#moonie's 📚 anon

[sunmoonjune]

was walking home today and saw a cute little kitty and i just randomly thought of bug because in my mind she has such ‘puppy eyes’ like you know puss in boots or big baby eyes, yeah like those and whenever any of the ateez guys look at her they just combust on the inside because she’s just so CUTE little baby deserves all the love in the world and gentle hugs and gentle kithes :(

and like imagine them squishing her cheeks and she’s just stood there like wtf is this kind of affection? is this affection? it probably is because why would san (yes i imagine san would do this) be so happy squishing her cheeks and woooyung would probably be a cheek biter like if bug did a small little smile he’d just do a gentle CHOMP because cheekies no?

and mingi would probably give gentle but secure hugs and squash bug into his chest where AGAIN cheekies!!! because CHEEKIES!!!! can you tell i think cheeks are adorable and i love and they’re my favourite?

idk im just in a very fluffy hugs n kisses mood today

anyways

- 📚 xx

NO STOP I'LL SOB

bug absolutely does have puppy eyes but she has no idea :')) whenever she looks up at ateez her one eye gets all shiny and lidded and she looks at them like they're her world but she doesn't even know and atz just MELTS,, like weak in the knees, heart pumping and aching to press a little kiss on her forehead D':

she just thinks she's looking at them like she looks at everyone but only they know it's different and it makes them all warm and fuzzy inside :')) I'm in agony omfg

AGH she's already growing so close to San that she doesn't flinch when he touches her so much anymore, can you imagine if he reached out to squeeze her cheeks?? well,, I suppose it would only be one cheek since the mask covers most of her right half of her face,, but STILL!!

and wooyoung absolutely is a biter,, it's how he shows affection -- actually honestly most of ateez are biters, have you seen them around each other??? sometime way in the future woo is going to sink his teeth into her and she's going to be so lost?? like what is he doing?? have I done something wrong?? and woo is going to have to explain the concept of cute aggression to our poor bug who just doesn't understand why woo would so softly bite her xD

listen I just know mingi gives the best hugs,, he would pull bug in and cradle her so gently and rock back and forth on his feet :')) it would be so secure and warm and bug would probably be melting in his arms without even knowing

(fluffy hug mood is absolutely appreciated, I adore tooth rotting fluff omg 📚 anon I adore you <333 )

[myfictionaldreams]

I have such a specific idea for poly marauders so please bare with me .

James and Sirius were out to a fancy party and they come home early to see reader and remus having sex in the kitchen , remus has her spread on the table while he fucks her and she arches her back and sees sirius through blurry vision and calls his name, remus doesn’t notice them so he thinks shes calling her other boyfriends name “ wrong boyfriend sweetheart “ so he fucks her harder until she calls his name “ there you go love”.

You could continue this however you would like Maybe james and Sirius join them. I also love the idea that after everything when they’re showering she reassure remus and says something like “ it’s hard to think of anything else when I’m around you , you’re all consuming “ and the boys agree THATS SO CUTE.

I’m so sorry that this is long and graphic.

Say My Name // Poly!Marauders x Fem!Reader

A/N: Whoever you are, anon, I thank you for giving me this request because, holy shit, it has turned me (and Remus) absolutely feral, and I have no regrets.

Tags: 18+ readers only, smut, fluff, werewolf troupes, feral remus lupin, dom/sub undertones, possessive sex, size difference/kink (!), praise kink, dirty talk, self-confidence issues, gentle touching/kissing, rough oral sex (f receiving), rough sex, overstimulation, table sex, manhandling, multiple orgasms, crying, body worship, anxiety attack (nearly), restraints, blindfold, begging, aftercare :)))

Words: 5.7k

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“You both look so damn handsome!” you admire dreamily with a thick lace of sarcasm as you tighten the burgundy scarf around Sirius’ neck. The mischievous glint in those twinkling grey eyes brightened as he rolled them in jest, matching the doting smirk on his full lips. “Maybe you should forgo the leather jackets more often for the waistcoats”, you say with a lustful undertone to your words as you look up at him through your lashes.

“Hmm, you think so?” he asks, dipping his height ever so slightly so that he could press his lips to yours in a surprisingly gentle kiss that still managed to pull desire in your abdomen as you leaned in for more but whined as he stood back to full height and straightened the waistcoat you loved so very much.

From behind you at the entrance to the bathroom, James was attempting to knot his bowtie when he wondered, “Are you sure you both don’t want to come with us? We each can have a plus one, which means there’s room for two. We don’t mind being fashionably late”. Glancing over your shoulder, you took in his slick attire that also caused warmth to bloom beneath your cheeks. A simple black jacket shaped perfectly for his slim waist, a crisp white shirt beneath and a matching shade of burgundy to Sirus was the colour for his tie.

The matching colours were an idea of Remus’, who was lounging across the mammoth bed, his long legs stretched out beneath him with one ankle crossed over the other. He watched James intently, the corner of his eye twitching at the messy-haired Marauder's attempts to tie his bowtie.

Remus stood and approached him, batting away James’ fingers as he began to do the job for him. You watched them fondly before answering the unanswered question. “No, it’s ok, James. Remus and I have a lovely night filled with a romantic home-cooked meal and a fancy bottle of wine. Who knows where the night may take us? Might end in some lovely… hand holding”, you say with a simple shrug to your shoulders, returning to straightening the already pristine waistcoat of Sirius.

“Oh yeah? Some strong hand-holding, Moony, is that what you’ve got planned? You might need to up your game”, Sirius jokes under his breath as he watches your fingers closely with a dipped head.

Remus snorted, smiling to himself, knowing that your night would be filled with anything but hand-holding, especially as the hours ticked closer to the following day. It was approaching the full moon, not tomorrow but the next day, but that didn’t matter as the changes were already beginning to affect Remus, and it all started with his desire for possession.

The wolf in Remus took a keen liking to you, even from all those years ago when you met the Marauders on the train to Hogwarts. It was an obsession, a need that devoured him completely to be with you. It had been described to you like a mating. Remus’ wolf thought you were his mate; therefore, as the gap between Remus’ and the wolf’s mind thinned with the full moon, the desire would take hold of Remus. There was still the deep, adoring love that he held for James and Sirius, and thankfully, this stopped him from ever deeming them a threat against your love, but others? Well, that’s where the danger lay, and therefore, it was easier for everyone if you and Remus stayed in for the night rather than have a territorial wizard with werewolf anger in a room full of people.

“Remember to please be safe out there tonight. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do, and for the love of Merlin, James, please don’t drink and fly again. I’m not having another incident like last time”.

“Yes, Mum”, James grumbles sarcastically as Sirius chuckles under his breath.

“I’ll make sure that Prongs is on his best behaviour”, Sirius reasons with you as his hands come to rest around your waist, pulling you ever so gently closer.

“Good”, you say promptly, whilst curling a piece of his long hair around your fingers before reaching up to kiss his lips with a fierce press. “You look so handsome tonight,” you try to praise him as your mouths are still kissing together.

“Don’t I always?” he responds cheekily, earning a half-hearted eye-roll as he eases away, swapping places with James so that he can say goodbye to Remus and James with you.

Your fingers automatically try to tangle through James’ hair, attempting to flatten out the messy strands, but after a couple of minutes of attempts, James tugs you by your wrists. “I don’t know why you even bother; you know my hair will just stay messy. Anyway, doesn’t it add to my roguish good looks?” he wiggles his eyebrows suggestively as he gives you a broad grin whilst kissing each of your palms.

Your fingers cup his freshly shaved cheeks, caressing the smooth skin as you say, “I hope you have fun tonight”, whilst leaning up on your tiptoes to kiss him with as much vigour as you could hear from the groans across the room with Sirius and Remus.

James sighed into the kiss, one hand matching yours by resting along your cheek and the other on your lower back as his lips pecked across your face until hovering next to your ear. “If you need us to come back, just send a note as we taught you; two flicks of your fingers and it should disappear, and we’ll come back straight away”.

Nodding your head in understanding, James kissed your cheek quickly before standing up to his full height and looking over at the other two men. “Sirius, take your tongue from Moony’s mouth; we must go!”

You tried to stifle your laughter as the two men pulled away from each other with rosy cheeks and wet lips.

Sirius and James disappeared with a flurry of green fire through the flu network installed in your shared home's kitchen. Remus turned to you with a heartwarming smile as he asked, “Shall we put some music on and start with dinner, love?”

You left it in Remus’ capable hands to find suitable music on his record player, and it ended up being a medley of David Bowie, which you were always happy to listen to. The two of you worked in unison to cook a beautiful roast dinner, moving around one another without getting in the way but making sure to remain at arm's length. Lingering touches to arms or backs, sipping slowly on the bottle of wine as Remus sang along to Bowie under his breath. You’d told him he could sing louder as you wanted to hear him, but he simply smiled and kissed your cheek, like he was embarrassed at being caught, but it was a rare day where Remus Lupin was embarrassed about anything.

The dinner was beautifully cooked, and there was enough for many more people than just you and Remus. Soon enough, you were stuffed full, thankful for deciding to wear a loose dress today with your expanded stomach. Remus was still eating as you sat and slowly digested your food, talking idly about fond memories from Hogwarts and how your work had been this week. Just anything domestically happy that the two of you could as you shifted closer in your seat so that his large scarred palm could rest on your thigh and your fingers interlock over the back of his hands.

“It’s a rare time when it gets to be just the two of us”, Remus muses, his hand squeezing your fingers and thighs as he pushes away his empty plate, his eyes solely focused on you.

“It’s been nice. As much as I love having all four of us together, sometimes it’s hard to keep up and give each of you all my attention, so when it's just one-on-one, it feels so intimate, wouldn’t you agree?”

His eyes softened as he nodded, “I definitely agree. You look so beautiful tonight, by the way. Have I told you that?”

Warmth filled your cheeks as you looked away to the glass of wine in your other hand. Even after all these years, one small compliment from Remus felt like the world, and it wasn’t the first time he had said that tonight; he’d said it every other sentence, but that didn’t hinder the giddy feeling from spreading in your chest.

“You, Mr Lupin, are a smooth talker”, you say, drinking a sip of your wine, ignoring his growing smile. Placing the glass onto the table, you shifted closer to Remus, resting a hand on his chest as you realised how much time had passed over the night. “So pudding, what would you like? I think we have some ice cream in the freezer, or if you’re lucky, James would have left us a couple of slices of his mum’s cake from yesterday”.

Remus didn’t answer immediately as you realised he was just silently watching you with the beautiful twinkle back in his eye, a curve to his lips that you itched to caress with your thumb. But then, he shifted forward in his seat so you were only mere inches from your faces touching, and the soft flop of his mousey brown hair fell into his eyes. “You’re so pretty, Remus”, you admire and then hold back a giggle as his cheeks flare with colour at your compliment.

“Pretty and scarred”, he muttered in response, cupping your wrist and bringing your fingers to his lips so he could kiss them carefully.

Your automatic response was to shout at him. It wasn’t that he had said anything remotely negative, but you knew the self-conscious thoughts that laced his words that he rarely spoke but still thought. You wanted to remind him of the hundreds of times he had ever scolded you for making negative comments about yourself or any self-doubt. Still, if you did, you knew it would ruin the positive mood for the night, so you wanted to continue with words of affirmation.

Closing the gap between each other, you kissed the tip of his nose whilst cupping both cheeks, paying specific attention to the thick pink scar that ran down from his temple, over his brow and his cheek. “I love you, scars and all”.

Remus’ tension seemed to ease from his shoulders as he breathed lightly out of his nose, his face lowering to rest on your shoulder as you held him for a moment before he began to stand and offered a hand, “What about a dance m’lady, then I’ll find you something sweet to suck on for desert”.

Ignoring the innuendo, you grinned up at him, placing your hand into his much larger palm. James and Sirius had lessons growing up from their families on how to dance for special balls they were forced to attend. You and Remus, on the other hand, were utterly clueless, but this only added to the joy and laughter as you both clumsily tried not to step on the other's toes or twirl without knocking into furniture.

You’d laughed so hard that a stitch formed in your side, causing the vivid dance to settle into a light sway. Your head rested on Remus's shoulder as his cheek pressed against the top of your head, arms around your shoulder as he lightly sang the next Bowie song.

Everything was perfect, especially as his rough fingertips danced up the nape of your neck, carefully tipping your head back so that you were now staring up into his kind eyes, his lips no longer moving along to the lyrics as he licked them carefully, moistening them before dipping his head. The kiss was as gentle as his hands now cupping your face, and you wondered for a moment if you were lightheaded from holding your breath in anticipation or from the effects of having your boyfriend kissing you.

Remus was soft, lovely and perfect as he eased away to put a gap between your mouths, but only so that he could adjust his position by keeping one hand on your jaw and the other around your waist before taking your breath away once more. Instantly, your body rose to the tips of your toes to be closer to him and firm the kiss.

The breath you’d both been holding released, noses pressing into each other's cheeks as the warm air tickled your ears. His tongue teased the seam of your lips, and as you relaxed into the kiss, many things seemed to happen at once.

The grandfather clock in the living room chimed midnight, and the soft Remus you’d been carefully kissing and exploring with your lips was now firmly gripping the back of your thighs, lifting you whilst simultaneously stepping towards the table as you squealed in shock, desperately gripping his shoulders for support.

Plates and glasses smashed onto the floor as Remus shoved aside the lovely table setting so that there was a firm blank canvas for you to be led on.

“Woah, Remus, just give me a minute.” You try to reason with him to at least get your bearings. Having been standing up two seconds ago, you were now led on your back with your boyfriend having become frantic with his actions. His shoulders shook with restraint, and his eyes didn’t lift from the edge of your skirt as he reached for the material. Not only this, but the brightness in his eyes had one, replaced with sinful hunger.

“Need you-” he muttered with a gruffness that hadn’t been there moments ago.

This was why you’d decided to stay in. Sometimes, Remus would curl around your body with the need to simply just breathe you in and declare that you were his; he’d become somewhat feral.

The fire in your body scorched to life as the need seeped into your core. As lovely as it had been, seeing him like this just did something to you. You wanted him just as desperately.

Frantically, you tried to help him lift up your skirt, but he was in control, pushing the material and tearing it in places with his firm grip until your legs and underwear-covered pussy were revealed. For a moment, it looked like he was going to dribble as you tried to reach for him to tell him to take a breath and compose himself, but all you were able to do audibly was scream out, head tipping back as Remus devoured you.

The Marauder hadn’t even waited for your underwear to be removed before his mouth was on you, hands not-so-gently wrapping around your thighs to push your legs apart, the slippers you’d been wearing now flying off in different directions across the kitchen. It was like he’d not eaten a single thing all night with the way his lips and jaw moved against your most sensitive of areas.

The sensation was odd with the barrier of cotton in between your cunt and his mouth. All you had was the pressure, wetness beginning to soak through from his tongue and the overwhelming heat from his mouth. Remus moved hungrily, licking and caressing with his mouth as you lay with your arms gripping onto the edge of the table above your head.

“Rem-Remus! Merlin, please don’t stop!” you begged desperately, allowing your body to succumb to his touch. You couldn’t even open your eyes without feeling dizzy with the sensations of his body all over your lower half as he pressed his tongue firmly against your throbbing clit, circling it with intention.

The hands on your thighs pushed harder, giving his face more room as a deep groan burned from his chest as he needed more. Still, as you whimpered from him to not stop, he stayed in place, stimulating your clit over and over again until your body was tensing with the pulses of desire from your cunt as your orgasm erupted.

His motions continued through the waves of pleasure, and even after, he carried on with his devouring, even as you verged on the edge of becoming overstimulated from the rough material of your panties rubbing against your delicate area. Remus needed more, and he was ready to take it.

The pressure on the back of your thighs suddenly disappears as he drapes your legs over his shoulders, giving you a better angle now to reach down and run your shaky fingers through his soft hair.

With your eyes firmly closed, you hadn’t noticed that your underwear had been torn clean from your body, only noticing when there was no barrier between what you both wanted. Your back arched from the stimulation of him sucking on your bundle of nerves, making an obscenely wet noise as your juices and his saliva caused a heavenly mess. 

Your legs had begun squeezing his face as you weren’t able to control your body, but he didn’t stop; he just simply continued to eat your pretty cunt. “Please….please Remus”, you continued to beg but unsure of what as you were thoroughly warm head to toe with the effects from your last orgasm, but his playful mouth knew just the right ways to keep you at the elevated bliss.

The thickness of his tongue pressed against your throbbing hole, delving as deep as he could go before curling it and exploring the warm softness of your cunt as the tip of his nose stimulated your clit.

It was intense, primarily as his large hands now rested on your abdomen, pushing down and forcing your hips to remain against the table so that he could remain in complete control of the stimulation to your body.

Clenching relentlessly around his tongue, your body couldn’t tell if it was calming down from an orgasm or having another. The overwhelming sensation caused tears to well in your eyes as the apples of your cheeks burned with heat. Everything was too much; even the clothes covering your torso felt claustrophobic as your nipples ached to be free.

“Ah!” you babbled, unable to even say his name as more intense waves of pleasure rocked from your cunt as it pulsed around his tongue. The tears escaped down your cheeks as you tried to gasp for air, your body finally slumping in exhaustion against the table as Remus began to stand from where he’d been on his knees for you.

Each of your legs was carefully eased from his shoulders to dangle off the edge of the wooden surface, not that you could keep them up anyway, as your entire body felt as if it was made of jelly.

“Did so good for me, Love. Taste so fucking good, wanna try?” he asked from where he now looked down at you, hovering only inches away from your face as his fingers wiped away the evidence of the tears. You nod quickly, opening your eyes for a split second to see Remus’ dark eyes and swollen, wet lips before they were pressing against yours, his tongue pushing into your mouth and allowing you the vulgar opportunity to taste your own juices from his mouth.

“My pretty girl tastes so good”, he admired, staring down at you, memorising every flicker of emotions on your face. You mewled at the compliment, nuzzling your face pathetically into his palm as he cradled your face. “What do you want? I want to hear you say it”.

His tone indicated that he was teasing, which was a rare attribute for Remus as he usually just liked to do whatever he had in mind, but when he was like this, wishing to get the very most from you as his werewolf subconscious began to flicker through his thoughts.

“You, I want you. Please!” you stress whilst trying to look up at him, fingers trembling at your side with the need to touch him somehow.

The corners of Remus’ lips tilted up as he smiled down at you, “Have I ever told you how much I love to hear you beg?”

Before you could respond, you were gasping as coolness licked over your chest as he’d swiped his wand down the centre of your clothing until it was falling off of your shoulders, and your body could be free from the confines. His eyes lowered, focused on your pebbled nipples as they begged for him to be touched, but he didn’t rush to them.

Instead, Remus began the long journey of exploring the rest of your body with firm kisses and licking with the flat of his tongue. He paid special attention to your neck, as he always did this close to the full moon as his sharp teeth grazed over your pulse point, the animalistic side of his begging to bite down and mark his girl, but he restrained, knowing it would be painful for you. The last time he’d done so, he’d had a right bollocking off of James and Sirius, who prattled on about how you weren’t his chew toy, even though you had insisted that it was ok.

Moving lower, Remus worshipped your breasts. He was licking the skin around the areola before drawing your nipple and some breast tissue into his mouth, sucking with enough force that the area swelled with the rush of blood. The fire in your core intensified as you gained enough energy to lift your hands and grip his shirt.

“I need you, Remus, please stop teasing me”, you beg, but all that earned in response was an approved grunt.

“Relax, and just let me kiss you”, he sniped with desire as you wanted to sass back but found yourself melting into the table instead. Each inch of your stomach, hips, legs, arms, everywhere he could reach in this position, he praised with his mouth until he was once again hovering above your lips. “All I can think about is you”, he admitted, his tone caught between hunger and pain as his thoughts were becoming too clouded by the wolf’s desire to be close to you.

Your fingers combed through his hair as you tried to sound as calming as possible, “I know, Remus, it’s ok. I’m right here. Take me”.

A shiver ran down his spine as he finally began to unbuckle his trousers, freeing his cock between your bodies as he rested on his elbows on either side of your face so that his face could nuzzle into your neck.

You took the honours of reaching between your legs, grasping his impressively hard cock, admiring the soft skin and veins that bulged as you pulled him closer to where you needed him most.

“Tell me you’re mine”, he begged as you directed his tip to your soaked hole.

Tilting your head so that you could kiss his cheek, you implored, “I’m yours Remus - FUCK!”

All you could do was curse and cling to him as, with one powerful thrust, the majority of his cock stretched into your pussy. You could never take his entire length unless it were through anal play, but that didn’t stop him trying as the pressure became overwhelming as he nudged against your cervix.

Your thighs trembled once more as he gave you time to adjust, sighing blissfully against your neck as if he had finally found what it was that he was looking for. However, as your cunt frantically fluttered around Remus as you adjusted to the intrusion, Remus began to rut his hips in short, snapping thrusts slowly.

You groaned at the sensation and found your hips meeting his until all restraint was gone, and Remus was fucking you hard and fast.

Pushing up on his hands so that he was looking down at you, Remus fucked you hard. The table beneath you groaned just as loudly as you were as it rocked against the floor, and for a split second, you hoped it wouldn’t suddenly collapse beneath you two.

Remus suddenly moved as if hearing your thoughts, widening his stance as he stood to his full height, hands on your thighs and bringing your body to the very edge of the table. In this position, he could fuck you with quick snaps of his hips. Your back arched in this new position, pleasure pouring into your soul.

However, a noise over the sound of the fucking caught your attention as the fire flickered with green flames, and you couldn’t help but gasp, “Sirius!” as he stepped out of the fire, followed closely by James.

Remus, still with his head hunched slightly from where he was watching you intently, growled at the name used, his gaze hardening on you as he leaned back until you looked into each other's eyes. “Wrong name, Sweetheart”, he demanded lowly, fucking into you with as power as he could, causing you to cry out and tense with the pleasure. “I only want my name coming out of your mouth, do you understand?”

“Yes, Remus! I’m sorry!” you plead with him as he fucks you harder.

“There you go, Love. See, it wasn’t so difficult, was it?” As he talks, he lifts his hands and covers your eyes so you can no longer look at Sirius or James as you’re plunged into darkness.

“Don’t be too hard on her, Moony”, James teases from somewhere across the room as you hear him and Sirius shuffling around but are unable to see what they are doing.

Remus grunts but doesn’t stop with his motions, making sure that your next orgasm is just as overwhelming and powerful as the others as your cunt clung to him for dear life, attempting to milk his balls with the powerful clenches but he didn’t stop fucking you all the way through your orgasm.

Having his hand over your eyes was a disorientating position to be in, especially as he would every so often kiss your cheek or neck, savouring your soft skin before moving away so that his momentum could continue.

A hiss echoed across the room from wherever your other two boyfriends currently were, and as another whimper sounded from what you assumed was Sirius, Remus then decided it would be a good time to completely pull out of your pussy, leaving you gaping and empty.

Before you could moan, more disorientation flowed through you as his hand was removed from your face, and your body was being manhandled so that you were now being turned over on the table until your front was pressed against the wood. With a gentle kick to your ankle, Remus made room between your legs for himself and fucked into you. He was even deeper in this angle, which you didn’t think was possible as his chest pressed against your back.

His and didn’t return to your face, allowing you to look at your other lovers. Sirius was currently sitting on James’ lap, both of their fancy clothes more dishevelled from earlier as the bowtie and scarf were off and the top buttons were undone. They stared intently at you and Remus as they touched one another. James was kissing the column of Sirius’ neck whilst his hands groped at the bulge at the front of his trousers. At the same time, Sirius was grinding his hips down on James, who you assumed had a matching bulge that was rubbing against Sirius’ arse.

“You’re mine, Love. Aren’t you? My pretty girl”, Remus whispered with deep penetrations of his cock into your cunt.

“Yes! I’m yours, Remus! You’re so deep”, you proclaim with a cry as you find yourself already wanting to peak and cum over his thick dick again. However, Remus knew you just as well as you knew yourself and could feel the tightening of your soft walls and stopped all thrusting as you sobbed with the beautiful feeling washing away.

His hand eased beneath your face, holding your jaw and forcing your sight away from your boyfriend's until it was tilted to look over your shoulder at Remus. “You only get to cum after them”, he demands before nipping your ear love with a sharp tug of his teeth.

“Moony, you really are tense, aren’t you” Sirius jokes breathlessly as he moves more eagerly against James, whose hand is now fully inside of his boyfriend's trousers, wanking him off in time with the movements.

Thankfully it didn’t take them long to cum, Sirius first with his head thrown back and trousers staining a dark colour in a little puddle. James then rutted up into Sirius a few minutes later, groaning and stilling his movements. Both breathed each other in deeply, lazily kissing and holding onto one another until your sudden gasp echoed around the room as Remus continued with his fucking.

Your head moved to drop onto the table as you accepted the fucking, but Remus’ hand remained beneath, cushioning your face from the hardness of the wooden table as his lips moved to the junction between your throat and shoulder.

With each thrust, Remus repeatedly grunted the possessive word, “Mine!” until it was all you could think about. Your orgasm nearly caused you to pass out with its intensity. Juices streamed from your cunt, dripping down your thighs as waves of clenching pleasure constricted around Remus’ cock until he was forcing as much of himself as he could into you, and thick seed spurted into you. The warmth was welcomed as it soothed your pussy from the inside out as it began to trickle down your thighs, mixing with your own juices.

You were half aware of your movements, more concerned with the fact that you couldn’t control the tremble and sobs as Remus pressed himself harder over your back, making you feel grounded and safe.

“Shh. Slowly breathe in and out for me. That’s it. Slowly breathe for me again, keep going, well done”, Remus encouraged for some time as you’d been close to a panic attack with the overstimulation, close to tipping into the submissive headspace that would have taken them a lot longer to draw you out of.

“It’s just… a lot”, you say shakily, eyes closed and absorbing every warmth he was willing to give you”.

“I know, I’ve got you. I’ve always got you”, he reassured calmly.

You’re exhausted, ready to fall asleep right there on the kitchen table as you whisper, “I wanna go to sleep”.

Remus kissed your naked shoulder, “After we clean you up, ok, Love?”

As Remus begins to stand, his half-hard cock slipping out of your well-used hole with a slurp and shudder from both of you, did James finally step forward whilst readjusting his softening cock in his trousers.

Squatting down next to you, his fingers tentatively caressed your cheek while keeping an eye on Remus behind you to ensure the action wouldn’t trigger him somehow. “You alright there?” James asked softly.

“Mmhm. Just a little sleepy”, you say whilst closing your eyes at the ticklish touch on your face.

Sirius stepped forward from behind James, raising his wand and pointing it to the destroyed rest of the kitchen mess, “I’ll clean up here, you guys look after her, and I’ll join you in the bathroom”.

Remus had to carry you to the bathroom as liquid drips flooded out of you and marked the direction you had been giving Sirius more to clean up. As this house was altered for the four of you, the shower was wide enough to provide you with Remus and James plenty of room to wash together.

You attempted to stand up on your own but ended up leaning heavily on Remus as James washed the remnants of the fucking from your body was skilled, careful fingers.

“You know I didn’t mean to say the wrong name, right? I just didn’t expect to see them standing there and-” you begin to explain with Remus, worried he’d been upset by you saying Sirius’s name earlier.

However, his lips quickly cut you off with a simple peck, “I know”.

Kissing his cheek several times, you mumbled against his skin, “It’s hard to think of anything else when I’m around you. You’re all consuming, Remus”.

Against your lips, you feel the heat radiating off of him in a quick burst of rare embarrassment as he actually blushed at your words.

“She’s right, Moony. Without you, there is no us without you”, James quips in a rare statement of sincerity.

A cough from the bathroom door catches all your attention as Sirius casually leans against the door frame, cheeks round with roast potato as he joins in with the Remus praising. “There’s a reason why we all argue every night to see who gets to be spooned by the magnificent Remus Lupin”.

Three of you chuckled before you asked, “Are you eating my leftovers?”

“What?” he says with a shrug, stepping further into the room and beginning to take off his clothing at last. “The food was scarce at the party, and Moony’s roasties are always so fucking good”.

You nod in agreement before looking up at Remus once more, who looks quite proud of himself for the flow of compliments coming his way. However, as you attempted to lean up onto your tip toes again to kiss his handsome face in some way, your knees decided they were finished holding up your way as you nearly collapsed to the floor, only stopping because of his strong arms wrapping around your waist.

“As much as I appreciate this little pep talk, I think we need to get someone to bed”.

Remus lay in the centre of the bed, where he rightfully deserved to be tonight with you on top of him, face resting on his chest and legs on either side of his hips as each of your hands held his. Sirius and James joined later, deciding they needed some extra alone time in the shower together, as the dry humping hadn’t entirely filled that horny spot for either of them.

You were asleep by the time both men crept into bed, resting either side of you and Remus with arms spooning around your back as the three shared a kiss goodnight. “How was your night?” Remus asked, looking between James and Sirius. “You’re both sober, so I’m assuming no mischief?”

“Oh, Moony, like we need alcohol to cause a riot. Why do you think we’re back so early?” Sirius declares whilst flicking out the laugh and curling in closer to the warmth of bodies as Remus chuckles into the darkness.

[sunmoonjune]

OKI ONTO CHP 17!!!

bugs backstory with daia and what that bastard father made her do 😭😭 my sweet sweet like sweet munchkin was forced to hold that blade AT SUCH A YOINGE AGE?? she was FRESHLY BORN WTF he’s crazy someone get rid of him rn

but jongho and mingi comforting bug after even though they don’t know what the dream was about they don’t force her to talk about it they just comfort her with the stars it’s sosososo cute i love da stars it was such a cute wholesome interaction i’m giving them more hugs n kithes xx

the sign for ATEEZ IM DJSBAVFIDNSNFNF HOME AMD STAR NEVAUSE THE STARS LEAD YOU HOME WHICH IS ATEEZ IM FJAHAUFNKWKIWNF AND THE NEW NICKNAME OUR STAR HENSNSNRJNW

and the fact that bug is getting better shows because she’s SPEAKING MORE she basically had a whole verbal convo with hwa i’m so proud of her the character development is PHENOMENAL

the whole convo with the meanings is the symbols and bug giving seonghwa one because he never made one for himself im literally gripping the wall with my toes rn

BUT IM SO SCARED WHATS DA CHEIF GONNA DO NOW?? WHOS DEATH ON BUGS HANDS?? THE PEOPLE?? ATEEZ?? BETTER NOT BE because then i will suffer and that will be on YOUR HANDS!!! kidding i will eat up anything you write even if…. even if it’s ang- even if it’s angsty 😭😭

take care of yourself drinks lots of water and always be healthy MWAH

- 📚

📚 anon my beloved <33

bug our poor baby D': someone fr hold ateez back when they find out about this,, joong is gonna do some damage xD

jongho and mingi were so freaking sweet,, they both deserve a kiss on the forehead omg <3

the sign for Ateez!!! home and the guide to get there hehe <33 I also love the stars so adding that bit was fun for me xD

and bug!! our love!! she's speaking more!! she wanted to talk to hwa so bad and managed to hold a conversation with him <33 I'm so proud :")

GRIPPING TEH WALL WITH YOUR TOES??? BABE??

hehehe >:DDDD the chief needs to step back cause atz is about to square up for their bug xD

I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter my dear <33 thank you so much :}} I hope you're also doing well and drinking lots of water <3 I can't wait for the next chapter to see your guys' reaction as always :D

[sunmoonjune]

omg 🪷 anon so smart and big brained i’m just sat here enjoying what’s coming next 😭 also want to thank them for helping with the idea of ‘love’ that’s literally so cute i’m crying AND ALSO THE SYMBOLS?? y’all both geniuses btw

all those theories like i could never because even when it comes to ateez’ lore im one the ones who wait for either the reveal or just sit and wait for other atinys to state their theories otherwise i’m just sat like “omg that looks cool”

not a single thought going through this head i’ll be the first to tell you

BUT MORE ANGST?? MORE SAD?? tbh you did spoil is the last few chapters they’ve been v fluffy and soft reunions and now we’re going BACK TO SADNESS? we cant have anything here happiness just keeps getting ripped away :,(

but i’ll always be so excited regardless because AHHSHDBFJNDN yk?

ALSO ALSO OFC PEOPLE WOULD WANT SIGNED BOOKS WHO WOULD NOT IF ANYONE SAYS NO IVE GOT A GUN 🔫

take care of yourself MWAH xx

- 📚

🪷 anon big brain indeed xD she's an absolute dear and I love her so much <33

HAHA I'm the same when it comes to ateez lore xD the second I think I've worked something out another lore bomb drops and I'm left like :0000 atiny are so smart tho!! your guys' theories are SO good :}}

more angst :')) bug still has many ghosts to confront unfortunately :(( our girl has to climb some mountains in order to heal some more

HEHE I'M SO GLAD <33 as soon as it gets closer to that point I'll let you guys know ;) <3

take care of yourself as well lovely <3 kiss kiss <33

[sunmoonjune]

okay sheesh i’ve been gone for too long exams took up too much of my time why did i chose to be a woman in STEM and god knows if i’ll even pass but 😭 I FINALLY GOT TO READ THE NEW (not so new) LTM UPDATE

a little late but late is better than never no?

FIRST THINGS FIRST i love your writing so much ik i mention this like everytime i send anything but your writing is genuinely mesmerising and i have to re read almost every line because you could rival shakespeare your writing in fact would make him jealous he would literally plagiarise you in fact he would wishe he could write that good if he was still alive!!!

the way yunho is so considerate and knows all of bugs ticks and how she’ll feel 😭😭 the one thin blanket so she doesn’t feel suffocated I CANT he’s so sweet give him not one but TWO kithes!!

and jongho being so caring and keeping watch and taking care of bug his love language is literally acts of service and he is servicing his acts!! big protector boss!! and the little forehead bump was so cute when he blushed when bug held his hand back AND HE CALLED HER LOVE >{^]!|$~! i’m literally gripping my hair rn

BUT BUGS DEVELOPMENT she’s sleeping soundly next to them which means she feels SAFE! and COMFORTABLE! but also the fact that it’s been one year omg that’s their baby that’s literally their baby

NOW HONGJOONG!! the long awaited bugjoong moment hath arrived!! the way he was on her left side so she’d see him instantly and not get scared,,,, the way he was so gentle in waking her up tapping the floor??? him bringing the mattress AND TELLING HER TO SIT BACK DOWN? she was sat instantly like girl me too tf

WE GOT A NEW SIGNED NAME AND ITS MY HONGJOONG!!! she called him HOME!!! and he HUGGED GER AND SHE THINKS SHE LIKES HUGS (girl me too) it’s over for me i’m gone im literally gone bye bye

AND THEN HIS STORYYYYY JOONGS BACKGROUND STORYYYYY him and bug deserved so much better im sat here crying :( but he was being so comforting of bug he was thinking about her mostly when telling his story he needs all the kithes in the world

and then woosan creeping and staring at bugjoong that’s literally all the readers creeping in on bug and her moments with all the ateez members staring like o_o

they’re so snuggly wtf i wanna be there too

anyways as per usual you absolutely DEVOURED THAT it was astronomical im gonna have to re read a couple times now again ‘‘twas too much for me

make sure you take care of yourself MWAH !!

- 📚

📚 anon I've missed you <33

gosh babes I totally understand the struggles of being a woman in STEM :")) it's a rough journey but you'll make it! I'm proud of you :D <3

omg omg omg better than Shakespeare??? No way I love you so much omfg <3 thank you thank you <33 that entire paragraph literally had me screaming crying throwing up :'D

yun is SO sweet and he knows his bug SO well :"] he takes such good care of her fr,, def deserves kisses and hugs <33

jongho's love languages are DEF acts of service <33 he just wants to take care of his partners and keep them safe <3 his lil forehead bump with yun was so cute too xD

also shoutout to 🪷 anon for helping me decide what nickname jongho would call bug xD I struggled for SO long and 'love' was mostly their idea hehe

THAT'S THEIR BABY <33 BUG IS ATEEZ'S BABY <33333

HONGJOONG <3 he was SO worried about bug and didn't want to frighten her even though he wanted to speak to her SO bad :') ALSO bug ogling joong's muscles while he brought over the mattress, so true of you babe xD

her home <33 the founder of ateez and the founder of her home <33

and joong's backstory :"(( they were clinging to each other and confronting each other the whole way through <3

woosan watching them snuggle was so cute xD they were blushing and kicking their feet fr :}

hehe I'm so so glad you enjoyed the update my dear <33 thank you again for your lovely review :D I enjoy them every single time <33 take care of yourself as well <33 kiss kiss <3

[sunmoonjune]

ANOTHER SONG REC JUST CAME TO MIMD OMG ITS SO PERFECT

destiny by lee sunhee!!! this is gonna be the only thing i will be thinking about when i listen to it omg why does it fit so good??

i was listening to it like literally rn and then i was like OMG the vibes then i was like OMG i remember the lyrics from a while ago when i searched it and i just searched it again and BAM…… literally would be a like the moon soundtrack

like the vibes are too accurate and they fit so well omg get me TISSUES!!

(maybe except the angst parts? i’d say they’re only felt when bug is gone and they’re upsetti - because they shall never lose each other they’re immortal and together forever end of!)

‘this is what we call fate, it's something we can't deny” - yes purrr you’re right no one is denying

“You're a gift upon this exhausting path of life” - agreed no arguments there

“There's so much i want to say, but you probably already know” - no words even needed (no pun intended hehe)

also omg you’re so sweet you gorgeous beautiful human being MWAH MWAH!!

- 📚

YES I LOVE SONG RECS!! send any you have my way I adore them so much!!

omg this vibes of this song fit so well!! it reminds me a lot of yunbug before he got exiled :')) the angst parts of losing each other fit there I think

but also omg the adoration this song expresses <33 it definitely does give the vibes I'm going for!! like nothing will ever separate them now that they've found each other again you now??

yes yes!! all those lines fit so well omfg I'll cry <3 :")) every single time one of the songs you guys rec says something about like 'we don't have to use words, you already know how much I love you' !!!!!! I DIE A LIL,, like that's yunbug!!! that's ateez with bug omfg!!!

also consider::

"we'll meet again some time in the future, please don't ket go of me" YUNBUG WHEN HE WAS EXILED!! I'm crying fr

(omfg no YOU'RE too sweet hehe kiss kiss I love you!! <33)

[sunmoonjune]

you requested song recs so song recs you will receive !! (i was typing this out yesterday and fell asleep midway idk wtf i was on but anyways 😭)

first of all i’d have to say sweet by cigarettes after sex (other than the suggestive lyrics) esp “but it’s the way you smile that does it for me” and “sweet knowing that i love you and running my fingers through your hair” - yeosang in chapter 10 when bug smiled for the first time and yeo was petting? stroking? her i’m :( brb gotta cry

and the “it’s so sweet knowing that you love me though we don’t need to say it to each other” REMINDS ME OF YUNHOOO I CANT 😭😭 AND!! “and i will gladly break my heart for you” that’s so SAN CODED

second song i’d have to say is here with me by d4vd “i don’t care how long it takes as long as i’m with you” THEM BEING SO PATIENT WITH BUG AND HER TRAUMAAAASJEHUWYEBKHHDI/£()*683;”)¥]{$\[…] “ save your tears it will be okay”?? i need a minute i can’t handle this

also idk if you like instrumentals (i personally obsess over instrumentals and think they are underrated!!) but i’d day bug and ateez give very snowfall by Oneheart and reidenshi it gives me very “i’m thinking about you everytime i’m not with you” and it makes me GFHUDNUSNDJSJE you know?

and this last one isn’t english it’s turkish but M. by Anıl Emre Daldal THE CALMING VIBES? IMMACULATE!! i listen to it at least 5 times a day it’s so soothing and the lyrics are so cute im :( “Your words, eyes, and hands only belong to me. My dreams, smiles, and daydreams only belong to you” AND ALSO “Please come back to me darling” yes that’s very ateez to bug imo very ateez to bug….

SO SO VERY EXCITED FOR THE NEW CHAPTER esp because it’s gonna be so long i can take a break from assignments and revision and just curl up and be in the feels SO EXCITED YAY!!

- 📚 (take care of yourself sleep well eat well!! mwah!)

omg 📚 anon come here I am going to kiss you <33

first of all,,, all of these song recs are IMMACULATE and they all swiftly got added to the bug playlist!! <3 I love you so much omfg

ok ok so I had two cigarettes after sex songs on one of my writing playlists already but they were sadder vibes so I was so excited to add this one!! and you're so right omfg this song is so ateez/bug coded (besides some of the suggestive stuff) the lines about smiling fit the yeobug moment from chapter ten :')) the way she smiles does do it for him omg I'll cry <33

'WE DON'T NEED TO SAY IT',, STOP THAT'S YUNBUG -- they never need words they love each other SO MUCH I'm sobbing

'I'll gladly break my heart for you' <33 choi san the man that you are <333 I need to give him a kiss directly on the forehead and tell him how much I love him I swear :'D

here with me fits them so good too :')) they're so patient and willing to wait as long as she needs omfg <3 also also the line "I can't describe, I wish I could live through every moment again" reminds me of bug too <33 she isn't always able to describe her emotions (like the butterflies in her stomach and such) but she loves the feeling regardless <33 ASJLASLJ I'm making myself blush here;;

I'M MAKING MYSELF EMOTIONAL OMFG D':

and I do like instrumentals!! I have quite a few of those on my playlists as well! most of them are soundtracks to movies that I emotionally attached myself too tho LMAO -- like there's a song from the death cure (maze runner series) that I liked when I was young and it still makes me cry :')) also for any of my satosugu/jjk fans,, 'this is pure love' still makes me sob to this day xD

snowfall is immaculate omfg I love the vibes!! it definitely does give 'I'm thinking about you when you're not here' and it makes me mushy inside <33 definitely makes me GGASFEJSJL for sure XD I love it

and I'm so fine with recs in other languages!! I'll listen to literally anything my music taste is all over the place xD -- ok but "I beg of you, come back, my darling" THAT'S SO WOOYOUNG AND ATEEZ IN THE LAST FEW CHAPTERS OMFG EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATED D":

thank you thank you for these recs my love, they will definitely give me extra motivation to write <33 you're the best kiss kiss <3

and I'm so happy you guys are excited!! I swear I get your messages in my inbox and I kick my feet a lil cause your excitement makes me excited ya know? :D

also also I'm glad the new chapter can be a lil relief from studying and revising for exams!! I know the end of the year is coming up for a lot of ppl (or maybe that's just where I'm from idk :o ) and I definitely know how stressful that is :(( but I'm so so happy that this can be a little dopamine for those who need it xD <3

I hope you have a wonderful day my love <33 drink some water and eat well when you can! and take breaks from studying too!! I know you'll do so well I'm so proud of you hehe <33

[sunmoonjune]

i’ve been doing assignments all day and decided lemme you know just hop on tumblr real quick and first thing i see is LTM UPDATE!!! and boy was this a rollercoaster

the way you write is so poetic and amazing and beautiful and hurtful because POOR BUG 😭😭 but no for real everytime you post a new chapter it always amazes me at how you manage to think of such descriptions that i can literally vividly imagine it you’re phenomenal!! truly truly amazing and i will never tire from saying so and i will say so every single time! :)

but on to chapter 13…. the emotions i am feeling…. idek what i’m feeling at this point 😩

but the way san said MY bug!! that made MY heart and stomach flutter too like bug girlie i think i got the same sickness as you rn…. LOVE SICKNESS (and yeosang calling san darling as well makes me SCREAM)

and woo calling her BABY SOLIDIFIED MY EMOTIONAL CONSTIPATION BECAUSE WTF that’s so cute :,(

and she finally had her first non yunho hug!! achievement!! under unfortunate circumstances but development nonetheless!!

and i know damn well yunho is awake back at camp running the whole place down who knows maybe he’s even gone and left to look for bug himself he’d go insane i hope woo and bug get back on time for the relief

WHICH LEADS ME TO OMG I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEIR REACTION WHEN WOO BRINGS BUG (or in his words baby 🥹) BACK!!

- 📚 (can you tell baby is one of my favourite terms of endearment idk there’s just sumn about it)

uwaa thank you my dear <33 you'll make me blush omg :3

HIS bug <33 it made my heart flutter too hehe :'D we all have love sickness for them huh? I love the pet names, esp in series like this,, they just seem to hit different when you stick with the characters for so long right?

also woo's baby <333 heart throb fr I went weak in the knees writing that xD

her first non yunho hug :')) she's having all these firsts with ateez that she never had the chance of experiencing before :'( bug deserves the world me thinks <3

yes, yunho is indeed going to lose it when he wakes to a missing bug :'(( we shall have to wait and see what he does in the next chapter >:D tho,, hongjoong did promise they could go after woobug at dawn right?? I seem to remember the sun beginning to rise when woo finally began to lead bug home,,, hmmm...

(also hehe it's one of my favs too <33 his baby <33 makes me want to kick my feet and giggle)

[sunmoonjune]

okay first i have read your satosugu fics and the pacific rim fic one you’re so RIGHT I CAN SEE THE SIMILARITIES esp with yizhi and suguro also with how they seem so gentle and kind n smiley but when it comes to the ones they love they’re on it to jump whoever is threatening them!!

(also i’ve realised as anon i’ve said it a lot but not as 📚 anon so i have to mentioned i am literally IN LOVE with your writing you’re so talented and amazing and spectacular seriously!!)

second for the hozier nfwb i can definitely see wooyoung as one of them that would probably protect her but also i feel like in the slight future jongho would because he seems more of an acts of service person and he would consider going cray cray protectay for anyone who thinks about hurting bug

and also lowkey i can just imagine as she mostly works defensively rather than offense wooyoung would protect her from the injured eye side and they’d like work together in battle and understand each other v v well because they’ve already picked up on each others habits while fighting so they know what to cover from the other persons weakness

- 📚 (ALSO also i just finished iron widow by accident i was just gonna read like a few more chapters then i see the acknowledgments…? it finished so quick?? was a good read though!)

yes haha!! I absolutely wrote gods and monsters after reading half of iron widow xD I was just so into the universe that I couldn't help it,, I needed my own satosugu au hehe :3 and I'm weak for the seemingly sweet and gentle characters that are secretly pretty dark and protective of the ones they love <3 suguru is a little more silly than yizhi I think since he and satoru are pretty much menaces but I still think they're pretty similar xD

(also thank you so much omg <33 I'm so glad you like my fics,, it means the world :')) )

and yes yes!! I absolutely think wooyoung fits 'nothing fucks with my baby,' like first for seonghwa in the beginning, and soon for bug ;D (I mean y'all are gonna see in the next chapter if he really fits the lyrics I guess hehehehe >:DD <- that's me laughing maniacally)

but oooooo I hadn't considered jongho before but that totally makes sense,, he's def an acts of service person, and I think he absolutely would go off the rails if someone hurt bug or atz (and we will see more of jongho and his love languages in the future too, we'll hit a jongho centric chapter soon ;) )

NOO STOP I'LL CRY :')) woobug fighting together absolutely happens like that,, woo def covers bug's blindside and makes sure she doesn't get hit there - she fights defensively, and I think at first woo will cover for her in terms of offense, but I also think he wants to teach her how to protect herself :') he knows partially how she feels and wants her to be able to know that she can fight for herself (and for others) when she needs -- they def understand each other in battle very well (and we'll see more of that soon too hehe)

I'm dropping so many spoilers here omg xD

(I have a few chapters left of iron widow!! I'm very excited to finish, but I'm also dreading it because I love it so much :') I've never found an actual healthy polyamorous relationship where everyone is actually in love with each other in books before so I am savoring them while I can :')) -- the closest I ever got to poly couples was the infernal devices trilogy by Cassandra Clare,, I desperately wanted will, Jem and Tessa to all be together </3 )

[sunmoonjune]

okayyyy me is back!! last night i decided lemme give iron widow a go, you know, and within like 6 hours i’ve read 30 chapters 😭😭 it’s honestly such an easy read that once i start it just keeps going and then i look at the time and then the chapter and pages and i realise omfg i’ve read THAT much?? kinda crazy

but anyways onto the book i really like how the mc isnt a damsel in distress that needs her knight in shining armour but she’s also not like crazy invincible and its okay to be vulnerable sometimes someone needs to tell her but at the same time go girl go crazy you got this!! she’s also slightly insane imo and i dig that tbh

i’m glad that it’s so easy to read and understand because i’m currently reading books that require me to reread a page 3 times until i understand what’s going on because i get so confused 😔 i am simply a slow person who gets distracted very easily

anyways i also just started reading ANOTHER book it’s called the goldfinch by donna tartt and it’s massive it’s gonna take me like 3 months to finish at this rate because i have 6 other books i’m currently reading i think i’m insane bye

- 📚

omg I'm glad you've liked iron widow so far!! I'm a little more than halfway through (I haven't had a chance to read in a while D: ) but it's def an easy read! I find I don't really like fantasy books that have a really complicated world and the plot is kind of hard to understand,,, like when everything is getting introduced in the beginning it has to be set up well or I get really confused -- iron widow does a pretty good job at introducing everything without that confusion which I really liked!!

(also idk if any of you followed me for satosugu fics, but I imagine Yizhi as Suguru -- long haired pretty boys for the win <33 )

and yea!! the mc is definitely not a damsel in distress -- while she has her weak moments, she's still headstrong in a way that doesn't make her like annoying?? if that makes sense,, I have a hard time reading some books where the mc is always strong and never considers others emotions and whatnot (kind of selfish in a way I guess)

she also def is slightly insane but I dig it xD it's also really cute that both yizhi and shimin both like it too hehe,, she's crazy but she's their crazy haha

but I am also def someone who gets distracted easily if things aren't necessarily explained well in books,, I have a really hard time going back to reread pages if I didn't understand cause I just don't like to do that?? for some reason (being neurodivergent doesn't help lol) but I've never really had to do that with iron widow which is really good!

ooooh I'll have to look into the goldfinch, I haven't heard of it!! but I love thick books so I don't mind a thick read haha xD

[sunmoonjune]

omg it feel like it’s been YEARS since i was last here 😭 i’m on my last year of uni and no one told me i wouldn’t even have time to scratch my head wtf why are there so many assignments and projects ?:):£

i missed interacting with you and your fics omg finally got a little break and finished 4 of my assignments think i deserved a break

SO I GOT TO READ THE NEW SATOSUGU FIC!!!:)&/!;>|^€]!~

i’ve literally been having the worst cramps recently too and omg that was such a comfort fic :(( the way they were so worried and comforting mc ESHSHDBB

megumi was adorable too like wtf come here RN lemme give your forehead a lil smooch a little KITH das my baby wtf

the way they were so worried when she fainted <33 i fainted once cause of my anemia in front of my dad and he thought i was pretending so he kept telling me to get up while watching tv and i was just on the floor 😭

BUT ANYWAYS i’ve missed your writing so much omg so glad i got to read a bit on my break it’s kind of like a motivation for me !!

so good and so detailed idk how you manage to do it your creativity is out of this world give your brain a lil kith from me <33

anyways stay healthy drink lots of water and take your time with your writing because the end results are always worth it!!

- 📚

📚anon my beloved!! it's been too long <33 I hope your last year of uni is going well! I def know how stressful that final year can be :')) if you're having finals soon I wish you luck <33 take some breaks and drink some water while you study!

I missed reading your asks sm too :'D they're always SO much fun to go through <3

I also am having cramps as I write this (haven't even started shark week yet >:( ) so I def understand the feeling bubs :') I literally cannot help but write satosugu as the softest squishes even tho they def show that SO little in canon xD

and gumi!!! he's my precious son I swear like let that child be happy fr he absolutely deserves a lil kiss on the forehead

NO omg that's so sad :'( passing out is definitely very scary so I'm sorry that happened lovely </3 I hope this fic could be a little bit of comfort for that feeling at least :') I definitely haven't met very many ppl who take my anxiety over health stuff like that seriously so it was probably a bit of a vent fic xD

hehe I missed writing too!! I'm hoping to get back into over my break soon since I really missed interacting with you guys and writing on this blog :D thank you as well omg kith kith <33

I hope you're staying healthy as well my dear!! drink some water and get lots of rest when you can <33 thank you again :}}

[sunmoonjune]

okay here i am because once again you have DELIVERED!!!

as soon as i woke up i jumped on to read and it was so COMFORTING AMD SO GOOD!

your descriptions are so poetic and comforting i can literally feel the words physically, you truly have a talent you should be so proud of yourself! because i am!

so first things first as usual after every chapter i’m crying because the way yunho simply would not leave bugs side :( broke my heart (in a good way) he’s so gentle with her i’m sobbing rn

AND THE WAY HES SO REASSURING AND SOFT TO WOOYOUNG TOO they’re all so soft and loving i’m-

and bug just doesn’t want to be separated from anyone she’s so cute she needs all the kisses in the world

her desperation to see san even though she believes them that he’s okay but she needs to see him and reassure herself that he’s okay and i find that so ARSGDEHBDH

hongjoong having to hold himself back i’m- and when she signed “home” i’m- i’m- im- banging my head on a wall (in a good way)

THEN SANUNION!! YAYYYY the way he was so desperate to see her back and okay that he disregarded his own pain and just needed to give ha the hugs she DESERVES!! and he was so reassuring letting her know that nothing was her fault they’re so cute i’m pulling all my hair out (in a good way)

AND WHEN SHE TOOK HER MASK OFF OMGGGG yeosang respects her sm and stayed turned away the whole time and she trusted yunho enough to put her hand down and HIS KITHES SHE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE AND KISSES she’s gawjus girl she’s pretty girl go get it girl

and all those nicknames i’m heaving this is so cute i can’t handle anymore every time i think i can handle it i cannot! me and bug got the same symptoms girl my stomach also got that nauseating feeling rn (in a good way <3)

idk if i missed anything out, i hope not but if i did just know every single line is artwork and beautiful even the commas and periods are beautifully executed you’re amazing gorgeous beautiful and WONDERFUL!! :D

- 📚 LOTS OF KISSES MWAH

📚 anon my beloved!!

thank you omg :')) truly it makes me so so proud when I get feedback like this <3 I've never squealed and kicked my feet more I think xD

yunbug <33 they did not want to be separated and how could I ever tear them apart again :"D he's so tender and he loves her SO MUCH, fr where do I find me a man like that

also yunwoo too <33 all of ateez adores each other and I'm truly here for it

hongjoong <3 our captain needs a kiss on the forehead and someone to tell him that they love him (I volunteer fr!!!) but that will come soon >:D bug missed her captain too and hongjoong needs a moment where he doesn't have to be a leader you know? he just needs to be hongjoong for a little <3

SAN!!! every time I write san it's always something I can see him genuinely doing irl,, like san throwing himself at woo because he was so worried about him even tho he himself is injured?? yeah that sounds like san, he truly is an angel and we don't deserve him :"))

the last scene!! yeosang didn't even need anyone to ask him, he was already turned around and he was going to give bug all the space she needed,, and yunho AGHH bug trusts him so much <3 no thoughts just yunbug <33

the nicknames also get me too!! I honestly literally write whatever reaction I have to them and that's what you read LMAO all that tummy turning and butterflies swarming is just me being delulu and thinking of san calling me 'love' and woo calling me 'baby' xD

thank you thank you again!! I'm so so happy you enjoyed the chapter <33

[sunmoonjune]

ateez’ name change will be sparkling or shax and the members’ names will be accordingly

yunho - yujin (or yoojin idk i don’t remember ill be so fr i couldn’t get through watching it they’re such good actors but i couldn’t get behind the plot 😭)

jongho - hyeok

san - minsoo

seonghwa- seyoung

they’ve already got you half prepared to re name everything 😩 /jk

idk no matter what the name changes will be i think i’ll always have to get behind the ateez names ever since i started reading whenever the 4th chapter was posted i’ve been DEDICATED!! tew good and tew used to their names being their names

but ik regardless your amazing sexy beautiful brain will come up with something equally amazing sexy beautiful

also if you ever do put it in book format i’ll be running to buy one instantly need it to be on my bookshelf all sexily

(also also i’ll be so fr everytime you say ‘my love’ ‘lovely’ or ‘darling’ i start to blush, are you flirting? cause i fr start twirling my hair tucking it behind my ear kicking feet and giggling like a 15 year old with her crush hehe)

- 📚 xx

OMFG I totally forgot about that!! (also I feel you about getting into the plot, I could only watch it parts of it for the boys xD)

tho atiny's would still definitely catch the references to the boys if I changed them to these names xD if I ever publish this it's going under a pseudonym cause I couldn't handle people asking where the inspo came from without outright telling them xD

only the true OG's would know (aka you guys <333)

but I'm so so happy would stick around if it did get published with different names! It literally makes me so warm and fuzzy inside to hear that people have been here since the first few chapters (as long as you ignore my choppy writing in those first chapters xD ) I honestly do desperately want to see it in a hard cover format someday, even if it was just for me and dedicated readers who wanted it xD

(also also maybe I am flirting ;)) do you like it, my love?)

(no but fr, if you flirt back I also dissolve into a puddle of giggles and become a blushing mess too, trust me xD )

[sunmoonjune]

omg wait no it’s should’ve been reYUNHion

- 📚 xx

LMAO reYUNHion works so good that's hilarious xD <3

[sunmoonjune]

SCREAMING CRYING HYPERVENTILATING THROWING UP SUFFOCATING ON MY PILLOW

I LOVE THEM!!!|!%]!_$~!!}

woo comforting bug and APOLOGISING FOR EVERYTHING even though he’s not the one who hurt her (we don’t talk about that tackle) and him holding her even until his arms fall off?? standards are extremely high they are unattainable rn

AND THE YUNREUNION (it took me an embarrassingly long time to remember how reunion was spelt 😭) THEIR HUG WAS SK CUTE HIM SAYING YOURE SAFE WOO SAYING STAY *pls*

the way bug didn’t want woo to let go of her as well istg i’m sat here crying that is so cute and my heart is burning rn i’m literally sat wiggling my toes because of these intense emotions and the little forehead kiss has me giggling twirling my hair like hehe that made ME blush

love your writing so much i got so excited to read it was the best thing to wake up to forget studying for my modules exams i shall stay awake all day re reading and giggling at the comfort cause lawd knows i need comfort and you have DELIVERED god bless amen

also just saw you weren’t doing too well a couple days ago i hope you feel better :( take care of yourself stay healthy and happy always MWAH

- 📚 xx

SCREAMING CRYING I LOVE YOU hehehe <333

no but these long comments with your guys' thoughts make me kick my feet and giggle!! literally have to put my phone down to dance across the room cause I'm so happy <33

wooyoung is really out here raising standards xD hi yes, I'll take one jung wooyoung with a side of ateez please??

the yunbugwoo reunion <333 so much love I was literally squirming and giggling in my seat writing it I swear

and she couldn't let go of woo :')) she wanted him to stay so bad and he couldn't be parted from her either <33 the little forehead kiss too,, I was in agony writing that D': it was so cute <3

thank you so so much my love <33 I'm so happy you enjoyed the new chapter!! I'm also glad it came at the right time! I def know the excitement of something nice during exam season :>

(and thank you again lovely <3 it warms my heart so so much to know you guys care :')) I hope you also stay healthy and happy! drink some water and eat when you can <33 )

[sunmoonjune]

omg yes yes yes!! i love talking about books too!! i’m definitely gonna give those books a read and tbh you’re better than me because i’m reading 4 books at the same time rn 😭 but my favourite right now so far is the poppy war by rf kuang and so far it’s so good i really like it!

i’m also picky with my mcs and tbh books in general too but so far i reaaaallly do like it

(including like the moon!!!! love the mc love the writing love everything tbh really! if only ltm was a physical book too i’d put it on my bookshelf and make it look all pretty too)

- btw can i be 📚 anon if you don’t have one? because i will be reading your recommendations and i’m gonna have to come here and talk about all my thought to you about it 👀(only if that’s okay ofc)

ughh yess!! I don't have many friends who will talk books with me so I would absolutely love to talk to you <33

oooh I've heard about poppy war and I've been thinking about adding it to my TBR list!! I think I'm def going to add it to the line up :D

(and awww omfg I'm glad you like bug!! also I totally have like the moon stored in an actual book-esque doc and have actually considered getting it printed once I'm finished haha)

and yes!! you can absolutely be my 📚 anon <33