#milly alcock angst

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𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 || 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐤

“𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘨𝘰, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘣𝘦 𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶“

Inspo: Daniel Caesar - Blessed

Summary: She needed to know she was blessed to have you...

Warnings: Angst and some very comfy fluff

Words: 1419

“Why do your parents treat me like royalty?” Milly asked, smoothing out her dress in the mirror.

You waved your arm, scoffing quietly. “They grew up in Atlanta. Hearing someone with an accent like yours makes them jump to conclusions. They think you qualify as the Queen of England-“ you stopped yourself when seeing her peek her head out of the bathroom, parted lips of shock with the corners tilted upwards in a smile. “-which you are in my eyes, of course.”

“I’m not even English. I’m fuckin’ Australian, Y/n,” she commented, giggling.

“Oh, I know,” you chuckled. “But if you don’t speak with an American accent, you might as well be royalty and my family gets a bit excessive when that happens.”

“Has it happened before?” Milly stepped out of the bathroom, now bare of the dress with nothing else to hide your intrusive gaze. Something she quickly picked up on, snapping her fingers. “Use your head to give me an answer. Not thinking of ways you plan on trying to keep me up tonight.”

“But baby-“

“Do as your told, honey.” Her lips were pressed in an amused grin, raising an encouraging brow.

Since the dinner with your parents, she hadn’t been able to remove the tickling feeling in her stomach. The butterfly effect always appeared when you looked in her direction, smiling at her with that dreamy look of yours. Or when your hand would caress the inside of her leg, breaking her walls slowly. Because while your mother and father were peppering her with questions, you just traced shapes into her skin, clearly enjoying the way she was fumbling over her words.

She knew how the night would divulge when the two of you got home, but she would play her time.

You sighed, shaking your head. “First girl I actually brought to my parents, my mom immediately started saying “no” and forced her out of the house and demanded I break up with her.”

Milly laughed. “Why?”

“Because she was a white girl and acted like she knew what our life was like and grew up in the hood.” That made Milly fall into giggles, trying to hide her lips with the back of her hand. It was adorable and made you chuckle, biting your bottom lip. “And all of the girls after that I never brought to meet them,” you said. “Well, until you at least.”

Her feet padded against the ground until you felt her pressed against your back. Arms curling around your waist with her lips meeting your back, pressing delicate kisses against ebony skin. Her hands gently ran up and down your stomach, fingers pressing and nails digging wherever she saw fit. It made you stand up straighter, unable to hide the deep groan that bellowed deep in your chest.

“I’m glad,” she whispered, eyes slightly flickering shut as you absorbed the warmth of your skin against hers. “I’ve missed you so much. I’ve been just waiting to have a moment to ourselves.”

You smiled, folding the pair of dress pants before tossing them to the foot of the bed. “Well, I’m here with you now, honey.” Turning in her hold, you stared adoringly down at the woman. Her eyes sparkled with love. Her touch was a drug. Her voice was a lullaby. Her personality and smile bring light to a room where shadows reached outward.

Taking her face in your hands, you caressed her cheekbones, smiling softly. “God, I fucking love you.”

Milly couldn’t decipher what it was. A blast of warmth hit her face suddenly, making her bottom lip quiver. Eyes tearing up as your smile slowly fell, brows scrunching together. “I’m sorry.” She wiped her eyes. “I- I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m so sorry-” Before she could say anything further, you lifted her chin, softly pressing your lips to hers.

She was frozen against you, tense under your warm embrace. But as the seconds passed, she melted against you. Sniffling as she wrapped her arms tightly around your neck, feeling you grab the back of her thighs and lift her off the ground. “I love you.” Your words made her eyes water more. The salty taste of her tears falling to your lips as your hands held her gently. “I love you so much, sweetheart.”

Slowly lowering her to the bed, you pulled away just enough to stare at her. Milly’s face was red, eyes fluttering as she fought to have them open. But the longer you stared, the more she felt the need to cover herself. In the instant she attempted to do so, you pushed her arms above her head, peppering her body with kisses and bites.

“The most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen,” you praised between kisses. “I love you. I love you so fucking much, Milly. I love you.”

You repeated it over and over again, feeling Milly hold you tighter in a flare of urgency. Her tears stained her cheeks and stung her eyes as you hid your face in her neck. “Say it, baby.”

Milly’s lips trembled. “I love you, Y/n. I love you so much.”

You smiled softly, sitting up. Grabbing the blanket, you placed it around your shoulder, your body creating a makeshift tent for the woman lying beneath you. She was wiping her cheek, sniffling and letting out faint whimpers.

Exhaling softly, you wrapped an arm around her waist and lifted her enough to switch spots. Her body immediately sought your warmth, arms coiling around your chest. There were no words spoken. Just the soft strokes of warm hands and soft breaths against skin.

It took a while before you had the courage to speak. Milly’s sniffle converted to soft inhales as she gently massaged your sides. “Why did you start crying?” You asked softly, tilting your head to get a better look at her.

She swallowed thickly, nibbling on her bottom lip with her head adjusting to meet your gaze. And there were the sparkles again, the peppered glitter of tears that hung at the brim of her eyes. A shaky smile appeared as she said, “I thought I would never get to hear you say it,” she confessed. “With the distance, I thought you wouldn’t be sure of continuing what we have.”

Your lips twisted in a sweet smile, eyes softening as you cupped her cheek. “Milly,” you sighed. “You are the most beautiful girl I have met. I couldn’t imagine myself with anyone else. Sure as hell no chick that works at a Hot Topic.”

Milly felt her lips crack into a grin, tucking her face in your chest as she giggled. Feeling you press your lips to the crown of her head and sigh. “I love you, baby. And if you need me to say it every day, I will,” you reassured. “Everywhere I go, if you aren’t there, then I don’t wish to be there. But knowing you’ll be coming home and I can have you for myself makes my love for you grow.”

“Even if it sucks?” Milly inquired gently.

“Even if it sucks,” you repeated, smiling. “I care too much about you to let selfish desires hold you back from your job. And I love you too much to be hung up on things you have no control over.” A soft chuckle fell from your lips as you shook your head. “Baby, I want to come home to you. I want to come home from work and just have you waiting to hold me. Ask me about my day and tell me about yours. But if I have to wait years for that to happen, I can be patient. I just wanna see you shine baby and I will love you no matter what.” 

And it was there that things were eased and Milly allowed herself to smile. Allowing herself to indulge in the love you were giving that she had never been aware was for her. And she felt special. And for the first time in your relationship, she felt deserving of it because you had been putting up with her work schedule since the two of you met. You were willing to work around her times and willing to drop everything to spend an hour with her if that’s all she could give.

But now, she knew that this love you had to offer was special. And for however long she could bask in it, she would enjoy it and hope to pay you back in reciprocated feelings.

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Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides, Anne Carson//House of the Dragon (2022-)

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looking for casual 1x1 partners on discord, below are basic rules / plots / faces / dynamics i'm really feeling ! if you like this, i'll message you. rn my reply speed will vary so if you're only looking for rapid fire, probably not the best option !

intro + guidelines !

hi, i'm whimsi ! i'm 24, i use she / they pronouns and i live in eastern standard timezone. i love horror, fantasy, sci-fi and all things angst. i rarely write smut, i have to be comfy with you and invested in the ship to do so, but i'm not adverse to other adult topics. my triggers are: predatory age gaps, csa, and eating disorders. i only write on discord rn, it's easiest when it comes to accesibility. i won't write sexually taboo subjects, and faces who are racist / abusive / homophobic or transphobic / all around shitty are a no go. i don't always know stuff celebrities have done though, so if someone i use sucks definitely let me know!

faces i want to use

lizeth selene, jenna ortega, kedar wlliams-stirling, sophie thatcher, xolo maridueña, dev patel, amandla stenberg, talia ryder, maya hawke, joe keery, jonathan daviss, zendaya, lola tung, milly alcock, alisha boe, dylan minnette, savannah lee smith, conan gray, michael cimino, d'pharaoh woon-a-tai, evan mock, auli'i cravalho, mason gooding, renee rapp, milo manheim, brigette lundy paine, anya chalotra, quintessa swindell, kiana madeira, algee smith

faces i want to write against

any of the faces above as well as, liv hewson, whitney peak, sabrina carpenter, yara shahidi, ethan cutkosky, mark mckenna, emma mackey, ncuti gatwa, katie douglas, haley lu richardson, meeki lepper, odessa azion, justice smith, rachel sennott, chase sui wonders, jessica alexander, halle bailey, and more! these are just off the top of my head, i'm usually fine playing against whoever you're feeling (*:

wanted plots / dynamics

dark academia / college mumu, small town mumu, horror / slasher mumu, fantasy settings, original character celebrities, rich kids / socialiates, enemies to lovers, queer friends to lovers, situationships / messy relationships, multifandom mumu, etc

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Hey! Welcome to my hive! I’m Bee! 🐝 I’ve been in the writing game for a while now and figured it was time to try my hand in the tumblr community!

My blog is very bare bones as of right now, but soon I will get Willow’s biography typed up and finished! For now, here are her basics and if they interest you~ please like this and I’ll come to you for some plotting! Thanks 💋 xoxo

If you like: supernatural elements, world building, obsessing over pairings and connections, usually long replies, and angst and drama~ you’ll enjoy this blog!

Willow Aria Worth~ fc/ Milly Alcock

Appears 24 {is 423} || the last witch of her coven turned vampire (verse dependent) || pansexual || friendly, curious, naive, helpful || survived the Pendle Witch Trials

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INTRODUCING CAMERON ROOK WRITTEN (AND LOVED!) BY CORRIE

 ⸻     have  you  ever  heard ABOUT DAMN TIME by lizzo  ,  it  is CAMERON ROOK to  a  tee  .  the  twenty two year  old  twitch streamer has  been  spotted  wandering  down  portobello  road  markets  just  last  sunday  ,  do  you  know  them  ?  would  you  say  she is more  rambunctious or  more  attentive  anyway  ,  they  remind  me  of copious amounts of fairy lights hung on bedroom walls, pink headphones with cat ears, bright smiles, converse trainers with stickers on the front and loud laughs, maybe  you'll  catch  them  around  yeah ?     ⸻     [          ◟  MILLY ALCOCK. ◝           ]  

triggers: mentions of divorce / affairs / teen pregnancy / teenage angst / mummy issues

THE BASICS: 

full name: cameron elizabeth rook

nicknames: cam 

birthday: 11th april 2000 (22 years old)

gender: cis woman (she/her)

sexuality: heterosexual (??)

relationship status: very single 

BASIC INTRO: 

cameron’s life has always been a bit of a whirlwind, she was an unplanned teenage pregancy, to two teenagers (stacy and finch) who definitely weren’t ready for children just yet. 

once finch (@drcamland​) found out that his girlfriend was pregnant, he proposed and the pair got married. 

but secretly stacy had other ideas, she wasn’t ready to stettle down and start a family, she just wanted to see the world. 

so a few months after cameron was born, stacy upped and left, she’d met someone new, she was off to see the world.

she left finch basically holding the baby, he became a single dad, things ended. ever since then it’s just been finch and cameron against the world. 

as a kid cameron’s childhood was fine, when mother’s day came around and all the kids had to write cards to their mums, she’d just write one to her grandma.

it was only when she became a teenager, did the angst start!!! cameron started to believe that it was her fault that her mother left. 

her relationship with her dad became rather strained and fraught, there were a lot of arugments etc.

as a teenager, cameron did google her mum, she tried to find her but she didn’t come up with much.

she wanted this whole big hallmark style cheesy reunion but that never happened.

anyway, fast forward to now, cameron is twenty two, she lives in notting hill with her dad (they moved to london from california), she’s a twitch streamer.

once she got out of her terrible teenager years and accepted the fact that stacy just didn’t want to be a mum, her relationship with her dad got better.

now cameron and her dad are back to being as close as ever, the dynamic duo, sometimes they have their moments but overall they are happy. 

she loves her job as a twitch streamer, she’s a variety streamer and she streams all kinds of games. she’s quite a popular streamer and goes by rooks online. yes she has modded her dad.

cameron is a lot happier with herself and her life now, things are good!!!!

WANTED CONNECTIONS: 

friends

streamer friends / stream team

crush (??)

followers / fans of hers

if you’d like to plot with any of my muses then please feel free to hit me up on discord @ corey in wetherspoons ™#0678!!

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indie oc multimuse ( selective and mutuals only ) . general preference for romance, angst, some crime and historical plots and threads. mun goes by cassie, using she / her pronouns, 27 years old. partners and muses should be 21+ years. — temp. dash theme, rules and muses below.

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indie, selective and mutuals only ; some exceptions can be made. overall low and slow activity due to work, mental health and inspiration.

using only medium sized gifs and gif icons, depending on both, resources available and partner's preference. highly selectively writing threads without any visuals. formatting includes small text, double space between words ( it's easier for me to read ) and the occasional bold or italics. i'm however adaptable and willing to change things up for my partner !

handling diverse and a wide range of dynamics, connections, muses and plots ; some potentially triggering. triggers however will be tagged.

some muses are either created on the spot for a certain thread or a bit more developed than others.  

banned : large age gaps ( 20 years +; particular between muses where one is in their early 20s and the other in their 40s ), step*cest, inc*st, extreme hate, hate speech and bullying, descriptive writing of suicide; attempts or thoughts, self harm, eating disorders and drug abuse. highly selective with smut as well. banned faceclaims : deceased, animated faceclaims, ian somerhalder, thomas doherty, sydney sweeney and jacob elordi. more tba.

 ･ﾟ       ◦    ♡ ; the muses . * always under co. elizabeth morin. high school teacher. bisexual / biromantic. she / her pronouns. age range: thirties. smart, caring, bold, outspoken, extremely neat and always prepared. one of six sisters, all of them living across the globe. portrayed by shay mitchell. maximo ‘max’ ramos. it specialist. bisexual / biromantic. he / him pronouns. age range: late thirties to early forties. a true nerd and interested in all kind of hobbies. funny, outgoing, sometimes a bit too nosy and clumsy. could probably hack into any website or accounts. portrayed by oscar isaac. valentina romano. hairdresser. asexual / panromantic. she / her pronouns. age range: early twenties. honest, very proud, creative and overall a peaceful person. shares a small flat with her grandmother. portrayed by milly alcock. eduardo venegas. restaurant owner; a cozy establishment with spanish and chilean dishes called ‘mucho’. bisexual / biromantic. he / him pronouns. age range: forties. passionate, intelligent, overly protective. a true workaholic with a big heart for those in need. portrayed by pedro pascal. ceylan sevim. front desk secretary. bisexual / biromantic. she / her pronouns. age range: mid twenties. confident, jealous, daring and cold towards others. portrayed by cemre baysel. 

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I posted 582 times in 2022

That's 272 more posts than 2021!

482 posts created (83%)

100 posts reblogged (17%)

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I tagged 468 of my posts in 2022

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#daemyra - 234 posts

#daemon x rhaenyra - 138 posts

#rhaenyra × daemon - 120 posts

#matt smith - 107 posts

#daemon targeryan - 103 posts

#milly alcock - 99 posts

#rhaneyra targaryen - 86 posts

#certain things fic - 79 posts

#hotd - 75 posts

#house of the dragon - 74 posts

Longest Tag: 44 characters

#matt smith could do whatever he wanted to me

My Top Posts in 2022:

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Cassie signs Lexi up as a contestant for the latest season of The Bachelor, starring fan-favorite Fezco. Pining, fluff, and angst ensue as the two navigate the most dramatic season of The Bachelor to date!

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My #1 post of 2022

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In Fire and Blood von George R.R. Martin, auf dem die Serie basiert, stirbt Corlis nicht während dieser bestimmten Zeit. Darüber hinaus spielt die Seeschlange eine wichtige Rolle im Tanz der Drachen, einem Bürgerkrieg, der noch in der House of the Dragon-Serie gezeigt werden muss. Es ist unwahrscheinlich, dass die Autoren von „Das Haus des Drachen“ entschieden haben, die Geschichte von Corlis drastisch zu ändern, indem sie ihn so früh töteten.

Rhaneyra Targaryen ist in "Die Prinzessin und die Königin" größtenteils passiv und ruhig, da sie den größten Teil der Folge damit verbringt, sich von der Geburt ihres dritten Kindes zu erholen. Die Szene, die die Episode eröffnet, ist sowohl realistisch als auch herzzerreißend, und es gibt einen klaren Versuch, Rhaenyras Perspektive visuell auf einen Moment zu zentrieren, der ihr und niemand anderem gehört. Ebenso erhält Laena Velaryon ihren freien Willen bei einer weitaus schlimmeren Geburt. Diese Episode findet einen Weg, die Handlung von Frauen mit sehr unterschiedlichen Ergebnissen zu zentrieren, indem sie die wichtigen Charaktere hervorhebt und gleichzeitig Nuancen in ihre Geschichten einfügt. Episode 6 zeigt neue Schauspieler, die es schaffen, den Geist von Rhaenyra und Alicent einzufangen, und bringt die Erzählung näher an den Krieg heran. Dies ist die Ruhe vor dem Sturm für beide, und die Geschichte kommt an einen Punkt, an dem das Einzige, was Sinn macht, darin besteht, dass sie sich vereinen, eine vereinte Front gegen Alicent Hightower und ihre Kinder: die Prinzessin gegen die Königin. Früher wäre es vermeidbar gewesen. Die Entscheidungen, die in dieser Folge von der Queen und ihrem Umfeld getroffen wurden, machen es nun zur Gewissheit. Der Ball liegt nun auf dem Platz der Prinzessin, und wenn man eines über Rhaenyra sagen kann, dann, dass sie weiß, wie sie reagieren muss.

Es ist gerade die Mitte der ersten Staffel vorbei und unsere beiden Protagonisten sind endlich zur Arbeit erschienen. Emma D'Arcy und Olivia Cooke übernehmen nun die Rollen von Rhaenyra bzw. Alicent, und es ist ein Beweis für die starke Arbeit von Milly Alcock und Emily Carey, dass es einen Teil dieser Episode braucht, um sich an den Wechsel zu gewöhnen. Nützlicherweise sah der Zeitsprung von zehn Jahren, der durch den Besetzungswechsel signalisiert wurde, nur eine Fortsetzung etablierter Muster: Die beiden haben sich in ihrer Rivalität etabliert und eine kleine Turnierroutine etabliert, die den gesamten Hof deformiert.

Wir öffnen uns für eine Frau, die sich beschwert, und ausnahmsweise beschwere ich mich nicht noch einmal über die Besessenheit der Show mit Frauen als dynastische Werkzeuge. Nun, das auch. Rhaenyra von D'Arcy bringt ihr drittes Kind zur Welt, ein Baby, das ihr Ehemann Laenor (John Macmillan) nach ihrer lange verlorenen Liebe Joffrey tauft. Die Nabelschnur wird gerade durchtrennt, als die Königin darum bittet, das Baby sehen zu dürfen: Rhaenyra, bis auf die Knochen stur, besteht darauf, das Baby als eine Art passiven Widerstand selbst zu tragen. Wenn es sein Plan ist, Alicent zu beschämen, scheitert er: Während in Alicents Augen ein Moment echter Besorgnis auftaucht, wird er schnell durch den üblichen Scharfschützen ersetzt. Was klar wird – und das ist einer der vielen Vorteile der Auswahl dieser schwarzen Schauspieler für die Velaryons – ist, dass keines von Rhaenyras Kindern aus Laenor stammt und dass sie tatsächlich eine Affäre mit Ser Harwin Strong (Ryan Corr) hatte. Alicent weiß es offensichtlich, aber niemand wird die Anklage aus Angst vor Verrat öffentlich erheben – und Viserys (Paddy Considine) ist dem Ganzen gegenüber bewusst blind. Er ermutigt seine Kinder und Enkel, zusammen zu spielen, in der fröhlichen Gewissheit, dass er sie als Verbündete binden kann, damit sie alle Rhaenyras Regierung unterstützen. Interessanterweise ist die sanftmütige ehemalige Alicent jetzt jedoch selbstbewusst genug, um ihre einladende Weltanschauung ziemlich scharf in Frage zu stellen.

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Gone, Rosé//House of the Dragon (2022-)

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Langston Hughes//House of the Dragon (2022-)

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The Truth About Grief, Fortesa Latifi//Medea, Euripides//Aeschylus’ The Oresteia: Agamemnon (tr. Richmond Lattimore)

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Cold Solace, Anna Belle Kaufman//Milly Alcock and Emily Carey as Rhaenyra Targaryen and Alicent Hightower in House of the Dragon (2022)

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Alicent looking at Rhaenyra with love vs Alicent can't stand looking at her

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never love an anchor, the crane wives//rhaenyra targaryen and alicent hightower in house of the dragon (2022)