the Wrong person. i cannot indulge#in this one with you
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