#mitsuba who wants to die and kou who wants to be a martyr

[sunnnfish]

SOMETHING I FORGOT ABOUT TBHK CHAPTER 100.

Mitsuba. “You’d be sorry to see me go, the same way you would for anybody.” THERES. There’s things here. Things that comment on both of their states of mind.

Mitsuba believes he isn’t special to kou. He thinks kou is this self sacrificial idiot who’d go around dying for anybody. But like. Correct me if I’m wrong but I don’t remember him crying like this before. Out of grief and frustration and loneliness. Not when he learned nene was going to die. Not when his brother was split in front of him. He’s only ever cried over mitsuba. Mitsuba is different to him.

AND ITS LIKE. They both believe they aren’t special to each other. But they want to be. Kou wants to be needed by mitsuba. Mitsuba wants kou to be his end. Like. Urgh. Do you get it.

The same way you would for anybody. Holding his hand and smiling because he knows kou is kind beyond his capabilities. And kou looks downright horrified that mitsuba thinks like that. That mitsuba thinks this isn’t different. But the thing is kou probably would do things like this for anybody. That’s true because he is far too kind beyond his capabilities. He makes promises he can’t keep, burns his hands for some semblance of the power to protect. But mitsuba is different and I can’t pin down the words to say exactly why but kou has become uniquely attached to him. He knows things about mitsuba that no one else does. And he consistently chooses to help mitsuba, specifically. Please understand.

[hanako-san]

My thoughts on volume 14

Volume 14 came into my hands yesterday.

I don't hate Nene. I like her and I know she loves Hanako but I can't ship them and I have no idea if I'll ever ship again. It's impossible at the moment. I like Nene in the end, but that doesn't mean I have forgiven her for all her actions. It is not and 100% will not be, for most things my opinion about her actions shares hasn't changed, I think the same. Well, but she's not such a bad person, I felt sorry for her because her legs were insulted by the villagers probably 5 times and she was punched in the stomach for disobeying "her" nuptials. I think AidaIro is overdoing it with insulting her legs, after all, her legs are fine, and this is 14 vol it was just annoying already. So is Mitsuba insulting Hanako and Kou,Nene in chapters 102 & 103. Too bad the AidaIro can't say anything bad about their "cute" Sakura who destroys other people's lives.

Feelings of hatred haven't changed for Teru, in fact it has strengthened my feelings. Teru is a liar because he knew full well that Akane's family was a family for sacrifice, but he missed the fact that his "wonderful" disgusting family was the one who destroyed the lives of poor girls and sacrificed them and then had fun, he missed it very effectively saying that "one of the clans" then he knows what family is responsible for sacrificing these girls. His disgusting words that the family had "privileges", what privileges Teru? As far as I know, only Sumire accepted her fate, even though she didn't want to die, but the girls had broken legs, gouged out eyes. Sumire had the contempt of the villagers, these are your "privileges"?. He disgusted me by making no.6 a martyr who "still wants to protect these lands", and Hanako the worst who wants to unleash evil. Teru takes pity on such a poor no.6 who will later make holes in him.lol. How funny and ironic. Teru considers himself an exorcist who said that no matter what the supernatural reason is, you have to kill them, but his family is cool, they could sacrifice poor girls, and when they rebelled, they were treated really badly. Hypocrisy, superiority over everyone and everything is allowed to them. This family does not change and Teru shows it effectively, not only is he a jerk, a loser and a sadist who loves to abuse supernaturals and kill them, he is also a hypocrite. Since Teru knows so much about it and knows that Akane's powers will be needed soon, he knows what his family did to the sacrificed girls and how they were treated. I won't be fooled and he showed that he knows more than he says (Of course, I've known about it for a long time, in this volume he finally confirmed my thoughts). I have no idea if my feelings for Teru will ever change.

Fun fact, since Nene's wish didn't matter at all that Hanako sacrificed Aoi, then why is the scene where Nene makes a wish to Hanako in the p.p arc shown in the trailer for the next volume, and then the scene where Hanako says "I granted your wish Yashiro". Yes, her wish had no influence on her friend's sacrifice, after all, AidaIro clearly underlined it, and no, wait.

It's her fault.I will always blame Nene more than ever Hanako.

I was right to blame Nene for this. Thank you AidaIro,to finally confirm what was known from the beginning.