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I am learning for the first time that there are many players that have never liked the combat in any DA ever girl whaddahell
#duelist hawke mana clash warden even artificer in DAI there are really fun builds out there that break up the monotony help#whats even the point of playing at that point ? for the dating sim parts ? am I out of touch ? 'oldass' in the inbox if im out of touch#is it not absurd to buy a game with gameplay you cant stand
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June, 1935 Journals of Anais Nin 1934-1939 [volume 2]
#anais nin#june#literature#words#quotes#academia#dark academia#quote#lit#books#books and libraries#monotony#reading#quote of the day#repetition#bookworm#book quotes#prose#booklr#bibliophile#excerpt
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Periodic reminder to trans people who use minoxidil/rogaine on their face:
Make sure to wash your hands afterward, especially if you have cats. Also, please keep it off your lips. You don't want to ingest it (it also tastes like hell, take it from me). If you're prone to dry skin, invest in a good moisturizer, something that agrees with your skin and will keep it feeling nice.
Carry on. I wish you all the best of luck in whatever you do to promote hair growth 💛
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#trans advice#yes we can talk all day about if it's effective for facial hair use#and that it isn't necessarily approved for use on the face by the fda as far as i know#so listen to yourself. if you decide to try it out then ditch it that's genuinely fine#beard oil can definitely be a decent investment (one that i haven't done for some reason)#i know reminders like this aren't necessary for all but i like being able to remind myself too#sometimes you get so into the monotony of routine that you kinda forget y'know?#like i've had to force myself to be mindful and slow when i do my shots because i can get overconfident in my speed#and that just means i fuck something up along the way lol
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A couple of days ago, I posted some headcanons about Castin. I sprinkled in some Modern AU and I thought: "Why stop there? Why not go crazy? Go stupid?" So after rambling on and on with @moonandstarlightsposts last night (love you, baby~), here's my take on Desmond Asmr's characters in a..
High School AU!
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Characters (background + types of club/school activities they would join)
Baroness:
A wealthy heiress who was homeschooled her entire life until her legal guardian enrolled her in school so she could gain some life experiences. The aloof, popular girl type was quickly befriended by the Queen Ascendant while she and Reyes were childhood friends because their families were in the same social circle. She's the secret alcohol supplier for Tigress' parties, and her form of payment is favours. So be careful when you request any help from her~
She met Castin after their teacher arranged for her to be his history tutor. She found him annoying at first, but after his heartfelt confession, they slowly became friends and later, a couple after both had to hide in a nearby bathroom before the hall monitor noticed.
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She joins the Book Club with Reyes. If you want to find her, she's either reading in the library or chilling at the bleachers during football practice. Occasionally, she raises a thumbs up when Castin hollers at her, her eyes never leaving the pages.
Castin Hammer:
The popular jock who all the girls write his surname in their notebooks and all the guys want to be. He's riding on a scholarship. Thinks that secured his future, so he's more concern with maintaining his popular image alongside Rhett.
Fell in love at first sight with the Baroness when she got out of the principle office but thinks she's playing hard to get when all his flirting attempts get shot down. After receiving a reality check from Rhett, he becomes more honest with her and confesses to her after they scramble into a bathroom to escape the hall monitor. At first, he was highkey afraid that being his girlfriend would mean she would get bullied by his admirers, but after a particularly nasty cheerleader was expelled due to several allegations, Castin thinks his girlfriend is scary and hot, lol.
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He joins the football team after his puberty glows up and is considered one of the school's star players. He likes showing off to the Baroness during practice and insists that she wears his varsity jacket.
Queen Ascendant:
The girl that can fit in any friend group, but she's no alpha bitch, no, no. The Queen Ascendant is friendly and constantly invited to parties, yet at the end of the day, she only has a few close friends who would stay by her side even after graduation. She's grateful for them. She befriended the Baroness because she looked so awkward during the first week in high school, so she helped her out by showing the ropes and they became close ever since!
The Queen Ascendant actually went to the same middle school with Rhett! Though they were never really friends, they were aware of each other's existence. She thought they were cool, but for some reason, he absolutely hated her guts after prom. This carried over to high school, and everyone knows it. The Baroness once asked if she wanted her to get rid of Rhett, but the Queen Ascendant promised that he was not going to hurt her.
...Aaaannnddd then came abduction. But don't worry! They managed to communicate well and all is good. Now, she has to restrain the Baroness from trying to kill her boyfriend.
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She joins the swim team. She's not too big on competition, though. She likes it as a hobby, especially when he bends down to leap into the pool, and Rhett has full view of her ass.
Rhett:
The face of the high school. The number Mr. popular. Anything and everything he does will circulate around campus THRICE! Everyone wants to be in his friends' group. At least 2 girls would confess to him in a week to the point that there's a running bet. Strangely, he never accepts any of them nor has a girlfriend.
Rhett is Castin's childhood friend and is a constant support figure when his mother dies. He's also unafraid to dish out tough love when Castin needs it.
How she and Rhett became a couple, well, took the entire school by surprise! Everyone knows that Rhett had a personal beef with her, but no one knows - including the Queen Ascendant! - why and he refuses to explain why. The truth? He asked her out to prom during middle school via love letter and slipped it in her locker. Unfortunately, it flew away when Rhett's back was turned. So he was heartbroken when she went with someone else and, thus, has been nursing a grudge ever since.
The two were forced to work together on a school project, which resurfaced his feelings for her, who is still trying to figure out why he hates her so much because he's super hot and cold with her. The boiling point is when he abducted her from her home during the weekend and took her to his family's cabin. They finally talked it out and returned to school as a couple after being missing for 2 whole weeks. Needless to say, their friends were very concerned.
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He is the captain of the football club and a damn good leader. He cares for his boys and is close with the coach. Under his captainship, their school won several inter-state competition trophies. Don't admit to his face that he preens like a peacock when the Queen Ascendant watches him in the field. He will punch you.
Cupcake:
The quiet, studious girl who only sticks close to her group. The wallflower that everyone missed. Cupcake tends to get bullied by those who are looking to take advantage of her, forcing her to do their homework and such. Her only goal is to graduate high school with flying colours, keep her head under the radar and help out her family.
She became entangled with Warren when she accidentally caught him sneaking out of school when the teachers were looking for him. To buy her silence, Warren offers to befriend her and keep the bullies away. Everyone in school was surprised and jealous at how closely he stuck to her after that. They gradually fell in love with each other after lots of hardships. He even asked her out to prom!
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She joins the Science Club and sometimes tutor the juniors for extra bucks. She doesn't feel comfortable sitting with the Baroness and the Queen Ascendant at the bleachers during Warren's practice at first, but she eventually warms up to them.
Warren:
One of the stars of the football team, where he, Rhett and Castin form a trio and so share the same amount of popularity. He always has a new girl hanging off his arm every month. He is the life of the party and sometimes even the host. He and Castin play fight a lot, and rarely butt heads with Rhett. Academically, well, you rarely see him in class because he would rather be somewhere else.
When he met Cupcake, he didn't even know she existed, but the more he hung around her, the more he realised that she was actually pretty funny and chill. Expect him to bring her to parties, introduce her to his friends and be all protective whenever his exes dare mess with her. He's secretly a softie around her and lowkey enjoys looking out for her.
Warren is all about being street-smart and quick on his feet to get out of trouble. His goal is to ensure that Cupcake enjoys high school to the fullest.
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He joined the football team as soon as tryouts were open. His varsity jacket is more often found in Cupcake's closet than his.
VP:
Girlboss. Gatekeep. Gaslight. That's VP. She kicks ass and takes names on the regular while running to be valedictorian. Everyone looks up to her, and she owns it. Her style is always on point, and she appears untouchable. In reality? Her home life sucks, so she's desperate to have her public image appear clean.
VP has a fierce rivalry with Wajid because their visions of their club keep clashing. Somehow, Wajid found out about her background and used it against her: either work with him to produce the best show ever so that their after-school curriculum looks great, or he'll deliver the info to the newspaper club. Not wanting to be bested, she seduced him into sleeping with her, took a selfie afterward, and threatened to share the pic with his girlfriend at the time if he tried anything shady.
After that incident, you can hear them fighting non-stop, and sometimes, you might even catch them stumbling out of the janitor closets or other inconspicuous places. Rumours never stop circling around them.
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She is the co-leader of the theatre & costume club. Her job is gathering funds for props and textiles and her biggest investor is the Baroness. Sometimes, she would also act on stage with Wajid.
Wajid:
The cool, serious and somewhat mysterious guy that you can't help but turn your head twice when he walks by. He's a bit intimidating to approach at first but once you get to know him, you'll realise that he's actually... pretty alright. He just ain't got time for drama (which is hilarious because he's all up on VP's business).
The teachers love him because he always submits assignments on time and respects the rules. The girl who one day declares herself his girlfriend likes how obedient he is. To sum it up, Wajid has no complain about his life.
...Until VP rudely tries to usurp his position in the club that he's painstakingly built with sweat, blood and tears. The girl that haunts him like a beautiful spectre. She's a shooting star that tilts his world on its axis. But unknown to her, he enjoys arguing with VP. Enjoys this forbidden feeling growing between them, and for once in his life, he wants to do something for himself.
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He is the director of the teacher and costume club. He coordinates every play, interviews actors and actresses, and ensures everything runs smoothly. When he's on stage with VP, he struggles to ignore his growing feelings for her.
Tigress:
The delinquent, rebellious student who transfers from so many schools because she keeps getting expelled. Her father was wrongly framed and is jailed for life, leaving her in the care of a dirty cop for an uncle. She having a rough time growing up is an understatement.
Tigress is a pretty scrappy fighter. She has connections to all sorts of things and knows lots of people, which has earned her a bit of a reputation. For what it's worth, she's proud of the person she has become.
She and Renae were good friends before his mum accused her dad of embezzling money from their joint company, and that's when bitterness and hatred toward Renae's family set in. She's looking forward to her pound of flesh now that she and Renae are studying at the same school. Despite that, she still has some fondness for her dorky friend, and it really confuses her.
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She tries to join several clubs but none of them interest her in the long run.
Renae:
Another rich kid but unlike the Baroness, Renae has an overprotective mum who controls every aspect of him, even his school life. Also, unlike the rest of the bois, he's more of a pretty boy. Adorable, smartly dressed and is the hall monitor. Yup. This makes him unpopular with a lot of people, but no one dares to mess with him because rumours have it he comes from a royal lineage. Renae is also haughty and a bit of a Tsundere, so his friends are those who share his background.
He and Tigress were childhood friends, and despite being too young to recognise it, he was heartbroken when she mysteriously disappeared one day. So excuse him when it took him several weeks to realise that the new transfer student was his friend!
Tigress being a delinquent does not stop him from trying to befriend her. In fact, he's determined to be her 'prince charming/knight in shining armor' and rescue her from other delinquents in the school, much to the annoyance and amusement of Tigress.
A delinquent and a hall monitor—will love bloom between them? The newspaper club is keeping a close eye on them!
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He doesn't join any clubs or after-school activities because his mother prefers to have him at home.
Gorgeous:
The QUEEN BEE of the school. The female alpha. The one girl that the Baroness, Queen Ascendant, Cupcake, VP and Tigress dare not to cross. The one who ensures the school doesn't become a flaming dumpster. Gorgeous is genuinely friendly, always there to lend you an ear and is a multi-tasking master. Her grades are always top-notch, she's athletic and someone that the faculty and student body could rely on.
However, getting to where she is currently requires a lot of sacrifice. See, she and Desmond came from the same middle school that ended up burnt down due to an accident. She belonged to a gang that wanted to change the school for the better, and so did Desmond, but unfortunately, both had very different ideas on how to achieve it. There was a fight that resulted the school getting destroyed. Investigations were launched, but no ties could be found.
When she and Desmond enrolled at the same high school purely out of luck, the two swore to work together instead of against one another, and they fell in love!
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She is the vice president of the student council. She manages all the clubs, checks through student attendants and humbles Desmond occasionally.
Desmond:
This is the guy that your mama warns you about. A bad boy who has fooled the entire school faculty into thinking he's an angel. Those who knew him back in the past like Gorgeous? Well, they'd immediately transfer the moment they saw him.
Controlling a school is just a trial run for him to see if he has what it takes to create his own empire once he graduates. He had plans even in middle school, but Gorgeous became a force he never expected, including falling in love with.
The moment he laid eyes on Gorgeous, he knew that she would be his downfall. His suspicion became true when she held up a lighter with a vicious smirk on her beautiful face. After their middle school was destroyed, he vowed that if their paths were to cross again, he's gonna do everything in his power to make her his partner-in-crime and future wife. Girlfriend would have to do for now.
And wouldn't you know it, both of them had a fresh start when they noticed each other during orientation.
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Present of the student council. Nothing goes within the school without his say-so. He can easily withdraw the football team from participating in competitions, shut down any clubs he wants and even fire teachers who he has a problem with. It helps that he still has contact with his old gang.
#monotony's rambling#desmond asmr#headcanons#sjdskjdnasd#it took a whole day to write these out#can i just tag everyone that exist in desmond's world?#well#all the relevant couple#anyway#ENJOY!
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Need motivation I am so bored but doing things is boring because they keep turning out subpar I’m gonna fistfight the next person I see to feel something (probably immense pain cause I have the strength of overcooked spaghetti)
#I might just go back to sleep to escape the monotony#seriously why does every day feel like an endless loop of nothingness#i’m so fucking bored#ughhhhhhh I’m at the point where I’m going to start causing problems again for something interesting#did I wreck my friendships last time I did that? yes. do I learn? HELL NO.#even my one hobby of watching bsd feels monotonus.
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It begins
#hat talks#my ocs#a lotta them lol#harlows is SO OLD#i never got the chance to update their ref last year so guess who still has a ref from god damn 2022#its BAD too#anyhow you can definitely tell whos been updated/added lol#nowwwww for the monotony#this is how im gonna spend my first few days of art fight!
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Who needs to go clubbing when i can sing and dance along songs on my terrace with headphones on
#been dancing and singing like crazy for an hour#to 2010s dance hits#this was needed after days of chaos and monotony#the kind of therapy i need#just#meeee<3
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okay i lied. the emotions i have for that man are not normal.
#em is yelling#lol you can rb bc i just like this post on it's own but also#i was not normal about that fwb lmaooo (did i really think i would be)? i got the usual post satisfaction confidence for a few days but#i was worried when he wasn't responding to anything from me#but i got a response to a story i posted yesterday wearing the shirt he gave me and i can't help getting all mushy again#bc on one hand it sucks that i didn't get responses but on the other hand he's going through a Lot that's similar to me#and i need to show the compassion and understanding i'd want someone else to show me during times like this#he said 'it looks better on the floor' i'm going to walk into boston harbor#one of his many green flags is he also was unfased and possibly chamed by me using the word monotony in a flirty text
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A family of geese has taken up residence in the courtyard of my workplace. Sometimes they are hanging out by the front door when I leave at the end of the day. I am worried they are going to hiss at the wrong person some day and the facilities office will promptly kill them
#it’s nice to be able to see them so up close#and whenever I notice them during the day it is always a pleasant break from the monotony
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Lost in rythm, Portugal
2024
#every day#rythm#monotonia#monotony#work#train station#lisbon#lost#experimental#pentax#photography#digicam#photooftheday
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Now I know I was 100% drowning in burnout.
During this month/month and a half of rest, I’ve had so many ideas and plans for wips—more than I had in the entire past year. Basically, I feel like I’m once again new to writing; new worlds are in front of me and I’m excited and everything feels novel and it’s not stressful.
I’m still dealing with brain fog (especially on the day-to-day/while talking to people), but I know it’s not something that will get fixed overnight. I’m dealing with it slowly and steadily.
But in any case, I’m very excited to start writing again soon.
#robiin.txt#recently I’ve been spending most of my free time working out#but during some of the workouts Ive been watching shows/movies#and when I’m not working out I’ve been reading and doing some crafts#(I’m very excited about those)#and cleaning. I’ve cleaned so so much it makes me so happy#so I’ve been keeping my mind occupied but also giving it a rest from monotony#I’m also 40 days sober which is not a lot but it’s nice too
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EVERYONES ASLEEP BUT NOBODIES DREAMING!!!!
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depression is back. hit like a truck.
#mine#I can't say I'm surprised but usually I'm sad abt my porphyria#not this vague ''ah shit I have to pick a meal out every day for the rest of my life'' monotony#it's fucking ridiculous too bc life isn't monotonous rn. I have my promotion and training at work and my partner got stung by a wasp so#we're navigating workers' comp for that which certainly isn't dull#and I'm trying to finally update all my tx paperwork to tn residency so like I've got a ton going on#but noooo I wanna cry bc life is ''boring''
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i hope everyone reading this has a swell *checks calender* saturday
#all the days blur together#i gotta figure out something to both bring me joy#and break up the monotony#a book maybe?#radtalks
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Was re-listening to Vincent's playlist while I was folding the laundry just now.
When it got to his latest video and I saw a few comments about how Alexis probably doesn't get a crown from William, I suddenly thought of something:
Vincent can brag that he's the 'self-proclaim Golden Child', but when it comes to Alexis, I feel like William lets her get away with a lot of shit. Like I mean, A LOT OF SHIT.
Sam is the perfect example. Taking her ability to Invoke him felt like a slap to the wrist, not a proper punishment. But perhaps there are things that happened behind the scenes between William and Alexis that we don't know yet.
Because she is his First Blood. She was there before Vincent and Sam. How did she become so spoiled, mean and callous if her Maker is calm, kind and patient?
I'M SO CURIOUS!
#monotony's rambling#just some late night thoughts#hopefully one day we get to know how will truly feels about his princess#redacted asmr#redacted audio
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and yet :(
#i try sooo much to be responsible#be better and healthier#cause i want to live and have a good life and start a family w bugman some day#but a part of me just#growing up like i did i think it made my brain depend on life-or-death-situations and the rush that comes with it#the exhilaration and how everything just fades away when you think this is it#now he kills me#and it always seemed so logical#he brought me into this world#seems fair that hed be the one to take me out#but he never did and now#boring monotony of life#i love life#i do#i dont love the emptyness inside me#my hands are trembling#LOL
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