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and to think i used to show them my sister all proudly…

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I‘m literally Loki irl guys.

(I think at least, another gender identity crisis coming soon !!)

——— art cr: trickstvrgod on Pinterest

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Discovering Wattpad and Fanfictions at the age of 10/11 might has been the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life.

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Can we talk about how draining it is to want good grades, but have social anxiety?

Like I want a good certificate and I do get good grades on my exams, usually never below a B, but the end grade sums so much up with how much I raise my hand that in some cases it doesn‘t even matter how well I do in exams.

Another thing is in politics, instead of the final exam we had a test (which counts less %) and we‘ll do a presentation as well to replace the exam since our teacher couldn‘t find a free date (since we only have him one day a week). And now that grade will probably be very bad, especially if I have a bad anxiety day, it doesn‘t even help that one of my friends will be doing it with me atp.

I have ONE class i feel a bit comfortable to raise my hand, but not always which is surprisingly math and it‘s also my best subject somehow. I hate my anxiety so much, I want to try and do better after the Christmas break to save some of my grades. -> Just lowkey scared to have a panic attack in class.

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why must feelings be so confusing ?

and why can‘t i just turn them off ?

It would make focusing on school and my writing much easier.

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MY INTERESTS & BOUNDARIES :3

Hi! ^-^ So i made this blog to just have fun and share stuff i find cool/interesting and to post some of my writing stuff!

I will probably mostly post about Supernatural, but will also potentially post stuff about other Fandoms, it really depends on what my brain decides to hyperfixate on. xD

I´m a huge fan of rare pairs, so i will basically always hear you out on your rarepairs! :> My favorite ship is Ducifer (Dean Winchester/Lucifer), but i obviously also like many other ships from Supernatural. (Destiel, Sabriel, Sastiel and Debriel to name a few.)

I really like to write. At the moment i´m mainly working on Fanfics, but i also have some projects of my own going on!

I had Tumblr accounts in the past, but i never posted anything since i was scared of being judged, but i now decided to not care about what anyone thinks about me, especially online. (And you shouldn´t care either! <3)

Now to my boundaries. :)

I´m comfortable with a lot of stuff, you can give me nicknames, if you want to ship me with anyone, (for whatever reason, idk i had this in the past.) you can, but ONLY if the other person is also fine with it. I do not like any sort hate, this includes racism and homophobia for example. In all honesty if you´re still racist and homophobic in 2024, grow up. I will never understand that, a person can´t control who they love, they cannot choose their nativity. In general just let people be! If i see anyone bullying another person, i will be blocking that person. Bullying is not cool or funny, it messes with peoples health.

My DNI list:

Homophobic

Transphobic

Racists

Sexists

Pedophiles

(I hope i didn´t forget anything lmao. (If i did i´ll correct it and make a new one.))

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I love that i don´t have to tell ANYONE i know irl about my socials. I hated my old editing account from like 2020, it had my name and some of my classmates found out about it. I didn´t get made fun of (at least i´m not aware of it lmao), but the idea of them having my account was weird, i didn´t like it and i started to post less, or draft some posts even.

I literally just deleted my irl Instagram account. I didn´t use it, so what is the point of having it? I only followed some classmates on it, but never posted on it. I don´t even fw most people from my school, so there is no point with me having it. I have like two Instagram accounts, both of them are for my editing accounts, which only like one or two people from school know about. It´s just so nice knowing that i can post without needing to worry about them finding any of my accounts, especially my Tumblr or Ao3 since no one in my class knows what it is. And if i DO get judged by some random person, i can block them!! :3

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I´ve had an idea for a musician/singer AU fic, and everytime i want to work on it, i remember that i have no clue about the music industry...

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o fuck, i've never felt so seen

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