#mostly i figure i cant spend the whole summer in the closet even if dad is gonna be a whole other kettle of fish | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dullahandyke · 2 years ago

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ordering the other half of my suit on asos using my moms credit card and wondering if its worth the humiliation to get a skirt that id like... like i wanna try skirts n tube tops n stuff but i dont want mam to think im becoming more Girly, i would 100000% be wearing them in a 'man in a dress' fashion.... you know whatd be really funny is i promised myself id come out as trans to her before pride month ended so what if we pulled the 'i saw you clothes shopping for gendered stuff, is there something you wanted to tell me' thing except i made it like 'hello im a boy. in celebration buy me this skirt which you would love to have your daughter wear'. like im not gonna do it but could u imagine

#genuinely how i plan to do it is by email #she checks her emails at the end of every night so i figure i can send it and then immediately play dead when she comes to talk about it #like oh wha its 11pm pffft im not awake. that email was scheduled. have fun thining about it all night before u can corner me in the mornin #i will include a clause like 'i know youre gonna want to talk face to face about this but i needed to email u bcos im more articulate here'#so i figure im gonna just :grimace: my way thru a chat w her #like theres not much i wanna do except buy binders and bras so i figure ill win good son points for keeping her in the loop #which i. ardently have not been doing for the past checks watch 10 years #not any fault of her own im just untalkative #ive been slowly introducing my mentalisms to her one by one and ive the adhd appointment soon so thatll be somewhat handled #mostly i figure i cant spend the whole summer in the closet even if dad is gonna be a whole other kettle of fish #eh i mean he didnt like the beard either but like fuck if hes gonna say anything abt it

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