#mintix's rambling

[mintixtheweirdo]

What triggers you in Flipline fandom?

I'll go first:

People, who unironically hate some customers for no reason

People, who weirdly shows their love/hate towards characters (yes, I'm talking about Fco, yeah)

Flipline Addicts (in general) or other Flipline-related discord servers

Proshippers (like in every fandom, yo man, just stfu)

Quinn and Big Pauly fans....

[mintixtheweirdo]

i'm done with papa louie fandom

That's all. But sometimes i'll post art about it + still working on comic

[mintixtheweirdo]

I know no one will read this, so yeah. Also TW: mentioning of p3d0philia, gr00ming

I'm just scared that there might be pro-shippers among the fans of Papa's Canibalia (and Flipline Fandom in general).

Yes, I know, not all such people are bad and this is supposedly their “coping” mechanism, but at the same time, one of them caused me a terrible trauma, which I am still trying to recover from, including his grooming and forcing me into in p3d0-roleplaying.

I am ashamed that I myself get involved with such people out of carelessness and naivety. Sometimes it seems to me that it’s my own fault that I allowed this to happen. I know that in future I will be more careful with people on the Internet, but even their mention or the emoji combo “🌈🍖” makes me shake. I know how chronically online I am, but yesterday, because of similar disturbing thoughts, I cried and couldn’t sleep.

In general, I’m scared to publish anything on the Internet and share my thoughts and favorite characters, but at the same time I limit myself from friends and people close to me and generally become very lonely. I'm just afraid of the Internet. But still, i love those project and people making art of it. Cya!

[mintixtheweirdo]

Sorry

No art, for now. I don't feel so good. And I feel ashamed.

Sorry, I'm not ready to draw right now. I'm ashamed that I can't be active like I used to be. I'm very ashamed. I know I'm tired of my whining, but I don't want to keep it to myself. Too much has fallen on me, even if these problems are not the same for some. I really want to publish or talk about something, but either no one is interested in it or there’s nothing to talk about. Sorry

[mintixtheweirdo]

i need friends

i'm lonely

[mintixtheweirdo]

It seems to me that I am degenerating

I let myself go both physically and mentally. Almost nothing happens in my life, just like in the summer. I thought that when I entered college my life would be more varied, but no. I tried to lose weight, but it didn’t work, I just started getting fatter. I thought that I would be active and have time to do everything - now every day I come tired and just lie on the bed. I thought I’d find friends and become more sociable - people don’t notice me and I start acting like an offended person and communicating like a crazy person. It seems to me that there is no point in hoping for anything in this life. I'm tired.

[mintixtheweirdo]

Sorry, nothing to post

I'm busy so much and trying to finish my project

[mintixtheweirdo]

I'm disappointed in fandom where i made my art career

Guys, who knows how to force yourself to return to the fandom and no longer experience any negativity in it and not upset the loved one who is a member of it? The fandom itself is small (especially in the ru segment), but that doesn’t matter. I don’t know who to turn to on this issue, and it’s not a fact that this masterpiece will be posted, but I want to be heard.

I've been here for over a year, and the longer I'm here, the more disappointed I get here. I was bullied for my art and even gr00med, which is why I was completely disappointed in it. I don’t know how to force myself to love what I hate, but now I have nothing to talk about with a person who is dear to me and who is in the fandom. I need help

[mintixtheweirdo]

Hi

I have a Christmas tree thing on my Telegram channel, but I've decided to give you a link here

colormytree.me/2024/01HJXDJ...

[mintixtheweirdo]

I'm really sorry

Sorry for not talking much, for being mean sometimes and lazy. My life is being unstable dur of... a lot of reasons

[mintixtheweirdo]

So, EVEN YOUTUBE BANNED IN MY COUNTRY

i fucking hate my country

[mintixtheweirdo]

I'm Sorry

And i'm really sorry for my friends if i'm acting rude or ignorant toward you. I'm trying to make my life better and just to survive before New Year/ January midterms, also i'm in progress with my comic, i hope i can upload the first chapter before January. Thank you for your attention and patience

[mintixtheweirdo]

i don't know

i want to go back to Tumblr again, but i can't because i have an obsessive urge to stalk my ex groomer. I don't really know why, but this thing won't let me be here and post art peacefully ughhhhhhhh

[mintixtheweirdo]

I'm back!!!! (i guess...)

So, here's my intro-post!!

Name: Mintix/Jake

Date of birth: 29/06/2005

Pronouns: she>any

Mostly i post art, reblogging others art and such stuff i like. I'm a queer nerdy dork who loves to draw, write and playing games!!! Also i'm a huge selfshipper, so yeah.

Blog warnings: I post graphic content/art (such as gore and suggestive stuff) and i you feel uncomfortable here, so be careful here! Also i'm lowkey a feminist hehehehe. And i speak Russian here too. Love horror stuff!

Fandoms:

Papa's Canibalia (yeah, i've created the whole fandom over underrated fan project JAKE CANIBALIA SAFE ME-),

Papa Louie (and other Flipline Studios projects),

Lacey's Games,

Incredibox,

ColorBox Mustard and etc.

Aesthetics:

Xspiritualism (that's what you fellas call "yabujincore" 🤓☝),

Meat/Fleshcore,

Webcore, etc.

PEOPLE WELCOMED HERE /silly: PAPA'S CANIBALIA ENJOYERS PLEEEEEEASE /silly, Flipline fandom (but sometimes i'm scared of you guys, not all of you, but still /noneg), LGBTQA+, and other people with same interests, also people, who speak Russian.

Thin ice: radfem, fans of genshin impact/honkai/etc. (i'm afraid of you guys ;-;)

DNI: Any form of homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc., people into ship discourse (like i don't want any problems, i'm anxious af), any country -phobic, radqueers.

Do I accept fanart: YES PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE /silly

Can we ship an oc together?: ask me for it first /noneg

My socials!

My BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/mintixtheweirdo.bsky.social

My Telegramm: https://t.me/lunchiemunches

I'll add more stuff here soon!

[mintixtheweirdo]

still love this post, but i think i need make a new one

ok so, headcanons time! + OC info (polyship vers.)

I think Lacey loves doing skincare for Jake and Josh (my oc yeah) and makeup (she's really good at it i swear)

Also Lacey is good at fashion and can choose the slayest outfits for her boyfriends (if they would ash her for it ehe)

Jake suffered from insomnia for about six months due to stress, but when Josh bring himself to his life, Jake became more chill and slept well. Lacey known nothing about Jake's ASD and she was wondering about his weird behavior and high sensitivity to loud noises, but she is trying her best comforting him anytime.

Also, my thoughts about Lacey in general: i think she has a traumas about being in relationships with men (being stalked, SA-ed by her uncle, my poor girl T-T), but after she met my dorks, she feel better and it's her safest and fluffiest romantic relationships in her life (as same as for Jake and Josh) Finally, some info about Josh (bro you should write that earlier dawg):

He is a trans male, 21 y.o. and he's a romanian-russian mixed, has a vitiligo + A LOT of moles. Josh is a christian (not a fanatic one, dw) and used to go to church a lot when he was a child. He is a little overweight, despite his fairly good physical fitness. Also, he loves citrus fruits, but when he overeats, he gets a rash (possibly due to allergies). Josh is so malewife material and a cheerish and comforting person in general Josh was living in a countryside with his father and stepmother and he moved to the city when he was in high school. You'll ask me "Mintix, and how he connected to Papa's Canibalia then?" I say, that he went to work, where this restaurant is located (let's say in Tastywille, but the place's name would be changed i think) and when he arrived here, he decided to get a job as "server" or "deliveryman"

I really nervous about sharing my thoughts on the Internet tbh...