❛ every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused. ❜
impassive expression reflected by unblinking gaze , confession white noise in constant cacophony of criticism . negativity has no home here , body inhabited by a heart that is not his own . vital function irrevocably altered , theo has remained the entirety of existence void of a true definition of self — shattered , jagged fragments joined together of the strongest remaining fibers of others . created for destruction , genetically engineered to find comfort in violence .
stiles' face is contorted , disassembled by visceral pain . words are spoken through tremendous effort , suffering thrown in exasperation across empty hall . the school is suddenly desolate , pregnant air provided by apprehension only winter nights can bring . electricity hums , static triggering piloerection along length of tightly crossed arms . he allows the silence to build , chemosignal explosions unique to hatred suffocating space .
lip twitches gently , corner rising into mirthless amusement . syllables exiting mouth are hollow , stripped bare of humanity , kissed by sharpened edges .
' so , probably , kind of like the way your father feels when he looks at you , stiles . because every time he closes his eyes , all he can see is the memory of the wife you stole from him . the wife who isn't here anymore , simply because , well — you are . '
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WHAT MADE YOU PICK UP THE MUSE YOU HAVE ? w. well that's,,,difficult to narrow down orz ig i pick up most of my muses bc i just think it'd be interesting to explore their minds
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ? action sequences. i cannot for the life of me figure out how to pace things properly so i simply Do Not Do It
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REALLY ENJOY WRITING ? dark stuff! hurt/no comfort, angst, pain, gore, torture, general mental instability, etc etc. my muses aren't okay, i like to explore that and / or subject my more stable muses to any of that 😌 softer stuff is fine too though ig, especially when it's between muses who aren't used to that kinda thing
HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH YOUR HEADCANONS ? i don't, various muses just bonk me on the head and say "hey this is a thing now" and then i write it down. hope this helps! <3
DO YOU WRITE IN SILENCE OR LISTEN TO MUSIC ? i usually listen to music!! i'd probably get more done if i wrote in silence because then i could focus more, but also if i don't have three different things on my mind at all hours of the day then what's the point. anyway music is usually on when i try to write, hence why things rarely get done lmao
DO YOU PLAN YOUR REPLIES OR WING THEM ? i rarely plot, so a lot of it gets winged. if too much is plotted i just lose interest in it bc why write it then when i already know what's going to happen–
DO YOU ENJOY SHIPPING ? i do!! i tend to be pretty picky with who i ship with though. it's usually reserved for people i'm already familiar with so i know they won't take it too seriously or w/e. it's tumblr rp greg i just wanna chill with my little gay muses and friends
WHAT'S YOUR ALIAS/NAME ? uh 🧍♀️ well fable is the main one atm, but i've considered changing it as of late. i also go by benzy, kiwi, navi, a few people still call me silas or dylan, or even just like. my actual name, callysta, or the shortened versions cally or cal, or–
AGE ? 23!!
BIRTHDAY ? february 7th!! aquarius ftwww
FAVORITE COLOR ? used to be blue but in recent years, green's been speakin to me fr
FAVORITE SONG ? literally changes depending on the day?? atm though, it's probably between against the kitchen floor - will wood and fuck about it - waterparks. ...i've been in a cam mood as of late, can you tell-
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED ? mmmm pretty sure it was the fnaf movie with some losers ( mak and ash )
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ? uh?¿¿ might've been heavenly delusion?? didn't finish it, though
LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO ? !!!! fearless - taylor swift!! i'm in dee's playlist atm :D
FAVORITE SEASON ? mmmm spring? perchance
DO YOU HAVE A TUMBLR BEST FRIEND ? i do!! @ciitedexcerpt + the lil squad of discord gay people in my phone
tagged by: @mischiiefs !!
tagging: @veritasprime, @deathsmaidens, @mythvoiced, @alatusatlas, whoever else wants to do this that hasn't yet !!
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WHAT MADE YOU PICK UP THE MUSE YOU HAVE ? well you see i liked fnaf and its lore a normal amount until one night after security breach boosted the fandom i thought a little bit Too Hard while staring at the ceiling and decided to add michael afton the next day-
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ? aside from the obvious? in spite of writing a marvel character for years straight i also suck at constant action with nothing else going on (aside from figuring out how to phrase it i really struggle knowing how far to go in those kinds of replies without overstepping what the other muse would do if that makes sense), which is great because for as much as michael gets into fights he is Just A Guy. and uh... for michael specifically, given the ambiguity of fnaf, there are some ideas that i'm not on board with because they don't align with how i see the story you know?
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REALLY ENJOY WRITING ? angst and hurt/comfort sorry i am a predictable bitch i'll eat it up every single time. the softness hits harder when it comes with or after excruciating pain
HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH YOUR HEADCANONS ? possession yeah. i can't force them they just occur to me in sudden visions. who said that.
DO YOU WRITE IN SILENCE OR LISTEN TO MUSIC ? music always i CANNOT write in silence, i barely Exist in silence. usually i'll use a character playlist (stupid amount of michael ones), however if it's overstimulating and makes writing more difficult i'll loop specific songs that set the mood but i can tune out for the most part
DO YOU PLAN YOUR REPLIES OR WING THEM ? somewhere in between? i definitely like to plot things out, ESPECIALLY with michael, however i prefer plotting that leans closer towards discussing overall dynamics or the general vibe/direction of a thread. i will not hesitate to go super in depth there. while i rotate them in my head constantly before i write the reply, i tend not to go too far discussing a Hyper Specific prompt though because then i'll avoid writing it (both because i've already discussed it so much and i end up hyping it up to the point where i've set impossible standards)
DO YOU ENJOY SHIPPING ? yes :) all kinds :)
WHAT'S YOUR ALIAS/NAME ? ash which is just. my name. real nickname. it's not that interesting of a story DKFHFJDS however if i were to start going by an alias online my favorite option has always been atlas
AGE ? 21
BIRTHDAY ? october 17
FAVORITE COLOR ? always changes because something's wrong with me. been a sage green enjoyer lately like the gay person i am ( but most of my clothes are black )
FAVORITE SONG ? soooo many so you're getting my 2023 winners: song was not strong enough boygenius but my favorite Album was unreal unearth
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED ? humiliatingly enough i. Think it was the fnaf movie ( at 3am on call while going insane ) i don't think i've watched one since then
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ? oh god my brain hasn't been letting me watch anything new lately but i THINK it was trying to watch infinity train and then giving up because of that lmao. if podcasts count i'm relistening to tma-
LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO ? ... once more to see you mitski
FAVORITE SEASON ? autumn
DO YOU HAVE A TUMBLR BEST FRIEND ? i have so many beloved close friends i've met on tumblr i can't just list ONE
tagged by: @mischiiefs
tagging: yea mak you stole a good chunk of the crew just steal it from me idk DHJFSJDF
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WHAT MADE YOU PICK UP THE MUSE YOU HAVE ? autism probably
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU DON'T LIKE TO WRITE ? aside from the like. illegal and morally reprehensible stuff i'm not very good at writing action since i don't do it often, so i skirt around it lol. if i were going to write for more than a hobby i would probably practice and get better at it and hate it less. i also just don't really find cheating as a plot device interesting or sexy lol but i can't really think of anything that's a super hard no for me
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REALLY ENJOY WRITING ? hurt/comfort makes me want to eat glass /pos
HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH YOUR HEADCANONS ? autism again. no uh i just. idk exist. i'm possessed or something probably. my mind just wanders. sometimes i black out and my phone notes are full of headcanons. i'm super normal about it
DO YOU WRITE IN SILENCE OR LISTEN TO MUSIC ? varies based on how overstimulated i am LMAO a lot of the time i'll write on my phone just in notes or on a google doc because that's what i have energy for, so that's usually silent. if i'm sitting down to knock out a bunch of drafts i'll usually pick a playlist of the character i'm writing to get me in the zone :)
DO YOU PLAN YOUR REPLIES OR WING THEM ? i want to say i wing them but truthfully i think i plan most of it. not like hardcore planning, but if a thread is going somewhere i've usually had some sort of conversation with the other writer about the general direction of the thread or our muses' relationship whatever that may be. i don't like to have everything super plotted out usually because at that point like.... why am i writing it if i've already let it rotate in my head for 10 million years, but sue me i like some structure
DO YOU ENJOY SHIPPING ? I'M A WHORE. LET THEM KISS.
WHAT'S YOUR ALIAS/NAME ? My middle name technically haha. I used to go by the name of one of my first ocs, but then i started writing her on tumblr and it got weird, so i started using my middle name which then got shortened to christie. since i'm a performer i've also had to think about my stage name a lot, and i ended up including it in that which is kinda fun
AGE ? 22 baby let's gooo
BIRTHDAY ? September 29, same as my Aether and also Annie @actstogether <3
FAVORITE COLOR ? It used to be orange but tbh? Green has kinda been the vibe lately
FAVORITE SONG ? it's either francesca by hozier or fake out by fall out boy, i don't think anything else even comes close to those
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED ? dune part 2! for once i've seen something recent lmao i don't watch a lot of movies but my dad loves dune so i had to watch the first one and then he dragged me to the new one last week
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ? like casually i think it was psych, as far as like binging a whole series i'm not sure
LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO ? red wine supernova by chapell roan don't look at me like that
FAVORITE SEASON ? i dont even know anymore bro. spring maybe?
DO YOU HAVE A TUMBLR BEST FRIEND ? i have a crew :^) my little gay people in my discord server <3
tagged by: @mischiiefs hi mak xx
tagging: well u see. mak also tagged the rest of the aforementioned crew so if you wanna do this go for it i can't stop you-
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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent FU HUA from honkai impact. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals! CARRD.
active(ish) blogs:
damagecompilation / multifandom multi
angeliicon / robin (hsr)
dominihilist / kafka (hsr)
shackld / chief (ptn) - main
wishpact / genpact multi
dcgfight / fandomless oc
ojustice / furina (genpact)
mischiiefs / stiles (tw)
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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent multifandom multimuse. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals!
active blogroll: shackld, dominihilist, ojustice, wishpact, insamsara, mischiiefs
muses: anime. lit/theatre. movie. television. video games.
muses not on the doc yet but still available:
black survival: chiara, echion, felix green, hyunwoo jang, jackie quilt, jp / wang wen, leon askin doc
fear and hunger: levi, marcoh
mha: mirio togata
newsies: buttons, elmer, ike, jojo, oscar delancey, racetrack, tommy boy
the magnus archives: breekon&hope, jon, melanie
rules under cut.
RULES
Mun is Makenzie/Mak or Kai. Of age. She/her/they/them.
I have no triggers of my own but all triggers will be tagged! So if you need a specific thing tagged, PLEASE let me know!
I’m slowwwwwww and I know that, just side effects of working part time and also that good ole mental illness. Please don’t rush me over replies!
I don’t own any character here but any icons or graphics here are made by me unless stated otherwise.
OCs/Crossovers welcome!
PLEASE do not reblog memes from me, whether you send one in or not. Reblog from the source but if it’s not available then it’s okay.
That’s all I got rn but my askbox is always open!
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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent ROBIN from honkai: star rail. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals! DOC.
RULES UNDER CUT.
Mun is Makenzie/Mak or Kai. Of age. She/her/they/them.
I have no triggers of my own but all triggers will be tagged! So if you need a specific thing tagged, PLEASE let me know!
I’m slowwwwwww and I know that, just side effects of working part time and also that good ole mental illness. Please don’t rush me over replies!
I don’t own HSR but any icons or graphics here are made by me unless stated otherwise.
OCs/Crossovers welcome!
PLEASE do not reblog memes from me, whether you send one in or not. Reblog from the source but if it’s not available then it’s okay.
As for shipping, I'm open to all kinds of dynamics with most muses!
That’s all I got rn but my askbox is always open!
active(ish) blogs:
damagecompilation / multifandom multi
mischiiefs / stiles (tw)
dominihilist / kafka (hsr)
shackld / chief (ptn) - main
dcgfight / fandomless oc
ojustice / furina (genpact)
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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent GENSHIN IMPACT MULTIMUSE ft canons and ocs. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals! unaffiliated with fandom.
active blogs: shackld, mischiiefs, damagecompilation, ojustice, insamsara, dcgfight, dominihilist, angeliicon
RULES / MUSES
OCs currently without a doc but still available:
Kaito / 20 / Agender (He/they) / FC: Zero from TOF / Pyro Claymore / A blacksmith living on the edges of Fontaine, Kaito isn't interested in trials or entertainment but rather the steady flow and trustworthiness of his work. Short but strong, calm but merciless, he isn't a fan of people messing with him and will make swift work of tresspassers.
Haoyu / ??? / Genderfluid (Any) / FC: Lee from Arknights / Hydro Polearm / A Fatui Agent formerly from Liyue but now living underwater in Fontaine, Haoyu is of dragon-origin and finds nothing sweeter than the down-on-their-luck victims begging for more time to pay off their debt. He also knows quite a bit of healing magic, but doesn't use it on just anyone. Why would he heal someone he doesn't like?
Arjun / 23 / Demiboy (He/they) / FC: Ethan from Arknights / Dendro Catalyst / Arjun is a chameleon-hybrid, currently studying in the Akademiya. Thanks to his ability to camouflage into his surroundings, he can relatively get by with ease and not worry about anyone interrupting his studies. A blessed ability too, considering what he's researching most would try to stop. The dead should stay dead, but Arjun wants to push that boundary and see if the dead could walk again. He's always been surrounded by it, death, thanks to a plague that wiped out his village. He'd been taken in by the Akademiya, who told him he shouldn't feel bad for being the sole survivor but Arjun was the opposite of distraught. He was thrilled, he was curious and soon shot up his class by drive alone. It was around that time that some students noticed some of their stuff has been going missing, Arjun using his camo to his advantage to do anything to get ahead and fund his research. But he couldn't do this constantly so he turned his attention to those who wouldn't notice. The dead he was trying so hard to revive and dug up every so often, taking their things as well as trying out his experiments on them.
Shouya / 20 / Cassgender (He/they) / FC: Aak from Arknights / Pyro Catalyst / As a young boy living on the outskirts of Inazuma, Shouya's homelife wasn't the best but he managed. With cruel and strict parents, it often drove him to his limit and one harsh night was when he received his vision and then the house (and his folks) quite literally burst into flames with his bottled up emotions and there, in the ashes, the villagers around found one feline boy grinning and laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. Regarded like the devil, Shouya left soon after that, vowing to himself he'd never bottle anything up again even if that meant leaving scorch marks and ashes everywhere he went.
Roch Fournier / 19 / Agender (They/them) / FC: Tabito Karasu from Blue Lock / Anemo Catalyst / Born the youngest in a huge family, instead of being spoiled like the babies often were, Roch was treated as the spare. Always the last to be picked, the last to be in the know and had every secret and inside joke kept from them. Their siblings treated them as the scapegoat and parents seemingly forgot they were there. And one day, Roch just had enough and left one night as it wasn't like anyone would notice otherwise. But the kicker was, it wasn't that they were always chosen last but rather, it only felt like it and Roch was just stuck in their own delusion that they were always the victim and didn't notice the array of missing person posters that arrived the morning after. They were gifted with an Anemo vision the moment they chose life for themselves however, but instead of training with it in combat, they manipulated it to their will and learned how to carry people's voices on the wind so they'd always know what was being kept from them. Soon, they knew everyone's business everywhere and used this to become an info broker and be the top dog for a chance.
Feliks / 25 / Demiboy (He/they) / FC: Horropedia from Reverse 1999 / Visionless
Former Fatui soldier but got gravely injured on the field (havent thought about where/how yet) so he retired very young
Still remains in Snezhnaya, doing odd jobs for the Fatui that call for a lighter or stealthier touch
Kind of an errand boy / gofer
But is pretty much a genius when it comes to blending in and working undercover
Jack of all trades, The Idea GuyTM
Designed the blueprints for the skirmisher's weapons
Doesn't have a vision but tbh he doesn't need one
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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent LADY FURINA from genshin impact. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals! unaffiliated with fandom. CARRD.
active blogroll: shackld, dominihilist, mischiiefs, damagecompilation, wishpact, dcgfight, insamsara
affiliated with: @fablewrote's neuvillette <3
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❝ there’s the real version and the version i told the cops. ❞
“Isn’t your dad a cop?” Ryder peered over the back of the couch at the older. In all honesty, it did not surprise him that Stiles was openly admitting to him that he had lied to cops — Based on what he had heard from other members of the pack? It was far from out of character for him. “Are you saying that you were lying to your dad?”
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"You know what, I'll tell you what ... " Throat is cleared as Stiles takes to tearing off pieces from his notepad (filled with rude drawings of the one besides him amidst actual notes) and crumpling them into little balls in which he stuck into each ear. "There we go. Can't hear you now behind all the, ya know, paper cuts but keep yapping, big guy." (i hope this works omg aa and im so so sorry for him)
' i think that's probably why they taught us not to shove things into our ears back in kindergarten . '
brows pin , irritation peaking . eye roll follows , exasperated sigh in tow .
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@mischiiefs gets a LYRIC STARTER !!
dionne - japanese house ( ft. justin vernon )
head tilts to the side a fraction. hiroto wasn’t the BEST at gauging other peoples feelings. he draws in a deep breath, letting out a soft sigh. maybe, he had OVERSTEPPED, said something that was too rude.
“i sense it's not the BEST TIME to be tryin' to fuck with your head.” a beat of silence passes then, before he speaks once more. APOLOGIES were another thing hiroto wasn’t the BEST AT. “sorry.”
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cam, what form of love do you embody?
love as hunger. [ love as ravenous desire, love as something fragrant and home-built ] when florence welch said "we all have a hunger" and when jenny slate asked "who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me?" and when violet trefusis wrote "I want you hungrily, frenziedly. passionately. I am starving for you..." and when anne carson asked "what are we made of but hunger and rage?"
tagged by: @mischiiefs
tagging: @bravevolunteer, @astrologistus, @astraldriven, @starsummons, uHHH whoever else wants to do this
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mischiiefs asked:
"hope and despair? hope has hoe in it and despair sounds like dis bear. bears are hairy gay men. so either way..... you're gay. there's never been a choice here!!"
“You’re so freaking SILLY!” she laughs at Stiles, holding her stomach before - she’s in his face, her perfectly manicured nails as gently pressing into his cheeks as she cupped his face in her hands.
“You know who else is gay? YOU ! It’s okay, I support the LGBTQIA+!”
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Ballora had been paying attention to Stiles. She wasn’t entirely sure what made him stand out and it frustrated her not knowing. Her memory came up blank. After a solid minute she decided to speak up.
“Have we met before?”
@mischiiefs
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@mischiiefs asked: [ deck ] your muse decking mine in the face. (idk maybe spidey scared the crap outta him and he whaled-) // violent muse reaction prompts
“AHH— f- dude, what the hell?!” Peter staggers backwards from the… surprisingly UNEXPECTED punch to his face, vision blurring at the edges ( though he quickly regains his composure ). It’s not like his senses didn’t go off right before it happened, but he wasn’t even expecting a fight here yet, and when it comes to avoiding every single hit, well… they can’t all be winners.
The sting goes away in a few moments, not sticking around long enough to bother him too much ( he’s wayyy too used to it by now ), but the shock definitely took him aback. “Y’know, most civilians kinda usually go with a ‘thank you’ or ‘can I grab a selfie?” Except…well, he DID just appear out of nowhere instead of taking any bad guys down yet. “Did I do something? Wait— PLEASE tell me you’re not another one with a grudge I don’t even know about or one of Jameson’s guys-” Peter, YOU’RE technically one of Jameson’s guys.
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