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(the shape you make when your bones are closest to the surface, porpentine charity heartscape)
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since tumblr always has to suffer my personal vents and breakdowns and rants and annoyances you get the most wips and pics of unfinished stuff, im sure that makes up for it
the (unfinished) shiekah arm concepts that made me want to explode and i dont think im gonna work on again
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#botw2#wip#calling it wip but i dont think i can go back to it#i tried to keep going on this for so long bc i have had the idea in mind for so long and it seemed fun#well ...... turns out that was a lie#thought to myself maybe i can do like one of those cool concept art things where they just go for interesting shapes first#and then refine it to actually work#but im not made for it#tbh im not sure what im made for#(i dont think posting wips im not posting elsewhere actually makes up for my annoying mental health spirals..)#i hope its not too small#was intending to go for version H but only got to do one variation#the outer casing can be customized with several designs#theres a guardian arm that extends and stretches to form the hookshot in the bulky part as well as the stored magic#there is always something on it to glow bc it also subtly shows how low your magic meter is#and if it runs out the blue parts turn orange like other shiekah tech in stand by mode#wanted to draw all that on here too#but .... ill need to start over when im doing better ....... WHEN im doing better and can draw again#speaking it into existence#(....man how all those “designs” look is so ... i feel even stupider for getting so extremely frustrated over it ...)
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#the expanse#camina drummer#naomi nagata#they broke up like six seconds before this and immediately transitioned into divorced-couple mode#it's the long accusatory feral-cat glare for me tbh#and naomi's 'don't start' face#also. i think about that eye-narrow approximately ten times a day#just continuing my years-long spiral about cara gee's face#jes.edit
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Decided to touch back on an old style of mine
You can never have too many spirals
Clean line art
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#wally darling#wally darling fanart#howdy pillar#sally starlet#welcome home doodles#if In doubt add spirals#no blending modes were used#heehee
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Two people with the exact same brand of ADHD and shared intense hyperfixation clicked too hard, 100 dead, thousands injured, 3 million new timelines unlocked, a single starting line of conversation ending in 400 new novel length messages sent and one month between reply times
#adhd#audhd maybe#met a new mutual and we're on such the same page telepathically we spiralled into overwhelming convo length in so much excitement from both#ends we have scared each other off i think#because we so easily could talk to each other and fly inro tangents that the messages grew and grew and i simultaneously love them and find#myself unable to wrangle them because they are self sustaining convos beautiful and thriving the way mint thrives!#you know??#god they bring me joy but also i need to be in full focus mode for hours to respond#they're so brilliant we bounce off of and expand on each other's thoughts effortlessly we are so the same we cannot be contained!!#girl help!
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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i saw ur TMA art in ur banner, so i request this;
can you draw ivor as an avatar of the spiral?? like ivor distortion?? i’m SO curious to see what that would look like
(if you want purely mcsm feel free to just draw normal ivor if you want lol)
Michael and Ivor my beloved
Ivor went into the wrong door/portal it seems 😔 he got fed to the spiral
#fanart#tma#the spiral#spiral tma#mcsm#ivor mcsm#mcsm ivor#minecraft story mode#the magnus archives#avatar of the spiral#mcsm fanart#mcsm art#tma fanart#tma art#tma x mcsm#mcsm x tma#the magnus archive#michael distortion
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“[lestat] tasted like vermouth and annihilation” “needs more vermouth. it’s fine, it’s just… [armand’s] were better” “an eager black hole” what’s up with this guys what’s up with this armand what’s up with this daniel what is UP with THIS
#who tastes like vermouth and annihilation again?#me @ me: welcome back to hiatus spiral mode babe#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#devil’s minion
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Hiiii hello 🫶 two-for-one special with this piece because I couldn’t decide who to draw
#minecraft story mode#mcsm petra#mcsm lukas#episode seven the beloved#song is Spiral of Ants by Lemon Demon#does anyone here like Lemon Demon…….#anyway um. uh. I think this episode is cool#I hate drawing their armor though. ughhh#my art
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Guess who finally designed Admin’s Champion!Radar?
I feel like he’d have like… ender dragon esc glowey stuff? Idk i thought it’d be cool lmao. I really like it.
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm au#NaLA!AU#buggo’s art#i thought it’d be cool if the tattoo glowed#and it spiraled from there
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Doorways to Other Places
#photo mode#control 2019#control remedy#control#screenshots#remedy entertainment#the oldest house#federal bureau of control#oceanview motel#oceanview motel & casino#gonna add the AW tag just for the spiral door#alan wake
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i haven't been this not okay in over a year and i do not miss it and i do not want it
#good to know i can still spiral this hard and catastrophize as well as i ever did DESPITE EVERY TECHNIQUE I KNOW.#and yoga. and breathing. and cold water and ice. and logic. and distractions. and thought reframing.#teeth aren't a moral judgement EXCEPT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE#I feel like I'm going to ACTUALLY DIE. ACTUALLY DIE#I was JUST the other day so grateful it's been so long since I was mostly dissociated instead of mostly present and now all I want is to be#checked the FUCK out and also not exist so I don't have to go tomorrow#pull yourself together @ me you have objectively already survived much worse#and you have it much better than it could be#and worst case scenarios are still dealable-with even though they don't feel like it#unhelpfully. all my brain wants to do is tell every person i know that i'm freaked out and terrified and full of shame and guilt and dread#and want COMFORT AND ATTENTION#and it's like bitch you wouldn't even accept it if you asked and they DID give it to you. you are so fucked up right now. chill. OUT.#@ all of you I am SO sorry i'm liveblogging my breakdown today. i'm scared to open my journal and spiral more so this is all I've got#I'll be done with this mode by the end of tomorrow I promise#shh katie
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New stuff in the Portland Button Works Spiral House Shop December 6, 2023
Candy Colored Cauldrons! Blue, Green, Pink, or Red!
Mini Candle Holder with Finger Ring
Conjuring the Commonplace: A Guide to Everyday Enchantment & Junk Drawer Magic by Laine Fuller and Corey Hutcheson of New World Witchery Podcast
Lighting the Wick: An Intuitive Guide to the Ancient Art and Modern Magic of Candles by Wright and Leanne Marrama
Goblin Mode: How to Get Cozy, Embrace Imperfection, and Thrive in the Muck by McKayla Coyle
Slingshot #138 Winter 2023 (FREE! Just pay shipping)
Myth & Lore Zine Issue 7: Witches, Warnings, & Windershins
Witches on Film Zine from Myth & Lore
#witch store#cauldrons#witch shop#spiral house#new world witchery#myth & lore#goblin mode#slingshot zine#zlingshot organizer#candle magic#colorful cauldrons#junk drawer magic
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Depressed sugu thoughts? 👀👀
Would he be listless and lay all day in bed, starve himself? Not engage with anyone and just sleep all the time? :(
ah ………….. :< this concept makes me sad so i’m gonna tell you about it through a hurt/comfort lens <3 he will be comforted….. he will be babied…….
i think suguru self-isolates + bottles up his own emotions when he’s going through a rough patch!!! stays at home, doesn’t take care of himself properly… doesn’t shower or eat much at all. i see him as someone who has issues with eating on the regular - digesting curses probably makes him nauseous :’) so he prefers cold, light dishes and drinks. but taking care of you makes it easier for him to take care of himself — he eats when he’s cooking for you, he takes plenty of baths and showers with you, etc.
but when he’s depressed, he doesn’t have the energy for that!!!! and i think that in itself makes him feel kind of useless :< feels guilty that he isn’t looking after you properly. it’s silly!!!! because all you want is to take care of him for a change…. i think he’d be overwhelmed with love if you made him a warm meal, took a shower with him, and just cozied with him on the couch for the night :’)) stayed up with him until he falls asleep in the morning. all he really needs is for you to be there. he wants you close!!!!
#i neeeeed to pamper him#:(((((((((#ahhhhh i wish i could jump into jjk and just take care of him yk??????#seeing suguru depressed awakens my mother hen mode like nothing else…….#but yeah . i think his spirals get pretty bad :’) but it calms down much faster when you’re around!!!!#ask tag ✩#cw disordered eating#<- just in case !!
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#alan wake#alan wake 2#the bad boy#*#**#mk.op#mk.edit#mk’s photo mode pics#it started with the first pic then spiraled lol#night springs spoilers#mk.photo
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I got so scared of putting myself out there but. Let me tell you, even if you hit a few snags. It is so fucking worth it
#i just. i am spiraling upwards. does that make sense#i had my feet in water for many hours and i think the freedom spread upwards and i kinda feel invincible#GOD its rough trying to catch these glimpses of hope#my white hart#but when I do?#im gonna go kiss em on the lips for everything#i dont even want to hope too much and honestly i think that's great and a big part of it? not putting all your eggs in one basket etc etc#im just rambling atp because i was left alone when im in social mode#BUT IM GRASPING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS WITH TREMBLING HANDS AND TEARY EYES#DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET IT?#we can actually do it. we can. i prommy
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