#moon anon i missed you babe xxx

[god-has-entered-my-body]

is the anon drunk or are they like 13??

-🌙

am 99% sure that is a full minor, not sure though might just be an incredibly attention and conflict seeking adult you never know

[traceyaudette]

Friends Are Friends Forever

Requested by Anon: One with Jax where you are best friends and he has had these feelings for you since you were kids he wants more but you don't but you are willing to agree to do friends with benefits. you both agree once feelings are caught you both leave. it goes on for a year till he catches feelings for you. you don't and it scares you off. she stops contacting him and he runs into her at a bar, they both sit and talk only for her to still not a relationship with him and they both continue to be fwb. (fwb) but she ends up pregnant and ends up living with him and they co parent but no relationship even after the baby?

Jax’s arms snaked around my waist, pulling me down on his lap. His mouth gently sucking on my earlobe, I shivered and leaned into his embrace, letting out a little moan.

 “Come on (Y/N/N), when are you going to let me love you?”

 I pulled away, looking into his eyes.  “Come on Jax, we've been through this at least a hundred times.” I jumped off his lap and walked across the room.

 I heard him get up and follow me, his body close to mine. “I love you (Y/N) Delaney!”

 I whirled around to face him. “I love you too Jax, you’re my best friend….but I can't give you anymore then that. I’m sorry.…”

 “Why? So I'm only good enough for a screw buddy?” I could see the hurt and anger in his eyes.

 I touched his arm. “No, you're so much more than that.  One of us risk getting hurt, if we allow more than friendship love….I enjoy the relationship we have now. It’s safe and secure….”

 His hands framed my face. “So all I get is friends with benefits?”

 I nodded my head. “The minute it becomes more, either one of us can bolt. No hard feelings...”

 He looked at me closely. “If it's that or nothing, I choose friends with benefits.” He picked me up, carrying me to my bedroom.

 XXX

 It had been a year since Jax and I started our little arrangement.  I was happy with it, he seemed to be as well.

 I came home from work one night to find him waiting for me. He had the backyard lit up with candles, and he had cooked.

 Warning bells went off in my head, that I should turn around and run, but like a fool I continued on. He smiled at me, pulling me into his arms, kissing me hungrily. He pulled me to the table, sitting me down, so we could eat.

 Still those bells going off in my head, but I ignored them.  I was caught up in the moment, letting an unfamiliar feeling come over me.  His blue eyes were shining as they looked at me. He grabbed my hand, squeezing it.

 “I love you (Y/N) Delaney.  We've been doing this whole friends with benefits thing  for a year. I want more with you. Please tell me you changed your mind.”

 I pulled my hand from his, shaking my head. I could feel the tears getting ready to fall. “I can't….I’m not...I can't….” I gathered my thoughts looking at him.  “I’m not capable or worthy of love.”

 I ran from the backyard, through the house, to my car, leaving him standing there shocked and hurt. He had caught feelings for me, I know I had hurt him by leaving. Better now then later when he realized I was broken.

 XXX

 In the last year Jax had tried to forget (Y/N), but anytime he tried to sleep with another woman; all he could see was her face. He finally gave up trying, and refocused on finding her. He had searched everywhere and come up empty handed.

 Jax pulled into the parking lot of Stockton prison, for his weekly visit with Otto. Every week he’d ask and get the same thing. All Otto would tell him was that she was safe, and didn’t want to be found. He was going to sit down with Otto and beg for information.

 He watched as he entered the room. “Jax, I can't tell you anything. She’s safe, just move on brother.”

 “Please,  I'm in love with her, I told her and she ran. She thinks she's not capable or worthy of loving someone.”

 Jax watched Otto tear up. “Even after all this time, that bastard still his claws in my baby girl!”

 “She never told me.” Jax wanted to find this guy and beat him senseless.

 “He told her she wasn't capable of love, and no man would ever love her. It was better not to have feelings, because you just got hurt.”

 “What happened?”

 “He left her for another women…” Otto looked at Jax. “You love my little girl?”

 “I have since we were kids...the last year it's only grown deeper.  I want it all with her, if she'll just take a chance. “

 Otto smiled. “She's here in Stockton. After you leave here, go for a drink at The Office. It's a bar she goes to after work.”

 Jax got up, leaving Otto sitting. He turned around to look at the man. “Thanks Otto.”

 “Take care of my little girl.” Jax nodded at him before leaving.

 “I swear, I’ll protect her with my life!” He quickly left ready to go find (Y/N).

 XXX

 I was standing at the bar, with my coworkers after work.  Tasha elbowed me in the side. “Don't look now, but blue eyed blonde babe...INCOMING!”

 Before I could react my coworkers took off leaving me alone standing at the bar. I looked up to see Jax walking towards me.

 I knew he saw me, I couldn't leave without it being obvious. He smiled at me. “(Y/N).” He said my name so softly, I barely heard him.

 “Jax…” He pulled me into his arms holding me close and kissing me.

 “I've been  worried about you...I’ve missed you so much…”

 “I know...me too. I'm sorry I left the way I did…” His hands caressed my face, his forehead pressed against mine.

 “Can we go somewhere and talk?” I took him to my apartment. Where we talked about our past, and we ended up in bed together.

 He asked if we could go back to what we had before, I told him I didn't know. I thought too many feelings had gotten in the way.

 He promised me that he would keep it just friends this time. He finally wore me down and I agreed.

 XXX

 I sat in Jax’s dorm room, waiting for him to get back from whatever club business he was doing.

The door swung open, Jax had Ima wrapped around him. I know I had no right to be upset, but it stung a little.

 “I'm sorry….I should have called.” I heard Ima laugh.

 “Yeah, you should have. He's busy with me.” I ran from the room, brushing past them both. Ignoring Jax calling my name, I made it to my car before he caught up with me.

 “(Y/N)...hey wait!” His arms enclosed around my waist pulling me against his chest. “I'm sorry……”

 “No, you have nothing to be sorry for Jax. I mean...we’re friends that….” His hands frame my face.

 “I want to be with you, over anyone else….”

 “I have to tell you something….it may change everything. If it does I understand, I mean we didn’t talk about this ever…..”

 I watched his body stiffen. “Have you met someone?”

 “I’m pregnant….I understand if you want out. I’ve already decided that I’m keeping the baby, and you don’t have to have any responsibilities. No one has to know that you're the father…”

 “A baby? Really?” He smiled at me, pulling me into his arms.  “I want this with you….”

 I smiled at him, feeling relief. “You aren’t mad?”

 “I’m happy, but we have a lot to talk about.”

 XXX

 For my safety and the baby’s we decided it was best for Jax and I to live together. Our relationship stayed the same, much to his disappointment. And everyone else's.

Gemma, and my dad pushed Jax and I to marry, but I stood firm in my resolve, that being close friends was the best.

 I know in Jax’s heart, that’s what he really wanted, was to get married but I knew in the long run it was for the best. I did love him in my own way. I didn’t want to be with anyone else, but I was worried I couldn’t love him the way he deserved.

 My pregnancy went perfect, Jax was there for everything. He went to every appointment possible, if he couldn’t go than Gemma went. He spoiled me by going after every craving I had no matter the time of day.

 When I had mood swings, he took thim in stride, always telling me I was beautiful. Then one morning at three am Delaney Luann Teller came into the world, healthy.  She had no signs of the family flaw.

 Jax was over the moon about having a daughter, he was totally in love with her. I never knew I could love someone so much, until the doctor laid her on my stomach.

 Jax and I lived together co-parenting Delaney, when she was two, our son Otto Thomas was born, just as healthy as his big sister. We spent the rest of our lives together raising our children, while we never got married, and I never took his crow, we loved each other.

 We were faithful to each other to our last days.

 THE END

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