#morninghood

[hornwolff]

Part of me : A Christian Horner/Toto Wolff one on the NSFW prompt generator : "It's okay we can go as slow as you want"

This got my absolute interests, because them and slow is an oxymoron in the making 😄

Okay this one is really really short because I started it like a week ago and then put it in hold because I have too much wip to finish first but here's a little snippet and if you want more I'll detail how the story should go later 😊

It has been six months. Six months ago Toto took his courage in his hands. Pushing past the fear of getting rejected to confess. He knew that there was a high chance he was going to be rejected and then mocked. He was confessing falling in love with him. Of course he should expect it. But as he braced himself for the worst scenario he didn't take into account other scenarios. Just like the one he fell in.

He has responded. And the feelings were mutuals. Toto felt a relief he never felt before wash over him and shyly asked if it was okay for him to kiss him. When he felt thoses lips on his he felt like his heart was bursting. Almost leaving his chest and the dreamy look he had made him chuckle. 

- Just a kiss from me and you're already like that Wolff? What will happen when we do more?

- Anything and everything liebling.

The smile that he got in return was worth it. They had to stay hidden for the sake of their team. But that added a shiver of danger to the whole affair. Six months in and they didn't do more than kiss and share some hugs. It was enough for Toto. Like he really was but, he was human. And soon he felt his desire grow. He took it into consideration when one day he felt hard has if he was back at being a teenager. That, that was a first and he didn't wanted to startled him. After all, from what he told him Toto was his first male relationship. And if the attraction was there, there is no way to deny it, the confidence wasn't.

So he take the opportunity of the winter break to treat him with romantic diner nights, dates and showing his affection and love to him. The thing is he is so afraid that his lover is going to refuse any form of physical touch going further than a kiss.

What Toto isn't aware of, too focused on being the perfect boyfriend for him, is that Christian is very curious. He had done his research about male & male relationship (basically watching porn and going online on forums about straight men wanting to try anal sex). But he was still warry of it. He can't deny that Toto was an attractive man. Really he is attractive and such a handsome man that Christian still wonders how does he got lucky that Toto loves him.

The fact is he isn't confident in his own body. Oh sure he is past the point of complex and people's opinions on him. Because he is successful, his team is successful and he couldn't give a damn about some anonym comment online. But that doesn't mean he is confident about his apparence in bed.

With his past relationship with women, that wasn't really an issue because those incredible women weren't with him for his looks but rather his personality. There was still an attraction it wouldn't have worked otherwise. But he knows it wasn't his look that charmed them. 

Now getting older getting close to his fifties, he is much more self aware about this aspect of him. After all, he saw enough people thirsting after Toto, to know that his boyfriend is attractive. And in comparison he feels really average. Thus why he still don't want to go further with Toto. And also because he is scared. He once got a glance at Toto's morninghood and oh boy that was enough to made him wonder if they one day get more intimate, if that would ever work.

That's all I've got for now. I'll continue it after I've finish with the kinkmeme ones I have to 😅 but here you go 💜

[willyoulovemeh]

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[malebeautyforumlifestyle]

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[weaselle]

wow I haven’t really thought about this in a while -- I kind of miss those days. 

Gods, the Tomorrow people were a little like zombies, because eventually, we would go to sleep and wake up as Tomorrow People ourselves. And we’d stop by like, a gas station on our way home, and there’d be some graveyard shifter behind the counter, and we’d be like, ah yes, one of the few surviving Tonight People trying to navigate this horrible slowly brightening world inhabited by more and more Tomorrow People. Hello, noble night clerk, isn’t it terrible? Look at all of them, so full of morninghood and normalcy. Good luck fellow Tonight Person. Then we would flee their bastion of snacks and caffeine back out, out into the glaring light of Tomorrow Land, one last brave troupe of Tonighters, fighting to make it home before we, too, succumbed to a new day.