#momentoflettinggo

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Too much grief. More than 6 deaths in 6 months, including my mom. It's just too much to handle. . Saking banyak berita duka, sampai gatau harus bereaksi apa. It was hurt until feeling no pain at all. Semua orang terdekat, inner circle, ring 1-2. Innalillahi jadi semudah astagfirullah. Ga bisa nangis, ga bisa sedih, tapi sesak. Mungkin ini cara Allah ingatkan bahwa kita semua lagi antri, tunggu giliran dipanggil. Kaya ga ada waktu buat sedih berduka, malah harusnya berkaca, udah siap kalau tiba2 dipanggil? . Moments of letting go. That there's no mine yours ours theirs his hers, everything belongs to and will return to Allah. There's nothing last forever. Cape loh sungguh. Sedih itu cape. Nahan sedih apalagi. . #grief #momentoflettinggo #surrender #sunset #sunsetcatcher #sunsetinjogja #queenofthesouth #nofilter #reflection #sunsetbythesea #sunsetbyayunda https://www.instagram.com/p/CLTHFWhnDYB/?igshid=cvrfqh3g1t5f