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[askdrunkjimmy]

Jim, from one meds taker to another, be honest: Are you taking them? I don't know what you're treating, but if you're part of the cluster B gang then I know firsthand what you're probably feeling right now: so so much and nothing at all.

I haven't been taking my meds either. For about 5 or so months. And it's so overwhelming that I feel like starting again would mean nothing cause im just going to stop at some point. But I think we need to hold ourselves accountable. I have someone that loves me and would tear themselves apart if I took a nose dive and I know you have that someone too. I know the

... I'll take mine if you take yours?

If you've run out of mood stabilizers, I have a stash

No, I'm not taking them.

I'm not out, and I have plenty.

The last time I spoke to a professional they highly recommended me therapy because they said I was "at high risk of spontaneously going off my meds". They were right, obviously, and admitting that makes me annoyed. I feel like they are trying to trick me into needing them.

I'm not a good person and I've come to terms with that. I have no real desire to be better, and no one believes that I can be. So why bother?