#moots — gabby.

[kimdokjas]

[major orv epilogue spoilers]

i was rereading the webtoon the other day and i had to Stop for a sec thinking about sys & od parallels. do u guys see my vision. okay listen hear me out

the way kdj was already living in a ruined world before the apocalypse even began. the way the words he typed all those years ago in a cold and lonely hospital room were "how to survive in a ruined world". how he was just a child clinging onto the one and only life raft he had found. and so he dreamed.

and then the scenarios begin and he looks at sys who feels unworthy of living for just trying to survive. and she's just a child and it's not her fault so he extends forgiveness to her as easy as breathing... but he's incapable of extending that same forgiveness to himself. so he takes up his sword in that subway and charges at od as if it was the only possible conclusion—and then he leaves. he stays behind and his eternity is his own form of atonement.

"your death has no place in the ending i wish for", he tells sys. and he means it. what he doesn't say is that he himself isn't part of that ending. because he never saw himself as part of the story at all. his salvation was always meant for others, not himself, and the most cruel and tragic kind of love is a hypocritical one.

and while kdj is hypocritical in his love with all his companions, the parallel between sys and kdj is especially poignant because they were both just kids who felt guilty for simply living. and they both felt responsible for dooming the world. sys realizing her 41st turn version would cause mass destruction, and kdj seeing od in that subway. they both felt the same despair and self-hatred so why wouldn't they be worthy of the same forgiveness? their bond is special because they understand each other at their core, but the tragedy is that kdj could see himself mirrored in sys and forgive his reflection but he could never in a million years forgive himself.

[infatuatedgabs]

I’ll let you do wtv you want 😻😋 (nonchalantly ofc)

LMAO C’MERE LEMME GIVE YOU A HUG 🥰

[stvrlighttgabss]

me because i might watch saltburn tonight 😨

[sturniqloo]

you and @adoreechxmpion could get itttt

(with me. on me.) WHO SAID THAT?

yess! WHOA WHO DID IT??😛🫣😔

[pr0ng3ls]

Behold @jackobbit , Ya boi <333

[stargirlrchive]

69 for the ask thing !!

69. What are your favorite fics at the moment?

god everything my moots post!

literally anything @anchoeritic @tsireyqs @evanpetersluver post like their smut??? CHEFS FUCKING KISS, i go feral !

to you, worlds away by @ronwestbreeze (you haha) i’m still catching up on the series but i’m so excited for part 2 !

si fpom by @fluloa LIKE OK THE WET SERIES HAD ME IN A CHOKEHOLD??? and now this does too like i’m so fucking excited

but i have so many mutuals that i love soooo bad aND are soooo talented <3

[goat-shoe]

There’s a fairycore Romeo and Juliet!!! It takes place in Engl*nd which is kind of problematic but it’s ok as long as u can watch it critically!!! It’s called Gnomeo and Juliet

>w< SQUEEEEEE REALLY????

omg.... Kinda frustrating it had to take place in eng/l/an//d (been busy w school btw, a bit behind on what they did atm!) but if you know anything abt me its that i can engage critically <3

thx anon! ^^

[milequaritchsslut]

Does anyone wanna be mutuals ☹️ I have only like 4 mutuals on here 😭😭😭

[macabrecake]

cake,

you’re a goddamn fantastic writer and artist, and don’t you ever forget that. you’ve grown so much in the time I’ve known you that I’m damn near screaming in joy whenever you share your wins because goddammit, you’re doing amazing and you need to revel in your awesomeness.

You’re always such a goddamn delight and the best memories I have are of me, you and ashie hanging out in the server while ashie and I play re6. You’re so goddamn funny and so goddamn kind, and I’ll fight those Tennessee winds that keep knocking you out.

Ily 🖤

Not me about to tear up at 2am 😭

On God though the only reason I've gotten this far is because of you and ashie and lyn and just ALL of you guys out here with your gorgeous works like holy hell I KNOW these amazing creative people! Seriously the stuff y'all have made is something I aspire to achieve so credit where it's due!

And hell yeah Resident Evil 6 Stream Team let's goooo! I love that we still tease each other about it like the two timed 'crank incident' and Discord just constantly being fed up with my Leon simping bullshit (Can't forget the chaotic Sims moments though!) but above all YOU'RE JUST AS FUNNY AND KIND PLEASE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🥹💕💕💕

[theharrowing]

4 17 24 for the soft asks

4. what flower would you like to be given?

sunflowers and wildflowers are my favorites! daisies, asters, coneflowers, etc.

17. fairy lights or LED lights?

fairy lights for decor but led otherwise because bright (especially overhead) lighting gives me a headache.

24. what’s something you do to de-stress?

depends on the situation. at home, i like to sink under the heavy, warm body of my old man cat. he likes to be directly on me at all times, so getting him to relax on my chest is usually not too hard. if i am in public, i just breathe, try to reframe my thoughts, get out of a stressful situation, if i can.

THANK YOU FOR ASKING, GABBYYYYY!!! 💜

send me soft asks, pretty please? 🥺👉👈

[kimdokjas]

nikiforova → kimdokjas

still tracking #usernikiforova

[infatuatedgabs]

I NEED BEN OF THE WEEK SO BAD HES SO FINE AND SO UNDERRATED

IDK BEN OF THE WEEK 🥹

[stvrlighttgabss]

im gonna create an oc soon, idk what fandom tho

[sturniqloo]

-trust me you will be-WHOAA WHO SAID THAT.🤭🫣-

GLADLY. when should i be there?? 😮‍💨

LIKEE QUICK BEFORE I GO TO SCHOOL AND SHH..🫣😛🤭

[chrislilcumslvt]

HUGS 🫂🩷

HUGGIESSSS 🩷

I LOVE HUGS

[stargirlrchive]

anon haters really have the audacity….ILL FIGHT THEM FOR U BABES

BAHAHA TY GABBI 😽 they’re just so??? silly