#missing botm heey/n stop

[heeracha]

sza nobody gets me.. makes me think of botm everytime i hear tho

STOP IM GONNA CRY <///3

[heeracha]

ep 34. / ep 35. — the talk. / ep 36.

buy one, take me. — l. heeseung

synposis: with his best friend asking him for help because said best friend was scared he wasn't "boyfriend material" enough, heeseung looks for flower shops for his best friend's girlfriend. thankfully, jake knows someone from the university who has an aunt that owns a flower shop, you. now, heeseung messages you and shyly, but shamelessly asks if he can get any promos or discounts to which you shamelessly answered him, "buy one, take me". heeseung doesn't pass on this, of course. after all, you are pretty damn cute.

pairing: heeseung x flortist!fem!reader

content/genre: college au, slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): swearing, of course. two idiots aka heey/n. mentions of jaycha (😭)

note: okay so like,,, i thought i was gonna finish botm tonight but i kinda fucked around and added a few more chapters hehe,, and now i have an idea for alt ending UFBWSDJHD MWA,, here's the playlist <3 see u on ep 36

heeseung pulls up in the parking lot of the destination and his eyes go to you as you unbuckle yourself, getting ready to get out of the car. “y/n, flower,” heeseung calls and you freeze in your place. it wasn’t the first time he called you ‘flower’ in person, but it always made your heart flutter so much. “can i talk to you?”

you give a soft hum, turning to him. “i kind of want to talk to you, too.” you say and he nods. “but you go first.”

heeseung softly sighs, nodding. “um, i have just been really conflicted with everything lately, that’s why i’m acting very weird lately, which i know you sensed it because you’re…” he gestures around you and you can’t help, but smile and nod. “anyway, i thought that the best thing to do is talk to you about it.” 

“well, go ahead.” you softly encourage and he faces in front, hands gripping on the steering wheel tightly. “seungie,”

“right,” he softly say, looking at you. “you know ae-cha?”

you close your eyes, sighing. “very familiar with her, yes.” you say, opening your eyes as you look at heeseung who sees the change in your eyes when he mentioned her. fuck, has it always been there? he never saw you harden your expression whenever he talks about ae-cha, but maybe that’s because he was too focused on her and you were too focused on comforting him. “heeseung, honey, stop beating around the bush. what happened? did something happen with her and jay?”

heeseung shakes his head. “actually, they got a dog together, but eh,” he says, shrugging.

“you don’t… feel bad about it? jealous?” you ask and he shakes his head. “are you over her now?”

“not entirely,” he says. “i think.”

“you think?” you repeat.

“i…” heeseung shrugs. “you know what? i’m just going to say the point of the matter.”

“that’s… not the point of the matter?” you ask and heeseung shakes his head. “then?”

“i think i may be having feelings for you.” heeseung blurts out.

silence. 

heeseung takes everything in him to steal a glance at you, but you are frozen. you didn’t know how to react to it. you just… avoided his eyes. you can’t process anything with that information. now, what? say something? anything?

“oh,” you say. wow.

heeseung sighs, closing his eyes. “i shouldn’t have talked to you, should i?” he asks and you look at him.

“let me just… process this.” you softly say and he nods. “how… how did you�� know?”

heeseung shrugs. “i’m attached to you by the hip, i always want to be with you, i got jealous on that guy who made out with his dog—for fuck’s sake, he made out with his dog, yet i’m jealous because you were so talkative with him, your eyes lit up with everything he said, i… haven’t thought about ae-cha ever since your family reunion thing because i was just missing you a whole lot.” he says and you hum.

“but when jay moved in—”

“i wasn’t upset of the fact that he was moving with ae-cha. i was upset with the fact that my best friend and i are not roommates anymore.” he says, looking at you. “i’m not asking you to be my girlfriend—you haven’t even said if you like me back or not—i just… wanted to let you know. sunoo said you were scared of how i’m suddenly very affectionate with you.”

“i…” you softly mumble, shrugging looking down at your lap as you play with your sleeves. “i thought you were going to make me a rebound or something.”

“no,” heeseung says and you look at him. “exactly why i’m talking to you right now. i’m not 100% sure that i’m over ae-cha, but i’m getting there. but i’m 100% sure my feelings for you are growing. i just don’t want you thinking exactly that. you really mean a lot to me. if i can’t have you as my girlfriend eventually, i’m contented being your best friend and the guy whom you tell everything to.”

you nod, smiling at him. “then,” you softly say. “let’s take this slow, what do you say?”

heeseung smiles. “are you saying… you like me back?” he asks.

“it’s been four years, catch up, hm?” you say and he chuckles.

“you’re amazing,” he softly says. “i’m sorry for all the ae-cha rants, i didn’t—”

“yeah, seung, you were pretty dense, i’ve dropped thousands of hints that i like you.” you say and he laughs which makes you smile. “let’s take this slow, hm? give it a shot and… yeah.”

“okay,” he softly says. “thank you, flower. you really are amazing.”

you smile, turning away as you go to open the door. “flower, didn’t you want to talk to me about something?” heeseung says.

“the rebound thing.” you say and he nods. he gets off the car, closing his door as he jogs around to go to you. he closes the door when you climb out and he holds his hand out to you to which you hold and heeseung intertwined his fingers with yours. you smile up at him as you two start to walk.

“thank you for trusting me, flower.” he says as he places a kiss on your temple.

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[heeracha]

bonus ep 1. / bonus ep 2. — the pettiness of flower and seungie. / bonus ep 3.

buy one, take me. — l. heeseung

synposis: with his best friend asking him for help because said best friend was scared he wasn't "boyfriend material" enough, heeseung looks for flower shops for his best friend's girlfriend. thankfully, jake knows someone from the university who has an aunt that owns a flower shop, you. now, heeseung messages you and shyly, but shamelessly asks if he can get any promos or discounts to which you shamelessly answered him, "buy one, take me". heeseung doesn't pass on this, of course. after all, you are pretty damn cute.

pairing: heeseung x flortist!fem!reader

content/genre: college au, slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): swearing, of course. two idiots aka heey/n being insanely petty. small fight, but more of bickering yk KSBHKSBD, unproof read

note: i cant let go of botm im sorry for being annoying i love them,,, higkey love botm more than ymtm but like originally,,, this was supposed to be angsty but yk FDBKHFS this is more fun &lt;3

fights were rare for you and heeseung. after all, you two talk about literally everything. but fights always start when one hides about something important. you two just didn’t want what happened years ago when you hid something happening again. after all, you two are married now.

fights never reached more than six hours, but this current one is something else. you just didn’t want to be the one to reach out first and neither did heeseung. but heeseung wanted to be okay already, so he decided to be the first to stop the pettiness.

you come out of the room dressed up with your bag, all ready to go as you go to the kitchen to get some coffee. heeseung stares at you, but you ignore him as you fill your small size hydroflask with coffee.

softly, heeseung clears his throat. “y/n, can we talk?” he says and you hum. “okay, firstly, i just wanted to—” heeseung cuts himself off when you start to walk out of the kitchen and followed by a door closing. he sighs, frowning as he rests his cheek on his palm.

okay, maybe he’s been missing you already. last night, you didn’t even sleep beside him. he was waiting for you on bed so that you two could talk already, but all you did was take your pillow and blanket, going out to sleep on the couch. he’s been trying to fix the fight since last night and you wouldn’t back down.

for the whole day that heeseung was in work, all he could think about was you and how he wanted to hug and kiss you already. for fuck’s sake, he hasn’t kissed you for almost 24 hours already and heeseung needs his sugar. he looks at the time to see your shift almost ending. thank god, the hospital isn’t busy today. so, he packs his things up, grabbing his coat and bag to go to his car, and drives up to your building to pick you up.

heeseung arrives at the parking lot of your building, he goes inside and waits for you in the lobby. he stays there, waiting and when he finally sees you coming out of the elevator, he goes to you. you look at him, not even greeting him. you come out of the elevator as heeseung says nothing as well. he holds his hand out and you give him the binders you were holding. 

“i’ll meet you at home.” you say as you start to walk away from him.

“oh, no, you are not going home alone. get to the parking lot, get in the car.” heeseung says firmly and you look at him.

“i don’t want to.” you say and he scoffs.

“no. you’re coming home with me.” heeseung says, gently grabbing your hand, but you pull away much to your dismay. you don’t even remember what you two were fighting about, honestly.

okay, this is silly, but you just wanted to prove to sunoo and jungwon you can go on the whole day being mad at heeseung. you called them last night and talked to them about it, until sunoo said, ‘you’d still be okay after this call. you two are fucking whipped.’ and you wanted to prove him wrong.

“no,” you say and he looks at you. “i’m going to hyunjin. we haven’t hung out for a while.”

heeseung scoffs. “oh, you’re going to hyunjin. perfect hair hyunjin who makes out with his dog.” he mockingly says. he knows you really won’t, you’re just trying to make him jealous and… he hates how it works like a charm. “then go to that dog kisser of yours and i’m locking you out.”

“i have my keys, hello?” you say.

“the door has locks from the inside, hello?” heeseung says.

right. 

heeseung starts to walk to the parking lot and you huff, following him. “what are you even doing here? we’re still fighting.” you say as you get to his car. heeseung opens the door on the back, putting your binders there.

“what, just because we’re in a fight does it mean i can’t take you out on a date?” heeseung says when he closes the door and faces you.

your hard glares break, feeling yourself melt at heeseung’s words. “w-what?” you stammer and heeseung smirks.

“date. now, get in the car.” heeseung says and you resist the smile that threatens to come out. you look at the side, frowning.

“what, you can’t resist me or something? did you miss me that much?” you say.

“obviously?” heeseung says and you look at him. “now, date. come on.” he says and you sigh, walking to the other side as you open the door and get inside. heeseung smiles in triumph, opening the door as he gets in himself, turning the ignition on.

“college seungie would let me win the fight and let me sulk.” you huff as you put your seatbelt on, crossing your arms on your chest.

“well, college seungie didn’t really become your boyfriend and was the reason why you two didn’t talk for a week.” heeseung says and you look down with a pout. heeseung grins. “you called me seungie. you’re not mad at me anymore.”

“it’s hard to be mad at your stupid pretty face.” you huff like a child as you glare at him.

heeseung laughs. “seungie loves you, too, flower.” he softly says as he holds his hand out and you sigh, putting your hand in his as you smile at him. you lean in to kiss his cheek, but he turns his head to kiss your lips. you softly chuckle, closing your eyes as heeseung smiles himself. he pulls away, kissing the corner of your mouth as he pushes the hand break down and starts to drive.

“where are we going?” you softly ask.

“movies.” he answers, glancing at you then back to the road. you smile widely, relaxing on your seat as you hold on heeseung’s hand, playing with his fingers. 

fuck, you really love seungie and you don’t care if you lost the stupid bet as long as you have your seungie right beside you.