#milgramkin

[fictionkinfessions]

hi guys its me fuuta! from the hit mv and audio drama series milgram! i think im a girl

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[calling-for-kins]

I don't know if this is a good idea to send this in at all but here we go.

I'm Kotoko Yuzuriha from MILGRAM, spiritual fictionkin. I'm looking for anyone else from the source. I understand that most wouldn't want to talk to me, rightfully so, but if you would, please interact with this call in any way and I'll get in contact as soon as I see it.

l'm 19, so please only interact if you are over the age of 18, preferably closer to 19. I have no upper age limit.

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[fictionkinfessions]

SEEING ALL THE HARUKAS HERE IS MAKING ME GO AAAHHH :((

I miss u a lot Haruka!!!! I’ve actually been worrying about u a LOT actually so AGHH..

pats ur head gently

-Muu Kusunoki (Milgram)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i honestly didnt think i had any BUT... for #obscanons

im kin from saints row and i suppose overwatch.. also milgram... (i havent seen any milgram kin ever... admittedly i have only recently gotten into it...!)

i mean i have seen a few overwatch kinfessions on here but also it feels like an obscure media to kin from...

anyway hi shaundi, hana song and haruka sakurai here...!

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[fictionkinfessions]

i joined a server for a milgram english fandub and put in a clip of my voice to see who the owner/director thought i'd fit. they immediately assigned me... john doe and mikoto.

i kin es. john is the guy who brutally beat the shit out of me during mikoto's interrogation in trial one. i'm not even upset about it, i find it hilarious. the segment where he beats me up is one of the parts i have to read for the audition.

i'm honestly looking forward to reading it, he's a fun character to read for! it's just really funny to imagine myself voicing a character who i was terrified of in a past life. - es (milgram) #🔑🔒📑

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[fictionkinfessions]

Okay so I just kinfirmed Haruka a couple days ago..,, its been confusing, I don't really remember anything yet and I haven't gotten that far into the media yet either.. but I do remember the prison cell thing. It was cold, the bars felt slightly rusty, I think. During the first trial I felt scared. Es slapped me, and my cheek was sore for a little while after.

~ Haruka Sakurai , MILGRAM (#🍽🥀☆)

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[fictionkinfessions]

hey, been awhile fellow MILGRAMers if i can call you that Muu taking the L lmao get fucked - Fuuta Kajiyama (MILGRAM... p.s same futa as before)

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[fictionkinfessions]

one of your highest kins being from a source that isnt finished yet and takes a long time to update is like HELP what happened next i am. foamjng at the mouth

- es (milgram)

[fictionkinfessions]

hi,

i think i'm supposed to hate you? i dunno, maybe i'm not, but my life is (was?) in your hands so maybe i am..? i'm not sure... all i really know is that i miss you.

i never asked because i didn't wanna get it wrong but um, i think you liked me a bit more than the others... you always took the time to talk to me more, even when it wasn't time for interrogations, and you always gave me extra treats and colored with me sometimes... thank you for that; i'm not sure if the other prisoners liked me very much, but it's comforting to think you did. thank you…

i hope you're doing well now, guard-san! i miss you lots

- haruka (milgram)

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[fictionkinfessions]

On today's episode of: being sad about powers you had in source that you dont gave in this life,

I wish I could learn peoples deepest fears and life story by making them do a lil song and jig for me. Like it would be so much easier than social interaction and id get to listen to some banger music too

- Es (milgram) #🌐🌸

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[fictionkinfessions]

Other milgram kinnies evidently: want their guys to be voted innocent repeatedly

Me, Haruka kinnie: vote him guilty please for the love of god he will only get more annoying until you do

You're all valid, though. Good luck!

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[fictionkinfessions]

I’m sorry Rei, Im really sorry. I didn’t mean too. You don’t have to forgive me, I was a horrible person, I shouldn’tve done that. Now it’s to late, you’re not coming back. It really is my fault isn’t it?

-Muu Kusunoki (Milgram)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i had no romantic feelings for any of the prisoners. i didn't understand romance and most of them were much older than me anyway. that being said, happy valentine's day to muu kusunoki, who tried to flirt with me to get a better verdict during the second trial. i really would love to study you <3 - es (milgram) #🔑🔒📑

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[fictionkinfessions]

I was looking through MILGRAM calls, and saw a confession from Fuuta that was about "me", from 20 days ago at the time of me writing this. I just wanted to send this in in case that Fuuta is maybe still around, and maybe will see this.

All I can say to you, is that I'm sorry. I'm not apologizing or seeking forgiveness; you have all the right not to forgive me. You have full right to be mad and think of me however you do. I'm not trying to change that. I just want you to know that my actions did not reflect what I felt towards you. I didn't do what I did because it was right, and had I given it any actual thought I would also see that is wasn't. I did it because I was trying to save myself from seeing the truth.

I saw the world in black and white. I didn't see people as individuals. I merely saw them as people who were to be protected, and people who were to be protected from. Funnily enough, all I was trying to protect was myself, and whilst trying to accomplish that goal, I became one who was to be protected from. I used you and the others to preserve my own sense of security, I harmed you just because I was too weak to face the truth. I did everything in my power to preserve my worldview, to preserve the stance that I was right. I was not. And it's hard to accept, even after a whole lifetime. I don't know if I'll ever fully come to terms with it, but for now, all I can say is that I'm sorry.

You were right on one thing; I also did care for you. I see it more clearly now. I cared about you. So much. Much more than I let myself or anyone else believe. I don't ask you to forgive me, but I hope you know how much you matter to me.

I miss you too.

I don't hope to meet you again. I don't have the right to ask for something like that. All I hope, is that you are doing well.

But still, if it's okay to wish, I do maybe just a bit...

-Kotoko Yuzuriha, from MILGRAM

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[fictionkinfessions]

why am I suddenly missing you again when you did all those awful things to me in canon. I genuinely cared for you, and so did you about me. so why. why do I have to be missing kotoko, of all people.

- fuuta kajiyama, MILGRAM (please tag with both kin and fictive tags)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i know my songs are supposed to be like a manifestation of my guilt and pain in milgram but they go fucking HARD im not even gonna lie here

hate my music videos though esp backdraft's because even though they go really hard as well they give me awful kin memories from watching them. but just the songs are fine for some reason. it's weird but i'm glad its this way because i like listening to my own songs

- fuuta kajiyama, milgram (🌸☕)

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