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Missing Him

I Miss You Bro!

  I remember it happened a day before my birthday, when he left.

I remember the times when he teased me, when he laughed at me when I fell on the stairs, when he watched over me as I swim, when we ate ice cream together in Jollibee with mama and sis tel (as far as I can remember). How I missed those days. Also I remember, I don’t like him playing basketball, because he always got hurt when he played, but I’m proud of him because he really plays well, he is the most valuable player (mvp) in my heart. He is also a very good swimmer, how I wish that he had taught me before he left. How I wish he was here to punch straight to the face of those guys who have broke my heart. Ha-ha-ha. He is smart, tall, brown (not dark ^_^), and handsome, anything that you could ask for a man, but he is not perfect. He is no other than my "Kuya Buboy."

But when the day he had left us we really cried a lot, especially mama and papa because he is the only son that they had. He is the only "gentlemen" among the 7 siblings and he is the only “kuya” that I have. We love you bro!

I have asked myself, why now? Why am I hurting so much, when it is almost 10 years when he left? Maybe the answer will be, I was a kid back then, and now I’m already a lady, and I’ve felt the importance of having you in the family.

I’m not questioning God’s providence and I don’t even have the right to question God why did he allow this thing to happen. I’m thankful to the Lord that we are able to cope up from the pain and the hurt of the time he'd left. Yes, God is too wise to be mistaken; God is too good to be unkind. The following verses in the Bible had helped us to move on,

“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.” –Romans 8:28,ESV

“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for wholeness and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.” –Jeremiah 29:11, ESV

                I miss you bro!