#morning edit: how do u reconcile the fact that yes your sibling is paranoid and fearful the same way that they have always been but for one | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

villainsidestep · 5 months ago

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there’s just smth to be said abt being so scared of being left alive but incapacitated in a way that reminds you of the single most traumatic incident of your life so far that the only way out you clearly see in the moment is to disregard all pretenses of morals and try to forcibly control the person attacking you to brutally murder you for no other reason than needing to not end up in their clutches again 🤷🏼‍♀️ the girlies that get it get it !!

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #keeping up with the beckers #yes this is abt the f/r fight no we haven’t stopped thinking abt it since the first post #how do you think river feels. to once again be connected w fawn and feel that same fear and desperation clawing at the connection #the same way it was doing when they last saw each other as they lay broken on the sidewalk ?? just asking #fawn who has always put so much emphasis on river having a choice abt untying their threads bc they know that he doesn’t follow orders #the same way that they do !!! who has never expected him to obey anything he isn’t comfortable with !!! who is now taking that choice away #how do you forgive your sibling for demanding you to kill them? how do you forgive your brother for refusing to let you die?#morning edit: how do u reconcile the fact that yes your sibling is paranoid and fearful the same way that they have always been but for one #brief moment You were the cause of that fear !!!! cannot imagine how Vile it must feel to be compared to both hb And the farm #esp for someone who has actually personally experienced both instead of like. some rando getting the memories via bleedover

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