#miss oreo /j

[poptartregreteva]

Mini FPE

[poptartregreteva]

did you forget miss circle also has

Fundemental paper education is so cool!!!

The teachers are so CREEEPY LOOKIN

rabies 😭

Alastor??!?!!?111//!?

Then, Miss circle.

Just- :3

Only :3

Jokes aside, the animation is so cool and impressive✨ ✨

[ramennoodlezzzao3]

YOU GUYS, I COMPLETELY FORGIT ABT THIS AU, SHOULD I WRITE IT? (It’s a Harry Potter AU and I found some notes that I wrote down. I’m gonna change some of it but STILL)

Something I wanted to make clear, Miss Kathy, the librarian, is a character I added in memory of my grandmother. My grandmother loved Harry Potter with all of her heart as it was something her and my grandfather used to read together. Her name was Kathy with a K and I thought that if I was going to add a librarian, it has to be her! So I get to share a little bit of my grandmother with you guys as the characters attitude, humor, personality, and description is exactly like my grandmother (or as close as I could get) 

Kathy J. 1952 - 2021 (She would have been 73 this year)

Overview/information

Ponyboy lives in Tulsa, Oklahoma, but he lives on a street called privet drive.

He’s not being abused by anyone, and everyone in the gang is aged up. Not only that, this is set in 1991 so Ponyboy was born in 1980, let me put the gangs ages and birthdays rq

Darry - 28, January 21st, 1963

Two-bit - 27, April 1st 1964

Dallas - 26, November 4th, 1965

Steve - 25, December 6th, 1966

Sodapop - 25, October 8th, 1966

Johnny - 24, March 1st, 1967

Pony - 11, July 22nd, 1980

The reason for the age gap between Ponyboy and his brothers is because after Sodapop, the Curtis parents were told they couldn’t have anymore children. Sodapop and Darry always wanted another little brother but were told by their parents they just couldn’t have one.

So when Mrs. Curtis got pregnant a few months before Darry’s 17th birthday, Everyone, including the gang, were very excited, especially Sodapop.

One day, Ponyboy and his parents went to the grocery store, but in their way back got in a car accident and died…well, that’s what it looked like, at least. Voldemort actually tried to kill Ponyboy but ended up failing. (Que the boy who lived!)

Ponyboys parents did know about the wizarding world, their great grandparents were very rich witches and wizards. But after an incident, a curse was put on the family so no Wizard could be born into the family again, until Ponyboy came along.

No, Sodapop and Darry aren’t wizards, they didn’t even know about the wizarding world until now. 

Darry was able to get custody of both Ponyboy and Sodapop (Sodapop would have been 15 and Ponyboy would have been 1) 

And just so you don’t have to do the math, Darry was 17, Two-bit was 16, Dallas was 15, Steve was 14, Sodapop was 14, and Johnny was 13 when Ponyboy was born.

Yes, Ponyboy has the scar and glasses.

Now, this is my AU so I’m making Ron the youngest because I wholeheartedly hate Ginny with all of my being.

Now, Ron is still gonna end up with Hermione, Neville with Luna, Draco with Pansy, but I want Ponyboy to end up with a boy. Like, he will still kiss Cho, but that’s like, his gay awakening, you catch my drift

(I, personally, am Bi, so I wanna add some LGBTQ element in the story, so why not make it the main love focus?)

I was thinking he could end up with Dean Thomas or Seamus Finigin, maybe even Cormac Laggin or Collin Creevy. Or I could make up a character but I prefer not to add Ocs, so if you guys have any ideas on who he should end up with, let me know.

It needs to be someone that can replace Ginny, but not be apart of the Weasley family.

I’m not gonna give Darry or anyone in the gang a serious girlfriend or wife because I want the ENTIRE FOCUS on pony. I might keep Evie and Silvia, maybe even Cathy (M&Ms older sister from that was then this is now) as two’s girlfriend. But Sandy is gone and Johnny and Darry are single Pringles. 

I figured out the statistics for ponyboy and here they are

Patronus (won’t be important till later) - Pieball Mare (a horse lol)Companion - black and white spotted cat with black socks and a mustache (Green eyes) named Oreo (do you guys have a better name idea?)Wand - See chapter 2

Serious black is his Godfather, Lily Curtis and Darrel Curtis made sure of that 

[littlestarryagere]

WELCOME ! ૮꒰ྀིo̴̶̷̤⩊o̴̶̷̤꒱ྀིა

•• Moodboard requests open! ••

We are a DID & autistic system of liddol/teen regressors ~ pls keep interactions safe for children!

Big age : 28 (no minors pls).

Gooby (they/them) : 2-3. Babyish and selective mutism. Likes pacis & soft things and needs lots of stimmies.

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Star (she/her) : 5. Needy for CG. Childlike wonder/dreaming.

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Cherry (she/he/they) : 8. “Nerd.” Loves space and learning about special interests. Collects/admires nostalgic toys, and enjoys online games such as Webkinz, Barbie, MyScene, Polly Pocket, Club Pengy, Neopets, etc. Loves y2k tech & toy posts. Likes simple/safe foods, such as microwave burritos, pb&j w crackers, milk, hot dogs, etc. Loves spending time w bio grandparents. Misses mom & dad when scared.

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Charlatte (he/him) : 14. Angry & angsty. Emo/goth regression. Likes punk/screamo, Pokemon, Transformers, etc. Very tomboyish. Independent of CG and bio family (exception of big sister). Likes gaming food, like Oreos, pizza, Mountain Dew, Monster Energy, Arizona Green Tea, etc.

** Due to the nature of our DID and autism, we do dissociate/have challenges with communication. Please keep this in mind when messaging/sending asks, as information may be misinterpreted/forgotten. **

Thank you, & enjoy your stay !

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[stormtheskyelf2]

do you have any vore headcanons for miss circle?

Yep! Contains: Links to character. ai, vore ofc, lgbtia+

I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT MR. CIRCLE WHILE WRITING THIS-

Personally, I think she would be pansexual, or just straight up aromantic. I can't tell if she'd do it with anyone (at the cost of a couple Oreos) or if she violently rejects everything and everyone

Circle would have black insides, but if you take a picture and REALLLLY saturate it, it looks red.

If she likes you, she'd eat you and do a safe vore (or if she got shrunken, she'd let you eat her- but seriously, I don't see her letting herself get shrunken-)

I imagine that in public, she's like the 'leader' of the 'mean teacher group'. but in private they're literally just a giant snuggle group. She is the pillow.

Dommy Mommy /j

Circle's hair LOOKS spikey but is in fact very soft (and thick, and she hates having thick hair because not only does it get hot very fast but if the hair does not want to hair, the hair will not hair and there is nothing you can do other than hairgel it to death)

I actually made a vore bot of her on character. ai, here it is

[ybcpatrick]

hello dear bestie and happy tiana loves kell sunday <3 i think it’s such a beautiful thing that i am able to miss you each day even though i’ve never physically been next to you, but it also hurts like a bitch sometimes and i want to fight the universe for putting you so far from me 👊👊we’ll be right by each other’s side one day though, i know this for certain because i would do anything for you and know you would for me and plus we have movies to watch and cookies to bake and tattoos to get and places to go together and the universe will never get in the way of that <3 until then i’m sitting by you spiritually and wishing the best things for you while packing you boxes of lemon oreos and watching wrestling with you through my phone :’) i’m always here for you, and i hope this next week is great. i love you so much you just don’t even know 🩷💖💘💝💕💞💓💗 hugging you hugging you hugging you

tiana i love you more than any words could ever say and i'm so thankful to have you in my life. you're one if the best friends i have ever had. and i miss you, too, very much, and someday soon, we're gonna get to fix that for a while. 💕💞💖💗💓💘💝🩷

and when i do see you in person i'm gonna have to kick ur ass because that specific kevin image in the top left is SO deeply fucked up and i have to go do laps around my house to deal with it 😵‍💫🙄 /j SKAJDJAJDKSK

[twerkingoftheshrew]

I made a list of things that are "mecore" for fun. Here's mine.

TW: mention of self harm, NSFW as hell

Soxcore:

Silly knee socks, cannabis, gin and limeade, mismatched footie socks, foxes, fuzzy blankets, cute plushies, creepy plushies, stained glass, colored glass, granny aesthetic Halloween decor, big cocks, 2D muscle men, 2D hot twinks, 2D dommy mommies, cryptids (esp. Mothman), ghost sex, monsterfuckery, jean overall shorts with rainbow straps, band/punny/nerdy tshirts, silky fabrics, stupid adorable cats, mint and dark chocolate KitKats, sprite, original ramune, instant ramen, sailor moon, David Bowie, InuYasha, Fruits Basket, eeveelutions, pins and buttons, pet play, shibari, restraints, holding hands during sex, kitchen witchcraft, wholesome witchcraft, baking sweets for people you care about, one man show in the kitchen, rain in every form, distant thunder, reading smut, toe beans, male ahegao, soft yanderes (all yanderes), impressionist art, making a playlist for every occasion and mood, 2D simping, Ren faire, overcast days, having a moody day, spending the day in bed, cute shoes/boots/heels, rubber toe sneakers (high and low top), cardigan sweaters, nightmare before Christmas, dad hats, witch hats, flower crowns, silver or gunmetal jewelry, vampire movies, goth femmes from 90s cartoons, hugs, gentle casual touches, surprise kisses, tickles and cute pokes, tappy fingies, blushing, being flustered, being oblivious to flirting, being clumsy, being derpy, string led lights, cool spectrum colors (miss me with those warm tones), the sound of water (especially underwater sounds), the moon and stars, walking at night, soft nighttime breezes, running through the woods, shoulder freckles, weirdly good with animals, being shy but polite, being an open book in a comfortable conversation, constant body language, can always read their emotions plain on their face, hand gestures while talking/talking with hands, wild arm flailing (muppet flailing), muppets, tabletop gaming, spring, daffodils, hyacinths, lavender fields, heather meadows, orchids, weeping willows, big old trees, passionate infodumping, platonic cuddling and spooning, granny floral prints, paisley, tarot cards, reading tea leaves, reading runes, amethyst, goldstone, lapis lazuli, smoky quartz, geodes, found animal bones, fangs and claws, pointed ears, oddly shaped pupils, burying your face in things (pillow, crook of lover's neck, cat belly, etc.), early emo shit, random hodgepodge of different 90s aesthetic and nostalgia, those fuckin cups from the 90s with that purple and blue pattern, wildberry poptart colors, wildberry poptarts, smutty dating Sims, hot fictional men who will kill my character, dead doves, the most toe curling fucked up fanfics imaginable, romcom BL, crying a lot, crying from any intense emotional response even if it's positive, crying because of a piece of media, crying for release, crying in the shower, curling up on the floor and clutching yourself tightly while you sob, singing in the shower, singing around the house, singing to my fur children, a live narration of my actions done in song, changing song lyrics to be about silly things, doing character voices in everyday conversation, speaking in meme references, referencing old vines and then having to explain them because someone hasn't seen that one,

gin gins (ginger hard candy), being touch starved, touch as primary love language, sleeping while hugging a pillow, side sleeping, sleeping in, suddenly realizing you've been awake far too long, coming out of a hyperfixation like time travel and figuring out what year you're in now, surprise naps, nap roulette, garlic rye chips, cheese, cheesecake, baby, so so baby, masking mental health in public and to unfamiliar people, thinking no one would ever put up with you, cutting, cutting scars, tattoos that cover scars, piercings and body mods, Oreos, walking down train tracks with a friend, cosplay and LARPing, musical theatre, standing in the rain just to feel it on your skin, stretching like a cat, nose and feet are always cold for some reason, mushroom swiss burgers, psychedelics, MLP:FiM, beanies all winter, choker necklaces, space as an aesthetic, glass pipes and bongs, glassblowing, small venue punk and rock shows, the concert poster plastered bathrooms of a small punk venue, please pet me uwu, neon hair dye, anatomically inaccurate plastic Halloween skeleton animals, clingy but pushes it down, needy but won't ask for things, multiple texts in a row, reading constantly, crowd anxiety, corvids, cephalopods, freshwater shrimp, dying after a fat bong rip/fat dab, simping, passive darling, needing a caretaker relationship, Alolan Vulpix and Ninetails, Greek food, dumbass fudanshi, animal crossing, pop punk, early techno, sad indie, 80s-90s goth kid music, red bean ice cream, ramune flavored candy, Marius from Lez Miz, hobbits, DC, drawn/animated furries, hugging people in fur suits at cons, nigiri sushi, onigiri, the works of Neil Gaiman, femme authored classic literature, classic and modern poetry, occult nonsense, romantic literature, the works of D.H. Lawrence, fantasy fiction, bi panic, "you're so funny" thanks it's a coping mechanism, cast iron wood stoves, generational cast iron pans, family recipes, emerald and silver, dainty works of metal art like broochs, pins and hair pins, band and random sew on patches, night mist, kintsugi (using liquid gold to fix broken things), memories that are so obscure and buried in references and inside jokes it's almost a two person play to explain them,

looking like a Victorian ghost, looking like the host of a punk rock children's show, seaside cliffs, sea storms, Vicky's story in The Gargoyle, The Gargoyle, househusband vibes, chill edits of toonami anime, stupid puns and wordplay, over the shoulder glances, over the edge of sunglasses glances, not getting rid of plushies because you don't want them to be sad and miss you and you're worried about whether or not they'll have a happy life elsewhere, having spoiled fur children because you're a pushover, kissing while crying from happiness, walking arm in arm, face touches, hand on face, hand over hand on face, soft neck and shoulder bites, bite marks, hugging from behind and kissing the top of someone's head, headpats, rubbing your nose on soft things, judging a mug solely by how it feels in your hands, loose leaf tea, having a tea shelf/cabinet, a nice, comfortable pair of boots, lemon, vanilla, clove, sandalwood, sage, lavender, bed head, wants to make you breakfast, embroidering memes and shit posts, wooden rocking chairs, owns way too many accessories, various collections of seemingly mundane items that have more meaning than they should, casually sex/sexual health positive but shy about personal tastes, awkward creetchur vibes, gives genuine compliments to strangers often, always gassin up the homies, forced optimism, character/pop culture mini backpacks, sunglasses with colorful lenses, I like you so I did a deep dive of your Spotify, can and will remodel the house for you, "I can fix that", "please let me put together the furniture it's like a big puzzle!", painting/customizing bits of furniture or clothing because I got bored, making friends in the smoking area, smoke breaks because I'm anxious/overstimulated, telling the band "great show" at the merch table, things that glow in the dark, fireflies, forest rivers and streams, moss covered stones, trees or tree roots that have a surprisingly comfy place to sit, reading a book outside, the smell of books, libraries, old libraries, book spines under fingertips, page edges and corners against fingertips, holding a book to your chest to feel the story close to your soul, overcast days that press down on your soul a bit and make everything feel slightly heavy and bittersweet, crock pot meals on cold days, clutching the edges of sweater or hoodie sleeves, frost covered grass, misty dawns, museum dates, chai lattes, nose boops, edible mushrooms, flowering trees, needing white noise/music to sleep, borrows your hoodie because it smells like you, walking through a cemetery together reading the stones and imagining the lives of the people buried there, "ooo they have a charcuterie board!", Ghibli food and domestic fluff vibes, will absolutely cook with you or for you, spooky cute, gently bonks my head against you like a cat, slow blinks/bleps of affection, book dragons, I really like this new song so I'm going to listen to it on repeat for hours on end, corner store snack runs, PS2 startup noise, "not technically a shota, but his vibes are unmistakable", vine covered brickwork, nitro+chiral BLVNs, toxic/doomed yaoi, old man yaoi

[sammydem0n64]

TIME to reverse the roles HAHA /j, but how would the mafia people in crumbled react to cinve?? (i know a lot of them will hate her but i just wanna hear it, i wanna SEE them throw hands with her KDSNSDDKS) /LH

HEJSHSJSJ ok I’ll break it down piece by piece

Melphis: He wants nothing to do with her but since you said she’d flirt with him he’s out of luck. Honestly he’d listen to her flirt with him and shit talk others for like five minutes, he’d play into her whole role, pretending to flirt back until he ends his little thing with “You Wanna know how you can me happy?~ ... jump off a bridge.” And hope thay gets her to stop touching him and everything because despite her whole attitude he DOES NOT want to get physical

Cherry: Finds her laughable. She’s nothing but an immature brat (surprising for her age) who thinks she’s so tough by trying to bring others down when she can hardly fend for herself. She sits pretty knowing that if she ever enters the city, she’s free to kill, and boy will she make her suffer since she wants to act like she can handle anything!

Ket: so fucking tired of her 😭

Picoda: He’d just laugh at her if she tries to say that he should’ve been killed and join Marshe and all that. Like babygirl he KNOWSSS you can’t use this against him. He just laughs at everything she does bc DAMN she’s a bitch AND Bitchless??? Get outta here! Why does Krae even have her around!

Guo: hates her with a passion, especially when finding out devoted she is to Krae and how she treats others that he’s attached to (Aka Kravee, Shani, Caramele and Hershees :(( ), he’d just threaten her a ton and honestly won’t hesitate to smack her if she touches him without consent or if he catches her being a bitch. He’s convinced Krae’s gang won’t even look for her if she goes missing so it’s free game <3

Phoenix: does not care about her as a person and will make out with Picoda in front of her if she tries hitting on him/touching him

George: he’d annoy the fuck outta her since she considers him “weird” and all. He’d just be like “awww am I freaking you out?? Are you scared??? Am I a little weirdo 🥺🥺🥺 cry me a river and get your parents to PayPal me 20k and I’ll stop 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺”

Donna: She’d also just laugh at her because she finds her funny in a pathetic way! She knows her end in near.

Gleo: Just thinks she’s desperate and is gonna shoot her on sight. She doesn’t even care if this happens outside of Oreo Gang territory this bitch reminds her of Zeo and she’s not letting that slide 😭

Cheon: is just so tired. The second she hits on him he just goes “Do you NOT notice the earrings?? I’m gay. I’m a homosexual. I love men. Wooo men. Also you’re just a pathetic bitch GET OUT of my way before I have to put my hands on you-“ ... honestly he’d recommend she and Saff could be friends but we know that’d result in a cat fight

Hershey: he wonders how she’s alive.

Cinot: is waiting for Cheon to let them at her. They will get her ass.

Candie and Satch: Grouped together because they both think they can take her in a fight and WILL. The second they see her it’s on sight. Candie would flex the fact she has a boyfriend while Cinve probably hasn’t even felt the touch of a man and resorts to sexual harassment and that if she ever touches Hershey and Cheon like that she will cut off her tits

Missy: Just stares at her blankly. She doesn’t react to anything she says. She just stares. She has played this game before and she’s not giving into it.

And as a bonus since she’d Firo’s hot,,,

Firo: if this man was alive OHHH MAN. Dude Cinve wouldn’t even be Alive. He’d just laugh at her the second she hits on him and call her all sorts of names, just like “Why are you as an ugly ass pathetic bitch trying to talk to me? Fuck off back to your mommy.” And lord if she tries touching him..? [GUN SHOTS]

[1-800-hellraiser]

Gwen Headcanons (Part 1) (Misc.)

💜 Gwen found out what fanfiction what when she was 13. She read Harry Potter fanfiction (specifically Draco Malfoy fanfiction).

💜 She was a Tumblrina in 2014

💜 She was also a scene kid in 2014, her scene name was Gi Gi Gash.

💜 She started actually writing fanfiction when she was 15.

💜 Gwen LOVED highschool. 

💜 Gwen is actually really good with kids, and babysat kids when she was a teen.

💜 Ran a Harry Potter and a Twilight fan blog on Tumblr. She got rid of them now she just has a personal Tumblr that she shares miscellaneous drabbles and reblogs random things. 

💜 She is the embodiment of "I can change him" sometimes.

💜 Her favorite food is Ramen and Fried Oreos

💜 She likes Japanese culture. She loves the rich history and J-Fashion. She also sometimes watches anime, specifically Fruits Basket and Aggrestko.

💜 Gwen's favorite trash T.v shows are Teen Mom and Dance Moms.

💜 Her gay awakening was when she was 11 and she had a crush on Sam Pucket from iCarly. 

💜 Hates seafood with a burning passion

💜 She's a bit chubby 

💜 Sometimes when Space Kid misses his mom, he'll go to Gwen and ask if she can sing to him. She will usually sing him lullabies or she will bake cookies with him. 

💜 Gwen LOVES pop/rap. Some of her favorite artists are Nicki Minaj, Doja Cat, Megan Thee Stallion, Childish Gambino, etc.

💜 Gwen's mother was a Playboy model until she met Gwen's dad. 

💜 Gwen had a Musical.ly and still has some of her cringy video's in her scene queen attire. 

💜 She was a theatre kid in Highschool, she absolutely LOVES musicals. He favorite musicals are Beetlejuice and Heathers.

💜 Still not really over her Twilight phase. She uses it as inspiration to write her on fanfiction. 

Word count: 317

[ggukcangetit]

Crime & Punishment: JJK Fic

pairing: jungkook x female reader

genre: light smut, f2l(?)

rating: 18+

summary: no one messes with your stock of snacks. absolutely no one. not even a very attractive jungkook who handles the repercussions really well.

warnings: kissing, grinding, oreos are disrespected, hickeys, mention of breasts.

word count: 1.3k

a/n: this pointless thing was written thanks to that post by jin that has collectively sent us all into early graves. also my first time writing anything resembling smut so >.< please bear with me. and huge thanks to @wwilloww​ for looking over this and helping me with the rating lol. 

There are a few things that can get you really angry. Like really pissed-off, flip-the-table, set-the-spaghetti-on-fire mad. These things range from having to do the dishes first thing in the morning - which is quite low on the piss off scale - to finding out that some knob-head has taken credit for the days worth of data crunching you did completely by yourself. Somewhere on that scale - leaning more towards knob-head than dishes - is coming home to see your stock of snacks empty or messed with. Before anyone jumps to the conclusion that you are a horrific control freak, it should be clarified that you are very protective of your stock of snacks - fondly called The Emergency Fund by Seokjin. It has been curated over a number of years, keeping in mind shelf-life, flavor, variety, nutrition, availability, and novelty. The original purpose of The Emergency Fund was to give your blood sugar a kick when you had spent days on end without proper food, trying to finish your final thesis. Gradually, you had realised that having a well-rounded stock of snacks had many other merits. You had learnt of a ton of different grocery stores and online portals specializing in snacks, not to mention always having something ready if guests arrived unexpectedly. But probably the most satisfying part of having a stock of snacks was that it gave you something meaningful to come back to after a long, and often, unfulfilling day of work.

Unfortunately, random guests who decided to drop by without prior warning often also decided to go through your stock of snacks even if you weren't around. Such was the case when you came back home on Thursday, particularly disgruntled after a disastrous team meeting. Namjoon had texted you earlier, asking to borrow your camera tripod, so you were expecting to find a few things out of place when you reached home. What you weren't expecting was to find the last of the oreos in The Emergency Fund, completely desecrated and ravaged beyond belief. Only a complete barbarian would would lick the cream off the middle of the oreos and then put the soggy, saliva-drenched biscuits back in the container. And you knew exactly who that barbarian was.

"JEON JEONGGUK WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU??"

You stormed into apartment 5C two floors below yours, fuming, frustrated, and famished. The apartment was neat and devoid of much furniture - as it had been since Jeongguk had moved in a year ago after completing his degree in video production. You looked around for some sign of the heartless dickhead who had destroyed the one thing you looked forward to after a shitty day at the office.

"I SWEAR TO EVERYTHING GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL IN THIS UNIVERSE, IF YOU DON'T SHOW YOURSELF RIGHT NO-"

You stopped mid-rant as a very worried, very flustered, very wet haired, very shirtless Jeongguk rushed out of his room.

"What happened? Y/N, are you okay?"

You gulped, trying to remember why you had thought it was a good idea to barge in without knocking. Or in fact, why you had all decided to have keys to each others apartments.

"Cookies..." you muttered, trying hard to focus on the speck of dust hanging from the lamp behind Jeongguk's left shoulder. Jeongguk's left shoulder which had a tiny mole - that increased the overall count to four. How many more-

"Huh?" His doe eyes grew wider, not understanding what was going on.

"Oreos." You managed to get out, trying to think of anything other than the way his biceps curled as he scratched the back of his neck. Fuck.

"Y/N?" he asked, walking towards you uncertainly. The smell of his shampoo wafted towards you, snapping you out of your questionable musings.

"You!" Jeongguk recoiled slightly, at your sudden change in volume. "You complete arsehole! How could you do that?! To my Emergency fund?!"

Usually, your rants were pretty much feared by everyone in the group. But when your eyes kept wandering over his body before flitting away self-consciously, Jeongguk knew he had the upper hand.

Taking slow measured steps towards you, he tilted his head to one side and raised his left eyebrow in concern.

"My bad, Y/N," he said, stopping right in front of you after having backed you up into the wall. "That was really inconsiderate of me."

"Y-yes." You could also smell the soft apple scent of his body-wash now.

"What can I do to make it up to you?" he asked, his voice dropping a few octaves.

"I-" Language had started to betray you.

"I know what," he said, reaching to his left and grabbing something from the counter. "Why don't you take this? As a sign of my sincere apology."

Somehow, you managed to tear your eyes away from his long enough to see his peace offering - a limited edition pack of Hazelnut Cream Pocky. It was your absolute favorite and you had only managed to find it in stores once since its release.

"Here," he said, tearing open the packet, taking out a single Pocky stick, and holding the non-chocolate coated end between his teeth.

Apparently your body had also started to betray you as you found yourself inching forward, taking small bites of the Pocky. With every bit of the Pocky that was consumed, the space between you and Jeongguk diminished further. Finally, a couple of centimeters of uncoated biscuit was all that was left between the two of you. And in order to get to it, your lips would have to touch his.

At first, it was just a tiny brush, your focus more on navigating the final bit of Pocky into your system. But soon, you felt his lips moving over yours - soft, pliant, and not as chapped as you had imagined.

You groaned as he swiped his tongue into your mouth, tasting the hazelnut flavor that lingered. His hands moved off the wall, where they had been framing either side of your face, as you tugged him closer. The kiss quickly turned more desperate, his hands finding purchase on your hips. You were completely overwhelmed by him, arching yourself into him as his tongue wrecked havoc in your mouth. Heat pooled in your lower regions as Jeongguk pressed himself into you, his arousal all too evident through his Iron Man boxers.

Moving from your lips, he started trailing kisses down your neck, causing you to jerk your hips into his.

"J-jeongguk." Your voice sounded foreign to your own ears, a frenzied need seeping into your words.

Upon hearing his name said in that way, Jeongguk pulled down the side of your lavender shirt, exposing more of your collarbones and just a glimpse of your bra. A low growl escaped him as he dove forward, placing light kisses on the top of your breasts. His fingers had started unbuttoning your shirt further, as you dug your nails into his hair.

And it was right at that moment that your stomach decided to announce the fact that you hadn't eaten since lunch - 5 hours ago.

Jeongguk looked up from where he had been expertly leaving hickeys along the tops of your breasts, his doe-eyes still dilated. Your face was flushed, rivaling the color Seokjin turned when anyone complimented him. 

"Hungry?" asked Jeongguk, a small smile playing on his handsome features.

"A bit," you replied, voice small in embarrassment.

"I was going to make dinner when someone rudely barged in." You swallowed, taking in his smirk, his apple-tinted cheeks, his sparkling eyes, and his continued state of undress. "You wanna stay and eat?"

You nodded, fumbling to fix your clothes in a sudden rush of self-consciousness.

"Great!" He smiled his adorable bunny smile.

"W-where are you going?" you asked, as he started walking towards his room, already missing the heat of his body against yours.

"I was going to put on some clothes," he said, barely containing his amusement. "Cooking with hot oil in this condition can be slightly dangerous."

You nodded your head, mortified by the words coming out of your mouth.

"But don't worry," he whispered, coming closer and placing a soft kiss on your lips. "We can continue after dinner. There's an entire box of hazelnut Pocky still left."

still recovering from shirtless jungkook so excuse me for the 1.3k rant. hope you like it though!

[poptartregreteva]

NAH THIS IS WILD

SHE

HAS THIS MANY GODDAMN CRIMES [the () are examples]

THESE ABILITIES

STILL GOT A LOVER

YET IS LOCKED AWAY IN HER ROOM CAUSE ITS POSSIBLE SHES MORE DANGEROUS THAN THE OTHER TEACHERS

REMIND ME NOT TO ENTER HER ROOM EVER.

EVER EVER.

[jessbakescakes]

J/D Drabble 44 is that my shirt?

“Is that my shirt?” from this post. 

A Bartlet for America era Josh/Donna for you!

“If you’re gonna piss off the dairy farmers, doesn’t it look a little hypocritical to have a photo op of your guy eating ice cream at one of ‘em?” Toby mutters.

They’re at one of New Hampshire’s oldest family-owned dairy farms, partly in an attempt to smooth things over with the dairy farmers in question, but partly as a quick trip home for the Governor to reunite with his family for an afternoon.

Josh shrugs. “Maybe. Maybe not.” He catches a runaway drip of his ice cream cone before it hits his hand. “But we get some ice cream out of the deal, though.”

“You had to get a triple scoop?” Donna asks, thrusting a few napkins at Josh. “That thing is going to topple any second.”

“Well, we’re making amends with the dairy farmers, Donnatella, I thought it best to ingratiate myself the best way I know how.”

Donna sighs. “By attempting the world record for the largest number of ice cream scoops on one cone?”

“Ah, yes, call Guinness, my three paltry scoops are definitely worth evaluating,” Josh says dryly. 

Donna bites into her waffle cone as Josh and Toby head toward Sam, who also seems to have missed the memo on ‘responsible number of ice cream scoops to ask for at a photo-op’. Ever since she returned, things have been moving at a breakneck speed. The convention is just a week away, and sometimes she wonders how she’s even allowed to be near the Governor of New Hampshire, let alone Presidential candidate.

She heads toward the trash can to dispose of the napkins that surrounded the last of her waffle cone, then reaches into her purse to pull out some wipes that she stole from the barbecue restaurant in Memphis a few weeks back. Suddenly, she feels someone bump into her from the side and notices something cold and sticky dripping down her waist.

By the time she looks down, the person responsible is gone. But there’s a  circular brown stain on her ribcage and a scoop of something chocolatey at her feet. She throws her head back and groans to no one in particular as her mind races in dozens of different directions.

“What happened here?” Josh asks, hearing her distress signal and approaching, a smug grin on his face. “It seems that someone is…”

“Don’t you start,” she interrupts. “Some kid ran into me. I had Oreo ice cream for this exact reason. My blouse is white!”

Josh does his best to keep from laughing, but he can’t hold it in. “Did you at least bring a spare…”

Donna walks away from him, frustrated, and heads toward the campaign bus.

He runs after her. “Donna, come on, I didn’t mean…”

She spins around as they approach the door of the bus. “You’re not helping. Stay here,” she commands. She sees him open his mouth to argue, but he quickly closes it and does as she asks. 

Donna gets on the bus and heads toward the back, where she’s hung Josh’s spare shirt. She unbuttons her blouse and looks at the camisole underneath, thankful that it somehow managed to avoid getting too much ice cream on it. She wipes it down with a napkin and puts her blouse in the bag she brought anticipating Josh’s seemingly inevitable ice cream disaster before buttoning and tying off Josh’s shirt at the waist. It’s a little big on her, of course, but it looks better than wearing a shirt with a stain of unknown (at least to anyone but her) origin. 

Against her better judgment, she pulls the collar toward her and inhales. The shirt is freshly dry cleaned, but somehow it still smells like Josh. Donna feels a little self-conscious all of a sudden, realizing how much she’s enjoying wearing his shirt. It’s a little ridiculous, how big this crush has gotten, but in her own defense, she didn’t anticipate being the one in need of a change of clothes. With Mandy newly out of the picture, her feelings have gotten just a little more unbearable lately, and this is absolutely the last thing she needed.

Josh and CJ are talking at the doors of the bus when she emerges. She sees Josh’s eyebrows shoot up from behind his sunglasses. “Is that my shirt?”

“It is,” she confirms, attempting to act nonchalant. 

“You’re wearing my shirt.”

“So it seems.” She opens her purse back up, resuming her search for the wipes for Josh’s hands.

“If you wanted to wear my clothes that badly, all you had to do was ask, you know. You didn’t have to stage an elaborate…”

She knows he’s joking. They joke like this all the time. But suddenly, she can feel her heartbeat in her ears, drowning out the rest of the sentence. Donna looks up at him, and he trails off. 

This certainly wasn’t her wisest decision. Before she can stop it, she imagines waking up early and cooking breakfast in Josh’s favorite Harvard t-shirt, the look on his face when he wakes up similar to the one he has now. She imagines snuggling up to him on a winter night wearing his Mets sweatshirt. She thinks about what it would be like to wear his Mike Piazza jersey, just to drive him a little insane. She takes a deep breath, steadying herself as much as she can as they stare at each other. She’s finding it more and more difficult to look him in the eye.

“See, Leo, I told you they could find it in their hearts to forgive me,” Governor Bartlet declares, interrupting the moment Josh and Donna seem to be having.

“We’ll see when the next round of polls come out,” Leo grumbles from behind him and ascending the stairs to the bus.

Josh follows quickly, leaving Donna to process what just happened. 

He’s definitely not going to get this shirt back.

[snini-9]

*Long sigh* 

Alright guys. I’m here with an angry post about this. Please bear with me. 

[x] This is a map of the Columbia Watershed. The Snake River is highlighted in yellow, the Columbia in blue. 

[x] This is a map of the dams on the Columbia and the Snake. Bonneville, The Dalles, John Day, and McNary are on the Columbia. Ice Harbor, Lower Monumental, Little Goose, and Lower Granite are on the Snake. 

On February 6, 2021, Rep. Mike Simpson (R-ID) proposed a " $33 billion infrastructure and community investment strategy that would breach the four lower Snake River dams and reorder much of the fish, energy and commodity transportation systems of the Pacific Northwest.” 

[x]

Good news, right?

Yeah, it’s great news until you get to the part about the time frame. 

“If turned into legislation, passed and implemented according to Simpson’s timeline, Lower Granite Dam would be breached in the summer of 2030 and the river that was swallowed by slackwater 55 years earlier would reemerge. The breaching of Little Goose, Lower Monumental and Ice Harbor dams would follow and the entire stretch of the river would return to its free-flowing state by 2031.“ That’s NINE YEARS. 9. N-I-N-E. The Southern Residents can barely find enough food now. There’s no way they’ll last 9 years and still be an even barely viable population (not that they’re a strong, viable population at the moment anyways). 

Lets go over everyone who died from 2010-2020. 10 years, approximately how many years it will be for the river to be free flowing. 

L41 (Mega) Male born 1977 to L11, declared missing January 28, 2020 (age 42)

L84 (Nyssa) Male born 1990 to L51, declared missing August 6, 2019 (age 29)

K25 (Scoter) Male born 1991 to K13, declared missing August 6, 2019 (age 28)

J17 (Princess Angeline) Female born 1977 to J5, her second calf, declared missing August 6, 2019 (age 42)

J50 (Scarlet) Female born December, 2014 to J16 (Slick), her fourth calf, declared missing Sept 13, 2018 (age 3)

L92 (Crewser) Male born 1995 to L60 (Rascal)(who washed up on outer WA coast May 2002 at age 30), declared missing June, 2018 (age 23)

J52 (Sonic) Male born late March, 2015 to J36 (Alki), declared missing Sept. 2017 (age 2)

K13 (Skagit) Female born est. 1972 (mother unknown), missing Winter, 2017 (age 45)

J2 (Granny) Female born approx. 1911, declared missing Jan. 2017 (age est. 105)

J34 (Doublestuf), Male born to J22 (Oreo), her first calf, born 1998, found deceased Dec. 20, 2016 (age 18)

J54 (Dipper) Male born to J28 (Polaris) in December, 2015, her second calf, missing Oct. 2016 (age 10 months)

J28 (Polaris) Female born to J17 (Princess Angeline) in 1993, her first calf, missing Oct. 2016 (age 23)

J14 (Samish) Female born 1974 to J12, missing August, 2016 (age 42)

L95 (Nigel) Male born 1996 to L43 (Jellyroll), found deceased March 30, 2016 (age 20)

J55 unk., born Jan., 2016 to either J14, J37 or J40, missing January 19, 2016 (newborn)

L27 (Ophelia) Female born 1965 (est.), mother unk., missing Summer, 2015 (age est. 50)

J32 (Rhapsody) Female born to J20, 1996; found deceased with fetus Dec. 4, 2014 (age 18)

L120 unk., born to L86, (Surprise!), her second calf, early Sept., 2014, missing Oct. 17, 2014 (age 1 mo.)

L53 (Lulu) Female born 1977 to L7 (Canuck), missing Summer, 2014 (age 37)

L100 (Indigo) Male born 2001 to L54 (Ino), missing Summer, 2014 (age 13)

J8 (Speiden) Female born est. 1933 to ?, missing Fall, 2013 (age est. 80)

L79 (Skana) Male born 1979 to L22 (Spirit), missing Summer, 2013 (age 34)

L26 (Baba) Female born est. 1956 to ?, missing Spring, 2013 (age est. 57)

L2 (Grace) Female born est. 1960 to ?, missing Fall, 2012 (age est. 52)

L78 (Gaia) Male born 1989 to L2 (Grace), missing Summer, 2012 (age 23)

K40 (Raggedy) Female born est. 1963 to suspected K18 (Kiska), missing Spring, 2012 (age est. 49)

L5 (Tanya) Female born est. 1964 to ?, missing Spring, 2012 (age est. 48)

L12 (Alexis) Female born est. 1933 to ?, missing Spring, 2012 (age est. 79)

J30 (Riptide) Male born to to J14 (Samish), missing 2012 (age 16)

Twenty-nine dead. Sixteen of these deaths were under the age of 40. Twelve were males, two were unknown genders, fifteen were females. 

Now, lets look at the births that survived within that same time frame (2010-2020).

J58 (Crescent), Gender unknown, born to J41 (Eclipse), her second calf, September, 2020

J57 (Phoenix), Male, born to J35 (Tahlequah), her third calf, September, 2020

J56 (Tofino) Female, born to J31 (Tsuchi), her first calf, May, 2019

L124 (Whistle) Gender unknown, born to L77 (Matia), her third calf, January, 2019

L123 (Lazuli) Male born to L103 (Lapis), her first calf, November, 2015

J53 (Kiki) Female born to J17 (Princess Angeline), her fourth calf, October, 2015

L122 (Magic) Male born to L91 (Muncher), her first calf, September, 2015

L121 (Windsong) Male born to L94 (Calypso), her second calf, February, 2015

J51 (Nova) Male born to J41 (Eclipse), her first calf, February, 2015

J49 (Tilem l’nges) Male born to J37 (Hy'shqa), her first calf, August, 2012

L119 (Joy) Female born to L77 (Matia), her first calf, May, 2012

K44 (Ripple) Male born to K27 (Deadhead), her first calf, July, 2011

L118 (Jade) Female born to L55 (Nugget), her fourth calf, January, 2011

L117 (Keta) Male born to L54 (Ino), her second calf, December, 2010

L116 (Finn) Male born to L82 (Kasatka), her first calf, October, 2010

L115 (Mystic) Male born to L47 (Marina), her third calf, August, 2010

K43 (Saturna) Female born to K12 (Sequim), her third calf, February, 2010

J47 (Notch) Male born to J35 (Tahlequah), her first calf, January, 2010

Eighteen were born and survived (to this point when I’m posting this- February 10, 2021). Eleven are males, two are unknown genders, five are females. 

Now, we’ve lost 15 females over the course of 10 years and have only gained FIVE in that same time period.

Now that we’ve looked at the births and deaths, lets look at the current living population, shall we?

J pod has 10 adult females, (2 post-reproductive); 3 young females; 2 adult males; 8 young males; 1 unknown gender.

K pod has 7 adult females (2 post-reproductive); 1 young female; 7 adult males; 2 young males.

L pod has 15 adult females (5 post-reproductive); 3 young females; 6 adult males; 9 young males; 1 unknown gender. 

Total Males: 15 adult, 18 juvenile

Total Females: 23 reproductive, 9 post reproductive, 7 juvenile 

Total Unknown Genders: 2

Now, that may seem like a good number of females, but we have to keep in mind that they need to produce healthy, living, viable, FEMALE calves to keep this population growing. While all calves are loved and cherished in this population, we need more females. This population is on a downhill trend that can NOT LAST NINE YEARS WITHOUT ENOUGH FOOD.  “When the whales starve, their pregnancies fail. Southern Resident females used to give birth once every five years, just like females in other killer whale populations. But their average birth frequency has dropped to about once every ten years.“ [x]

For anyone who still might not be getting the picture, here. I have a picture for you. This is the population census that the Center for Whale Research updates on December 31 and July 1 each year. 

[x] Do you see the trend? It’s falling. This population was decimated by the capture era (1960s-1970s) and is now continuing to struggle FIFTY YEARS LATER. 

Another point: Reducing whale watching will NOT HELP. Whale watching companies help keep recreational boaters away from the whales and help inform them on the laws. They also report sightings and help keep population tabs. If a whale isn’t looking good, they can report that. If they didn’t see a whale for multiple encounters in a row and the CWR hasn’t been able to get out with them, they can let CWR know. This is a community effort, tracking and monitoring the SRKW. Whale Watch boats also ensure that, when Sound Watch (which mostly operates off the West side of San Juan Island) is not around, that local recreational boaters follow the Be Whale Wise guidelines and keep their distance from the Southern Residents. 

“The Southern Residents pulled through the shooting era and pulled through the capture era, but if Ken is right, they will not pull through the conservation era. They are long-lived animals, so they will still be here—yet they will be gone...“We’re at the point—we’re past the point—of no return.”“ [x]

I appreciate Rep. Mike Simpson’s efforts to try to breach the Lower Snake River Dams, but the time to act is now. We are watching extinction happen before our very eyes. Breach the dams in 2021! NO FISH, NO BLACKFISH! “What will we lose if we let the Southern Residents go extinct?” “Our minds.” [x]

[lucysweatslove]

I am EXHAUSTED. Work was shit and super busy, and of course I take that personally. I was on two clinics today, both clinics I’m not super comfortable with, with only me in the morning. There are three others who do J’s clinic, but two don’t work on Wednesdays and the other has class on Wednesdays and only works 2-6. She also does M’s clinic, but we’re currently the only two to do that clinic too. So the morning was hectic as I’m floundering- my boss/chief wasn’t upset about it and tried to reassure me, but just when I find a good pace with J’s clinic and her morning is all done, my coworker comes on and gets M’s clinic ready, I transition to that clinic, and I’m stuck on really complicated cases that take me WAY TOO LONG to complete. Thankfully my coworker managed to do the other half of M’s clinic and somehow like ALL of J’s afternoon clinic, I just felt so bad that I wasn’t faster with M’s yet.

Also, I hate working 10-6, especially when I have to take care of the home and Oreo myself too.

Warning: bitchfest ahead.

Oreo needs his morning routine around 8-8:30, and his final night night routine is also at 8-8:30, my husband goes to bed around 11, and it takes time to make sure he has what he needs since he still isn’t walking… and on top of all that, I can’t sleep at night if I go to the gym too late. So basically on days that I work, the gym just doesn’t happen. I could in theory try to get to sleep around 9 and wake up around 5 to be done and back before Oreo’s morning routine… but… gym is staffed at 6 and I feel too self conscious to be there when staff is there, and working until 6 or often later, I just really don’t have the time to get everything done before 9 anyway. I also am WAY too “amped” and it takes me a while to unwind after the workday.

Tbh I really miss working in person 8-5 even tho that’s “longer hours.” Having a definitive end time at an outside “place” let me compartmentalize, leave work and work, turn my brain off, and I really could get to bed earlier. Husband would take care of Oreo in the morning, so working at 8 meant I could go to the gym early, get my workout done, and still be early to work.

When working from home I would ideally work 7-3. Up around 6:30, take a short 10 min break at 8:30 to take care of Oreo, and then go to the gym right when I was done and use that time to disconnect from work. Several hours left to get home stuff done. I did that schedule a BIT during training and loved, then I was moved to 9-5, and now I’m on 10-6.

Maybe I’m just being too bitchy.

Also, wanted to/expected to feel sore today after gym yesterday, but I don’t. Hopefully it won’t be too bad tomorrow; I have another busy workday with a different M clinic and I’m just. Done. I need to find food to eat but don’t want anything. Battling Feels about eating in general. 0/10.

[deep-dive]

2020 year-end lists

albums: Amnesia Scanner - Tearless Ana Roxanne - Because of a Flower Annie - Dark Hearts Better Person - Something to Lose Bogdan Raczynski - Debt EP Braids - Shadow Offering Brandy - b7 Cecile Believe - Plucking a Cherry From the Void Charli XCX - how i'm feeling now Croatian Amor - All in the Same Breath Dean Blunt - Roaches 2012-2019 default genders - pain mop girl 2020 Diana Gordon - Wasted Youth EP Eartheater - Phoenix: Flames Are Dew Upon My Skin Italians Do It Better - After Dark 3 DV-i - Implementation EP Elysia Crampton - ORCORARA 2010 Elysia Crampton Chuquimia - Selected Demos & DJ Edits [2007-2019] Grimes - Miss Anthropocene Hayley Williams - Petals for Armor Hitoshi Sakimoto - 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim OST Jam City - Pillowland Jessie Ware - What's Your Pleasure? Jessy Lanza - All the Time Joanne Robertson - Painting Stupid Girls EP Julianna Barwick - Healing Is a Miracle Lady Gaga - Chromatica Lorenzo Senni - Scacco Matto Loscil - coast/range/arc// Mechatok - Defective Holiday OST Mica Levi - Ruff Dog Oklou - Galore Oliver Coates - skins n slime Oneohtrix Point Never - Magic Oneohtrix Point Never Oval - Scis 박혜진 Park Hye Jin - How Can I EP Robin Guthrie & Harold Budd - Another Flower Róisín Murphy - Róisín Machine SALEM - Fires in Heaven Sam Prekop - Comma Sewerslvt - Draining Love Story Shinichi Atobe - Yes The Soft Pink Truth - Shall We Go On Sinning So That Grace May Increase? TOPS - I Feel Alive Various Artists - A Little Night Music: Aural Apparitions from the Geographic North William Basinski - Lamentations Windy & Carl - Allegiance and Conviction Why Be - YB MEMORY [2009 - 2019] Yves Tumor - Heaven to a Tortured Mind

songs: A.G. Cook - Silver Amnesia Scanner - AS Tearless (ft. Lalita) Ana Caprix - Prex Anamanaguchi & Planet 1999 - Everyday, Everynight (DV-i ReSYNC Style) Ange Halliwell - Winter Day (ft. Malibu) Annie - Corridors of Time ANOHNI - I Will Survive Arca - Mequetrefe Ariana Grande - Positions Austra - Mountain Baby (ft. Cecile Believe) [Octo Octa's Contemplation Mix] BABYNYMPH, SOPHIE & BAYLI - clown shit (up the wall) [SOPHIE Remix] Bad Bunny - Safaera (ft. Jowell & Randy and Ñengo Flow) Better Person - Hearts on Fire Biosphere - Angel's Flight BLACKPINK - Lovesick Girls Brandy - Bye BiPolar Caribou - Never Come Back Carly Rae Jepsen - Fake Mona Lisa Cecile Believe - Crickets Christine and the Queens - La vita nuova (ft. Caroline Polachek) [A. G. Cook Remix] Croatian Amor - No End to New Moments Dasychira - Jester's Crowfield Dean Blunt - NITRO GIRLS 3 Diana Gordon - Rollin Doss / SOPHIE - New York's Burning Down Dua Lipa - Levitating Dua Lipa & Angèle - Fever (Oklou Remix) Eartheater - Metallic Taste of Patience Ebhoni - MIA Elysia Crampton - Flora (ft. Jeremy Rojas) Elysia Crampton - Grove (ft. Embaci) Farah - Boyz R Bad Fennesz - Fortress Grimes - Delete Forever Halsey - 929 IZ*ONE - Fiesta Joanne Robertson - Am I Grief Johnny Jewel - Surgery (ft. Glüme) Lady Gaga & Ariana Grande - Rain on Me Lil Uzi Vert - Celebration Station Malibu - Isle of Us Mechatok - All the Time Merely - I'm Your Lover (Himera Remix) Oklou - god's chariots Oliver Coates - Honey Oliver Coates - Soaring X (ft. Malibu) Prurient - Help If I May Ask The Radio Dept. - You're Lookin' at My Guy Rico Nasty - IPHONE Rina Sawayama - LUCID Róisín Murphy - Murphy's Law Róisín Murphy - Something More SALEM - Sears Tower sèverine - LOOK HOW HARD I'M INTO YOU Sewerslvt - Ecifircas Shinichi Atobe - Yes Shygirl - FREAK SOPHIE - My Forever (ft. Cecile Believe) 9m26s edit Tohji & Malibu - Oreo (Malibu Seven Seas Mix) TWICE - Do What We Like Weki Meki - The Paradise White Poppy - Broken Why Be - Impossible Drops1 Yves Tumor - Hasdallen Lights Zhala - Holes (Olof Dreijer Remix)

mixes: https://soundcloud.com/alldayfreeself/candlelight-imum-coeli-mix-009 https://soundcloud.com/caprix/trance-party-9-set https://soundcloud.com/corporatebigwig/corporate-mix-2 https://soundcloud.com/doss/doss-paper-magazine-x-lady-gaga-mix https://soundcloud.com/doss/doss-the-sky-upside-down-secret-sky-mix https://soundcloud.com/ff-sound/ff-radio-3-with-toxe-on-nts https://soundcloud.com/danielstettner/butterfly-soundtrack https://soundcloud.com/danielstettner/smile-3 https://soundcloud.com/honeysoundsystem/hnypot-349-exaels-seraphim-vape-mix https://soundcloud.com/s_m_i_le/smile-radio-049-liyo-ssaliva https://soundcloud.com/tank-magazine/my-mix https://soundcloud.com/tank-magazine/tank-mix-rui-ho

games: 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim Animal Crossing: New Horizons Astro's Playroom Atelier Ryza: Ever Darkness & the Secret Hideout Crosscode Demon’s Souls Final Fantasy VII Remake Final Fantasy XIV: Patches 5.2-5.4 Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory Hades Nioh 2 Paper Mario: The Origami King Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore Ys VIII: Lacrimosa of Dana Xenoblade Chronicles: Definitive Edition

movies: August at Akiko's (Christopher Makoto Yogi) Days (Tsai Ming-liang) Gay USA (Arthur J. Bressan, Jr.) How to With John Wilson S1 Lux Æterna (Gaspar Noé) Nomadland (Chloé Zhao) Possessor (Brandon Cronenberg) s01e03 (Kurt Walker) Survivor: Winners at War S40 Tenet (Christopher Nolan) Vento Seco (Daniel Nolasco)

[allisonxmoynihan]

a jack blurb when you find out that you were just a rebound but he did eventually fall in love with you and you live him, but you can’t seem to find a way to forgive him

Thank you for 100 followers and your endless support! 

You throw yourself back down on your sofa, which now has an indent that fits your body perfectly, clutching the new pack of oreos to your chest as you pop one in your mouth, resuming your binge watching of “Friends”. 

Your mind was constantly switching between actually watching the show and remembering something he once said to make you laugh, or blush, or make you feel like you were the only girl in the world. You couldn’t help but reminisce about all the times you had spent together, how it meant the world to you, but nothing to him once she came crawling back into town.

You take a deep breath, stuffing another oreo into your mouth. You were suddenly starting to feel pathetic, laying around for the past two days doing nothing but eating your feelings, as Jack was probably off to find yet another rebound girl, only to claim that he does love you. Bullshit. 

You think about the night your happiness slid out of your fingertips and crashed down onto the floor.

You were back in Michigan visiting Jack’s family, when his mom asked the two of you to run errands for her. You and Jack were your typical dynamic duo, no matter how different the two of you were, you just seemed to complete the other. He was the one that made you realize why all your past relationships failed, and it was okay because you suddenly had the greatest guy by your side. 

You were in the middle of telling Jack a story about your childhood vacation to Michigan years ago, when his demeanor suddenly shifted, a tension growing between the two of you.

“Jack!” a high pitched, sing-songy voice cheers out, and you swear all the hairs on Jack’s body stood as tall as Michael Jordan himself.

He turned, a dusty red creeping over his cheeks, “Oh hey, Amelia,”

You grow silent beside Jack, awkwardly looking down at the ground, not really sure what to do. Jack and Amelia catching up and joking as if you weren’t even there.

“Who’s this Rowdie,” she coos, her hand gently resting on his forearm.

Jack clears his throat, your ears perking up at the thought of him introducing you as his girlfriend, “my friend, y/n, met her in Jersey. She’s always wanted to see Michigan, figured now was the perfect time.”

You suck in a deep breath and it’s as if time freezes, and that’s when it hits you: you were nothing compared to Little Miss Sunshine Amelia. 

You angrily wipe the tears away, all the emotions finally coming out as you sob uncontrollably on your couch. A light knock on the door snaps you back into reality, and you debate not even going to answer the door, knowing it was probably one of your friends seeing why you were ignoring their calls and texts. Seven loud, booming knocks rebound off your front door, and you sulk to the front door, prepared to shoo whichever friend it was away.

“J-jack?” you almost don’t believe the sight in front of you, and to be honest you were pretty shocked he even came back at all.

“y/n, please let me explain,”

You stay silent, not really sure what to do. Of course you wanted him back, but it was obvious that he was never serious about your relationship once he saw Amelia again. To Jack you were just a random hook up he could turn to when he needed some void filled.

Jack is rambling on and on, but you’re only half paying attention, “I was hurt, distracted, and heartbroken. Amelia and I have been together since we were kids, but after the draft we decided distance wasn’t right… And then I met you… I just wanted someone else… at first you were a fling I had no intention of keeping… baby, i love you, I never wanted to fall for you but I did… please, just give me a second chance… baby I won’t let you down,”

All the happy memories of your time with Jack come flooding back in: the dinner date he took you on when he spilled his drink all over himself, his loud laughs echoing throughout the restaurant; the holiday party with your sorority; the valentine’s day picnic he planned. But then the hurt comes flooding back as well. And as much as you want to give him another chance, you just can’t put yourself through that turmoil again.

“I’m sorry, jack, but i can’t give you a second chance. You’ve hurt me enough and i just can’t trust you again,” you close the door gently, sliding down against it, letting the heavy sobs escape your mouth, wondering if you would ever find that happiness again. 

On the other side of the door, Jack runs his hands through his hair, hurt that he was stupid enough to let such a good thing slip from his grasp.