#momochiiee musings

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Goddammit there's an influx of bo/ts spamming my main 😔

Istg I will block anyone who doesn't have pic, banner, bio and at least a single post in their blogs

If I don't block bo/ts as they appear, I get swarmed in a matter of minutes 😔

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I'm overwhelmed, my DMs have exploded and people don't seem to understand the concept of timezones or how one single person that suddenly has constant messages from more than 30 people at the same time, isn't answering to them right the instant they started spamming

That on top of having to filter out bots from people, and actual artists from AI filth

And ignoring those with the dumb blue mark. I'm not giving money to anyone supporting the brainless boss of the app

I want to get back into streaming but I can't figure out a nice looking layout

Anybody knows of some layout artists to commission?

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Today I woke up and found out a smell sense boost had been casted on me

Even my favourite safe food smelt too overwhelming

I don't like this, someone debuff me please!

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Can people not blast fucking music?

Because I may start to blast Vocaloid bangers just to stop hearing the misogyny made distasteful songs genre

You wanna hear autotune overload? HAVE A FUCKING PROGRAM SINGING. Has better vocal range that whoever those people are screaming in your music

I can't hear my lofi over my neighbours noise >:'(

Fucking tiktoker wannabes istg

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Looking back at this fully knowing I am lazy on farming most of the days, feels like I'm stretching the task on purpose cuz already got most of the characters at 5th ascension

Still trying to bring many up to the 6th ascension but ehh...

I also gotta farm some talent mats and the foking mushrooms and eremites for way too many characters

And there's a couple that still need passable artifacts TTATT that's the worst part ngl spending all day's resin to get 4 lame pieces is not fun at all

Hoyo give us more resin you bastards :'(

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It may be my asexuality but, the plots of someone cheating on someone and the consequential back and forth between forgiving or not, feels so absurdly dumb to me

If someone was asshole enough as to not keep their underwear on with someone else outside the relationship, then why getting back together? This idiot replaced you sweetie. Move on, you deserve better

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Work contracted doctors, please, get your shit together, I should be recovering in peace and not stressing out for if I am being forced to get back to a very stressful and physically taxing workplace or not 😔

I barely have the mobility and strength to hold a bottle

I do my exercises and cares every day I can't do anything more without the implications of hurting myself by doing more than my body can currently handle 😔

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Managers at work are playing a game of calling me earlier each Friday when I told them once and again that at most I can be called at 6pm and by all means it can't be an habit as I am usually busy with other stuff up until 6 pm, which means, I'm setting aside other important matters to go and assist them earlier than usual

They can do whatever they want with the schedules and edit it as much as they want, I've warned them about my availability on Fridays due to studying and working on my personal project that will become my main job soon enough

If they choose to ignore it, they'll just going to get one less employee than usual

And mind you, as winter is approaching, so is my personal deadline to quit working for them. They were a means to speed up my savings for the top surgery, and now, as I am still recovering and in pain, big amounts of stress and physical labor aren't good for me, so I will save up the paychecks of the last 3 months of the year, and announce I'm leaving them for good

They don't need to know I won't be having another job, but heck I'll tell them I did get a new one regardless if it's true or not when the time comes

Their insane schedules are diminishing my mental and physical health, and I paid big cash to have my body tweaked. I'm not ruining it for them because they can't understand I am still limited in terms of strength and stress endurance

I've been breathless and in pain too many times in the month and a half I've been back working with them, so

Winter is coming and Dilan is fucking leaving

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Goddammit every day I must block several p*rn b*ts on main

I have this lingering regret that I may be blocking and reporting actual people but gosh, if I don't take care of the damned spam accounts I'll be burried under tons of dirt in a few days

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It really is amazing how suddenly all the mutuals I had on the bird app are reappearing here LOL

Welcome my sweeties, I've missed you all 🥺💖

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Sometimes I think I'm going crazy, cuz I can vividly hear voices of people that I haven't seen in a decade, or music from a videogame despite how everything is turned off

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Tumblr celebrating I've had 5 reblogs is so sad

But it's sadder the fact it tags myself to thank "everyone" for the support on such an "amazing feat"

Oh dear...

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I miss dreamselfie so much, it was a great source of inspiration for OC designing

It's shutdown was such a painful loss :'(

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I feel miserable

Haven't been able to sleep tonight so I wanted to take a nap, and woke up to the TV screams from a gorey sort of alien infestation series dad was watching

Just the wet sounds and wailing from the characters made me want to throw up so badly and I wasn't even watching it

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Sometimes exposing an OC feels like you're a market vendor showing off your wares calling out for potential friends and suitors for your children

And there's no greater joy than to find that one friend that brings you the perfect match for your sad lonely meowmeow

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Tried to take pictures of the leftover prints and keychain I still have

All the pictures came out super blurry and unusable TTATT