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nsfw minors dni

Little Dream thought to distract myself for the night

Even after taking a long nap, no matter what he tried, nothing seemed to work. Nothing he used on himself was nearly as good as your hands, your mouth, and your tight pussy/big cock. Even after the 3 orgasms you’d already given him, he was still craving more. He tried so hard to get himself off but he just couldn’t do it without you. Eventually Dream gave up and went to go find you. When he found you doing dishes, he came up behind you, wrapped his arms around your waist, and buried his head in the crook of your neck. You lightly chuckled as you felt him against your ass.

“Have I really not done enough for you? Are you really that needy” you teased, slightly grinding your ass into him. He groaned at the friction, his hips bucking up.

“wanna cum in you, please.” his breath grew heavier the more he grinded into you, another orgasm creeping up on him. “please mommy/daddy, wanna fill you up”

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Laugh

Karl Jacobs x GN!Reader

Warnings: nothing really, just a bit of angst

Once again her laugh made him burst into a fit of giggles. You wondered why he only paid attention to her, only laughed at her when you clearly went out of your way to get his attention. You watched as Karl mined more blocks, quickly standing on top of the block of wood he would soon mine only for him to barely chuckle at your character falling in front of his and continue on with his previous conversation with Tina, breaking into another fit of giggles at one of her jokes. 

The longer you sat there the worse you felt like you didn’t belong. Talking would be between the two of them, even when you did speak you only received a dry reply. You finally gave up, figuring that he wouldn’t notice the lack of your presence.

“Hey, I forgot. Alex asked me to record something with him so I’m gonna go.” You lied in hopes of some acknowledgment. When you got no response you exited the game and call, finally allowing yourself to break down. As if he’d see it, you sent him a text, telling him you left the house and where you went. Grabbing a few things, you walked to the nearby park.

The cool breeze surrounded you as you trudged to a spot near a tree. Tears pricked your eyes as you sent down a blanket and removed your shoes. It was unbelievable, he asked you to join him and Tina in Minecraft only for him to forget you were even there. It would hurt even if it had been the first time but he’d been doing this for a few weeks now. Days he wasn’t filming videos he’d be spending with Tina.

“Fuck you, Karl,” you muttered, lying down and letting tears fall freely. After what felt like hours, your eyelids grew heavy. You sighed and let your eyes close and allowed sleep to consume you. ~ “Y/N, wake up bunny.” whispered a soft voice. You cracked open your eyes, seeing a mop of fluffy brown hair in front of you.

“Karl?” you mumbled, sitting up, rubbing your eyes, and wiping your mouth.

“What’re you doing out here and why are your eyes red and puffy. Were you crying?” he asked, scanning your face and putting a hand on your shoulder.

“I just needed some fresh air, I’m fine.” you brushed his concern, standing up and picking up your things.

“You don’t look like you’re fine, what happened?” he pushed.

“It doesn’t matter, let's go home,” you said, already starting to walk away. You knew you'd have to say something eventually but you didn’t want to have this conversion right now, you were tired and wanted to go to sleep.

“Please, let me hel-”

“Fine, you wanna know what it is. It’s you, Karl, you and fucking Tina!” you yelled, cutting him off. When he didn’t say anything you continued. “For weeks now you’ve been blowing me off for her, everything you do is with her. You stopped noticing me because of her. I’m your fucking partner Karl, not her so please stop fuckin ignoring me you know how I get when I’m alone for too long. I’m sorry if I sound clingy or needy but I have every right to be after not having anything for weeks.” He was shocked, he hadn’t realized he’d been neglecting you for so long and hurt you so badly.

“I’m so sorry, I-”

“No, don’t even bother saying you’re sorry. If you are, you'll prove it to me somehow but saying that means nothing.” You stared at him, you felt bad for snapping but after weeks of neglect, you couldn’t take it anymore. You looked away and walked back to your shared home, not bothering to look back to see if he was following. 

Once inside, you made your way to the bathroom. The only thing you wanted right now was to shower and sink into your mattress. You took your time showering, letting every emotion wash away. When you got out, you were met with the sight of Karl on the bed, a fresh pair of pj’s and underwear laid out for you. You thanked him and quickly changed into them. Finishing your nightly routine, you lay in bed, facing the wall, and closed your eyes. ~ The smell of food woke you up from your slumber. Yawning, you slowly stood and stretched your body. Walking down the stairs, you entered the kitchen to see your favorite breakfast out on the table.

“Eat quickly, we have plans today,” Karl said, placing your drink next to the food. You thanked him and sat down. The food looked amazing for someone that's not the best at cooking.

“Plans?” you questioned, taking a bite.

“Yup, we’re gonna spend the whole day together, no interruptions,” he said cheerfully, seating himself next to you. “You don’t need to dress up too much by the way.” you nodded and continued on with your meal. ~ “Karl, can you take this blindfold off me now? You asked as Karl grabbed your hand and dragged you with him. You both had spent the day going to stores, arcades, and even watched two movies. When he told you he had one last surprise for you, you didn’t expect him to put a blindfold and bring you to who knows where at 11 at night. “You know I don’t like surprises.” He giggled at you before finally stopping.

“Give me ten seconds to fix something, then I’ll let you take it off.” You could hear a bit of rustling as he put the finishing touches on his surprise. “Okay, go ahead” You gasped softly as you removed the blindfold and saw a large blanket set out on the ground, your favorite take-out on top along with a CD player and CDs of your favorite songs. You could see a few more blankets and pillows set on the side as you looked around. You turned to face Karl with a big smile on your face.

“I’m sorry I haven’t been giving you proper attention lately,” he said, taking your hand in his. “The guys helped me set this up while you and I went out. I hope today made you less mad at me. I mean it's fine if you still are cause I can keep wor-” you cut him off with a soft peck on his lips.

“I’m not mad baby, I promise," you said, a soft smile on your face. “Today is perfect, thank you, baby.” 

Karl giggled before pulling you in for another soft kiss, pouring all his love into it as he held you close to him. After pulling away he kept you close to him as he layed down on the blanket, grabbing another to lay on top of you both.

"I love you," he said, his eyes never leaving yours. "I love you too."

[mochiwritesstuff]

was texting my friend about this and they agree with me

[mochiwritesstuff]

He Doesn't Have To Know

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Paring: Sapnap x virgin!afab!reader

Warnings: SMUT 18+, Oral, Daddy kink, smut with no plot. Let me know what I missed

Summary: Your friend told you his brother was off limits, oh well.

A/N: I started this a month ago so you can have it now. REQUESTS ARE OPEN

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

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You shivered as you felt his hand trail up your inner thigh. His touch was light, almost as if he was barely there. The professor looked up from her paper, glancing at the both of you with an annoyed look etched on her face.

    “Ms, I think we should start heading to our next class.” you spoke, trying to push off his hand. He simply tightened his grip on you and moved the hand higher, now rubbing circles on your plush thigh.

    “You’re right, let me know if you need any more help.” the professor said, displeased with how the time had gone. You quickly shoved your things into your bag and rushed out of the classroom, not even sparing your professor another glance. The constant want filled stares you received from her caused you to despise her class. You’d heard of students hooking up with teachers but not once in your life had that been a goal of yours.

    “Y/N, wait a sec” Sapnap called after you

"What the fuck was that!" You snapped

"I didn't like the way she was looking at you so I tried to fix it." He stated, a dumb smirk on his face. "Why are you so upset? I know you liked it." 

You gave him a bewildered look before rolling your eyes. He sighed and grabbed your arm, dragging you into one of the empty classes, ignoring the demands to let you go. Slightly pushing you in, he locked the door behind you both and sat you down on a table.

"Sap?" you whispered, looking confused and squirming around in your spot, refusing to meet his gaze.

"So you wanna tell me you've never wanted me? You're gonna tell me that you didn't want me to touch you right in front of her?" He said, making you look him in the eyes. "I've seen the way you look at me and I can tell that you want me to do things to you." you silently gulped, far too scared to say anything. Memories of all the nights you'd spent imagining your fingers were his, cuming to the thought of Sapnap having his fingers deep in your cunt. 

“Sapnap,” you whispered, getting scared by the sound of your own voice. “please touch me.” His hand trailed up your thigh and hooked onto one of your belt loops.

"Let me know if you want me to stop." He stated, using both hands to tug down your skirt and toss it to the side. He chuckled at the growing wet patch on your underwear before rubbing circles onto your clothed clit, pulling a small moan from you.

"Sap, fuck." you moaned softly, gripping onto his shoulder. He smirked at the needy look on your face before lowering himself onto his knees.

"Look how wet you are, kitten, all for me." he looked up at you, silently asking for permission. Sapnap gently pulled down your underwear after receiving an eager nod and 'please', groaning at your glistening folds. And with that, his tongue licks a stripe up your folds, flicking fast at your clit. Your hands tangle in his hair, and the sweetest sounding moans slip from you. His finger slides into you with ease, pumping in and out of you at a slow pace. His tongue focusing on flicking and circling your clit, making you feel so good.

"Sap," you whine out, tangling your fingers through his hair and pulling harshly as he slips another finger in. Your body gets hotter with every second that passes by, heart beating hard in your chest, pussy clenching around his fingers. Your moans were beautiful to him and encouraged him to suck and lap at ever inch of your sex until you were a moaning mess.

"F-fuck, you feels s-so good da-" you cut yourself of in sheer embarrassment. Sapnap on the other hand wasn't having it. He lifted himself from his knees and looked you in the eyes.

"Say it, say my name, I wanna hear you." you shook your head and kept your mouth shut.  "come on, be a good kitten and say my name." you yelped as he rubbed quick circles.on your clit again. You tried to stay silent but your voice betrayed you.

"Daddy, please!" you whined. "I want your m-mouth daddy, 'm so close." Sap could feel himself twitch in his pants, eager to be released but he held off, wanting to satisfy you first. He got down on his knees again and latched on to your clit causing you to cover your mouth and muffle your moans. He works harder to push you over the edge; fingers thrusting faster, curling up towards all the right places, tongue flicking faster on your clit. 

You came with a cry if daddy, tugging his hair, arching your back, tightening your shaking legs around his head, mind blank, eyes rolling back, and vision going white, your orgasm crashed over you. Sapnap rides out your high, smirking to himself at his for what he just did. You panted as you slowly came down from your high, breath uneven and chest heaving. Sapnap rubbed circles on your thigh as your breathing started to slow down. You both looked at each other, random thoughts floating around in each other's minds, it only took a while for you both to break into a light fit of giggles.

"How was that?" he asked, a cocky smirk on his face.

"No one's ever done that before, that was so good." you admitted. Sap looked at you with a confused face.

"Y/N, are you a virgin?" you nodded your head with a shy smile.

"I could never find the right person and I was scared." you explained, messing with the rings on your fingers. "plus, I heard it hurts a bit the first time" Sap gave you a warm smile, gently grabbed both your hands in one of his, and lifted your head to meet his gaze.

"How 'bout this, if you're up to it, come to my place after class and I can make you feel way better than I just did." he offered, pecking your lips. "even if you don't want that, you can come over to chill, maybe watch a movie." you stared for a minute, contemplating your decision before finally nodding your head and letting out a small 'yes please'. He smiled before getting up to grab your discarded clothes and put them back on you.

"wait, what about you? Don't you need help too?" he chuckled at you, giving you another quick kiss.

"Don't worry, I'll fix it myself." he said reassuringly. "Can you walk to your next class or do you need help?" 

"I can walk," you answered. "Sap, what about your brother. He told me that you're off limits. He'll kill us if he finds out." Sapnap simply smirked at you, finding your worry cute.

"Dream doesn't need to know, you can keep a secret, right?" you quickly nodded your head. "then we'll be fine." you nodded your head once more and glanced at the clock, only to do a double take.

"Shit, I'm late. Doesn't really matter though." you pulled him in for one last, strong kiss before going out the door, only to pop your head back in. "thank you, that was amazing and I will see you later, maybe then you can teach me how to make you feel good." and with that, you were off to your next class. Sapnap sighed happily as the sound of your footsteps grew quieter. Considering the fact that his dorm wasn't too far, he pulled his hoodie over his crotch and scurried off. After arriving, he threw his bag off his shoulder, into the corner and sat himself down on his bed. Sigh once more, he removed his bottom clothing, groaning when his hands wrapped around his cock.

"Dream doesn't need to know" he whispered.

[mochiwritesstuff]

horny thoughts while i cry :]

nsfw

so you know how we’re hearing more swears from karl?

Hear me out, corrupting soft, innocent soft boy karl

like say has never sworn in his life, make any suggestive jokes, or even think about sex in general but you come along and change all of that. teasing him every chance you get, slowly taking away his innocence and turning him into a needy and whiney mess. going absolutely feral the first time he lets a swear fall past his lips just from you sucking him off

watching his eyes roll back, lips part, and body tense up as he cums for the first time ever, the louded moan you ever heard just erupting from his throat

“m-mommy, fu-uck! ‘m cumming”

@oldblackandwhitetown 

[mochiwritesstuff]

nsfw minors dni

the thought of cockwarming a really needy Dream has been taking over my brain.

Say he hasn’t seen you in a while so he’s all needy but you need to do some work so you just make him lay down while you sit on his cock, not letting him move at all. Even after you’re done, you choose to make him wait more. The thought of him begging you to let him move, let him cum in you but denying him the satisfaction of filling you up. You’re just torturing him, making him whine and beg for something more. Every accidental thrust he makes is another orgasm denied. When you finally decided to ride him you edge him over and over again to make up for the MANY times you told him not to move but he did anyway.

“You wanna cum baby?”

“yes! m-mommy please let me cum”

“then you should’ve listened to me the first time”

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nsfw MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Say you and Sapnap are always making bets and one day you decide ‘Whoever goes the longest without touching themselves gets to be in control next time you have sex’. The fun kind of torture right? It is until you forget about Dream and don’t give him the satisfaction he desires. One day he gets so sick of this bullshit that he has you and Sapnap in bed and undressed in a matter of seconds. He’s using the both of you as personal cum dumps, filling every hole until he’s dry. Of course you and Sapnap still have your bet so Dream’s not letting either of you cum until he’s fully satisfied with your begging. After being edged for so long you and sap cum instantly almost screaming Dream’s name, later on promising to never involve him in one of your bets again.(but you do anyway cause you loved the way he very roughly handled you both)

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nsfw minors dni

more torturing a very needy Dream (pt 1)

Listen, trying him to the bed, completely spread out and putting a vibrating cock ring on him. He wanted to cum so bad and the cockwarming wasn’t enough for him so just use the ring and make him cum over and over again until he’s a crying and babbling mess. If that wasn’t enough for him, you bend him in half, pushing his head into the mattress and pound him into the bed with your strap/cock, make him cry and beg for you to stop. If you didn’t cum while you were helping him, he’s getting on his knees to eat you out/suck you off until you do.

I’ve been thing about these Dream scenarios all day

[mochiwritesstuff]

Uhhhhh I have no explanation for this

ALSO this is me revealing myself to @gnfof It's me! Panda Fucker anon!!

Just being bored in class

Enjoy!

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Beg For It

SMUTTTTT

Paring: Sub!Dream + Dom!George + Dom!Reader

Summary: I feel like it would be fairly easy to break Dream when he's really tired. Getting him to beg to cum is just ahhhhh

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"Dream, please go sit down. You need a break."

"But-"

"Nope, go sit in the room." She cut him off, pointing to the direction of their shared bedroom. "And be quiet, George is sleeping."

Dream stood up and trudged to the room. He slowly pushed open the door, spotting George curled up in bed. Not wanting to risk waking him up, Dream sat down in a chair in the corner of the room and pulled out his phone. Seconds later Y/N walked in and made her way over to Dream. She sat herself down on his lap, sliding her hands up and down the lengths of his arms.

"You okay baby?" she asked.

"M tired." he answered. Y/N raised his head, making him look her in the eyes. She leaned forward and gave him a quick peck on the lips, earning a annoyed whine from Dream. She giggled before going back in for another kiss, this one longer and passionate. Dream rested his hands on her waist, gently pulling her closer. A quiet groan escaped Dream as Y/N began to slowly grind against him.

"But George." He mumbled.

"Shh, it's okay. Let me help you." She said, standing up. "Close your eyes and give me a sec." Dream did as he was told, closing his eyes and resting his arms on the arm rests.

George carefully got up from his spot on the bed and quietly grabbed the handcuffs from under his pillow. He cautiously attached the handcuffs to the chair while Y/N made her way to the other side.

"I have a surprise for you but I need to finish putting it on." She told Dream. She mouthed 'now' to George and together they put the cuffs on Dreams wrists, keeping him bound to the chair.

"What the hell?" He, eyes bursting open and pulling against the handcuffs.

"What's wrong Dream?" George teasingly asked. Dream pulled on his restraints again, trying to free himself.

"Relax, George and I will give you a nice show." Y/N whispered in his ear, earning a low groan. Y/N walked around his chair, pushing George back onto the bed. She lowered herself to her knees, running her hands up and down his legs before her fingers hooked on the loops of his pants, pulling them down, along with his underwear. George groaned as his erection was freed.

"You ready? Y/N asked, gently pumping him. George nodded his head, looking at her with hopeful eyes.

George's head fell back the moment her lips wrapped around him. He moaned her name as she flicked her tongue over his slit, sucking lightly.

Y/N hummed as she took all of him in her mouth, peering up at him through her lashes. A smiled curled over her lips as the most delicious sounds left his lips. Y/N slowly bobbed her head up and down, twirling her tongue around his shaft, moaning around him when he reached the back of her throat. George licked his lips, panting and groaning at her every move.

Dream groaned from his corner, sitting back and waiting.

"C-close." George whispered, thrusting into her mouth. Y/N tapped twice on his thigh as a sign to let go. George came with a loud groan of her name, his load emptying in her warm mouth. Y/N pulled off without swallowing, moving towards Dream and pulling him in for a kiss, letting George's cum flow into his mouth.

"Swallow." She demanded. Dream was quick to follow orders, swallowing without a second thought "such a good boy." Dream whined at her words.

George grabbed her arms and pulled her back up against his body, running his hand over every inch

"Touch me, please." She whispered

"Of course." George got down on his knees, pulling down her shorts.

"No panties? Someone was desperate." Dream growled.

"We'll see who's desperate when you don't get to cum." She sassed. George ran a finger up and down her folds, eliciting a small moan from the girl. He continued his movements and slipped a finger inside her hole, pumping them in and out of her sopping wet cunt.

"F-feels good." She praised, a hand slithering into his hair and latching of to a section of it, pulling him close to her heat. George took this as a signal to add his mouth to the mix, licking and sucking at her clit and adding another finger in.

Dream's growls could be heard as his hips bucked up, looking for some sort of friction.

A loud gasp erupted from Y/N when George hit her sweet spot.

"F-fuck! Right there, k-keep going." George pumped his finger at a brutal pace, hitting her spot every time. Y/N screamed his name as she came hard, George helping her come down from her high.

"I think Dream wants a taste." Y/N said, lightly panting. George copied her actions by capturing Dream's mouth and letting her cum flow into his mouth, Dream swallowing immediately after.

"Gogy, I don't think he wants to be touched, he's barely said anything. You wanna see what you're missing?" Y/N asked once more pulling him over to the bed. They both quickly rid themselves of their remaining clothing, George now hovering over her body.

"Let's show him." George agreed

"No," Dream demanded, attempting to free himself.

"Why not, you clearly don't wanna be touched. You know what to do." She turned back to George, giving him a nod. He slowly pushed himself into her tight hole, moans erupting from them both.

"So tight." He groaned, waiting for the okay to move. Getting two taps, he began to slowly thrust into her, Y/N's back arching in pleasure.

"G-george, feels g-good." She praised, her hands once again finding their way to his hair. Her praise caused George to move at a faster pace, his hips snapping against hers, lewd moans flowing out of her mouth. Y/N was already sensitive from her previous orgasm so she quickly reached her end, George following quickly behind due to her walls tightening around his cock. Both panting, George pulled out and layer down next to her

"We still have to help Dream." He mumbled, attempting to catch his breath.

"You're right." Y/N sauntered over to Dream and began palming him through his sweats. He groaned as she added more pressure.

What do you want baby?" She asked, now sitting down on his lap and grinding down on him.

"Please touch me." He whined, sighing at the contact.

"Oh you can do better than that." George teased.

Please! Please touch me." He begged, her grinding bringing him close to his release.

"Tell me how much of a slut you are for us."

I'm such a slut, I'm your slut. Please touch me, I'll be a good boy, please!" He cried, his hips bucking every few seconds.

"That's what I thought" In a swift movement, Dreams bottom clothing was gone and scattered some place on the floor. George now on his knees again. He immediately wrapped his warm mouth around Dreams cock, Dreams whines getting needier by the second. George continued to bob his head on Dreams cock at an agonizingly slow pace, hips bucking and causing George to gag.

Y/N sat herself back on the bed and spread her legs, giving Dream the perfect view of her wet cunt. Her fingers slid down to her clit, rubbing roughly.

"Dream~" she moaned, pushing her fingers in. A whimper fell from Dream's mouth as George picked up his pace, taking as much of him as possible.

"Gonna c-cum." Dream warned. George pulled off before he could finish, erupting a loud, coarse whine from Dream's throat.

"Please!" He cried, his eyes starting to water.

"Look George, he's finally listening." Y/N mocked, walking over to straddle him, slowly grinding down on his rock hard member.

"W-want to f-feel you." Dream stuttered, tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Of course baby." She agreed, wiping his eyes and lowering herself down on his cock. Dream let out an erotic groan as he felt her tight, velvety walls wrap around him.

"M-move please." Y/N lifted herself up before slamming back down. Dreams whines and groans filled the room, encouraging her to keep going.

"Does she feel good Dream?" George asked, stroking himself to the sight in front of him.

"S-so good! So good." He replied, his head thrown back and eyes rolling in the back of his head. Y/N continued to slam herself down on the greedy boys cock, her own orgasm nearing.

"M c-close, p-please let me c-cum." Dream begged.

"I don't know, what do you think Georgie?" She panted, purposely tightening around him.

"Good boys deserve to cum, you've been a good boy, right?" George asked, his own orgasm creeping up on him.

"Yes, I-I've been a g-good boy."

"Then cum baby." You whispered in his ear, letting herself go. "Fill me up." Dream released his load, deep inside his girlfriend with a pornographic moan so loud the whole neighborhood would be able to hear. George quickly came after, releasing a lewd moan himself.

"You did so well baby boy." Y/N praised, kissing him gently. George left to grab a wet towel, leaving Y/N and Dream alone to hold each other, Dream's cock still buried deep inside her.

"I'm so proud of you." She whispered against his neck.

"T-thank you." Dream stuttered, attempting to catch his breath.

"Now, how about we clean up and cuddle." George said, walking back into the room. Y/N gently got up from Dream's lap and grabbing the towel from George's hand. Y/N and Dream nodded their heads, Dream slightly hissing while Y/N cleaned him up. George helped himself and Y/N before grabbing the key to the handcuffs and unlocking him. The two helped him up and onto the soft, warm bed, hopping in on the sides of him

"I love you." George whispered, his eyes closing.

"Love you too." Dream mumbled, already starting to dose off.

"I love you both." Y/N said, curling up into Dream's side.

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REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!

Become an anon if you want, I could use some frens

[mochiwritesstuff]

I wish I where Heather

Dream x gn!Reader(kinda) Dream x George

Warnings: mentions of self-harm and suicidal thoughts, mentions of alcohol, death mentioned once, depression is kinda implied, angst, not proof read so there’s probably mistakes

A/N: Hey, Ik I haven’t posted any stories in so long. I haven’t had much motivation to finish any of the stuff I finished so he’s something short until I can finish up the bigger stuff. This is all stuff that happened to me in October this year so I figured I’d make a little thing out of it

Staring at the ceiling of your room, you sighed softly, wrapping the blanket tighter around your body.

“Maybe he’s not ready for a relationship yet” he said, referring to himself.

“Well then when he’s ready I’ll be here waiting for him.” you spoke, a smile on your face.

Another tear fell down you face as you thought about the conversation you had with him. A week before a big party you both had admitted feelings towards each other yet didn’t make anything official. You promised to wait until he was ready only now you wished you’d never said anything at all.

“Do you wanna make this official?” he asked, his hands on your waist. You where shocked, it was only a week later and he had finally asked you’d the question you’ve wanted to hear since the year started. Being left speechless, you nodded you head yes, pulling him into a hug. Your heart was racing as you held him close, feeling his own pound against you. He had kissed you that night, your brain malfunctioning each time and you’re heart fluttering.

For a week you were the happiest you could ever be, the one thing keeping you motivated to get out of bed every morning was finally yours.

“Do you think we moved too fast?” he sent you. You panicked but agreed with him. You knew what was going to happen. All you’re happiness gone after a week. A week of felling loved, cared for, wanted, all down the drain. You knew he was pressured into asking you out before he was ready so you held on, hoping one day things would back to how they were.

A chocked sob left you as you relived memories you tried to bury away. You should’ve known it was too good to be true. How could you of all people be wanted by someone. Week and weeks of nonstop pain attacked you harder than ever. 

Crying almost daily, your arms stinging with the marks of self hate. Every morning you’d wake up with a hangover form all the alcohol you’d consumed the night before to help rid yourself of thoughts to painful to have. As much as you knew people cared for you you couldn’t help but believe you’d be alone forever. 

Every day it was always the thought Why did he kiss you, why did he have you believe he was the one. No one had hurt you like Dream did, no one had destroyed your heart the way he had done to you. It only took him two weeks, two weeks to get over you and move onto someone else. 

Could you blame him? To anyone with eyes George was prettier, he was smarter, he was an angel. How couldn’t you hate someone like him, all he did was make people happy with his presence. You loved him to pieces but sometimes you couldn't just help but wish he was dead. You couldn’t help wish you were him.

The worst of it all was having to watch them together. Having to watch Dream and George walk down the halls with they’re hands together. You couldn’t say anything, you couldn’t tell them you’re hurting, you couldn’t ruin their happiness. George knew you’d almost fallen in love with Dream, he knew how deeply you cared for the boy but he still went after him. 

To be fair you did encourage him to, you saw how happy he was whenever he was around Dream. How the smile couldn’t leave his face whenever they were together. He asked you time after time if it was okay and you lied to his face, you lied and said you weren’t bothered. No matter how much it killed you, you couldn’t ruin this for him. In the meantime you would just hide your emotions, hide the pent of sadness, the didn’t need to know. And they never would.

[mochiwritesstuff]

Going to bed without Dream since he’s been streaming really late. Being a little pissed off from this, you refuse to give him cuddles when he finally joins you. Just imagine waking up early to find him gone, little do you know he was actually in the kitchen making you breakfast to make up for the night before. He’d surprise you with breakfast in bed, one that you can tell he put effort into because of how beautiful it looks(im talking heart shaped pancakes, berries, juice, etc.) and how amazing it tastes. Dream would give you a bunch of kisses and apologize for how late he was streaming and promised to try not to be up so late

[mochiwritesstuff]

Okay but what if your favorite cc got like a little dog bed for you so that you can sit on the floor with them while they stream and you just lay your head on their thigh, them occasionally playing with your hair. While you lie there you just rub little circles on their thighs just because.