#minatozaki sana senarios

[ghostykapi]

can i request an angst scenario with sana? many unresolved fights lead to a bigger fight where the reader is finally done? [i love angst scenarios idk why]

what do I do when home isn't with you

sana & fem!reader // angst

why do y'all like angst for j-line it's making me cry

you really didn't know how to handle anymore of this, you couldn't find any reason to do so

it started out small, from little misunderstandings to funny pranks. it was fine for both parties for a while, then it became more and more until it started pouring out into a cycle that quickly ruined your mind

it plays out as a script. she loses track of time, then she doesn't communicate where she is nor if she's alright, suddenly your stuck on waiting for minutes to hours, then when your about to leave then she magically comes by so you fight, you cry, you give her the silent treatment back at your apartment, you sleep crying, you wake up to her begging for forgiveness and then you finally give in to her.

you don't talk about it, maybe that's why it gets worse and worse each time

it's repetitive and while you know it's getting worse and worse by the months that roll by, but you can't seem to stop yourself nor her habits that continue to break both of you.

you love her. you really do. you love her so much that you risked your time, effort and energy for your relationship with her. it starts from waking up early to cook her a meal when she's homesick to spending your vacation days just to accompany her at her tour when she begged for your presence

you just don't hesitate to go home with a ruined mascara when she's late to your 3rd year anniversary. you don't hesitate to get in your apartment and cancel that ring you ordered for her. you don't hesitate to clean up then pack her stuff so when she walks at the door the scar on your heart will finally start to hurt the most.

you don't know what time you finished or what time she came home. all you knew that this was make or break of it all, and if she makes one more mistake she's out.

minatozaki sana. the woman that brought you both your happiest days and cruelest nights meekly walks in your home with flowers in her hands

one step and she tries to say a word, any word, but flatters once she sees your bloodshot eyes

two steps and she sees the way you guard yourself, arms crossed and eyes cold. your heart finally goes numb

three steps, she finally runs to you and falls on her knees, begging for forgiveness with tears in her eyes.

you don't make a move, only looking down at her eyes and questioning ever word that spills out of her mouth.

does she mean it when she says she loves you? does she mean it when she flirts with ever possible person near her radar. does she mean it when she's going to do better? when she forgets every date after that and questions why you're scared to go and book another reservation. does she mean it, when she says that you're her light when you swore she looked at someone else and you found her smile finally getting brighter than she was with you.

you don't even let her finish when you stand up, give her two luggages worth of all her stuff and clothes that lay in your apartment, turn around and walk to back to your bedroom

sana stands there, with tears in her eyes, as she watches you clearly say the words that will haunt her for the rest of the night and maybe her whole life

"you choose to place your love somewhere else and I see it in your actions. if you don't intend to stay true to your word, then I suggest you leave my life so I can start loving myself again"